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About Google Book Search Google's mission is to organize the world's information and to make it universally accessible and useful. Google Book Search helps readers discover the world's books while helping authors and publishers reach new audiences. You can search through the full text of this book on the web at |http: //books .google .com/I The Other Girls The Other Girls LONDON : PRINTED BY BPOTTISWOODB AND CO., NBW-STBEET SQUARE AND PARLIAMENT STRBEr' The Other Girls BY MRS. T. D. WHITNEY author of 'hitherto' *jve girls' etc. LONDON SAMPSON LOW, MARSTON, LOW, & SEARLE CROWN BUILDINGS, i88 FLEET STREET 1873 All rights reserved PREFACE * Wait until you are helped, my dear ! Don't touch the pie until it is cut ! ' The old Mother, Life, keeps saying that to us all. As individuals, it is well for us to remember it ; that we may not have things until we are helped ; at any rate, until the full and proper time comes, for courageously and with right assurance helping ourselves. Yet it is good iox people, as people, to get a morsel — a flavour — in advance. It is well that they should be im- patient for the King's supper, to which we shall all sit down, if we will, one day. So I have not waited for everything to happen and become a usage, that I have told you of in this little story. I confess that there are good things in it which have not yet, literally, come to pass. I have picked something out of the pie beforehand. I meant, therefore, to have laid all dates aside ; esjpe- cially as I found myself a little cramped by them, in re- introducing among these * Other Girls ' the girls whom we have before, and rather lately, known. Lest, possibly, in anything which they have here grown to, or experienced, or accomplished, the sharply exact reader should seem to detect the requirement of a longer interval than the al- vi PREFACE manacs could actually give, I meant to have asked that it should be remembered, that we story-tellers write chiefly in the Potential Mood, and that tenses do not very essentially signify. It will all have had opportunity to be true in eighteen-seventy-five, if it have not had in eigh teen- seventy- three. Well enough, indeed, if the prophecies be justified as speedily as the prochronisms will. The Great Fire, you see, came in and dated it. I could not help that ; neither could I leave the great fact out. Not any more could I possibly tell what sort of April days we should have, when I found myself fixed to the very coming April and Easter, for the closing chapters of my tale. If persistent snow-storms fling a falsehood in my face, it will be what I have not heretofore believed possible, — a white one ; and we can all think of balmy Aprils that have been, and that are yet to be. With these appeals for trifling allowance, — leaving the larger need to the obvious accounting for in a largeness of subject which no slight fiction can adequately handle, — I g\y^ you leave to turn the page. A. D. T. W. Boston: ilfarcA, 1873. , CONTENTS — ^ — CHAPTER PAGE /. Spilled Out. ' I //. Up-stairs 7 ///. Two Trips in the Train . . . . 13 IK Ninety-nine Fahrenheit . . . . 32 V. Spilled out-again 45 VL A Long Chapter of a Whole Year 59 VIL Bel and Bartholomew . . . . 84 VIII, To help : somewhere . . . . 99 IX. Inheritance 106 X, Fillmer and By lies 113 XL Christofero 123 XII Letters and Links 129 XIII Rachel Froke^s Trouble • 137 XIV. Mavis Place Chapel .... 140 XV. Bonny Bowls 146 XVI Recompense . 160 XVII Errands of Hope .... . 168 XVI IL Brickfield Farms .... . 176 XIX. Blossoming Ferns .... . 196 viii CONTENTS CHAPTER PAGE XX. 'Wanted' 201 XXI. Voices and Visions 210 XXII. Box Fifty-two 222 XXIII. Evening and Morning : The Second Day . 235 XXIV. Temptation 241 XXV. Bel Bree's Crusflde : The Preaching . . 249 XXVI. Trouble at the Scherman^ . . . .257 XXVII. BelBreis Crusade: The Taking of yerusalem 263 XXVIIL 'Living In' 273 XXIX. Wintergreen 284 XXX. Neighbour Street and Graves Alley . . 292 XXXI. Chosen: and called 300 XXX I I. Easter Lilies 312 XXX III. Kitchen Crambo 318 XXXIV. What Nobody could help .... 332 XXXV. Hill-Hope 343 The Other Girls 4 THE OTHER GIRLS ' I don't know what you mean, Mr. Argenter,' she said, with some quiet coldness. ' I mean, I know how she takes other girls to ride ; she sets them down at the small gray house^ — the hot^se without any piazza or bay window^ Michael / ' and Mr. Argenter laughed. That was the order he had heard Sylvie give on6 day when he had come up with his own carriage at the post- office in the village, whither he had walked over for exercise and the evening papers. Sylvie had Aggie Townsend with her, and she put her head out at the window on one side just as her father passed on the other, and directed Michael, with a very elegant nonchalance, * to set this little girl down ' as aforesaid. Mr. Argenter had been half amused and half angry. The anger passed off, but he had kept up the joke. * Oh, do let that old story alone,' exclaimed Mrs. Argenter. ' Sylvie will soon outgrow all that. If you want to make her a real lady, there is nothing hke letting her get thoroughly used to having things.' * I don't intend her to get used to having a pony-chaise,' Mr. Argenter said very quietly and shortly. * If she wants to "show a kindness," and take " other" girls to ride, there's the slide-top buggy and old Scrub. She may have that as often as she pleases.' And Mrs. Argenter knew that this ended— or had better end — the conversation. For that time. Sylvie Argenter did get used to having a pony-chaise, after all Her mother waited six months, until the pleasant sunmier w^eather, when her friends began to come out from the city to spend days with her, or to take early teas, and Michael had to be sent continually to meet and leave them at the trains. Then she began again, and asked for a pony-chaise for herself. To ' save the cost of it in Michael's time, and the wear and tear of the heavy car- riages. Those little sunset drives would be such a pleasure to her, just when Michael had to be milking and putting up for the night.' Mr. Argenter had forgotten all about the other talk, Sylvie's name now being not once mentioned; and the end of it was that a pretty little low phaeton was added to the Argenter equipages, and that Sylvie's mother was always lending it to her. SPILLED OUT 5 So Sylvie was driving about in it this afternoon. She had been over to West Dorbury to see the Highfords, and was coming round by Ingraham*s Comer, to stop there and buy one of his fresh big loaves of real brown bread for her father's tea. It was a little unspoken, politic understanding between Sylvie and her mother, that some small, acceptable errand like this was to be accomplished whenever the former had the basket-phaeton of an afternoon. By quiet, unspoken demonstration, Mr. Argenter was made to feel in his own little comforts what a handy thing it was to have a daughter flitting about so easily with a pony-carriage. But there was something else to be accomplished this time that Sylvie had not thought of, and that when it happened, she felt with some dismay might not be quite offset and com- pensated for by the Ingraham brown bread. Rod Sherrett was out too, from Roxeter, Young- America- fying with his tandem, trying, to-day, one of his father's horses with his own Red Squirrel, to make out the team ; for which, if he should come to any grief, Rodgers, the coach- man, would have to bear responsibility for being persuaded to let Duke out in such manner. Just as Sylvie Argenter drew up her pony at the baker's door. Rod Sherrett came spinning round the corner in grand style. But Duke was not used to tandem harness, and Red Squirrel, put ahead, took flying side-leaps now and then on his own account; and Duke, between his comrade's esca- pades and his driver's checks and admonitions, was to that degree perplexed in his mind and excited off his well-bred balance, that he was by this time becoming scarcely more reliable in the shafts. Rod found he had his hands full. He found this out, however, only just in time to realise it, as they were suddenly relieved and emptied of their charge ; for, before his call and the touch of his long whip could bring back Red Squirrel into line at this turn, he had sprung so far to the left as to bring Duke and the 'trap' down upon the little phaeton. There was a lock and a crash ; a wheel was off the phaeton, the tandem was overturned, Sylvie Argenter, in the act of alighting, was thrown forward over the threshold of the open shop-door, Rod Sherrett was lying in the road, a man had seized the pony, and Duke and Red Squirrel were 6 THE OTHER GIRLS shattering away through the scared Comer Village, with the wreck at their heels. Sylvie*s arm was bruised, and her dress torn ; that was all. She felt a little jarred and dizzy at first, when Mr. Ingraham lifted her up, and Rodney Sherrett, picking him- self out of the dust with a shake and a stamp, found his own bones unbroken, and hurried over to ask anxiously — for he was a kind-hearted fellow — ^how much harm he had done, and to express his vehement regret at the * horrid spilL' Rod Sherrett and Sylvie Argenter had danced together at the Roxeter assemblies, and the little Dorbury * Germans ; ' they had boated, and picknicked, and skated in company, but to be tumbled together into a baker's shop, torn and fright- ened, and dusty,^-each feeling, also, in a great scrape, — this was an odd and startling partnership. Sylvie was pale; Rod was sorry ; both were very much demolished as to dress : Sylvie's hat had got a queer crush, and a tip that was never intended over her eyes ; Rodney's was lying in the street, and his hair was rumpled and curiously powdered. When they had stood and looked at each other an instant after the first inquiry and reply, they both laughed. Then Rodney shrugged his shoulders, and walked* over and picked up his hat. * It might have been worse,' he said, coming back, as Mr. Ingraham and the man who had held Sylvie's pony took the latter out of the shafts and led him to a post to fasten him, and then proceeded together, as well as they could, to lift the disabled phaeton and roll it over to the blacksmith's shop to be set right. * You 11 be all straight directly,' he said, ' and I'm only thankful you're not much hurt. But I am in a mess. Whew ! What the old gentleman will say if the Duke don't come out of it comfortable, is something I'd rather not look ahead to. I must go on and see. I'll be back again, and if there's anything — anything more^ he added with a droll twinkle, *that I can do for you, I shall be happy, and will try to do it a little better.' The feminine Ingrahams were all around Sylvie by this time : Mrs. Ingraham, and Ray, and Dot. They bemoaned UPSTAIRS 7 and exclaimed, and were 'thankful she'd come off a^ she had ; ' and ' she'd better step right in and come upstairs.' The village boys were crowding round, — ^all those who had not been in time to nm after the ' smash,' — and Sylvie gladly withdrew to the offered shelter. Rod Sherrett gave his hair a toss or two with his hands, struck the dust off his wide- awake, put it on, and walked off down the hill, through the staring and admiring crowd. CHAPTER II. UP-STAIRS The two Ingraham girls had been sitting in their own room over the shop when the accidentoccurred, and it was there they now took Sylvie Argenter, to have her dress tacked together again, and to wash her face and hands and settle her hair and hat. Mrs. Ingraham came bustling after with ' amicky ' for the bruised arm. They were all very delighted and important, having the great Mr. Argenter's daughter quite to themselves in the intimacy of ' up-stairs,' to wait upon and take care of. Mrs. Ingraham fussed and *my-deared' a good deal ; her daughters took it with more outward calm- ness. Although baker's daughters, they belonged to the present youthful generation, bom to best education at the public schools, sewing-machines, and universal double- skirted full-fashions ; and had read novels of society out of the Roxeter town library. There was a good deal of time after the bathing and mending and re-arranging were all done. The axle of the phaeton had been split, and must be temporarily patched up and banded. There was nothing for Sylvie to do but to sit quietly there in the old-fashioned, dimity-covered easy-chair which they gave her by the front window, and wait Meanwhile, she observed and wondered much. She had never got out of the Argenter and Highford atmosphere before. She didn't know — as we don't about the moon — whether there might be atmosphere for the lesser and 8 THE OTHER GIRLS subsidiary world. But here she found herself in the bed- room of two girls who lived over a bake-shop, and, really, it seemed they actually //^V/Jive, much after the fashion of other people. There were towels on the stand, a worked pincushion on the toilet, white shades and red tassels to the windows, this comfortable easy-chair beside one, and a low splint rocker in the other, — with queer, antique-looking, soft footstools of dark cloth, tamboured in bright colours, before each ; white quilted covers on table and bureau, and positively, a striped, knitted foot-spread in scarlet and white yarn, folded across the lower end of the bed. She had never thought of there being anything at Ingraham's Corner but a shop in a dusty street, with, she supposed, — only she never really supposed about it, — some sort of places behind and above it, ander the same roof, for the people to get away into when they weren't selling bread, to cook, and eat, and sleep, she had never exactly imagined how, but of course not as they did in real houses that were not shops. And when Mrs. Ingraham, who had bustled off down- stairs, came shuffling up again as well as she could with both hands full and her petticoats in the way, and appeared bearing a cup of hot tea and a plate of spiced gingerbread, — the latter not out of the shop, but home-made, and out of her own best parlour cupboard, — she perceived, almost with bewilderment, that cup and plate were of spotless china, and the spoon was of real, worn, bright silver. She might abso- lutely put these things to her own lips without distaste or harm. *It11 do you good after your start,' said kindly Mrs. Ingraham. The difference came in with the phraseology. A silver spoon is a silver spoon, but speech cannot be rubbed up for occasion. Sylvie thought she must mean before her start, about which she was growing anxious. * Oh, I'm sorry you should have taken so much trouble,' she exclaimed. * I wonder if the phaeton will be ready soon ? ' * Mr. Ingraham he's got back,' replied the lady. * He says Rylocks '11 be through with it in about half an hour. Don't you be a mite concerned. Jest set here and drink your tea. UPSTAIRS 9 and rest. Dot, I guess you'd as good 's come down-stairs. I shall be wantin' you with them fly nets. Your father's fetched home the frames.' Ray Ingraham sat in the side window, and crocheted thread edging, — of which she had already yards rolled up and pinned together in a white ball upon her lap, — while Sylvie sipped her tea. The side window looked out into a shady little garden- spct, in the front comer of which grew a grand old elm, which reached around with beneficent, beautiful branches, and screened also a part of the street aspect. Seen from within, and from under these great, green, swaying limbs, — the same here in the village as out in free field or forest, — the street itself seemed less dusty, less common, less im- possible to pause upon for anything but to buy bread, or mend a wheel, or get a horse shod. ' How different it is, in behind ! ' said Sylvie, speaking out involuntarily. Ray shot a quick look at her from her bright dark eyes, ' I suppose it is, — almost everywheres,' she answered. * I've got turned round so, sometimes, with people and places, until they never seemed the same again.' If Ray had not said * everywheres,' Sylvie would not have been reminded ; but that word sent her, in recoUection, out to the house-front and the shop-sign again. Ray knew better ; she was a good scholar, but she heard her mother and others like her talk vernacular every day. It was a wonder she shaded off from it as delicately as she did. Ray Ingraham, or Rachel,— for that was her name, and her sister's was Dorothy, though these had been shortened into two as charming, pet little appellatives as could have been devised by the most elegant intention, — was a pretty girl, with her long-lashed, quick-glancing dark eyes, her hair, that crimped naturally and fell off in a deep, soft shadow from her temples, her little mouth, neatly dimpled in, and the gipsy glow of her clear, bright skin. Dot was different : she was dark too, not so dark ; her eyes were full, brilliant gray, with thick short lashes ; she was round and comfortable : nose, cheeks, chin, neck, waist, hands ; her mouth was large, with white teeth that showed easily and 10 THE OTHER GIRLS broadly, instead of, like Ray's, with just a quiver and a glimmer. She was like her mother. She looked the smart, buxom, common-sense village girl to perfection. Ray had the hint of something higher and more delicate about her, though she had the trigness, and readiness, and every-day- ness too. Sylvie sat silent after this, and looked at her, wondering, more than she had wondered about the furniture. Thinking, ■* how many girls there were in the world I All sorts — every- where ! What did they all do, and find to care for ? ' These were not the * other ' girls of whom her mother had blandly said that she could show kindnesses by taking them to drive. Those were such as Aggie To^vnsend, the navy captain's widow's daughter, — nice, but poor ; girls whom everybody noticed, of course, but who hadn't it in their power to notice anybody. That made such a difference ! These were otherer yet ! And for all that they were girls, — girls ! Ever so much of young life, and glow, and com- panionship, ever so much of dream, and hope, and possible story, is in just that little plural of five letters. A company of girls ! Heaven only knows what there is not repre- sented, and suggested, and foreshadowed there ! Sylvie Argenter, with all her nonsense, had a way of putting herself, imaginatively, into other people's places. She used to tell her mother, when she was a little child and said her hymns, — which Mrs. Argenter, not having any very fresh, instant spiritual life, I am afraid, out of which to feed her child, chose for her in dim remembrance of what had been thought good for herself when she was little, — that she ^didn't know exactly as she did^ "thank the goodness and the grace that on her birth had smiled.'" She 'should like pretty well to have been a little — Lapland girl with a sledge ; or — a Chinese ; or — a kitchen girl ; a little while, I mean ! ' She had a way of intimacy with the servants which Mrs. Argenter found it hard to check. She liked to get into Jane's room when she was * doing herself up ' of an afternoon, and look over her cheap little treasures in her band-box and •chest-drawer. She made especial love to a camelian heart, and a twisted gold ring with two clasped hands on it. * I think it's real nice to have only two or three things, and UPSTAIRS 1 1 to ''clean yourself up," and to have a "Sunday out ! "' she said. Mrs. Argenter was anxiously alarmed at the child's low tastes. Yet these were very practicably compatible with the alternations of importance in being driven about in her father's "barouche, taking Aggie Townsend up on the road, and ' set- ting her down at the small gray house.' Sylvie thought, this afternoon, looking at Ray Ingraham, in her striped lilac and white calico, with its plaited waist and cross-banded, machine-stitched double skirt, sitting by her shady window, beyond which, behind the garden angle, rose up the red brick wall of the bakehouse, whence came a warm, sweet smell of many new-drawn loaves, — looking around within, at the snug tidiness of the simple room, and even out at the street close by, with its stir and curious interest, yet seen from just as real a shelter as she had in her own cham- ber at home, — that it might really be nice to be a baker's daughter and live in the village, — ' when it wasn't your own fault, and you couldn't help it' Ray nodded to some one out o£her window. Sylvie saw a bright colour come up in her cheeks, and a sparkle into her eyes as she did so, while a little smile, that she seemed to think was all to herself, crept about her mouth and lingered at the dimpled comers. There was an expres- sion as if she hid herself quite away in some consciousness of her own, from any recollection of the strange girl sitting by. The strangegirl glanced from A^r window, and saw a young carpenter with his box of tools go past under the elm, with some sort of light subsiding also in like manner from his face. He was in his shirt sleeves, — but the sleeves were white, — and his straw hat was pushed back from his forehead, about which brown curls lay damp with heat. Sylvie did not believe he had even touched his hat, when he had looked up through the friendly elm boughs and bowed to the village girl in her shady comer. His hands were full, of course. Such people's hands were almost always full. That was the reason they did not leam such things. But how cute it had been of Ray Ingraham not to sit in the front window ! He was certain to come by, too, she supposed. To be sure ; that was the street Ray 12 THE OTHER GIRLS Ingraham would not have cared to live up a long avenue, to wait for people to come on purpose, in carriages. She got as far as this in her thinkings, at the same mo- ment that she came to the bottom of her cup of tea. And then she caught a glimpse of Rylocks, rolling the phaeton across from the smithy. * What a funny time I have had ! And how kind you have all been ! ' she said, getting up. ' I am ever so much obliged, Miss Ingraham. I wonder ' — and then, suddenly, she thought it might not be quite civil to wonder. Ray Ingraham laughed. * So do I ! ' she said quickly, with a bright look. She knew well enough what Sylvie stopped at. Each of these two girls wondered if there would ever be any more 'getting in behind' for them, as regarded each other, in their two different lives. As Sylvie Argenter came out at the shop-door, Rodney Sherrett appeared at the same point, safely mounted on the runaway Duke. The team had been stopped below at the river; he had found a stable and a saddle, had left Red Squirrel and the broken vehicle to be sent for, and was going home, much relieved, and assured by being able to present himself upon his father's favourite roadster, whole in bones and with ungrazed skin. The street boys stood round again, as he dismounted to make fresh certainty of Sylvie's welfare, handed her into her phaeton, and then, springing to the saddle, rode away beside her, down the East Dorbury road. Mrs. Argenter was sitting with her worsted work in the high, many-columned terrace piazza which gave grandeur to the great show-house that Mr. Argenter had built some five years since, when Sylvie, with Rod Sherrett beside her, came driving up the long avenue, or, as Mrs. Argenter liked to call it, out of the English novels, the approach. She laid back her canvas and wools into the graceful Fayal basket-stand, and came down the first flight of stone steps to meet them. * How late you are, Sylvie ! I had begun to be quite worried,' she said, when Sylvie dropped the reins around the dasher and stood up in the low carriage, nodding at TIVO TRIPS IN THE TRAIN 13 her mother. She felt quite brave and confident about the accident, now that Rodney Sherrett had come all the way with her to the very door, to account for it and to help her out with the story. Rodney lifted his hat to the lady. * WeVe had a great spiU, Mrs. Argenter. All my fault, and Red Squirrel's. Miss Argenter has brought home more than I have from the miUe, I started with a tandem, and here I am with only Gray Duke and a borrowed saddle. It was out at Ingraham's Corner, — a quick turn, you know, — and Miss Argenter had just stopped when Squirrel sprang round upon her. My trap is pretty much into kindlings, but there are no bones broken. You must let me send round Rodgers, on his way to town to-morrow, to take the phaeton to the builder's. It wants a new axle. I'm awful sorry ; but after all ' — with a bright smile, — * I can't think it altogether an ill wind, — for me, at any rate. I couldn't help enjoying the ride home.' ' I don't believe you could help enjoying the whole of it, except the very minute of the tip-out itself, before you knew,' said Sylvie, laughing. * Well, it was a lark ; but the worst is coming. I've got to go home all alone. I wish you'd come and tell the tale for mey Miss Sylvie. I shouldn't be half so afraid ! ' CHAPTER III. TWO TRIPS IN THE TRAIN The seven o'clock morning train was starting from Dorbury Upper Village. Early business men, mechanics, clerks, shop-girls, sewing- girls, office-boys, — these made up the list of passengers. Except, perhaps, some travellers now and then, bound for a first express from Boston, or an excursion party to take a harbour steamer for a day's trip to Nantasket or Nahant. Did you ever contrast one of these trains — ^when perhaps you were such traveller or excursionist — with the after. 14 THE OTHER- GIRLS leisurely, comfortable one at ten or eleven ; when gentlemen who only need to be in the city through banking hours, and ladies bent on calls or elegant shopping, come chatting and rustling to their seats, and hold a little drawing-room ex- change in the twenty-five minutes' trip ? If you have, — and if you have a little sympathetic imagi- nation that fills out hints, — you have had a glimpse of some of these * other girls ' and the thing that daily living is to them, with which my story means to concern itself. Have you noticed the hats, with the rose or the feather behind or at top, scrupulously according to the same dictate of style that rules alike for seven and ten o'clock, but which has often to be worn through wet and dry, till thfe rose has been washed by too many a shower, and the feather blown by too many a dusty wind, to stand for anything but a sign that she knows what should be where, if she only had it to put there ? Have you seen the cheap alpacas, in two shades, sure to fade in different ways and out of kindred with each other, painfully looped in creasing folds, very much sat upon, but which would not by any means resign themselves to simple smooth straightness, while silks were hitched and crisp Hernanis puffed. Yet the alpacas, and all their innumerable cousinhood, havfe also their first mornings of fresh gloss, when the newness of the counter is still upon them ; there is a youth for all things ; a first time, a charm that seems as if it might last, though we know it neither will nor was meant to ; if it would, or were, the counters might be taken down. And people who wear gowns that are creased and faded, have each, one at a time, their days of glory, when they begin again. The farther apart they come, perhaps the more of the spring-time there is in them. Marion Kent bloomed out this clear, sweet, clean summer morning in a span new tea-coloured zephyrine polonaise with three little frills edged with tiny brown braid, which set it off trimly with the due contrasting depth of colour, and cost nearly nothing, except the stitches and the kerosene she burned late in the hot July nights in her only time for finishing it. She had covered her little old curled leaf of a hat with a tea-coloured corner that had been left, and TIVO TRIPS IN THE TRAIN 15 puffed it up high and light to the point of the new style, with brown veil tissue that also floated off in an abundant cloudy grace behind; and she had such an air of breezy and ecstatic elegance as she came beaming and hastening into the early car, that nobody really looked down to see that the underskirt was the identical black brilliantine that had done service all the spring in the dismal mornings of waterproofs and india-rubbers and general damp woollen smells and blue nips and shivers. Marion Kent always made you think of things that never at all belonged to her. She gave you an impression of some- thing that she seemed to stand for, which she could not wholly be. Her zephyrine, with its silky shine, hinted at the real lustres of far more costly fabrics ; her hat, perked up with puffs of grenadine (how all these things do rhyme and repeat their little Frenchy tags of endings !), put you in mind of lace and feathers, and a general float and flutter of gay miUinery ; her step and expression, as she came airily into this second-rate old car, put on for the 'journeymen ' train, brought up a notion, almost, of some ball-room advent, flushed and conscious and glad with the turning of all admiring eyes upon it ; her face, even, without being ab- solutely beautiful, sparkled out at you a certain will and force and intent of beauty that shot an idea or suggestion of brilliant prettiness instantly through your unresisting imagination, compelling you to fill out whatever was want- ing; and what more, can you explain, do feature and bearing that come nearest to perfect fulfilment effect ? The middle-aged cabinet-maker looked over his news- paper at her as she came in ; he had little daughters of his own growing up to girlhood, and there might have been some thought in his head not purely admiring ; but still he looked up. The knot of office-boys, crowding and sky- larking across a couple of seats, stopped their shuffle and noise for a second, and one said, * My 1 ain't she stunning ? ' A young fellow, rather spruce in his own way also, with precise necktie, deep paper cuffs and dollar store studs and initial sleeve-buttons, touched his hat with an air of taking credit to himself, as she glanced at him ; and another, in a sober old gray suit, with only a black ribbon knotted l6 THE OTHER GIRLS under his linen collar^ turned slightly the other way as she approached, and^ with something like a frown between his brows, looked out of the window at a wood-pile. Marion's cheeks were a tint brighter, and her white teeth seemed to flash out a yet more determined smile, as, passing him by, she seated herself with friendly bustle among some girls a little behind him. * In again, Marion?' said one. * I thought you'd left' * Only in for a transient,' said Marion, with a certain clear tone that reminded one of the stage-trainer's direction to * speak to the galleries.' * Nellie Burton is sick, and Lufton sent for me. I'll do for a month or so, and like it pretty well ; then I shall have a tiff, I suppose, and fling it up again ; I ■can't stand being ordered round longer than that' * Or longer than the new lasts,' said the other slyly, touch- ing the drapery sleeve of the zephyrine. * It /j awful pretty, Marry!' * Yes, and while the new lasts Lufton '11 be awful polite,' returned Marion. ' He likes to see his girls look stylish, I can tell you. When things begin to shab out, then the snubbing begins. And how they're going to help shabbing out, I should like to know, dragging round amongst the goods, and polishing against the counters ; and who's going to afford ready-made, or pay for sewing, out of six dollars a week; and cars and dinners, let alone regular board, that some of 'em have to take off? Why there isn't enough left for shoes ! No wonder Lufton's always changihg. Well — there's one good of it! You can always get a temporary there. Save up a month, and then put into port and refit. That's the way I do.' ' But what does it come to, after all's said and done ? and what if you hadn't the port ?' asked Hannah Upshaw, the girl with the shawl on, who never wore suits. Marion Kent shrugged her shoulders. * I don't know, yet I take things as they come to me. I don't pretend to calculate for anybody else. I know one thing, though — there is other things to be done, — and it isn't sewing-machines either, if you can once get started. And when I can see my way clear, I mean to start. See if I don't ! ' TIVO TRIPS IN- THE TRAIN 17 The train stopped at the Pomantic station. The young man in the gray clothes rose up, took something from under the car-seat and went out. What he had with him was a carpenter's box. It was the same youth who had greeted Ray Ingraham from beneath the ehn branches. As the train ^ot slowly under way again, Marion looked straight out at her window into Frank Sunderline's face, and bowed, — ^very modestly and sweetly bowed. He was waiting for that instant oh the platform, until the track should be clear and he could cross. What he caught in Marion's look, as she turned it full wpon him, nobody could see ; but there was a quieter earnest in it, certainly, when she turned back ; and the young man had responded to her salutation with a relaxing glance of friendly pleasantness that seemed more native to his face than the frown of a few minutes before. Marion Kent had several selves ; several relations, at any rate, into which she could put herself with others. I think she showed young Sunderline, for that instant, out of gentler, questioning, almost beseeching eyes, a something she could not show to the whole car-full with whom at the moment of her entrance she had been in rapport, through frills and puffs and flutters, into which she had allowed her consciousness to pass. Behind the little window he could only see a face ; a face quieted down from its gay flippancy ; a face that showed itself purposely and simply to him ; eyes that said, ' What was that you thought of me just now ? Don^t think it ! ' They were old neighbours and child-friends. They had grown up together ; had they been growing away from each other in some things since they had been older ? Often it appeared so; but it was Marion chiefly who seemed to change ; then, all at once, in some unspoken and intangible way, for a moment like this, she seemed to come suddenly back again, or he seemed to catch a glimpse of that in her, hidden, not altered, which might come back one of these days. Was it a glimpse, perhaps, like the sight the Lord has of each one of us, always ? Meanwhile, what of Ray Ingraham ? Ray Ingraham was sweet, and proper, and still ; just what Frank Sunderline thought was prettiest and nicest for a C //^ 1 8 THE OTHER GIRLS woman to be. He was always reminded by her ways of what it would be so pretty and nice for Marion Kent to be. But Marion would sparkle ; and it is so hard to be still and sparkle too. He liked the brightness and the airiness ; a little of it, near to ; he did not like a whole car-full, or room-full, or street full, — ^he did not like to see a woman sparkle all round. Mr. Ingraham had come into Dorbury Upper Village some half-dozen years since ; had leased the bakery, house, and shop ; and two years afterward, Rachel had come home to stay. She had been left in Boston with her grandmother when the family had moved out of the city, that she might keep on a while with the school that she was used to and stood so well in ; with her Chapel classes, also, where she heard literature and history lectiu-es, each once a week. Ray could not bear to leave them, nor to give up her Sunday lessons in the dear old Mission Rooms. Dot was three years younger ; she could begin again anywhere, and their mother could not spare both. Besides, ' what Ray got she could always be giving to Dot afterwards.' That is not so easy, and by no means always follows. Dot turned out the mother's girl, — the gii-1 of the village, as was said ; practical, comfortable, pleasant, capable, sensible. Ray was some- thing of all these, with a touch of more ; alive in a higher nature, awakened to receive through upper channels, sensitive to some things that neither pleased nor troubled Mrs. Ingraham and Dot. It took a gbod while to come to know a girl like Ray Ingraham ; most of her young acquaintance felt the step up that they must take to stand fairly beside her, or come intimately near. Frank Sunderline felt it too, in certain ways, and did not suppose that she could see in him more than he saw in himself : a plain fellow, good at his trade, or going to be ; bright enough to know brightness in other people when he came across it, and with enough of what, independent of circumstances, goes to the essential making of a gentleman, to perceive and be attracted by the delicate gentleness that makes a lady. That was just what Ray Ingraham did see ; only he hardly set it down in his self-estimate at its full value. TPVO TRIPS IN THE TRAIN 19 Do you perceive, story-reader, story-raveller, that Frank Sunderline was not quite in love with either of these girls? Do you see that it is not a matter of course that he should be ? I can tell you, you girls who make a romance out of the first word, and who can tell from the first chapter how it will all end, that you will make great mistakes if you go to interpreting life so, — ^your own, or anybody's else. I can tell you that men— those who are good for very much — come often more slowly to their life-conclusions than you think ; that vfoxmxi-nature is a good deal to a man, and is meant to be, in gradual bearing and influence, in the shaping of his perception, the working of comparison, the coming to an understanding of his own want, and the form- ing of his ideal, — yes, even in the mere general pleasantness and gentle use of intercourse, — before the individual woman reveals herself, slowly or suddenly, as the one only central need, and motive, and reward, and satisfying, that the world holds and has kept for him. For him to gain or to lose : either way, to have mightily to do with that soul-forging and shaping that the Lord, in His handling of every man, is about. That night they all came out together in the last train. Ray Ingraham had gone in after dinner to make some pur- chases for her mother, and had been to see some Chapel fiiends. Marion, as she came in through the gate at the station, saw her far before, walking up the long platform to the cars. She watched her enter the second in the line, and hastened on, making up her mind instantly, like a field general, to her own best manoeuvre. It was not exactly what every girl would have done ; and therein showed her generalship. She would get into the same carriage, and take a seat with her. She knew very well that Frank Sunderline would jump on at Pomantic, his day's work just done. If he came and spoke to Ray, he should speak also to her. She did not risk trying which he would come and speak to. It should be, that joining them, and finding it pleasant, he should not quite know which, after all, had most made it so* Different as they were, she and Ray Ingraham toned and flavoured each other, and Marion knew it. They were like rose-colour and gray ; or like spice and salt — you did not c 2 22 THE OTHER GIRLS of a table as well as the other ; but you will leam not to take mahogany when the pine will serve the purpose. You will keep it for what the pine wouldn't be fit for ; which wouldn't come to pass if the pine weren't cheapest. Women wouldn't get those places to tend counters and keep books, if the world hadn't found out that it was poor economy, as a general rule, to take men for it.' * But what do you say about mental power ? About pay for teaching, for instance ?' asked Ray. *Why, you're coming round to my side!' exclaimed Marion. ' I should really like to know where you are ? ' * I am wherever I can get nearest to the truth of things/ said Ray, smiling. * That,' said Sunderline, ' is one of the specialties that is getting righted. Women are being paid more, in proportion, for intellectual service, and the nearer you come to the pure mental power, the nearer you come to equality in recom- pense. A woman who writes a clever book, or paints a good picture, or sculptures a good statue, can get as much for her work as a man. But where time is paid for, — ^where it is per- sonal service, — the old principle at the root of things comes in. Men open up the wildernesses, men sail the seas, work the mines, forge the iron, build the cities, defend the nations while they grow, do the physical work of the world, make way for all the finishings of education and opportunity that come afterward, and that put women where they are to-day. And men must be counted for such things. It is man's work that has made these women's platforms. They have the capital of strength, and capital draws interest. The right of the strongest isn't necessarily the oppression of the strongest. That's the way I look at it. And I think that what women lose in claim they gain in privilege.' * Only when women come to knock about the world without any claims, they don't seem to get much privilege,' said Marion. * I don't know. It seems rude to say so, perhaps, but they find a world ready made to knock round in^ don't they ? And it is because there's so much done that they couldn't have done themselves, that they find the chances waiting for them that they do. And the chances are multiplying with civilisation, TIVO TRIPS IN THE TRAIN 23 -all the time. You see the question really goes back to first conditions^ and lies upon the fact that first conditions may ■come back any day,— ndo come back, here and there, con- tinually. Put man and woman together on the primitive earth, and it is the man that has got to subdue it ; the woman is what Scripture calls her, — the helpmeet And my notion is that if everything was right, a woman never should have to " knock round alone." It isn't the real orde» of Providence. . I think Providence has been very much interfered with.* *■ There are widows,' said Rachel, gently. *Yes; and the "fatherless and the widows" are every- body's charge to care for. I said — if things were right. I wish the energy was spent in bringing round the right that is used up in fitting tlungs to the wrong.' * They say there are too many women in the world altoge- ther I ' said Marion, squarely. * I guess not — ^for all the little children,' said Frank Sun- •derline : and his tone sounded suddenly sweet and tender. He was helping them out of the car, now, at the village station, and they went up the long steps to the street All three walked on without more remark, for a little way. Then Marion broke out in her odd fashion, — * Ray Ingraham ! you've got home and everything sure and comfortable. Just tell me what you'd do, if you were a widow and fatherless or anything, and nobody took you in chaise.' ' The thing I knew best, I suppose,' said Rachel, quietly. * I think very likely I could be — a baker. But I am certain of this much,' she added, lightly, * I never would 'make a brick loaf; that always seemed to me a man's perversion of the idea of bread.' A-small boy was coming down the street toward them, as she spoke, from the bake-shop door ; a brick loaf sticking out at the two ends of an insufficient wrap of yellow brown paper under his arm. As Ray glanced on beyond him, she caught sight of that which put the brick loaf, and their talk, instantly out of her mind. The doctor's chaise, — the horse fastened by the well- known strap and weight, — was standing before the house. She quickened her steps, without speaking. 24 THE OTHER GIRLS * I say/ called out the urchin at the same moment, looking^ up at her as he passed by, with a queer expression of mixed curiosity and knowing eagerness, — 'Yer know yer father's sick ? Fit — or sunthin' !* But Ray made no sign — to anybody. She had already hurried in toward the side door, through the yard, imder the ehn. A neighbourly-looking woman — ^such a woman as always * steps in' on an emergency — met her at the entrance. ' He's dreadful sick, I'm afraid, dear,' she said, reaching out and putting her hand on Ray's shoulder. * The doctor's up-stairs ; ben there an hour. And I believe my soul every identical child in the village 's ben sent in for a brick loaf.' Marion and Sunderline kept on down the Underbill road. The conversation was broken off. It was a startling occur- rence that had interrupted it ; but it does not need startling occurrences to turn aside the chance of talk just when one would have said something that one was most anxious to say. A very little straw will do it. It is like a game at croquet The ball you want to hit lies close ; but it is not quite your turn ; a play intervenes ; and before you can be allowed your strike the whole attitude and aspect are changed. Nothing lies where it did a minute before. You yourself are driven off, and forced into different combinations. Marion wanted to try Sunderline with certain new notions — certain half-purposes of her own, in the latter part of this walk they would have together. Everything had led nicely up to it ; when here, just at the moment o( her opportunity, it became impossible to go on from where they were. An event had thrust itself in. It was not seemly to disregard it They could not help thinking of the Ingrahams. And yet, * if it would have done,' Marion Kent could have put off her sympathies, made her own little point, and then gone back to the sympathies again, just as really and truly, ten minutes afterward. They would have kept. Why are things jostled up so? * I am sorry for Ray,' she said, presently. Frank Sunderline, with a grave look, nodded his head thoughtfully, twice. *If anything happens to Mr. Ingraham, won't it be TIVO TRIPS IN THE TRAIN 25 strange that I should have asked her what I did, just that minute ? ' *What? O, yes!' It had been fairly jostled out of the young man's mind. They walked on silently again. But Marion could not give it up. * I don't doubt she would be a baker ; carry on the whole concern, — if there was money. She keeps all her father's accoimts, now.' 'Does she?' ' She wouldn't have had the chance if there had been a boy. That's what I say isn't fair.' * I think you are mistaken. You can't change the way of the world. There isn't anything to hinder a woman's doing work like that, — even going on with it, as you say, — when it is set for her by special circumstances. It's natural, and a duty ; and the world will treat her well, and think the more of her. Things are so that it is getting easier every day for it to be done. The facilities of the times can't help serving women as much as men. But people won't generally bring up their daughters to the work or the prospects that they do their sons, simply because they can't depend upon them in the same way afterwards. If a girl marries, — ^and she ought to if she can, right,' — * And what if she has to, if she can, wrong ? ' * Then she interferes with Providence again. She hasn't patience. She takes what wasn't meant for her, and she misses what was ; whether it's work, or — somebody to work for her.' They were coming near Mrs. Kent's little white gate. ' I've a great mind to tell you/ said Marion, *I don't have anybody to help me judge.' Sunderline was a little disconcerted. It is a difficult position for a young man to find himself in: that of suddenly elected confidant and judge concerning a young woman's personal affairs ; unless, indeed, he be quite ready to seek and assume the permanent privilege. It is a hazardous appeal for a young woman to make. It may win or lose, strengthen or disturb, much. ' Your mother '; — ^began Sunderline. 26 THE OTHER GIRLS *0, mother doesn't see; she doesn't understand. How can she, living as she does ? I could make her advise me to suit myself. She never goes about. The world has run ahead of her. She savs I must conclude as I think best' Sunderline was silent. * I've a chance,' said Marion, ' if I will take it. A chance to do something that I like, something that I think I could do. I can't stand the shops ; there's a plenty of girls that are crazy for the places ; let them have 'em. And I can't stay at home and iron lace curtains for other folks, or go round to rip up and make over other folks' old dirty carpets. I don't mean mother shall do it much longer. This is what I can do ; I can get on to the lecture list, for reading and reciting. The Leverings, — you remember Virginia Levering, who gave a reading here last winter ; her father was with her, — Hamilton Levering, the elocutionist? Well, I know them very well ; I've got acquainted with them since ; they say they'll help me, and put me forward. Mr. Levering will give me lessons and get me some evenings. He thinks I would do well. And next year they mean to go out West, and want me to go with them. Would you ? ' Marion looked eagerly and anxiously in Sunderline's face as she asked the question. He could not help seeing that she cared what he might think. And on his part, he could not help caring a good deal what she might do. He did not like to see this girl, whom he had known and been friends with from childhood, spoilt. There was good, honest stuff in her, in spite of her second-rate vanities and half-bred ambitions. If she would only grow out of these, what a womanly woman she might be ! That fair, grand-featured face of hers, what might it not come to hold and be beau- tiful with, if it could once let go its little airs and conscious- nesses that cramped it ? It had a finer look in it now than she thought of, as she waited, with real ingenuous solicitude, his answer. He gave it gravely and conscientiously. ' I don't think I have any business to advise. But I don't exactly believe in that sort of thing. It isn't a genuine trade.' 'Why not? People like it. Virginia Levering makes fifty dollars a night, even when they ]|jiave to hire a hall.' TIVO TRIPS IN THE TRAIN 27 'And how often do the nights come? And how long is it likely to last?' 'Long enough to make money, I guess/ said Marion, laughing. She was a little reassured at Sunderline's tolera- tion of the idea, even so far as to make calm and definite objection. 'And it's pleasant at the time. I like going about. I like to please people. I like to be somebody. It may be silly, but that's the truth.' 'And what would you be afterward, when you had had your day ? For none of these days last long, especially with women.' ' O !' exclaimed Marion, with remonstrative astonishment ' Mrs. Kemble! Charlotte Cushman !' ' It won't do to quote them, I'm afraid. I suppose you'd hardly expect to come up into that row?' said Sunderline, smiling. ' They began, some time,' returned Marion. * Yes ; but for one thing, it wasn't a time when everybody else was beginning. Shall I tell you plainly how it seems to me?' ' I wish you would.' They had walked slowly for the last three or four minutes, till they had come to the beginning of the paling in which, a little further on, was the white gate. They paused here ; Frank Sunderline rested his box of tools on the low wall that ran up and joined the fence, and Marion turned and stood with her face toward him in the western light, and her little pink-lined linen sunshade up between her and the low su^, — between her and the roadway also, down which might come any curious passers-by. ' It seems to me,' said Frank Sunderline, ' that women are getting on to the platforms nowadays, not so much for any real errand they have there, as just for the sake of saying, I'm here ! I think it is very much the " to be seen of men" motive, — the poorest part of women's characters, — ^that plays itself out in this way, as it always has done in dancing and dressing and acting, and what not. It isn't that a woman might not be on a platform, if she were called there, as well as anywhere else. There never was a woman came out before the world in any grand, true way, that she wasn't all 28 THE OTHER GIRLS the more honoured and attended to because she was a woman. There are some things too good to be made common ; things that ought to be saved up for a special time^ so that they may be special. If it falls to a woman to be a Queen, and to open and dismiss her Parliament, nobody in all the kingdom but thinks the words come nobler and sweeter for a woman's saying them. But that's because she is put there, not because she climbs up some other way. If a woman honestly has something that she must say — some great word from the Lord, or for her country, or for suffering people, — then let her say it ; and every real woman's husband, and every real mother's son, will hear her with his very hearts Or if even she has some sure wonderful gift, — if she can sing, or read, or recite; if she can stir people up to good and beautiful things as one in a thousand^ that's her errand ; let her do it, and let the thousand come to hear. But she ought to be certain sure, or else she's leaving her real errand behind. Don't let everybody, just because the door is open, rush in without any sort of a pass or countersign. That's what it's coming to. A sham trade^ like hundreds of other sham trades ; and the shammer and the shamefuUer, because women demean themselves to it. I can't bear to see women changing so, away from themselves. We shan't get them back again, this generation. The homes are going. Young men of these days have got to lose their wives — that they ought to have — and their homes that they looked forward to, such as their mothers made. It's hard Upon them ; it takes away their hopes and their motives ; it's as bad for them as for the women. It's the abomination of desolation standing in the holy place. There's no end to the mischief; but it works first and worst with exactly girls of your class — our class, Marion. Girls that are all upset out of their natural places, and not really fit for the new things they undertake to do. As I said, — how long will it last ? How long will the Mr. Hamilton Leverings put you forward and find chances for you ? Just as long as you are young and pretty and new. And then, what have you got left ? What are you going to turn round to?' Sunderline stopped. The colour flushed up in his face. He had spoken faster and freer and longer than he had TIVO TRIPS IN THE TRAIN 29 thought of; the feeling that he had in hun about thisthmg, and the interest he had in Marion Kent, all rushed to words together, so that he had almost forgot that Marion Kent in bodily presence stood listening before him, he was deahng so much now with his abstract thought of her, and his notion of real womanhood. But Marion Kent did stand there. She flushed up too, when she said, ' We are going to lose our wives by it.' What did he mean ? Would he lose anything, if she took to this that she thought of, and went abroad into the world, and before it ? Why didn't he say so, then 1 Why didn't he give her the choice ? But what difference need it make, in any such way ? Why shouldn't a girl be doing her part beforehand, as a man does? He was getting ahead in his trade, and saving money. By and by, he would think he had got enough, and then he would ask somebody to be his wife. What should the wife have been doing in the meantime — ^before she was sure that she would ever be a wife ? Why shouldn't she look our for herself ? She said so. ' I don't see exactly, Mr. Sunderline.' She called him * Mr. Sunderline,* though she remembered very well that in the earnestness of his talk he had called her * Marion.' They had grown to that time gf life when a young man and a girl who have known each other always, are apt to drop the familiar Christian name, and not take up anything else if they can help it. The time when they carefully secure attention before they speak, and then use nothing but pro- nouns in addressing each other. A girl, however, says * Mr.' a little more easily than a man says *Miss.' The girl has always been ' Miss ' to the world in general ; the boy grows up to his manly title, and it is not a special personal matter to give it to him. There is something, even, in the use of it, which delicately marks an attitude — not of distance, but of a certain maidenly and bewitching consciousness — in a girl friend grown into a woman, and recognizing the man. * I don't see, exactly, Mr. Sunderline,' said Marion. ' Why shouldn't a girl do the best she can ? Will she be any the worse for it afterwards.'' Why should the wives be all spoilt, any more than the husbands ? ' 30 THE OTHER GIRLS * Real work wouldn't spoil ; only the sham and the show. Don't do it, Marion. I wouldn't want my sister to, if I had one — there !•' He had not meant so directly to answer her question. He came to this end involuntarily. Marion felt herself tingle from head to foot with the sud- denness of the negative that she had asked for and brought down upon herself Now, if she acted, she must act in defiance of it. She felt angrily ashamed, too, of the position in which his words put her ; that of a girl seeking notoriety, for mere show's sake ; desiring to do a sham work ; to make a pretension without a claim. How did he know what her claim might be ? She had a mind to find out, and let him see. Sister ! what did he say that for ? He needn't have talked about sisters, or wives either, after that fashion. Spoilt ! Well, what should she save herself for ? It was pretty clear it wouldn't be much to him. The colour died down, and she grew quiet, or thought she did. She meant to be very quiet; very indifferent and calm. She lifted up her eyes, and there was a sort of still flash in them. Now that her cheek was cool, they burned, — ^burned their own colour, blue-gray that deepened almost into black. * I've a good will, however,' she said slowly, ' to find out what I can do. Perhaps neither you nor I know that, yet. Then I can make up my mind. I rather believe in taking what comes. A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. Very likely nobody will ever care particularly whether I'm spoilt or not. And if I'm spoilt for one thing, I may be made for another. There have got to be all sorts of people in the world, you know.' She was very handsome, with her white chin up, haughtily ; her nose making its straight, high line, as she turned her face half away ; her eyes so dark with will, and the curve of hurt pride in her lips that yet might turn easily to a quiver. She spoke low and smooth ; her words dropped cool and clear, without a tone of temper in them ; if there was pas- sionate force, it was from a fire far down. / If she could do so upon a stage ; if she could look like that saying other people's words — words out of a book ; if she TIVO TRIPS IN THE TRAIN 31 could feel into the passions of a world, and interpret them ; then, indeed ! But Marion Kent had never entered into heights and depths of thought and of experience ; she knew only Marion Kent's little passions as they came to her, and spoke themselves in homely, unchoice words. Mrs. Kemble or Charlotte Cushman might have made a study from that face that would have served for a Queen Katharine ; but Queen Katharine's grand utterances would never have thrilled Marion Kent to wear the look as she wore it now, piqued by the plain-speaking — and the not speaking— of the young village carpenter. ' I hope you don't feel hurt with me ; I've only been honest, and I meant to be kind,' said Frank Sunderline. ' No, indeed ; I dare say you did,' returned Marion. 'After all, everybody has got to judge for themselves. I was silly to think anybody could help me.' * Perhaps you could help yourself better,' said the young man, loth to leave her in this mood, * if you thought how you would judge for somebody you cared for. If you own little sister ' — Now the quiver came. Now all the hurt, and pique, and shame, and jealous disappointment rushed together to mingle themselves and disguise themselves with a swell and pang that always rose in her at the name of her little dead sister, — dead six years ago, when she was nine and Marion twelve. The tears sprang to the darkened eyes, and quenched down their burning ; the colour swept into her face, like the colour after a blow ; the lips gave way ; and with words that came like a cry she exclaimed passionately, — ' Don't speak of little Sue ! I can't bear it ! I never could ! I don't know what I say now. Good night, good bye.' And she left him there with his box upon the wall; turned and hurried along the path, and in through the little white gate. 32 THE OTHER GIRLS CHAPTER IV. NINETY-NINE FAHRENHEIT. Rodney Sherrett got up from the breakfast table, where he had eaten half an hour later than the rest of the family, threw aside the newspaper that had served to accompany his meal as it had previously done his father's, and walked out through the conservatory upon the slope of lawn scattered over with bright little flower-beds, among which his sister, with a large shade hat on, and a pair of garden scissors and a basket in her hands, was moving about, cutting carnations and tea-roses and bouvardia and geranium leaves and bits of vines, for her baskets and shells and vases. * I say, Amy, why haven't you been over to the Argenters' this long while? Why don't you get Sylvie here ? ' * Why, I did go, Rod I Just when you asked me to. And she has been here ; she called three' weeks ago.' ' O, poh ! After the spill ! Of course you did. Just called ; and she called. Why need that be the end of it ? Why don't you make much of her ? I can tell you she's a girl you might make much of. She behaved like a lady that day ; and a woman, — ^thaf s more. She was neither scared nor mad ; didn't scream, nor pout ; nor even stand round to keep up the excitement She was just cool and quiet, and took herself off properly. I don't know another girl that would have done so. She saved me out of the scrape as far as she was concerned ; she might have made it ten times the muss it was. I'd rather run down a whole flock of sheep than graze the varnish off a woman's wheel, as a general principle. There's real backbone to Sylvie Argenter, besides her prettiness. My father would like her, I know. Why don't you bring her he^re ; get intimate with her ? I can't do it, — too fierce, you know.' Amy Sherrett laughed. * What a nice little cat's-paw a sister makes ! Doesn't she, Rod?' NINETY-NINE FAHRENHEIT 33 ' I wonder if cats don't like chestnuts too^ sometimes/ said Rod ; and then he whistled. * What a worry you are, Rod I ' said Amy, with a little frown that some pretty girls have a way of making ; half real and half got up for the occasion ; a very becoming little pucker of a frown that seems to put a lovely sort of perplexed trouble into the beautiful eyes, only to show how much too sweet and tender they really are ever to be permitted a perplexity, and what a touching and appeahng thing it would be if a trouble should get in them in any earnest, * In term time Fm always wishing it well over, for fear of what dreadful thing you may do next ; and when it is vacation, it gets to be so much worse, here and there and everywhere, that Pm longing for you to be safe back in Cambridge.' * Coming home Saturday nights ? Well, you do get about the best of me so. And we fellows get just the right little sprinkle of family influence, too. It loses its effect when you have it all the time. That's what I tell Truesdaile, when he goes on about home, and what a thing it is to have a sister, — he doesn't exactly say my sister; I suppose he believes in the tenth commandment By the way, he's knocking round at the sea-shore somewhere using up the time. I've half a mind to hunt him up and get him back here for the last week or so. I think he'd Uke it.' 'Nonsense, Rod! You can't. When Aunt Euphrasia's away.' * She would come back, if you asked her ; wouldn't she ? I think it would be a charity. Put it to her as an oppor- tunity. She'd drop anything she might be about for an opportunity. I wonder if she ever goes back upon her tracks and finishes up ? She's something like a mowing machine : a grand good thing, but needs a scythe to follow round and pick out the stumps and comers.' Amy shook her head. * I don't believe I'll ask her. Rod. She's perfectly happy up there in New Ipswich, painting wild flowers and pressing ferns, and swinging these five children in her hammock, and carrying them all to drive in her pony-waggon, and getting up hampers of fish and baskets of fruit, and beef sirloins by D ' 34 THE OTHER GIRLS express, and feeding them all up, and paying poor dear cousin Nan ten dollars a- week for letting her do it I guess it's my opportunity to get along here without her, and let her stay.' * Incorruptible 1 Well — ^you're a good girl. Amy. I must come down to plain soft-sawder. Put some of those things together prettily, as you know how, and drive over and take them to Sylvie Argenter this afternoon, will you?' * Fish and fruit and sirloins ! ' * Amy, you're an aggravator ! ' 'No. I'm only grammatical. I'm sure those were the antecedents.' ' If you don't, I will.' * If you will, I will too, Rod ! Drive me over, that's a good boy, and I'll go.' Amy seized with delicate craft her opportunity for getting her brother off from one of his solitary, roaming expeditions with Red Squirrel that ended too often in not being solitary, tut in bringing him into company with people who knew about horses, or had them to show, and were planning for races, and who were likely to lead Rodney, in spite of his innate gentlemanhood, into more of mere jockeyism than either she or her father liked. * But the flowers, I fancy. Rod, would be coals to New- castle. They have a greenhouse.' * And have never had a decent man to manage it It came to nothing this year. She told me so. You see it just is a literal new castle. Mr. Argenter is too busy in town to look after it; and they've been cheated and disappointed right and left. The/re not to blame for being new,' he continued, seeing the least possible little lt/ted\oo\i about Amy's delicate lips and eyebrows. ' I hate that kind of shoddiness.' * " Don't fire — I'U come down," ' said Amy, laughing. ' And I don't think I ever gtivery far up, beyond what's safe and reasonable for a' — * Nice, well-bred little coon,' said Rodney, patting her on the shoulder, in an exuberance of gracious approval and beamingly serene content ' I'll take you in my gig with Red Squirrel,' he added, by way of reward of merit Now Amy in her secret heart was mortally afraid of Red NINETY-NINE FAHRENHEIT 35 Squirrel, but she would have been upset ten times over — ^by- Rodney — sooner than say so. When Sylvie Argenter, that afternoon, from her window with its cool, deep awning, saw Rodney Sherrett and his sister coming up the drive, there flashed across her, by a curious association, the thought of the young carpenter who had gone up the village street and bowed to Ray Ingraham, the baker's daughter. After all, the gentleman's ' place,' apart and retired, and the long ' approach,' were not so very much worse, when the 'people in the carriages,' — the right people, — really came; and ^ on purpose' was not such a bad qualification of the coming, either. And when Mrs. Argenter, hearing the bell, and the move- ment of an arrival, and not being herself summoned in con- sequence, rang in her own room for the maid, and received for answer to her enquiry, — * Miss Sherrett and young Mr. Sherrett, ma'am, to see Miss Sylvie,' — she turned back to her volume of ' London Society,' much and mixedly reconciled in her thoughts to two things that occurred to her at once, — one of them adding itself to the other as manifestly in the same remarkable order of providence; 'that tip-out' from the basket-phaeton, and the new white frill-trimmed polonaise that Miss Sylvie would put on, so needlessly, this afternoon, in spite of her remonstrance that the laundress had just left without warning, and there was no knowing when they should ever find another. * There is certainly a fate in these matters,' she said to her- self, complacently. * One thing always follows another.' Mrs. Argenter was apt to make to herself a ' House that Jack built' out of her providences. She had always a little string of them to rehearse in every history ; from the malt that lay in the house, and the rat that ate the malt, up to the priest all shaven and shorn, that married the man that kissed the maid — and so on, all the way back again. She counted them up as they went along. * There was the overturn,' she would say, by and by ; * and there was Rodney Sherrett's cjdi because of that, and then his sister's because no doubt he asked her, and then their both coming together; and there was your pretty white polonaise, you know, the day they did 36 THE OTHER GIRLS come; and there was' — Mrs. Argenter has not counted up to that yet. Perhaps it may be a long while before she will so readily count it in. It had turned out a hot day ; one of those days in the nineties^ when if you once hear from the thermometer, or in any way have the fact forcibly brought home to you, you re- linquish all idea of exertion yourself and look upon the world outside as one great pause, out of which no movement can possibly come, unless there first come the beneficence of an east wind, which the dwellers on Massachusets Bay have always for a reserve of hope. Yet it may quite well occur to here and there an individual with a resolute purpose in the day, to actually live through it and pursue the intended plan, without realising the extra degrees of Fahrenheit at all, and to learn with surprise at set of sun when the deeds are done, of the excelsior performances of the mercury. With what secret amazement and dismay is one's valour recog- nised, however, when it has led one to render one's self at four in the afternoon on such a day, near one's friend who has been vividly conscious of the torrid atmosphere ? Did you ever make or receive such an afternoon call ? Mrs. Argenter, comfortable in her thin wrapper, reading her thin romance, did not trouble herself to be astonished. ^ They were young people ; young people could do anything/ she dimly thought ; and putting the white polonaise into the structure of the House that Jack built, she interrupted her- self no farther than presently to ring her bell again, and tell the maid on no account to admit anyone to see her- self, and to be sure that there were plenty of raspberries brought in for tea. Meanwhile, away in the cities, the thermometer had climbed and climbed. Pavements were blistering hot; watering carts went lumbering round only to send up a reek of noisome mist and to leave the streets whitening again a few yards behind them. Blinds were closed up and down the avenues, where people had either long left their houses vacant or were sheltering themselves in depths of gloom in t4ie tomb-like coolness of their double walls. Builders' trowels and hammers had a sound that made you think of sparks -struck out, as if the world were a great forge and all its NINETY-NINE FAHRENHEIT 37 matter at a white heat. Down in the poor, crowded places, where the gutters fumed with filth, and doors stood open upon horrible passages and staircases, little children, bare- footed, with one miserable garment on, sat on grimy stone steps, or played wretchedly about the sidewalks, impeding the passers of a better class who hastened with bated breath, amidst the fever-breeding nuisances, along to railway stations whence they would escape to country and sea-side homes. On the wharves was the smell of tarred seams and cord- age, — sweltering in the sun; in the counting-rooms the clerks could barely keep the drops of moisture from their faces from falling down to blot their tiresome lines of figures on the faultless pages of the ledgers ; on the Common, com- mon men surreptitiously stretched themselves in shady comers on the grass, regardless of the police, until they should be found and ordered off ; little babies in second-rate boarding-houses, where their fathers and mothers had to stay for cheapness the summer through, wailed the helpless, piti- ful cry of a slowly murdered infancy ; and out on the blazing thoroughfares where business had to be busy, strong men were dropping down, and reporters were hovering about upon the skirts of little crowds, gathering their items ; making their hay while this terrible sun was shining. What did Mrs. Argenter care ? The sun would be going down now, in a little while ; then the cool piazzas, and the raspberries and cream, and the iced milk — yellow Alderney milk — would be delightful. Once or twice she diti think of 'Argie' in New York, — gone thither on some perplexing, hurried errand, which he had only half told her, and the half-telling of which she had only half heard, — and remembered that the heat must be * awful ' there. But to-night he would be on board the splendid Sound steamer, coming home ; and to-morrow, if this lasted, she would surely speak to him about getting off for a while to Rye, or Mount Desert. She came by and by to the end of her volume, and found that the serial she was following ran on into the next. * Provoking,' she said, tossing it down to the end of the sofa, *and neither Sylvie nor I can get into town in this 38 THE OTHER GIRLS heat, and Argie thinks it such a bother to be asked to go to Loring's.' Just then Sylvie's step came lightly up the stairs. She looked into the large cool dressing-room where her mother lay. * I'm only up for my '* Confession Album," ' she said. ' But O Mater Amata! if you'd just come down and help me through ! I know they'd stay to tea and go home in the cool, if I only knew how to ask them ; but if I said a word I should be sure to drive them away. You can do it ; and they would if you came. Please do ! ' ' You silly child ! Won't you ever be able to do anything yourself? When you were a little girl, you wouldn't carry a message, because you could get into a house, but didn't know how to get outf And now you are grown up, you can get people into the house to see you, but you don't know how to ask them to stay to tea ! What shall I ever do with you ? ' ' I don't know. I'm awfully afraid of — nice girls ! ' ' Sylvie, I'm ashamed of you! As if you had any other kind of acquaintance, or weren't as nice as any of them! I wouldn't suggest it, even to myself, if I were you.' *And I don't,' said Sylvie, boldly — 'when I'm by myself. But there's a kind of a little misgiving somehow, when they come, or when I go, as if — well, as if there might be some- thing to it that I didn't know of, or behind it that I hadn't got ; or else, that there were things that they had nothing to' do with that I know too much of. A kind of a — Poggowan- timoc feeling, mother! Amy Sherrett is so fearfully refined — all the way through ! It doesn't seem as if she ever had any conmion things to say or do. Don't you think it takes common things to get people really near to each other ? It doesn't seem to me I could ever be intimate — or very easy — with Amy Sherrett.' * You seemed to get on well enough with her brother, the other day.' * Boys aren't half so bad. There isn't any such waxwork about boys. Besides,' — and Sylvie laughed a low, gay little laugh, — ' we got spilt out together, you know.' * Well, don't stand talking. You mustn't keep them wait- ing. It isn't time to speak about tea, yet. Look over the NINETY-NINE FAHRENHEIT 39 album, and get at some music. Keep them, without saying anything about it. When people think every minute they are just going, is just when they are having the very plea- santest time.' * I know it But youll come, won't you; and make it all right ? Put on something loose and cool ; that lovely black lace jacket with the violet lining, and your gray silk skirt. It won't take you a minute. .Your hair's perfectly sweet now.' And Sylvie hurried away. Mrs. Argenter came down, twenty minutes afterwards, into the great sunmier drawing-room, where the finest Indian matting, and dark rich Persian rugs, and inner window blinds folded behind lace curtains that fell like the foam of water- falls from ceiling to floor, made a pleasantness out of the very heat against which such furnishings might be provided. In her silken skirt of silver gray, and the llama sack, violet lined, to need no tight corsage beneath, her fair wrists and arms showing white and cool in the wide drapery sleeves, she looked a very lovely lady. Sylvie was proud of her handsome elegant mother. She grew a great deal braver always when Mrs. Argenter came in. She borrowed a second conscious- ness from her in which she took courage, assured that all was right. Chairs and rugs gave her no such confidence, though she knew that the Sherretts themselves had no more faultless surroundings. Anybody could have rugs and chairs. It was the presence among them that was wanted ; and poor Sylvie seemed to herself to melt quite away, as it were, before such a girl as Amy Sherrett, and not to be able to be a pre- sence at all. It was all right now, as Sylvie had said. They could not leave immediately upon Mrs. Argenter joining them ; and her joining them was of itself a welcome and an invitation. So Sylvie called upon her mother to admire the lovely basket, wherein on damp, tender, bright green moss, clustered the most exquisite blossoms, and the most delicate trails of stem and leafage wandered and started up lightly, and at last fell like a veil over rim and handle, and dropped below the edge of the tiny round table with Siena marble top, on which 5ylvie had placed it between thp curtains of the recess that 40 THE OTHER GIRLS led through to their conservatory, which had been ' a failure this year.' * I would not tell you of it, Amata. I wanted you just to see it,' she said. And Mrs. Argenter admired and thanked, and then lamented their own ill-success in greenhouse and garden culture. ' I am not strong enough to look after it much myself, and Mr. Argenter never has time/ she said ; ' and our first man was a tipsifier, and the last Was a rogue. He sold off quan- tities of the best young plants, we found, just before they came to show for anything.' ' Our man has been with us for eight years ' said Rodney Sherrett. *I dare say he could recommend some one to you, if you liked ; and he wouldn't send anybody that wasn't right. Shall I ask him ? Mrs. Argenter would be delighted if he would ; and then Mr. Sherrett must come into the conservatory, where a few ragged palm ferns, their great leaves browning and ciiimblin^ at the edges, — some daphnes struggling into green tips, having lost their last growth of leaf and dropped all their flower buds, and several calmly enduring orange and lemon trees, gave all the suggestion of foliage that the place afforded, and served, much like the painter's inscription at the bottom of his canvas, merely to signify by the scant glimpse through the drawing-room draperies, — ' This is a conservatory.' Mrs. Argenter asked Rodney something about the best arrangement for the open beds, and wanted to know what would be surest to do well for the rockery, and whether it was in a good part of the house, — sufficiently shaded 1 Mean- while, Amy and Sylvie were turning over music, and when Ihey all gathered together again the call had extended to a two hours' visit. * It is really unpardonable,' Amy Sherrett was saying, and picking up the pretty little hat which she had thrown down upon a chair, — 'it had been so warm to wear anything a minute that one need not.' And then Mrs. Argenter said so easily and of course, that they ' certainly would not think of going now, when it would soon be really pleasant for a twilight drive ; tea would be ready early, for she and Sylvie were alone, and all they had cared for to-day had been a NINETY-NINE FAHRENHEIT 41 cold lunch at one. They would have it on the nortli verandah ; ' and she touched a bell to give the order. Perhaps Amy Sherrett would hardly have consented, but that Rodney gave her a look, comical in its appeal, over Sylvie's shoulder, as she stood showing him a great scarlet Euphorbia in a portfolio of water-colours, and said with a beseeching significance, — ' Consider Red Squirrel, Amy. He really did have a pretty hard pull ; and what with the heat and the flies, I dare say he would take it with more equanimity after sun- down, — since Mrs. Argenter is so very kind.' And so they stayed ; and Mrs. Argenter laid another littie brick in her ' House that Jack built.* At this same time, — how should she know it ? — something very different was going on in one of the rooms of a great hotel in New York. Somebody else who had meant before now to have left for home, had been delayed till after sun- down. Somebody else would go over the road by dark instead of by daylight. By dark, — though there should be broad, beating sunshine over the world again when the journey should be made. While Mrs. Argenter's maid was bringing out the tray with delicate black-etched china cups, and costly fruit plates illimiinated with colour, and dainty biscuits, and large, rare, red berries, and cream that would hardly pour for richness in a gleaming crystal flagon, — and ranging them all on the rustic verandah table, — something very different, — ^very grim, — at which the occupants of rooms near by shuddered as it passed their open doors, — was borne down the long, wide corridor to Number Five, in the Metropolitan ; and at the same moment, again, a gentleman, very grave, was standing at the counter of the Merchants' Union Telegraph Company's Office, writing with rapid hand, a brief despatch, addressed to *Mrs. I. M. Argenter, Dorbury, Mass.,' and signed 'Philip Burkmayer, M.D.' Nobody knew of anyone else to send to ; at that hour, especially, when the office in State Street would be closed. Closed, with that name outside the door that stood for nobody now. 42 THE OTHER GIRLS The news must go bare and unbroken to her. Something occurred to Doctor Burkmayer, however, as he was just handing the slip to the attendant. ' Stop, give me that again, a minute,' he said ; and tearing it in two, he wrote another, and then another. * Send this on at once, and the second in an hour,' he said ; as if they might have been prescriptions to be administered. ' They may both be delivered together, after all,' he continued to himself, as he turned away. ' But it is all I can do. When a weight is let drop, it has got to fall. You can't €ase it up much with a string measured out for all the way down!' The young woman operator at the little telegraph station at Dorbur}*^ Upper Village heard the call-click as she un- locked the room and came in after her half-hour supper time. She set the wires and responded, and laid the paper slip under the wonderful pins. * Tick-tick-tick ; tick -tick ; tick-tick-tick-tick,' and so on. The girl's face looked startled, as she spelled the signs along. She answered back when it was ended ; then wrote out the message rapidly upon a blank, folded, directed it, and went to the open street door. ' Sim ! Here — quick ! ' she called to a youth opposite, in a stable-yard. ^ This has got to go down to the Argenter Place. And mind how you give it It's bad news.' ' How can /mind?' says Sim, gruffly. 'Ispose I must give it to who comes.' * You might see somebody on the way, and speak a word ; a neighbour, or the minister, or somebody. 'Tain't fit for it to go right to her, / know. Telegraphs might as well be something else when they can, besides lightning ! ' * Donno's I can go travellin' round after 'em, if that's what you mean,' said Sim, putting the envelope in his rough breast pocket, and turning off. Sylvie was standing on the stone-steps, bidding the Sher- retts good-by ; Amy was just seated in the gig, and Rodney about to spring in beside her, when Sim Atwill drove up the avenue in the rusty covered waggon that did telegraph errands. Red Squirrel did not quite like the sudden coming face to NINETY-NINE FAHRENHEIT 43 face, as Sim reined up in a hurry just below the door, and Rodney had to pause and hold him in. *A tellagrim for Mrs. Argenter/ said Sim, seizing his ■opportunity, and speaking to whom it might concern. * Eighty cents to pay, and I 'blieve it's bad news.' ' Oh, Mr. Sherrett, stop, please ! ' cried Sylvie, turning white in the dim light. What shall I do ? Won't you wait a minute. Miss Sherrett, until I see ? Won't you come in again? Mother will be frightened to death, and I'm all alone.' *Jump out. Amy; I'll take Squirrel round,' was Rodney's answer. * Go right up ; I'll come.' And as Sylvie took the thin envelope that held so much, and the two girls silently passed up into the piazza again, he paid Sim the eighty cents which nobody thought of at that moment or ever again, and sent him off. Sylvie and Amy stopped under the softly bright hall lan- tern. Mrs. Argenter was up-stairs in her dressing-room, quite at the end of the long upper hall, changing her lace sack for a cashmere, before coming out into the evening air again. ' I think I shall open it myself,' whispered Sylvie, tremu- lously ; * it would seeni worse to mother, whatever it is, -coming this way. She has such a horror of a telegram.' She looked at it on both sides, drew a little shivering breath, and paused again. * Is it wicked, do you think, to wish it may be — only ^andma, perhaps .f* Do you suppose it cov^d. possibly hQ — ♦ lay father f* , And by this time there was a hysterical sound in poor little Sylvie's voice. * Wait a minute/ said Amy, kindly. ' Here's Rod.' 'Office of Western Union Telegraph Co., New York, July 2^th, 187—. * To Mrs. I. M. Argenter, Dorbury, Mass. *Mr. Argenter has had a sunstroke. Insensible. Very cserious. Will telegraph again. ' Philip Burkmayer, M.D.' Sylvie's eyes, so roundly innocent, so star-light in their 44 THE OTHER GIRLS usual bright uplifting, were raised now with a wide terror in them, first to Rodney, then to Amy ; and ' O — O ! ' broke in short, subdued gasps from her lips. Then they heard Mrs. Argenter's step up-stairs. * What is the maiter, Sylvie ? What are you doing ? Who is with you down there?' she said, over the baluster, from the hall above. 'Oh, mother!' cried Sylvie, 'they aren't gone! Some- thing has come / Go up and tell her, Amy, please ! ' And forgetting all about Amy as ' Miss Sherrett,' and all her fear of * nice girls,' she dropped down on the lower step of the staircase after Amy had passed her upon her errand, put her face between her hands and caught her breath with fright- ened sobs. Rodney, leaning against the newel post, looked down at her, and said, after the manner of men, — * Don't cry. It mayn't be very bad, after all. You'll hear again in an hour or two. Can't I do something? I'll go to the telegraph office. rU fetch somebody for your mother. Whom shall I go for?' * O, you are very kind. I don't know. Wait a minute. They didn't say any place ! We ought to go right to New York, and we don't know where ! O, dear ! ' She had lifted her head a little, just to say these broken sentences, and then it went down again. Rodney did not answer instantly. It occurred to him all at once what this ' not saying any place ' might mean. Just as he began, — 'You couldn't go until to-morrow,' — came Mrs. Argenter's sharp cry from her room above. Amy had walked right on into the open, lighted apartment, Mrs. Argenter following, not daring to ask what she came and did this strange thing for, till Amy made her sit down in her own easy chair, and taking her hands, said gently, — ' It is a telegram from New York. Mr. Argenter — is very ill.' Then Mrs. Argenter cried out, * That's not all ! I know how people bring news ! Tell me the whole.' And Sylvie sprang to her feet, hearing the quick, excited words, and leaving Rodney Sherrett standing there, rushed up into the dressing-room. This was the way the same sort of news came to Sylvie SPILLED OUT AGAIN 45 Argenter as had come to the baker's daughter. Did it really make any difference — the different surrounding of the two ? The great house— the lights — ^the servants — the friends; and the open bake-shop door, the village street, the blunt, common-spoken neighbour-woman, and the boy with the brick loaf? These two were to be fatherless: their mothers were both to be widows : that was all. Did it happen strangely with the two — in this same story ? Who know, always/ when they are in the same story ? These things are happening every day, and one great story holds us alL If one could see wide enough, one could tell the whole. These things happen: and then the question comes, — alike in high and low places, — alike with money and without it, — what the women and the girls are to do ? Rodney Sherrett took his sister home : drove three miles round and brought Mrs. Argenter's sister to her from River Point, and then turned towards Dorbury Upper Village and the telegraph office. But he met Sim Atwill on the way, received the telegram from him, and hurried back. It was the despatch of the hour later, and this was it : — * Mr. Argenter died at five o'clock. His remains will be sent home to-morrow, carefully attended. 'Philip Burkmayer.' CHAPTER V. SPILLED OUT AGAIN. There were paragraphs in the papers : there were resolu- tions at meetings of the Board of Trade, and of the Directors of the Trimountain Bank ; there was a funeral from the *late residence,' largely attended; there were letters and calls of condolence ; there was making of crape and bom- bazine and silk into * mourning;' there were friends and neighbours asking each other, after mention of the sad sud- denness, * how it would be ; ' ' how much he had left ; ' * was there a will ? ' 46 THE OTHER GIRLS And there was a will ; made three years before. One hundred thousand dollars^ outright, to Increase M. Argenter's beloved wife : also the use of the homestead : fifty thousand dollars to his daughter Sylvia on her reaching the age of twenty-five, or on her marriage ; all to be Mrs. Argenter's for her lifetime, reverting afterwards to Sylvia or her heirs. There was just time for this to be ascertained and told of ; just time for Sylvie to be named as an heiress, and then all at once something else came to light and was told of. There was a mining speculation out in Colorado; there was Mr. Argenter's signature for heavy security ; there were memoianda of good safe stocks that had stood in his name a little while, ago, and no certificates ; there had been sales and sacrifices ; going in deeper and to more certain loss, because of risk and danger already run. Mr. Sherrett, senior, came home to dinner one day with news from the street * IVe been very sorry to hear this morning that Argenter left things in a bad way, after all. There won't be much of anything forthcoming. All swallowed up in mines and lands that have gone under. That explains the sunstroke. Half the cases are mere worry and drive. In the old, calm times it was scarcely heard of. Now, of a hot sunmier's day in New York, a hundred or two men drop down. And then they talk of unprecedented heat. It is the heat and the ferment that have got into life.' ' Except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish,' said the quiet voice of Aunt Euphrasia. ' How strange it is that men have never interpreted yet !' ' Ah, well ! I'm not sure about sins and judgments. I don't undertake to blame,' said Mr. Sherrett. * People are bom into a whirl, nowadays, — the mass of them. How can they help it?' * I don't know. But we begin to see how true the words were, and in what pity they must have been spoken,' said Aunt Euphrasia. ' Tremendous physical forces have been grasped and set to work for mere material ends. Spiritual uses and living haven't kept pace. And so there is a terrible unbalance, and the tower falls upon men's heads.' * Well, poor Argenter wasn't a sinner above all that dwelt SPILLED OUT AGAIN 47 in Jerusalem. And now, there are his wife and daughter. I'm sorry for them. The/11 find it a hard time/ * I'm sorry, too,' said Aunt Euphrasia, with heart^gentle- ness. She could not help seeing the eternal laws ; she read the world and the Word with the inner illumining ; but she was tender over all the poor souls who were not to blame for the whirl of fever and falseness they were born intoj who could not or dared not fling themselves out of it upon the simple, steadfast, everlasting verities, and — be broken; upon whom, therefore, these must fall, and grind them to powder. * How will it be with them?' she asked. *Do you mean there isn't anything left, sir? Nothing to carry out the will?' Rodney had dropped his spoon and left his soup untasted, since his father first spoke: he had lifted up his eyes quickly, and listened with his whole face, but he had kept silence until now. Amy had looked up also; startled by the news, and wait- ing to hear more. The young people were both too really interested, from their intimate knowledge of the first mis* fortune, to reply with any common * Is it possible ?' to this. ' The will, I am afraid, is only a magnificent " might have been,"' said Mr. Sherrett * There maybe something se- cured ; there ought to be. Mrs. Argenter had a small pro- perty, I believe. Otherwise, as such things turn out, I should suppose there would be less than nothing.' *What will they do?' The question came from Aunt Euphrasia, again. ' Can't somebody help them ? There is so much money in the world.' * Yes, Effie. And there is gold in the mines. And there are plenty of kind affections in the world, too; but there's loneliness and broken heartedness, for all that. The diffi- culty always is to bring things together.' * I suppose that is just \i\x2X people were made for.' * It will be one more family of precisely that sort whom nobody can help, directly, and who scarcely know how to help themselves. The hardest kind of cases.' * It's an awful spill-out, this time,' Rodney said to Amy, as she followed him, after her usual fashion, to the piazza, when dinner was over. * And no mistake V 48 THE OTHER GIRLS Rodney had brought a cigar with him, but he had for- gotten his match, and he stood crumbling the end of it, frowning his brows together in a way they were not often used to. 'Will they have to go away V asked Amy. * Out of that house ? Of course. They'll be just tipped out of everything.' * How dreadful it will be for Sylvie ! ' * She won't stand round lamenting. I've seen her tipped out before. Amy, I'll tell you what ; you ought to stick by her. Maybe she won't want you, at first ; but you ought to do it Father,' — as Mr. Sherrett came out with his evening paper to his cane reclining chair, — * you'll go and see Mrs. Argen- ter, shall you not ? ' * Why, yes, if I could be of any service. But one wouldn't like to intrude. There are executors to the will. I don't know that it is quite my place.' * I don't believe there will be much intruding — of your sort. And the executors have got nothing to do now. Who are they ? ' 'Jobiing and Cardwell, I believe. Men down town. Perhaps she might like to see a neighbour. Yes, I think I will go. You can drive me round, Rodney, some evening soon. Whom has she, of her own people, I wonder ? ' ' Only her sister, Mrs. Lowndes, you know. The brother- in-law isn't much I imagine.' ' Stephen A. Lowndes "^ No. Broken-down and out of the world. He couldn't advise to any purpose. I fancy Argenter has been holding him up.' ' I think theyTl be very glad to see you, sir.' Rodney drove his father over the next night. Mr. Sherrett went in alone. Rodney sat in the chaise outside. Mr. Sherrett waited some minutes after he had sent up his card, and then Sylvie came down to him, looking pale in her black dress, and with the trouble really in her young eyes, over which the brows bent with a strange heaviness. *I could not persuade mother to come down,' she said. * She does not feel able to see anybody. But I wanted to thank you for coming, Mr. Sherrett.' * I thought an old neighbour might venture to ask if he SPILLED OUT AGAIN 49 could be of use. A lady needs some one to talk things over with. I know your mother must have much to think of, and she cannot have been used to business. I should not come for a mere call at such a time. I should be glad to be of some service.' ' Would you be kind enough to sit down a few minutes and talk with me, Mr. Sherrett ? ' There was a difference already between the Sylvie of to-day and the Sylvie of a few weeks ago. It was no longer a question of little nothings, — of how she could get people in and how she could get them out, — of what she should do and say to seem 'nice all through,' like Amy Sherrett. Mr. Sherrett had not come for a ' mere call,' as he said ; and there was no mere * receiving.' The llama lace and the gray silk and the small savoirfaire could not help her now. Mrs. Argenter was upstairs in a black tamise wrapper with a large plain black shawl folded about her, as she lay in the chill of a suddenly cool August evening, on the sofa in her dressing-room, which for the last week or two she had rarely ' left. All at once, Sylvie found that she must think and speak both for her mother and herself. Mrs. Argenter could run smoothly in one polished groove; she was thrown out now, and to her the whole world was off its axis. Her House that Jack built had tumbled down ; she thought so, not accepting this strange block that had come to be wrought in. She had been counting little brick after little brick that she had watched idly in the piling; now there was this great weight that she could not deal with, laid upon her hands for bearing and for using ; she let it crush her down, not knowing that, fitting it bravely into her life that was building, it might stand there the very threshold over which she should pass into perfect shelter of content. * Mother has been entirely bewildered by all this trouble,' said Sylvie, quietly, to Mr. Sherrett. *I don't think she really understands. She has lived so long with things as they are, that she cannot imagine them different. I think it is easier with me, because, you know, I haven't been used to anything such a very long while.' Sylvie even smiled a tremulous little smile as she said this ; and Mr. Sherrett looked at her with one upon his own £ so THE OTHER GIRLS face that had as much pitiful tenderness in it as could have shown through tears. *You see we shall have to do something right off,— go somewhere : and mother can't change the least thing. She can't spare Sabina, who has heard of a good place, and must go soon at any rate, because nobody else would know where things belonged or are put away, or fetch her anything she wanted. And the very things, I suppose, don't belong to us. How shall we break through and begin again ? ' Sylvie looked up earnestly at Mr. Sherrett, asking this question. This was what she really wanted ta know. * You will remove, I suppose?' said Mr. Sherrett. * If you could hear of a house, — if you could, propose something de- finite, — if you and Sabina could begin to pack up, — ^how would that be ? ' He met her enquiry with primary, practical suggestions, just what she needed, wasting no words. He saw it was the best service he could do this little girl who had suddenly become the real head of the household. * I have thought, and thought,' said Sylvie ; ' and after all, mother must decide. Perhaps she wouldn't want to keep house. I don't know whether we could. She spoke once about boarding. But boarding costs a great deal, doesn't it ?' * To live as you would need to, — yes.' * I should hate to have to manage small, and change round, in boarding. I know some people who live so. It would give me a very mean feeling. It would be like trying to get a bite of everybody's bread and butter. I'd rather have my own little loaf.' * You are a brave, true little woman,' said Mr. Sherrett, warmly. * All you want is to be set in the right direction, and see your way. You'll be sure to go on.' * I think I should. If mother can only be contented. I think I should rather like it. I could understand living better. There would only be a little at a time. A great deal, and a great many things, make it a puzzle.' ' Have you any knowledge about the property ? ' * Mr. Cardwell has been here two or three times. He says there are twelve thousand dollars secured to mother by a SPILLED OUT AGAIN 51 note and mortgage on this place. It was money of hers that was put into it We shall have the income of that ; and there might be things, perhaps, that we shoiild have the right to sell, or keep to furnish with. Seven and a half per cent, on twelve thousand dollars woiild be nine hundred dollars a year. If we had to pay sixteen dollars a week to board, it would take eighteen hundred and thirty-two ; almost the whole of it. But perhaps we could find a place for less ; and our clothes would last a good while, I suppose.' Sylvie went through her little calculation, just as she had made it over and over before, all by herself ; she did not stop to think that she was doing the small sum now for the enlightenment of the great Mr. Sherrett, who calculated in millions for himself and others, every day. * You would hardly be comfortable in a house which you could rent for less than — say, four hundred dollars ; and that would leave very little for your living. Perhaps I should advise you to board.' * But we could do things, maybe, if we lived by ourselves, amongst other people in small houses. We can't be two things, Mr. Sherrett, rich and poor ; and it seems to me that is what we should be trying for, if we got into a boarding- house. We should have to be idle and ashamed. I want to take right hold. I'd like to earn something and make it do.' Sylvie's eyes really shone. The spirit that had worked in her as a little child, to make her think it would be nice to be a * kitchen girl, and havp a few things in boxes, and Sundays out,' threw a charm of independence and enterprise and cosy thrift over her changed position, and the chance it gave her. Mr. Sherrett wondered at the child, and admired her very much. * Could you teach something ? Could you keep a little school?' * I've thought about it. But a person must know ever so much, nowadays, to keep even the least little school. They want Kindergartens, and all the new plans, that I haven't learnt. And it's just so about music. You must be scientific ; and all I really know is a few little songs. But I can dance well, Mr. Sherrett. I could teach that.' There was something pathetically amusing in this bringing B 3 52 THE OTHER GIRLS to market of her one exquisite accomplishment, learned for pleasure, and the suggestion of it at this moment, as she sat in her strange black dress, with the pale, worn look on her face, in the home so shadowed by heavy trouble, and about to pass away from their possession. 'You will be sure to do something, I see,' said Mr. Sherrett. * Yes, I think you had better have a quiet little home. It will be a centre to work from, and something to work for. You can easily furnish it from this house. What- ever has to be done, you could certainly be allowed such things as you might make a schedule of. Would you like me to talk for you with Mr. Cardwell, and have something -arranged V * O, if you would ! Mother dreads the very sound of Mr. Cardwell's name, and the thought of business. She cannot bear it now. But your advice would be so different ! ' Sylvie knew that it would go far with Mrs. Argenter that Mr. Rowland Sherrett, in the relation of neighbour and friend, should plan and suggest for them, rather than Mr. Richard Cardwell, a stranger and mere man of business, should come and tell them things that must be. ' I'm afraid you'll think I don't realise things, I've planned and imagined so much,' Sylvie began again, * but I couldn't help thinking. It is all I have had to do. There's a little house in Upper Dorbury that always seemed to me so pretty and pleasant ; and nobody lives there now. At least, it was all shut up the last time I drove by. The house with the <;omer piazza and the green side yard, and the dark red roof sloping down, just off the road in the shady turn beside the bank that only leads to two other little houses beyond. Do you know?' Mr. Sherrett did know. They were three houses built by members of the same family, some years ago, upon an old village homestead property. Two of them had passed into other hands ; one — this one — ^remained in its original owner- ship, but had been rented of late ; since the war, in which the proprietor had made money, and with it had bought a city residence in Chester Park. ' You see we must go where things will be convenient. We can't ride round after fhem any more. And we could get a SPILLED OUT AGAIN 55 girl up there, as^ other people do, for general housework. Fm afraid mother wouldn't quite like being in the village, but of course there can't be anything that she would quite like, now. And we aren't really separate people any longer ; at least, we don't belong to the separate kind of people, and I couldn't bear to be lonesomely separate. It's good to belong to some kind of people ; isn't it ?' * I think it is very good to belong to your kind, wherever they are. Miss Sylvie. Tell your mother I say she may be glad of her daughter. I'll find out about the house for you, at any rate. And I'll see Mr. Cardwell ; and I'll call again. Good night, my dear. God bless you ! ' And the grand Mr. Rowland Sherrett pressed Sylvie Argenter's hand in both of his, as a father might have pressed it, and went out with the feeling of a warm rush from his heart towards his eyes. ' That's a girl like a — whatever there is that means the noblest sort of woman, and I'm not sure it is a queen !' he said to Rodney, as he seated himself in the chaise, and took the reins from his son's hands. Mr. Sherrett was apt to say to Rodney, ' You may drive me to this or that place,' but he was very apt, also, to do the driving himself, after all ; especially if he was somewhat pre- occupied, and forgot, as he did now. The way Mr. Rowland Sherrett enquired about the red- roofed house, was this: He went down to Mr. John Homer's store, in Opal Street, and asked him what was the rent of it. *Six hundred and fifty dollars.' ' Rather high, isn't it, for the situation V *Not for the situation of the land, I guess,* said Mr. Homer* * I'm paying annexation taxes.' * What will you sell the property for as it stands ?* * Eighty-five hundred dollars.' 'I'll give you eight thousand, Mr. Homer, in cash, upon condition that you will not mention its having changed hands. I have some friends whom I wish should live there,' he added, lest some deep speculating move should be surmised. Mr. Homer thought for the space of thirty seconds, after the rapid Opal Street fashion, and said, — 54 THE OTHER GIRLS * You may have it. When will you take the deed V 'To-morrow morning, at eleven o'clock. Will that be convenient V * All right. Yes, sir.' And the next morning at eleven o'clock, the two gentlemen exchanged papers ; Mr. Homer received a cheque on the First National Bank for eight thousand dollars, and Me. Sherrett the title-deed to house and land on North Centre Street, Dorbury, known as part of the John Horner estate, and bordering so and so, and so on. The same afternoon, Mr. Sherrett called at Mrs. Ar- genter's, and told her of the quiet, pleasant, retired, yet central house and garden in Upper Dorbury, which he found she could have on a lease of two or three years, for a rent of three hundred and fifty dollars. It was in the hands of a lawyer in the village, who would make out the lease and receive the payments. He had enquired it out, and would conclude the arrangements for her, if she desired. * I don't know that I desire anything, Mr. Sherrett: I suppose I must do what I can, since it seems I am not to be left in my own home which I put my own money into. If it appears suitable to you, I have no doubt it is right. I am very much obliged to you, I am sure. Sylvie knows the house, and has an idea she likes it. She is childish, and likes changing. She will have enough of it, I am afraid.' She did not even care to go over and inspect the house. Sylvie was glad of that, for she knew it could be made to seem more homelike, if she and Sabina could get the par- lour and her mother's rooms ready before Mrs. Argenter saw it. During the removal, it was settled that they should go and stay with Mrs. Lowdnes, at River Point. This practi- cally resulted in Mrs. Argenter's remaining with her sister while Sylvie and Sabina spent their time, night as well as day, often, between Argenter Place and the new house. Rodney Sherrett rode through the village one day, when they were busy there with their arrangements. Sylvie stood on a high flight of steps in the bay-window, putting up some white muslin curtains, with little frills on the edges. They had been in a sleeping-room at Argenter Place. All the furniture of the house had been appraised. SPILLED OUT AGAIN 55 and an allowance made of two thousand dollars, to which amount Mrs. Argenter might reserve such articles as she wished, at the valuation. So much, and two thousand dollars in cash, were given her in exchange for her home- stead and her right of dower in the unincumbered portion of the estate, upon which was one other smaller mortgage. No other real property appeared in the list of assets. Mr. Ar- genter had, unfortunately, invested almost wholly in bonds, stocks, and those last ruinous mining ventures. The land out in Colorado was useless ; and besides, being wild land, did not come under the law of dower. Mrs. Argenter thought it was all very strange, especially that a sum of money, — eighteen hundred dollars, which was in her husband's desk, the proceeds of some little mortgage that he had just sold, — was not hers to keep. She came very near stealing it from the estate, quietly appropriating it, without meaning to be dishonest ; regarding it as simply money in the house, which her husband * would have given her, if she had wanted it, the very day before he died.' Possibly he might ; but the day after he died, it was no longer his nor hers. • To go back to Sylvie in the bay-window. Rodney rode by, then wheeled about and came back as far as the stone sidewalk before the Bank entrance. He jumped off, hitched Red Squirrel to one of the posts that sentineled the curb- stone, and passed quietly round into the * shady turn.' The front door was open, and boxes stood in the passage ; he walked in as far as the parlour door ; then he tapped with his riding-whip against the frame of it. Sylvie started on her perch, and began to come down. * Don't stop. I couldn't help coming in, seeing you as I went by,' said Rodney. Sylvie sat down on one of the middle steps. She would rather keep still than exhibit herself in any further move- ment. Rodney ought to have known better than go in then ; if, indeed, he did not know better than Sylvie herself did, how very pretty and graceful she looked, all out of regular and ordinary gear. She had taken off her hoops, for her climbing ; her soft, long black dress fell droopingly about her figfure and rested 56 THE OTHER GIRLS in folds around and below her feet as she sat upon the step- ladder ; one thick braid of her sunshiny hair had dropped from the fastening which had looped it up to her head, and hung, raveling into threads of light down over her shoulder and into her lap ; her cheeks were bright with exercise ; her eyes, that trouble and thought had sobered lately to dove- gray, were deep, brilliant blue again. She was excited with her work, and flushed now with the surprise of Rodney's coming in. * How pretty you are going to look here,' said Rodney, glancing about. The carpet Sylvie had chosen for the parlour — for though Mrs. Argenter had feebly discussed and ostensibly dictated the list as Sylvie wrote it down, she had really given up all choosing to her with a reiterated, helpless, ' As you please,' at every question that came up — was a small figured Brussels of a soft, shadowy water-gray, with a border in an arabesque pattern. This had been upon a guest chamber ; the winter carpet of the drawing-room was an Axminster, and Sylvie's ideas did not base themselves on Axminsters now, even if they might have done so with a two thousand dollar allow- ance. She only hoped her mother would not feel as if there were no drawing room at all, but the whole house had been put up-stairs. The window draperies were as I have said ; there was a large, plain library table in the middle of the room, with books and baskets and little easels with pictures, and paper weights and folders, and other such like small articles of use and grace and cosy expression lying about upon it, as if people had been there quite a while and grown at home. There were bronze candelabra on the mantel and upon brackets each side the bay window. Pictures were already hung, — portraits, and gifts, not included in the schedule — a few nice engravings, and one glowing piece of colour, by Mrs. Murray, which Sylvie said was Uke a fire in the room. * I am only afraid it is too fine,' said she, replying to Rodney. ' I really want to be like our neighbours, — to be a neighbour. We belong here now. People should not drop out of the world, between ranks, when changes happen ; they can't change out of humanity. Do you know, Mr. Sherrett, SPILLED OUT AGAIN 57 if it wasn't for the thought of my poor father, and my mother not caring about anything any more, — I know I should enjoy the chance of being a village girl V *• You'll be a village girl, I imagine, as your parlour is a village parlour. All in good faith, but wearing the rue with a difference.' ' I don't mean to. IVe been thinking — ever so much ; aud I've found out a good many things. It's this not falling on to anything that keeps people in the misery of falling. I mean to come to land, right here. I guess I pre-existed as a barefoot maiden. There's a kind of homeishness about it, that there never was in being elegant. I wonder if I have got anything in here that has no business ?' *Not a scrap. I've no doubt the blacksmith's wife's parlour is finer. But you can't put the character out.' * I mean to have plants, now ; in this bay window. I guess I can, now that we have no conservatory. Village people always have plants in their windows, and mother won't want to see the street staring in.' * Have you brought some ?' * How could I ? Those great oranges and daphnes? No : I shall have little window plants and raise them.' * But meanwhile, won't the street be staring in?' * Well, we ckn keep the blinds shut, for the warm weather.^ * Amy will come and see you, when you are settled; Amy and Aunt Euphrasia; you'll let them, won't you? You don't mean to be such a violent village girl as to cut all your old friends ?' * Old friends ?' Sylvie repeated, thoughtfully. 'Well, it does seem almost old. But I didn't think I knew any of you v'ery well, only a little while ago.' * Until the overturns,' said Rodney. ' It takes a shaking up, I suppose, sometimes, to set things right. That's what the Shaker people believe has got to be generally. Do you know, the Scotch — Aunt Euphrasia is Scotch — have a way of using the word "upset" to mean " set up." I think that is what you make it mean, Miss Sylvie. I understand the phi- losophy of it now. I got my first illustration when I tipped you out there at the baker's door.' * You tipped me out into one of the nicest places I ever 58 THE OTHER GIRLS was in. Pve no doubt it was a piece of the preparation. I mean to have Ray Ingraham for my intimate friend.' Rodney Sherrett did not say anything immediately to this. He sat on the low cricket upon which he had placed himself near the door, turning his soft felt hat over and over between his hands. He was not quite ready to perceive as yet, that the baker's daughter was just the person for Sylvie Argenter's intimate friend ; and he had a dim suspicion, likewise, that there was something in the girl-constitution that prevented the being able to have more than one intimate friend. He repeated presently his assurance that Amy and Aunt Euphrasia would come over to see them, and took himself off, saying that he knew he must have been horribly in the way all the time. The next morning, a light covered waggon, driven by Mr. Sherretf s man, Rodgers, came up the Turn. There was nobody at the red-roofed house so early, and he set down in the front porch what he took carefully, one at a time, from the vehicle, — some two dozen lovely greenhouse plants, newly potted from the choicest and most flourishing growth of the season. When Sylvie and Sabina came round from the ten o'clock street car, they stumbled suddenly upon this beauty that encumbered the entrance. To a branch of glossy green, luxuriant ivy was tied a card, — < Rodney Sherrett, With friendly compliments.' * Sylvie really sung at her work to-day, placing and re- placing till she had grouped the whole in her wire frames in the bay window so as to show every leaf and spray in light and line aright * Why, it is prettier than it ever was at the old place ; ^isn't it, Sabina ? It's full and perfect ; and that was always a great barrenness of glass. The street can't stare in now. I think mother will be able to forget that there is even a street at all.' * It's real nobby,' said Sabina. The room was all soft green and gray : green rep chairs and sofa, green-topped library table ; green piano cover ; green inside blinds ; a green velvet grape-leaf border around the gray-papered walls. A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 59 Sabina, though a very elegant housemaid, patronised and approved cheerfully. She was satisfied with the new home. There had not been a word of leaving since it was decided upon. She liad her reasons. Sabina was ' promised to be inarried ' next spring. Dignity in her profession was not so much of an object meantime, nor even wages ; she had laid Tip money and secured her standing, living always in the first families ; she could afford to take it in a quiet way ; * it wouldn't be so bothering nor so dressy ; ' Sabina had a saving turn with her best things, that spared both trouble and money. Besides, her kitchen windows and the back door suited her ; they looked across a bit of unoccupied land to the back street where the cabinet-shop buildings were. Sabina was going to marry into the veneering pro- fession. CHAPTER VI. A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR. Mr. Ingraham, the baker, did not die that day when the doctor's chaise stood at the door, and all the children in the village were sent in for brick loaves. He was only struck down helpless ; to lie there and be waited on ; to linger, and wonder why he lingered ; to feel himself in the way, and a burden ; to get used to all this, and submit to it, and before he died to see that it had been all right. The bakery lease had yet two years to run. It might have been sold out, but that would have involved a breaking up and a move, which Ingraham himself was not fit to bear, and his wife and daughters were not willing to think of yet. Rachel quietly said, — as soon as her father was so far restored and comfortable that he could think and speak of things with them, — * I can go on with the bakehouse. I know how. The men will all stay. I spoke to them Saturday night.' Ray kept the accounts, and when Saturday night came, the first after the misfortune fell upon them, she called all 6o THE OTHER GIRLS the journeymen into the little bakery office, where she sat upon the high stool at her father's desk. She gave each his week's wages, asking each one, as he signed his name in receipt, to wait a minute. Then she told them all, that she meant, if her father consented, to keep on with the business. ' He may get well/ she said. * Will you all stand by and help me ? ' * Deed and we wull,' said Irish Martin, the newest, the smallest, and the stupidest — if a quick heart and a willing will can be stupid — of them all. Some stupidity is only brightness not properly hitched on. Ray found that she had to go on making brick loaves, however. She must keep her men ; she could not expect to- train them all to new ways ; she must not make radical ex- periments in this trust-work, done for her father, to hold things as they were for him. Brick loaves, family loaves, rolls, brown bread, crackers, cookies, these had to be made as the journeymen knew how ; as bakers' men had made them ever since and before Mother Goose wrote the dear old pat-a-cake rhyme. Ray wondered why, when everybody liked home bread and home cake, — if they could stop to make them and knew how, — ^home bread and cake could not be made in big bake- house ovens also, and by the quantity. She thought this was one of the things women might be able to do better than men ; one of the bits of world business that women forced to work outside of homes might accomplish. Once * men had been necessary for the big, multiplied labour: now there was machinery to help, for kneading, for rolling: there was steam for baking, even ; there were no longer the great caverns to be filled with firewood, and cleared by brawny, seasoned arms, when the breath of them was like the breath of the furnace seven times heated, in which walked Sha- drach, Meshach, and Abednego. Ray had often thoughts to herself ; thoughts here and there, that touched from fresh sides the great agitations of the day, which she felt instinctively were beginning wrong^ end foremost. * I will work ; I will speak,' cry the women. Very well ; what hinders, if you have anything really to do. A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 6i really to say ? Opportunities are widening in the very na- ture and development of things ; they are showing them- selves at many a turn ; but they give definite business, here and there ; they quiet down those who take real hold. Outcry is no business ; that is why the idle women take to it, and will do nothing else. It is not they who are moving the world forward to the clear sun-rising of the good day that must shine. People whose shoulders are at steady, small, unnoticed wheels are doing that Dot stayed in the house and helped her mother. She had a sewing machine also, and she took in work from the neighbours, and from ladies like Miss Euphrasia Kirkbright, and Mrs. Greenleaf, and Mrs. Farland, who drove over to bring it from Roxeter, and East Mills, and River Point. * Why don't you call and see me ? ' Sylvie Argenter asked one day, when she had walked over to the shop with a small basket, in which to put bread, little fine rolls for her mother, and some sugar cookies. Ray and Dot were both there. Dot was sitting with her sewing, putting in finishing-stitches, button-holes, and the like. She was behind the counter, ready to mind the calls. Ray had come in to see what was wanting of fresh supplies from the bakehouse. * I've been expecting you ever since we moved into the Turn. Ain't I to have any neighbours ?' The little court-way behind the bank had come to be called the Turn ; Sylvie took the name as she found it ; as it named itself to her also in the first place, before she Imew that others called it so. She liked it ; it was one of those names that tell just what a thing is ; that have made English nomenclature of places, in the old, original land above all, so quaint and full of pleasant home expression. Dot looked up in surprise. It had never entered her head that the Argenters would expect them to call ; and indeed, the Argenters, in the plural, were very far indeed from any such imagination. Ray took it more quietly and coolly. * We are always very busy, since my father has been sick,'* she said. * We hardly go to see our old friends. But if you would like it, we will try and come, some day.' ' I want you to,' said Sylvie. * But I don't want you to cally 62 THE OTHER GIRLS though I said so. I want you to come right in and see me. I never could bear calls, and I don't mean ever to begin with them again.' The Highfords had come' and ' called/ in the carriage, with pearl-kid gloves and long-tailed carriage dresses; called in such a way that Sylvie knew they would probably never call again. It was a last shading off of the old acquaintance; a decent remembrance of them in their low estate, just not to be snobbish on the vulgar face of it; a visit that had sent her mother to bed with a mortified and exasperated head- ache, and taken away her slight appetite for the delicate little ' tea' that Sylvie brought up to her on a tray. The Ingrahams saw she really meant it, and they came in one evening at first, when they were walking by, and Sylvie salt alone, with a book, in the twilight, on the comer piazza. Her mother had been there; her easy-chair stood beside the open window, but she had gone in and laid down upon the sofa. Mrs. Argenter had drooped, physically, ever since the grief and change. It depends upon what one's life is, and where is the spring of it, and what it feeds upon, how one rallies from a shock of any sort. The ozone had been taken out of her atmosphere. There was nothing in all the sweet sunshine of generous days, or the rest of calm-brooding nights, to restore her, cr to belong to her any more. She had nothing to breathe. She had nothing to grow to, or to put herself in rapport with. She was out of relation with all the great, full world. * Whom did you have there?' she asked Sylvie, when Ray and Dot were gone, and she came in to see if her mother would like anything. 'The Ingrahams, mother; our neighbours, you know; they are nice girls ; I like them. And they were very kind to me the day of my accident, you remember. I called first, you see ! And besides,' she added, loving the whole truth, ' I told them the other morning I should like them to come.' ' I don't suppose it makes any difference,' Mrs. Argenter answered, listlessly, turning her head away upon the sofa cushion. * It makes the difference, Amata,' said Sylvie, with a bright gentleness, and touching her mother's pretty hair with a A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 63 tender finger, * that I shall be a great deal happier and better to know such girls ; people we have got to live amongst, and ought to live a little like. You can't think how pleasant it was to talk with them. All my life it has seemed as if I never really got hold of people.' * You certainly forget the Sherretts.' * No, I don't. But I never got hold of them much while I was just edging alongside. I think some people grasp hands the better for a little space to reach across. You mayn't be born quite in the purple, as Susan Nipper would say, but it isn't any reason you should try to pinch yourself black and blue. I've got all over it, and I like the russet a great deal better. I wish you could.' ' I can't begin again,' said Mrs. Argenter. * My life is torn up by the roots, and there is the end of it.' It was true. Sylvie felt that it was so, as her mother spoke, and she reproached herself for her own light content. How could her mother make intimacy with Mrs. Knoxwell, the old blacksmith's wife, or Mrs. Pevear, the carriage-painter's ? Or even good, homely Mrs. Ingraham, over the jDake-shop .? , It is so much easier for girls to come together ; girls of this day, especially, who in all classes get so much more of the same things than their mothers did. Sylvie, authorised by this feeble acquiescence in what made ' no difference,' went on with her intention of having Ray Ingraham for her intimate friend. She spent many an hour, as the summer wore away, at the time in the afternoon when Mrs. Argenter was always lying down, in the pleasant bed- room over the shop, that looked out under the elm tree. This was Ray Ingraham's leisure also ; the bread carts did not come in till tea-time, with their returns and orders ; the day's second baking was in the oven ; she had an hour or two of quiet between the noon business and the night ; then she was always glad to see Sylvie Arg^ter come down the street with her little purple straw work-basket swinging from her forefinger, or a book in her hand. Sylvie and Ray read new books together from the Dorbury library, and old ones from Mrs. Argenter's book-shelves. Dot was not so often with them ; her leisure was given more to her flower beds, where all sorts of blooms, — bright petunias and verbenas, delicate 64 THE OTHER GIRLS sweet peas and v golden lantanas, scarlet bouvardias and snowy deutzias, fairy, fragrant jessamines, white and crimson and rose-tinted fuchsias with their purple hearts, and pansies, poised on their light stems, in every rich colour, like beautiful winged things half alighted in a great fluttering flock, — made a glory and a sweetness in the modest patch of ground between the grape-trellised wall of the house-end and the bricks of the bakery, against which grew, appropriately enough, some strings of hop vines. * I think it is just the nicest place in the world,* said Sylvie, in her girlish, unqualified speech, as they all stood there one evening, while Dot was cutting a bouquet for Sylvie's mother. ' People that set out to have everything beautiful, get the same things over and over ; gravelled drives and a smooth lawn, and trees put into groups tidily, and circles and baskets of flowers, and a view, perhaps, of a village away off, , or a piece of the harbour, or a peep at the hills. But you are right down amongst such niceness ! There's the river, close iDy; you can hear it all night, tumbling along behind the mills and the houses ; there are the woods just down the lane l)eside the bakehouse ; and here is the door-stone and the shady trellis, and the yard crowded full of flowers, as if they had all come because they wanted to, and knew they should have a good time, like a real country party, instead of standing off in separate propemess, as people do who " go into society." And the new bread smells so sweet ! I think if s what-for and because that make it so much better. Somebody came here to do something; and the rest was, and happened, and grew. I can't bear things fixed up to be exquisite ! ' * That is the real doctrine of the kingdom of heaven,' said a sweet, cheery voice behind them. They all turned round; Miss Euphrasia Kirkbright stood upon the door-stone. 'Being and doing. Then the surrounding is borne out of the living. The Lord, up there, lets the saints make their own glory.' * Then you don't think the golden streets are all paved hard, beforehand?' said Sylvie. She understood Miss Euphrasia, and chimed quickly into her key. She had had talks with her before this, aiyi she liked them. A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 65 'No more than that,' said Miss Kirkbright, pointing to the golden flush under the soft, piling clouds in the west, that showed in gUmpses beneath the arches of the trees and across the openings behind the village buildings. '"New •every morning, and fresh every evening." Doesn't He show us how it is, every day's work that He himself begins and •ends ? ' *Do you think we shall ever live like that?' asked Ray Ingraham, perceiving. " * Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun, in the kingdom of their Father," ' repeated Miss Euphrasia. * And the shining of the sun makes his worlds around him, doesn't it ? We shall create outside of us whatever is in us. We do it now, more than we know. We shall find it all, by and by, ready, — whatever we think we have missed; the building not made with hands.' * I'm afraid we shall find ourselves in queer places, some of us,' said Dot. Dot had a way of putting little round practical periods to things. She did not do it with intent to l)e smart, or epigrammatic. She simply announced her own most obvious conclusion. ' " The first last." That is a part of the same thing. The rich man and Lazarus ; knowing as we are known ; being ■clothed upon ; unclothed and not found naked ; the wedding garment. You cannot touch one link of spiritual fact, without drawing a whole chain after it. Some other time, laying hold somewhere else, the same sayings will be brought to mind again, to confirm the new thought. It is all alive, breathing ; spirit in atoms, given to move and crystallise to whatever central magnetism, always showing some fresh phase of what is one and everlasting.' Miss Euphrasia could no more help talking so — given the right circumstances to draw her forth — than she could help breathing. Her whole nature was fluid to the truth, as the atoms she spoke of. Talking with her, you saw, as in a divine kaleidoscope, the gleams and shiftings and combinings of heavenly and internal things; shown in simplest movings and relations of most real and every day experience and incident But she never went on — and * went over,' exhorting. She F 6(5 THE OTHER GIRLS did not believe in discourses^ she said, even from the pulpit — ^very much. She believed in a sermon^ and letting it go. And a sermon is just a word ; as the Word gives itself, in some fresh manna-particle, to any soul. So when the girls stood silent, as girls will, not knowing how to break a pause that has come upon such speaking, she broke it herself, with a very simple question ; a question of mere little business that she had come to ask Dot. * Were the little under-kerchiefs done ?' It was just the same sweet, cheery tone; she dropped nothing , she took up nothing, turning from the inward to the outside. It was all one quiet, harmonious sense of wholeness ; living, and expression of living. That was what made Miss Euphrasia's ' words ' chord so pleasantly always^ without any jar, upon whatever string was being played ; and the impulse and echo of them to run on through the music afterwards, as one clear bell-stroke marking an accent, will seem to send its lingering impression through the unaccented measures following. Dot went into the house and got the things ; fine cambric neck-covers, frilled around the throat with delicate lace. She folded them small, and put them in a soft paper. Miss Kirkbright took the parcel, and paid Dot the money for her work ; she gave her three dollars. Then she said to Sylvie, — * Will you walk as far as the car comer with me 1 I have missed a real call that I meant to have had with you. I have been to your house.' * Did you see mother ? ' 3ylvie asked, as they walked on,, having said good-by, and passed out through the shop. 'No :-Sabina said she was lying down, and I would not have her disturbed, I came partly to tell you a little news. Amy is engaged to Mr. Robert Truesdaile. They will be married in the fall, and go out to England. He has relatives there ; his mother's family. There is an uncle living near Manchester ; a large cottbn manufacturer ; he would like to take his hephew into the business ; he has a great desire to get him there and make an Englishman of him.' 'Does Amy like it? I mean, going to England ? lam ever so glad for her being so happy.' A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 67 * Yes, she likes it. At any rate she likes, as we all do, the new pleasant beginnings. We are all made to like fresh comers to turn, unless they seem very dark ones, or unless we have grown very old and tired, which / think there is never any need of doing.' ' How busy she will be ! ' was Sylvie's next remark, made after a pause in which she realised to herself the news, an4 received also a little suggestion from it. ' Yes, pretty busy. But such preparations are made easily in these days.' * Won't there be ever so many little things of that sort to be done ? ' asked Sylvie, signifying the parcel which Miss Kirkbright held lightly in her fingers. * I wish I could do some of them. I mean,' — she gathered herself up bravely to say, — ' I should like dearly to do anything for Amy ; bmt I have thought it would be a good plan — if I could — to do something like that for the sake of earning ; as Dot Ingra- hani does.' * Do you not have quite enough money, my dear ? ' asked Miss Kirkbright, in her kindly direct way that could never hurt. * Not quite. At least, it don't seem to go very far. There are always things that we didn't expect. And things count up so at the grocer's. And a little nice meat every day, — which we have to have, — turns out so very expensive. And Sabina's wages — and mother's wine — and cream-- and fresh eggs, — I get so worried when the bills come in ! ' Sylvie's voice trembled with the effort and excitement of telling her money and housekeeping troubles. < ' Sometimes I think we ought to have a cheaper girl ; but I have just as much as I can do, — of those kinds of work, — and a poor girl would waste everything if I left her to go on. And I don't know much, myself. If Sabina were to go, — and she will next spring, — I am afraid it would turn out that we should have to keep two,' For all Sylvie's little * afternoons out,' it was very certain that she, and Sabina also, did have their hands full at home. It is wonderful how much work one person, who does none * of it and who must live fastidiously, can make in a small household. From Mrs. Argenter's hot water, and largo F 2 68 THE OTHER GIRLS bath, and late breakfast in the morning, to her glass of milk at nine o'clock at night, which she never could remember to carry up herself from the tea-table, — she needed one person constantly to look after her individual wants. And she couldn't help it, poor lady, either ; that is the worst of it ; one gets so as not to be able to help things ; * it was the shape of her head,' Sabina said, in a phrase she had learned of the cabinet-maker, * You shall have anything you can do ; just as Dot does,' said Miss Euphrasia. ' And Amy will like it all the better for your doing. You can put the love into the work, as much as we shall into the pay.* Was there ever anybody who handled the bare facts of life so graciously as this Miss Euphrasia ? She did it by taking right hold of them by their honest handles,— as they were meant to be taken hold of. * You like your home 1 You haven't grown tired of being a village girl ? ' she said, as she and Sylvie sat down on a great flat projecting rock in the shaded walk beside the railroad track. They had just missed one car ; there would not be another for twenty minutes. * O, yes. No ; I haven't got tired ; but I don't feel as if I had quite been it, yet. I donk think I am exactly that, or anything, now. That is the worst of it. People don't understand. They won't take us in, — all of them. It's just as hard to get into a village, if you weren't bom in it, as it is to get into upper-ten-dom. Mrs. Knoxwell called, and looked round all the time with her nose up in a sort of way, — well, it was just like a dog sniffing round for some- thing. And she went off and told about mother's poor, dear, old black silk dress, that I made into a cool skirt and jacket for her. " Some folks must be always set up in silk, she sposedJ' Everybody isn't like the Ingrahams.' * No garment of this life fits exactly. There was only one seamless robe. But we mustn't take thought for rai- ment, you see. The body is more. And at last, — somehow, sometime, — ^we shall all be clothed perfectly — with His righteousness.' This was too swift and light in its spiritual touching and A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 69 linking for Sylvie to follow. She had to ask, as the dis- ciples did, for a meaning. * It isn't clothes that I am thinking of, or that trouble me ; or any outside. And I know it isn't actual clothes you mean. Please tell me plainer, Miss Euphrasia.' * I mean that I think He meant by ***raiment," not clothes so much as life ; what we put on or have put on to us ; what each soul wears and moves in, to feel itself by and to be manifest; history, circumstance. "Raiment" — "gar- ment,"— the words always stand for this, beyond their tem- porary and technical sense. " He laid aside his garment^ — He gave up His own life that He might have been living, — ^to come and wash our feet ! ' 'And the people cast their garments before Him, when He rode into Jerusalem,' Sylvie said presently. ' Yes ; that is the way He must come into His kingdom, and lead us with Him. We are to give up our old ways, and the selfish things we lived in once, and not think about our own raiment any more. He will give it to us, as He gives it to the lilies ; and the glory of it will be something that we could not in any way spin for ourselves. And by and by it will come to be full and right, all through ; we shall be clothed with His righteousness. What is righteous- ness but rightness ? ' * I thought it only meant goodness. That we hadn't any goodness of our own ; that we mustn't trust in it, you know?' * But that His, by faith, is to cover us ? That is the old letter-doctrine, which men didn't look through to see how graciously true it is, and how it gives them all things. For it is things they want, all the time ; realities of experience and having. They talk about an abstract "justification by faith," and struggle for an abstract experience ; not seeing how good God is to tell th6m plainly that His "justifying" is setting everything right for them, and round them, and in Aem : His rightness is sufficient for them ; they need not go sCbout, worrying, to establish their own. The minute they give up their wrongness, and fall into its line, it works for tnem as no working of their own could do. God doesn't forgive a soul ideally, and leave it a mere clean, naked con- 70 THE OTHER GIRLS sciousness ; He brings forth the best robe and puts it on ; a ring for the hand and shoes for the feet People try painfully to achieve a ghostly sort of regeneration that strips them and leaves them half dead. The Lord heals and binds up, and puts His own garment upon us ; He knows that we have need^ Miss Kirkbright repeated, earnestly. ' Salvation is a real havinjg ; not an escape without anything, as people run for their lives from fire or flood.' Sylvie had listened with a shining face. *You get it all from that one word, — "raiment." Your words — ^the words you find out. Miss Kirkbright, — are living things.' * Yes, words are living things,' Miss Kirkbright answered. ' God does not give us anything dead. But the life of them is His spirit, and His spirit is an instant breath. You can take them as if they were dead, if you do not inspire. Men who wrote these words, inspired. We talk about their being inspired, as if it were a passive thing ; and quarrel about it, and forget to breathe ourselves. It is all there, just as live as it ever was ; it is givpn over again every time we go for it ; when we find it so, we never need trouble any more about authority. We shall only thank God that He has kept in the world the records of His talk with men ; and the more we talk with Him ourselves, the deeper we shall understand their speech.' ' * Isn't all that about ** inner meanings," — that words in the Bible stand for, — Swedenborgian, Miss Kirkbright ? ' 'Well?' Miss Kirkbright smiled. *Are you a Swedenborgian?' Sylvie asked the question timidly. * I believe in the New Church,' answered Miss Euphrasia. * But I don't believe in it as standing apart, locked up in a system. I believe in it as a leaven of all the churches ; a life and soul that is coming into them. I think a separate body is a mistake ; though I like to worship with the iittle family with which I find myself most kin. We should do that without any name. The Lord gave a great deal to Swedenborg : but when His time comes, He doesn't give all in any one place, or to any one soul ; His coming is as the lightening from the one part to the other part under heaven. A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR n Lightening — not lightning ; it is wrongly printed so, I think. He set the sun in the sky, once and forever, when He came in His Christ ; since then, day after day dawns, everywhere, and uttereth speech; and even night after night showeth knowledge. I believe in the fuller, more inward dispensation. Swedenborg illustrated it, — received it, wonderfully ; but many are receiving the same at this hour, without ever having heard of Swedenborg. For that reason we may never be afraid about the truth. It is not here or there. This or that may fail or pass away, but the Word shall never pass away.' ' What a long talk we have had ! How did we get into it ? ' The car was coming 'up the slope, half a mile off. They •could see the red top of it rising, and could hear the tinkle of the bell. * I wish we didn't need to get out ! ' said Sylvie. * I wish I could tell it to my mother! ' * Can't you ? ' 'I'm afraid it wouldn't keep alive, — with me,' Sylvie answered, with a little sigh and shadow, * Not even as these flowers will that I am taking to her. I can take, — but I can't give, and I always feel so 'that I ought to. Mother needs the comfort of it. Why don't you come and talk to her, Miss Kirkbright 1 ' 'Talk on purpose never does. You and I " got into it," as you say. Perhaps your mother and I might. But I have got over feeling about such sort of giving — in words — as a duty. Even with people whom I work among sometimes, who need the very first gift of truth, so much ! We can only keep near and dear to each other, Sylvie, and near and dear to the Lord, Then there are the two lines ; and things that are equal — or similarly related— to the same thing, are related to one another. He .can make the mark that proves and joins, any time. Did you know there was Bible in geometry, Sylvie? I very often go to my old school Euclid for a heavenly comfort.' * I think you go to everything for it — and to everybody with it,' said Sylvie, squeezing her friend's hand as she left her on the car-step. 72 THE OTHER GIRLS Nothing comes much before we need it. This talk stayed by Sylvie through months afterwards, if not the word of it, always the subtle cheer and strength of it, that nestled inta her heart underneath all her upper thinkings and cares of day by day, and would not quite let them settle down upon the living core of it with a hopeless pressure. For the real stress of her new life was bearing upon her heavily. The first poetry, the first fresh touches with which she had made pleasant signs about their altered condition,, were passed into established use, and dulled into womness and commonness. The difficulties — the grapples — came thick and forceful about her. At the same time, her reliances seemed slipping away from her. She had hardly known, any more than her mother, how much the countenance and friendliness of the Sherrett family had done in upholding her. It was a link with the old things — the very best of the old things, — that stood as a continual assurance that they themselves were not altered — ^ lowered in any way — by their alterings. This came to Sylvie with an interior confirmation, as it did to Mrs. Ajgenter exteriorly. So long as Miss Kirkbright and the Sherretts indorsed anything, it could not harm them much, or fence them out altogether from what they had been. Amy Sherrett and Miss Kirkbright thought well of the Ingrahams, and maintained all their dealings with them in a friendly — even intimate — fashion. If Sylvie chose to sit with them of an afternoon, it was no more than Miss Euphrasia did. Also,, the old Miss Goodwyns, who lived up the Turn behind the maples, were privileged to offer Miss Kirkbright a cup of tea when she went in there, as she would often for an hour's talk overknittingwork and books that had beenlentand read. Sylvie might well enough do the same, or go to them for hints and helps in her window-gardening and little ingenuities of house- keeping. Mrs. Argenter deluded herself agreeably with the notion that the relations in each case were identical. But what with the Sherretts and Miss Kirkbright were mere kindly incidents of living, apart somewhat from the crowd of daily demand and absorption, were to Sylvie the essential resource and relaxation of a living that could find little other. Sylvie let her mother's reading pass, not knowing how far A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 73 Mrs. Argenter was able actually to believe in it herself, but clearly and thankfully recognising on • her own part the reality, — that she had these friends and resources to brighten what would else be, after all, pretty hard to endure. The Kno3cwells and the Kents and old lilrs. Sunderline were hardly neighbours, as she had meant to neighbour with them. The Knoxwells and the Kents were a little jealous and suspicious of her overtures, as she had said, and would not quite let her in. Besides, she did not draw towards Marion Kent, who came to church with French gilt bracelets on, and a violently trimmed polonaise, as she did towards Dot and Ray. Old Mrs. Sunderline was as nice and cosy as could be ; but she never went out herself, and her whole family consisted of herself, her sister. Aunt Lora, the tailoress, and her son, the young Carpenter, who Sylvie could not help discerning was much noted and discussed among the womenkind, old and young, as a village— what shall I say, since I cannot call my honest, manly Frank Sunderline a village beau ? A village desirable he was, at any rate. Of course, Sylvie Argenter could not go very much to his home, to make a voluntary intimacy. And all these, if she and they had cared mutually ever so much, would have been under Mrs. Argenter's proscription as mere common work-and-trade people whom nobody knew beyond their vocations. There was this essential difference between the baker's daughters whom the Sherrett family noticed exceptionally and the blacksmith's and carpenter's households, the woman who * took in fine wash- ing/ and her forward, dressy, ambitious girl. Though the baker's daughters and the good Miss Goodwyns themselves knew all these in their turn, quite well, and belonged among them. The social * laying on of hands ' does not hold out, like the apostolic benediction, all the way down. I began these last long paragraphs with saying, that neither Sylvie nor her mother had known how far their comfort and acquiescence in their new life had depended on the 'backing up' of the Sherretts. This they found out when the Sherretts went away that autumn. Amy was married in October and sailed for England; Rodney was at Cambridge, and when the country house at Roxeter was 74 THE OTHER GIRLS closed, Miss Euphrasia took rooms in Boston for the winter, where her winter work all lay, and Mr, Sherrett, who was a Representative to Congress, went to Washington for the , session. There were no more calls ; no more pleasant spending of occasional days at the Sherrett Place ; no more riding round and droppings in of Rodney at the village. All that seemed suddenly broken up and done with, almost hopelessly. Sylvie could not see how it was ever to begin again. Next year Rodney was to graduate, and his father was to take him abroad. These plans had come out in the talks over Amy's marriage and her leaving home. Sylvie was left *to her village ; she could only go into the Miss Goodwyns and down to the bakery ; and now that her condescensions were unlinked from those of Miss Kirkbright, and just dropped into next-door matter of course, Mrs. Ar- genter fretted. Marion Kent would come calling, too, and talk about Mrs. Browning, and borrow patterns, and ask Sylvie 'how she hitched up her Marguerite.' [In case this story should ever be read after the fashion I allude to shall have disappeared from the catalogues of But- terick and Demorest, to be never more mentioned or re- membered, I will explain that it is a style of upper dress most eminently im-daisy-like in expression and effect, and remind- ing of no field simplicities whatsoever, unless possibly of a hay-load; being so very much pitchforked up into heaps behind.] Not that Sylvie dressed herself with a pitchfork ; she had been growing more sensible than that for a long time, to say nothing of her quiet mourning ; though for that matter, I have seen bombazine and crape so voluminously bundled and massed as to remind one of the slang phrase * piling on the agony.' But Marion Kent came to Sylvie for the first idea of her light loops and touches ; then she developed it, as her sort do, tremendously ; she did grandly by the yard, what Sylvie Argenter did modestly by the quarter ; she had a soul beyond mere nips and pinches. But this was small vexation to be caricatured by Miss Kent. Sylvie's real troubles came closer and harder. Sabina Bowen went away. She had not meant to be married until the spring ; but A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 75 fehe and the cabinet-maker had had their eyes upon a certain half-house, — neat and pretty, with clean brown paint and a little enticing gingerbread work about the eaves and porch, — which was to be vacated at that time ; and it happened that, through some unforeseen circumstances, the family occupying it became suddenly desirous to get rid of the re- mainder of their lease, and move this winter. John came to Sabina eagerly one evening with the news. Sabina thought of the long winter evenings, and the bright double-burner kerosene she had saved up money for ; of a little round table with a red cloth, and John one side of it and she the other ; of sitting together in a pew, and going every Sunday in her bride-bonnet, instead of getting her every-other-Sunday forenoon and hurrying home to fricassee Mrs. Argenter's chicken or sweet-bread, and boil her cauli- flower; and so she gave warning the next morning when she was emptying Mrs. Argeiiter's bath and picking up the towels. She steeled herself wisely with choice of time and person ; it would have been hard to tell Miss Sylvie when she came down to dust the parlour, or into the kitchen to make the little dessert for dinner. And now poor Sylvie fell into and floundered in that slough of despond, the lower stratum of the Irish kitchen element, which if one once meddles with, it is almost hopeless to get out of ; and one very soon finds that to get out of it is the only hope, forlorn as it may be. She had one girl who made sour bread for a fortnight, and then flounced off" on a Monday morning, leaving the clothes in the tubs, because *her bread was never faulted before, an faith, she wudn't pit up biscuits of a Sunday night no more for annybody ! ' The next one disposed of all the dish towels in four days, behind barrels and in the comers of the kettle closet, and complained insolently of ill furnishing ; a third kindled her fire with the clothes-pins ; a fourth wore Mrs. Argenter's cambric skirts on Sunday, 'for a finish, jist to make 'em worth while for the washinV and trod out the heels of three pairs of Sylvie's best stockings, for a like conside- rate and economical reason. Another declined peremptorily the use of a flat-iron stand, and burnt out triangular pieces from the ironing sheet and blanket; and when Sylvie re- 76 THE OTHER GIRLS monstrated with her about the skirt-board, which she had newly-covered, finding her using it as a cleaning cloth after she had heated her /flats' upon the coals, she was met with a torrent of abuse, and the assurance that she 'might get somebody else to save her old rags with their apums, an* iron five white skirts and tin pairs o' undersle^ves a week for two women, at three dollars an* a half. She had heard enough about the place or iver she kim intil it, an' the bigger fool she iver to iv set her fut inside the dooers.' That was it. It came to that pass, now. They ' heard about the place before iver they kim intil it.' The Argenter name was up. There was no getting out of the bog-mire. Sylvie ran the gauntlet of the village refuse, and had to go- to Boston to the intelligence offices. By this time she hadn't a kitchen or a bedroom fit to show a decent servant into. They came, and looked, and went away ; half-dozens of them. The stove was burnt out ; there was a hole through into the oven ; nothing but an entire new one would do, and a new one would cost forty dollars. Poor Sylvie toiled and worried ; she went to Mrs. Ingraham and the Miss Goodwyns, and Sabina Galvin, for advice ; she made ash-paste and cemented up the breaches, she hired a woman by the day, put out washing, and bought bread at the bakehouse. All this time, Mrs. Argenter had her white skirts and her ruffled underclothing to be done up. * What could she do ? She hadn't any plain things, and she couldn't get new, and she must be clean.' At New Year's, they owed three hundred dollars that they could not pay, beside the quarter's rent. They had to take it out of their little invested capital ; they sold ten shares of railroad stock at a poor time ; it brought them eight hundred and seventy-five dollars. They bought their new stove and some other things ; they hired, at last, two girls for the winter, at three dollars and two and a half, respect- ively ; this was a saving to what they had been doing, and they must get through the cold weather somehow. Besides,. Mrs. Argenter was now seriously out of health. She had had nothing to do but to fall sick under her troubles, and she had honestly and effectually done it. But how should they manage another year, and another ? A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 77 How long would they have any income, if such a piece was to be taken out of the principal every six months ? In the spring, Mrs. Argenter declared it was of no use ; they must give up and go to board. They ought to have done it in the first place. Plenty of people got along so with no more than they had. A cheap place in the country for the summer would save up to pay for rooms in town for the ^yinter. She couldn't bear another hot season in that village, — nor a cold one, either. A second winter would be just madness. What could two women do, who had never had anything to provide before, with getting in coal, and wood, and vegetables, and everything, and snow to be sho- velled, and ashes sifted, and fires to make, and girls going off every Monday morning } She had just enough reason, as the case stood, for Sylvie not to be able to answer a word. But the lease, — for another year } What should they do with that } Would Mr. Frost take it off their hands ? If Sylvie had known who really stood behind Mr, Frost, and how! The little poem of village living, — of home simpleness and frugal prettiness,— of that, the two first lines alone had rhymed ! They had entered upon thq last quarter of their first year when they came to this united and definite conclusion. That nionth of May was harsh and stormy. Nothing could be done about moving until clearer and finer weather. So the rent was continued, of course, until the year expired, and in June they would pack up and go away. Sylvie had been to the doctor, first, and told him about her mother; and he had called, in a half-friendly, half-profes- sional way, to see her. After his call, he had had an honest talk with Sylvie. God sometimes shows us a glimpse of a future trouble that He holds in his hand, to neutralise the trouble we are imme- diately under; even, it may be, to turn it into a quietness and content. When Sylvie had heard all that Doctor Sains- well had to say, she put away her money anxiety from off her mind, at once and finally. Nothing was any matter now, 78 THE OTHER GIRLS but that her mother should go where she would, — have what she wanted. Then she went to see Mr. Frost. * He would write to his employer/ he said ; he could not give an answer of himself. The answer came in five days. They might relinquish the house at any moment ; they need pay the rent only for the time of their occupancy. It would suit the owner quite as well ; the place would let readily, Sylvie was happy as she told her mother how nicely it had come out. She might have been less so, had she seen Mr. Sherrett's face when he read his agent's letter, and replied ta it in those three lines without moving from his seat. ' I might have expected it,' he said to himself. * She's a child after all. But she began so bravely ! And it can't help being worse by and by. Well, one can't live people's lives for them.' And he turned back to his other papers, — ^his notes of yesterday's debate in the House. Early in June, there came lovely days. Sylvie was very busy. She had kept her two girls with her to the end, by dint of raising their wages a dollar a week each, for the remainder of their stay. She had the whole house to go over ; even a year's accumulation is formidable, when one has to turn out and dispose of everything anew. She began with the attic ; the trunks and the boxes. She had to give away a great deal that would have been of service had they continued to live quietly on. Two old proverbs asserted themselves to her experience now, and kept saying themselves over to her as she worked : * A rolling stone gathers no moss ;' * Three removes are as bad as a fire.' She had come down in her progress as far as the closets of their own rooms, and the overlooking of their own clothing, when one afternoon, as, still in her wrapper, she was busy at the topmost shelves of her mother's wardrobe, with little fear of any but village calls, and scarcely those, wheels came up the Turn, and names were suddenly announced. *Miss Harkbird and Mr. Shoot!' Sylvie caught in a flash the idea of what the girl ought to have said. She laughed, she turned red, and the tears very A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 79 nearly sprang to her eyes, with surprise, amusement, embar- rassment, and flurry. * What shall I do ? Give me your hand, Katy I And where on earth is my other dress ? Can't you learn to get names right ever, Katy ? Miss Kirkbright and Mr. Sherrett. Say I will be down presently. O, what hair ! ' * She was before the glass now ; she caught up stray locks and thrust in hairpins here and there-; then she tied a little violet-edged black ribbon through the toss and rumple, and somehow it looked all right. Anyway, her eyes were bril- liant ; the more brilliant for that cloudiness beneath which they shone. Her eyes shone and her lips trembled, as she came into the room and told Miss Euphrasia how glad she was to see them. For she remembered then why she was so glad ; she remembered the things she had longed to go to Miss Euphrasia with, all the hard winter and doubtful spring. *We are going away, you see,' she told her presently. * Mother must have a change. It does not suit her here in any way. We are going to Lebanon for a little while ; then we shaU find some quiet place, in the mountains, perhaps. In the winter, we shall have to board in the city. Mother can't be worried any longer; she must have what she wants.' Miss Kirkbright glanced round the pretty parlour, as yet undisturbed; at all that, with such labour, Sylvie had arranged into a home a year ago. ' What a care for you, dear ! What will you do with everything ? ' * We are going to store some of our furniture, and sell some. Dot Ingraham is to take my plants for me till we come back to Boston ; then I shall have them in our rooms. I hope the gas won't kill them.' Rodney Sherrett said nothing after the first greeting, for some minutes. He sat and listened, with a sober shadow in his handsome eyes. All this was so different from anything he had anticipated. By and by, in a little pause, he told her that he had come out to ask her for Class Day. ' I wouldn't just send a card for the spread,' said he, 'Aunt So THE OTHER GIRLS Euphrasia wants you to go with her. I'm in the Reward of Merit list, you see ; Fve earned my good time ; been grind- ing awfully all winter. I've even got a part for Conmience- ment. Only a translation ; and it probably won't be called ; "but wouldn't you like to hear it, if it were ? ' * Oh, I wish I could ! ' said Sylvie, replying in earnest good faith to the question he asked quizzically for a cover to his real eagerness in letting her know. ' I wish I could ! But we shall be gone.' * Not before Class Day ? ' ' Yes ; just about then. I'm so sorry.' Rod Sherrett looked very much as if he thought he had "* ground ' for nothing. Then they talked about Lebanon, and the new Vermont Springs ; perhaps Mrs. Argenter would go to some of them In July. Miss Kirkbright told Sylvie of a dear little place she had found last year, in the edge of the White Mountain country; 'among the great rolling hills that lead you up and up,' she said, * through whole countries of wonderful wild beauty ; the sacred places of simple living that can never be crowded and profaned. It is a nook to hide away in when one gets discouraged with the world. It consoles you with seeing how great and safe the world is, after all ; how the cities are only blots that men have made upon it ; picnick- ing here and there, as it were, with their gross works and pleasures, and making a little rubbish which the Lord could <:lean all away, if He wanted, with one breath, out of His grand, pure heights.' All the while Sylvie and Rodney had their own young dis- appointed thoughts. They could not say them out; the invitation had been given and been replied to as it must be ; this was only a call with Aunt Euphrasia; ever5rthing that they might have in their minds could not be spoken, even if they could have seen it quite clearly enough to speak; they both felt when the half hour was over, as if they had said — Tiad done — nothing that they ought, or wanted to. And neither knew it of the other ; that was the worst. When Rodney at last went out to untie his horse, Miss Euphrasia turned round to Sylvie with a question. ' Is this all quite safe and easy for you, dear?' A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 8i *Yes/ returned Sylvie, frankly, understanding her. 'I liave given up all that worry. There is money enough for a ^ood while if we don't mind using it And it is mother's money ; and Dr. Sainswell says she cannot have a long life.' Sylvie spoke the last sentence with a break; but her voice was clear and calm, — only tender. 'And after that?' Miss Kirkbright asked, looking kindly into her face. * After that I shall do what I can; what other girls do, who haven't money. When the time comes I shall see. All that comes hard to me — after mother's feebleness — is the changing; the not staying of anything anywhere. My life seems all broken and mixed up, Miss Kirkbright Nothing goes right on as if it belonged.' '"Lo, it is I; be not afraid,"' repeated Miss Kirkbright fioftly. ' When things work and change, in spite of us, we may know it is the Lord working. That is the comfort — ^the certainty.' The tenderness that had been in heart and voice sprang to tears in Sylvie's eyes, at that word. * How do you think of such things ?' she said, earnestly. * I shall never forget that now.' Aunt Euphrasia could not help telling Rodney as they ^ove away towards the city, how brave and good the child was. She could not help it, although, wise woman that she was, she refrained carefully, in most ways, from 'putting things in his head.' ' I knew it before,' was Rodney's answer. Aunt Euphrasia concluded, at that, in her own mind, that we may be as old and as wise as we please, but in some things the young people are before us ; they need very little of our ' putting in heads.' 'Aunt Effie,' said Rodney, presently, 'do you think I have been a very great good-for-nothing ?' 'No, indeed. Why?' * Well, J certainly haven't been good for much ; and I'm not sure whether I could be. I don't know exactly what to think of myself. I haven't had anything to do with horses this winter ; I sent Red Squirrel off into the country. What is the reason. Auntie, that if a fellow takes to horses, they all G 82 • THE OTHER GIRLS think he is going straight to the bad ? What is there so abominable about them V ' Nothing,' said Miss Kirkbright. ' On the contrary, every- thing grand and splendid— in type — ^you know. Horses are powers ; men are made to handle powers, and to use them ; it is the very manliest instinct of a man by which he loves thenu Only, he is terribly mistaken if he stops there — playing with the signs. He might as well ride a stick, or drive a chair with worsted reins, as the little ones do^ all his life.' Rodney's face lit straight up; but for a whole mile he made no answer. Then he said, as people do after a silence, — * How quiet we are, all at once ! But you have a way of finishing up things, Aunt Euphrasia. You said all I wanted in about fifty words, just now. I begin to see. It may be just because I might do something, that I haven't. Aunt Euphrasia, I have done being a boy, and playing with reins. I'm going to be a man, and do some real driving. Do you know, I think I'd better not go to Europe with my father?' * I don't know that,' returned Miss Kirkbright ' It might be ; but it is a thing to consider seriously, before you give it up. You ought to be quite sure what you stay for.' * I won't stay for any nonsense. I mean to talk with him to-night.' ' Talk with yourself, first, Rod ; find yourself out, and then talk it all out honestly with him.' Which advice — the first clause of it — Rodney proceeded instantly to follow ; he did not say another word all the way over the Mill Dam and up Beacon Hill, and Aunt Euphrasia let him blessedly alone ; one of the few women, as she was, capable of doing that great and passive thing. When he had left her at her door, and driven his horse to the livery stable, he went round to his father's rooms and took tea with him. The meal over, he pushed back his chair, saying, * I want a talk with you, father. Can I have it now ? I must be back at Cambridge by ten.' Mr. Sherrett looked in his son's face. There was nothing I I A LONG CHAPTER OF A WHOLE YEAR 83. there of uncomfortableness, — of conscious bracing up to a ^ difficult matter. He repressed his first instinctive enquiry of ' No scrape, I hope, Rod ? ' The question was asked and answered between their eyes. ' Certainly, my boy,' he said, rising. * Step in there ; the man will be up presently to take away these things.' The door stood open, to an inner apartment/ a little study, beyond which were sleeping and bath-rooms. Rodney stepped upon the threshold, leaning against the frame, while Mr. Sherrett went to the mantel, found a match and a cigar, cut the latter carefully in two, and lit one half. *The thing is, father,' said Rodney, not waiting for a formal beginning after they should be closeted and seated, — ' I've been thinking that I'd better not go abroad, if you don't mind. I'm rather waking up to the idea of earning my own way first — before I take it. If s time I was doing something. If I use up a year or more in travelling, I shall be going on to twenty-two, you see ; and I ought to have got ahead a little by that time.' Mr. Sherrett turned round, surprised. This was a new phase. He wondered how deep it went, and what had occasioned it. *Do you mean you wish to study a profession, after all?' * No. I don't think I've much of a " head-piece " — as Nurse Pond used to say. At least, in the learned direction. I've just about enough to do for a gentleman — a man, I hope. But I should like to take hold of something and make it go. I'll tell you why, father. I want to see whaf s in me in the first place ; and then, I might want something, sometime, that I should have no right to if I couldn't take care of myself — and more.' ' Come in, Rodney, and shut the door.' After that, of course, we cannot listen. They two sat together for almost two hours. In that time, Mr. Sherrett was first discomposed ; then set right upon one or two little points that had puzzled and disappointed him and to which his son could furnish the key; tlien thoroughly roused and anxious at this first dealing with his boy as a G3 84 THE OTHER GIRLS man, with all a man's hopes and wishes quickening him to a serious purpose; at last, touched sympathetically, as a good father must be, with the very desire of his child, and the fears and uncertainties that may environ it What he sug- gested, what he proposed and promised, what was partly planned to be afterwards concluded in detail, did not tran- spire through that heavy closed door; neither we, nor the white-jacketed serving-man, can be at this moment the wiser. It will appear hereafter. When they came out together at last, Mr. Sherrett was saying, — * Two years, remember. Not a word of it, decisively, till then, — ^for both your sakes.* * Let what will happen, father ? You don't remember when you were young.' * Don't I?' said his father, with emphasis, and a kindly smile. * If anything happens, come to me. Meanwhile — you may talk, if you like, to Aunt Euphrasia. I'll trust her.' And so the Lord set this angel of his to watch over the thread of our story. We may leave it here for a while. CHAPTER VIL BEL AND BARTHOLOMEW. ' Kroo ! kroo ! I've cramp in my legs. Sitting so long atop of my eggs ! Never a minute for rest to snatch ; I wonder when they are going to hatch ! * Cluck ! cluck ! listen ! tseep ! Down in the nest there's a stir and a peep. Everything comes to its luck some day ; I've got chickens ! What will folks say ? ' Bel Bree made that rhyme. It came into her head sud- denly one morning, sitting in her little bedroom window that looked right over the grass yard into the open barn-door, where the hens stalked in and out; and one, with three chickens, was at that minute airing herself and her family BEL AND BARTHOLOMEW 85 that had just come out of their shells into the world, and walked about already as if the great big world was only there, just as they had of course expected it to be. The hen was the most astonished. She was just old enough to begin to be able to be astonished. Her whole mind expressed itself in that proud cluck, and pert, excited carriage. She had done a wonderful thing, and she didn't know how she had done it Bel * read it Uke coarse print,' — as her step- mother was wont to say of her own perspicacities, — and put it into Jingle, as she had a trick of doing with things. Bel Bree lived in New Hampshire ; fifteen miles from a railway ; in the curious region where the old times and the new touch each other and mix up ; where the women use towels, and table-cloths, and bed-spreads of their mothers^ own hand-weaving, and hem their new ones with sewing- machines brought by travelling agents to their doors ; where the men mow and rake their fields with modem inventions, but only get their newspapers once a week ; where the 'help' are neighbours' girls, who wear overskirts and high hats, and sit at the table with the family ; where there are rag carpets and * paintea chamber-sets ;' where they feed calves and young turkeys, and string apples to dry in the summer, and make wonderful patchwork quilts, and wax flowers, and worsted work, perhaps, in the long winters ; where they go to church and to sewing societies from miles about, over tremendous hills and pitches, with happy-go-lucky waggons and harnesses that never come to grief ; where they have few schools and intermitted teaching, yet turn out, somehow, young men who work their way into professions, and girls who take the world by instinct, and understand a great deal perfectly well that is beyond their practical reach ; where the old Puritan stiffness keeps them straight, but gets lea- vened in some marvellous way with the broader and more generous thought of the time, and wears a geniality that it is half unconscious of ; the region where, if you are lucky enough to get into it to know it, you find yourself, as Miss Euphrasia said, encouraged and put in heart again about the world. Things are so genuine ; when they make a step forward, they are really there. But Bel Bree was not very happy in her home, though she 86 THE OTHER GIRLS sat at the window and made rhymes in half merry fashion ; though she loved the hills, and the lights, and the shadows, the sweet-blossoming springs and the jewelled autumns, and the great rains, that set all the wild little waterfalls prancing and calling to each other among the ravines. Bel had two lives ; one that she lived in these things, and one within the literal and prosaic limit of the farm-house, where, her father, as farmers must, had married a smart second wife to ' look after matters.' Not that Mrs. Bree ever looked after anything : nothing ever got ahead of her ; she ^whewed round ;' when she was * whewing,' she neither wanted Bel to hinder nor help ; the child was left to herself ; to her idleness and her dreams ; then she neglected something that she might and ought to have done, and then there was reproach and hard speech ; partly deserved, but running over into that wherein she should not have been blamed, — the precinct of her step- mother's own busy and self-arrogated functions. She was taunted and censured for incapacity in that to which she was not admitted ; ^ her mother made ten cheeses a week, and flung them in her face,' she said. On the other hand, Mrs. Bree said, * Bel hadn't got a mite of S7iap to her.** One might say that, perhaps, of an electric battery, if the wrong poles were opposed. Mrs. Bree had not found out where the ' snap ' lay in Bel's character. She never would find out. Bel longed, as human creatures who are discontent always do, to get away. The world was big : there must be better things somewhere. There was a pathos of weariness, and an inspiration of hope, in her little rhyme about the hen. Bel was named for her Aunt Belinda. Miss Belinda Bree came up for a week, sometimes, in the summer, to the farm. All the rest of the year she worked hard in the city. She put a good face upon it in her talk among her old neigh- bours. She spoke of the grand streets, the parades. Duke's balls, — ^for which she made dresses, — and jubilees, of which she heard afar off, — as if she were part and parcel of all Boston enterprise and magnificence. It was a great thing, truly, to live in the Hub. Honestly, she had not got over it since she BEL AND BARTHOLOMEW 87 came there, a raw country girl, and began her apprenticeship to its wonders and to her own trade. She could not turn a water faucet, nor light her gas, nor count the strokes of the -electric fire alarm, without feeling the grandeur of having Cochituate turned on to wash her hands, —of making her one little spark of the grand illumination under which the Three Hills shone every night, — of dwelling within ear-shot and protection of the quietly imposing system of wires and bells •that worked by lightning against a fierce element of daily danger. She was proud of policemen ; she was thrilled at the sound of steam-engines thundering along the pavements ; she felt as if she had a hand in it. When they fired guns upon the Common, she could only listen and look out of windows ; the little boys ran and shouted for her in the streets ; that is what the little boys are for. Somebody must do the running and the shouting to relieve the instincts of older and busier people, who must pretend as if they didn't care. All kept Miss Belinda Bree from utterly wearing out her dull work in the great warerooms, or now and then at a days' seamstressing in families. It really keeps a great many people from wearing out. Miss Bree's work was dull. The days of her early * mantua- making' were over. Twenty years had made things very different in Boston. The 'nice families' had been more quiet then ; the quietest of them now cannot manage things as they did in those days ; for the same reason that you can- not buy old-fashioned 'wearing' goods ; they are not in the market. * Sell and wear out ; wear out and sell ;' that is the principle of to-day. You must do as the world does ; there is no other path cut through. If you travel, you must keep on night and day, or wait twenty-four hours and start in the night again. Nobody— or scarcely anybody — ^has a dressmaker now, in the old, cosy way, of the old, cosy sort, staying a week, looking over the wardrobes of the whole family, advising, cutting, altering, remaking, getting into ever so much household interest and history in the daily chat, and listening over daily work : sitting at the same table ; linking herself in with ^ings, spring and fall, as the leaves do with their goings and 88 • THE OTHER GIRLS comings ; or like the equinoxes, that in March and September shut about us with friendly curtains of rain for days, in which, so much can be done in the big up-stairs room with a cheerful fire, that is devoted to the rites and mysteries of scissors and needle. We were always glad^ I remember, when our dress- making week fell in with the equinoctial. But now, all poor Miss Breeds * best places ' had slipped away from her, and her life had changed. People go to great outfitting stores, buy their goods, have themselves measured^ and leave the whole thing to result a week afterwards in a big box sent home with ever3rthing fitted and machined and finished, with the last inventions and accmnulations of fiills^ tucks, and reduplications ; and at the bottom of the box a bill tucked and reduplicated in the same modem proportions. Miss Bree had now to go out, like any other machine girl, to the warerooms ; except when she took home particular hand-work of button holes and trinmiings, or occasionally engaged herself for two or three days to some family mother who could not pay the big bills, and who ran her own machine^ cut her own basques and gores, and hired help for basting and finishing. She had almost done with even this ; most people liked young help ; brisker with their needles, sewing without glasses, nicer and fresher looking to have about. Poor * Aunt Blin ' overheard one man ask his wife in her dressing- room before dinner, ' Why, if she must have a stitching- woman in the house, she couldn't find a more comfortable one to look at ; somebody a little bright and cheerful to bring to the table, instead of that old callariper ? ' Miss Bree behaved like a saint ; it was not the lady's fault ; she resisted the temptation to a sudden headache and declining her dinner, for fear of hurting the feelings of her employer, who had always been kind to her ; she would not let her suspect or be afraid that the speech had come to her ears ; she smoothed her thin old hair, took off her glasses,, wiped her eyes a little, washed her hands, and went down when she was called ; iDut after that day she * left off going out to work for families.' The warehouses did not pay her very well ; neither there was she able to compete with the smart young seamstresses ; she only got a dollar and a quarter a day, and had to lodge BEL AND BARTHOLOMEW 89. and feed herself ; yet she kept on ; it was her lot and living ; she looked out at her third-story window upon the roofa and spires^ listened to the fire-alarms, heard the chimes of a Sunday, saw carriages roll by and well-dressed people moving to and fro, felt the thrill of the daily bustle, and was, after all, a part of this great, beautiful Boston ! Strange though it seem. Miss Belinda Bree was content Content enough to tell charming stories of it, up in the country, to her niece Bd, when she was questioned by her. Of her room all to herself, so warm in winter, with a red carpet (given her by the very Mrs. ' Callariper ' who could not help a misgiving, sifter all, that Miss Bree's vocation had been ended with that wretched word), and a coal stove, and a big, splendid brindled gray cat — Bartholomew — flying before it ; of her snug little housekeeping, with kindlings in the closet drawer, and milk-jug out on the stone window-sill y of the music-mistress who had the room below, and wha came up sometimes and sat an hour with her, and took her cat when she came away, leaving in return, in her own absences, her great English ivy with Miss Bree. Of the landlady who lived in the basement, and asked them all down, now and then, to play a game of cassino or double cribbage, and eat a Welsh rabbit; of things outside that younger people did, — ^the girls at the warerooms and their friends. Of Peck's cheap concerts, and the Public Library books to read on holidays and Sundays ; of ten-cent trips down the harbour, to see the surf on Nantasket Beach ; of the brilliant streets and shops ; of the Public Garden, the flowers and the pond, the boats and the bridge ; of the great bronze Washington reared up on his horse against the evening sky ; of the deep, quiet old avenues of the Common ; of the balloons and the fireworks on the * Fourth of Julies.*^ I do not think she did it to entice her ; I do not think it occurred to her that she was putting anything into Bel's head ; but when Bel all at once declared that she meant to go to Boston herself and seek her fortune, — do machine- work or something, — Aunt Blin felt a sudden thankful delight, and got a glimpse of a possible cheerfulness coming to her- self that she had never dreamed of. If it was pleasant to tell over these scraps of her small, husbanded enjoyments ta 90 THE OTHER GIRLS Bel, what would it be to have her there, to share and make and enlarge them ? To bring young girls home sometimes for a chat, or even a cup of tea ; to fetch books from the library, and read them aloud of a winter evening, while she stitched on by the gas-light with her glasses on her little homely old nose? The little old nose radiated the concentrated delight of the whole diminutive, withered face ;'the intense gleam of the small, pale blue eyes that bent themselves together to a short focus above it, and the eagerness of the thin, shrunken lips that pursed themselves upward with an expression that was keener than a smile. Bel laughed, and said she was 'all puckered up into one little admiration point ! ' After that, it was of no use to be wise and to make objections. * 111 take you right in. with me, and look after you, if you do ! ' said Miss Bree. 'And two together, we can housekeep real comfortable ! ' It was as if a new wave of youth, from the far-retreated tide, had swept back upon the beach sands of her life, to spend its sparkle and its music upon the sad, dry level. Every little pebble of circumstance took new colour under its touch. Something belonging to her was still young, strong, hopeful. Bel would be a brightness in the whole old place. The middle-aged music-mistress would like her, — perhaps even give her some fragmentary instruction in the clippings of her time. Mrs. Pinmiiny, the landlady, — old Mr. Sparrow, the watch-maker, who went up and down stairs to and from his nest under the eaves, — the milliner in the second-floor-back, — why, she would make friends with them all, like the sunshine ! There would be singing in the house! The middle-aged music-mistress did not sing — only played. And this would be her doing, — her bringing ; it would be the third-floor-front's glory. The pert girls at the wareroom would not snub the old maid any more, and shove her into the meanest comer. She had got a piece of girlhood of her own again. Let them just see Bel Bree — that was all I Yet she did set before Bel, conscientiously, the differ- ence between the free country home and the close, bricked- up city. BEL AND BARTHOLOMEW 91 'There isn't any out-doors there, you know — round the houses ; home out-doors ; you have to be dressed up and go somewhere, when you go out. The streets are splendid, and there's lots to look at ; but they're only made to get through^ you know, after all.' They were sitting, while she spoke, on a flat stone out under the old elm-trees between the 'fore-yard' and the bam. Up above was great blue depth into which you could look through the delicate stems and flickering leaves of young far tips of branches. One little white cloud was shining down upon them as it floated in the sun. Away off swelled billowy tops of hills, one behind another, maJcing you feel how big the world was. That was what Bel had been saying. ' You feel so as long as you stay here/ replied Miss Blin, *as if there was room and chance for everything "over the hills and far away." But in the city it all crowds up together ; it gets just as close as it can, and everybody is after the same <:hances. 'Tain't all Fourth-of-July ; you mustn't think it. Milk's ten cents a quart, ^xoAjest as blue ! Don't you s'pose you're better off up here, after all ? Do you think Mrs. Bree could get along without you, now ? ' Bel replied most irrelevantly. She sat watching the fowls scratching around the barn-door. ' How different a rooster scratches from a hen ! ' said she. *' He just gives one kick, — out smart, — and picks up what he's after ; she makes ever so many little scrabbles, and half the time concludes it ain't there! — What was it you were saying ? About mother ? O, she don't want me ! The trouble is. Aunt Blin, we two donH want each other, and never did.' She picked up a straw and bent it back and forth, absently, into little bits, until it broke. Her lips curled tremulously, and her bright eyes were sad. Miss Blin knew it perfectly well without being told ; but she wouldn't have pretended that she did, for all the world. ' O, tut ! ' said she. * You get along well enough* You like one another full as well as could be expected, only you ain't constituted similar, that's all. She's great for turning off, and going ahead, and she ain't got much patience. Such folks never has. You can't be smart and easy going too. 92 THE OTHER GIRLS 'Tain't possible. She's " right-up-an'-a-coinin/"and she ex- pects everybody else to be. But you like her Bel ; you know you do. You ain't going away for that. I won't have it that you are.' * I like her — ^yes ; ' said Bel, slowly. ' I know she's smart I mean to like her. I do it on purpose. But I don't love her, with a catUt help it^ you see. I feel as if I ought to ; I want to have my heart go out to her ; but it keeps coming back again. I could be happy with youj Aunt Blin, in your up-stairs room, with the blue milk out in the window-silL There'd be room enough for us ; but this whole farm isn't comfortable for Ma and me ! ' After that, Miss Blin only said that she would speak to Kellup ; meaning her brother, Caleb Bree. Caleb Bree was just the sort of man that by divine com- pensation generally marries, or gets married by a woman that is * right-up-an'-a-comin.' He *had no objections,' to this plan of Bel's, I mean; perhaps his favourite phrase would have expressed his strongest feeling in the crisis just referred to, also ; it was a normal state of mind with him ; he had gone through the world, thus far, on the principle of not * having objections.' He had none now, *if Ma'am hadn't, and Blin saw best.' He let his child go out from his house down into the great, unknown, struggling, hustling^ devouring city, without much thought or enquiry. It settled that point in his family. * Bel had gone down to Boston to be a dress-maker, long of her Aunt Blindy,' was what he had to say to his neighbours. It sounded natural and satis- factory. Households break up after the children are grown, of course ; they all settle to something ; that is all it comes to— the child-life out of which if they had died and gone away, there would have been wailing and heart-breaking ; the loving and tending and watching through cunning ways and helpless prettiness and small knowledge-getting : they turn into men and women, and they go out into the towns, or they get married, even — and nobody thinks, then, that the little children are dead ! But they are : they are dead, out of the household, and they never come back to it any more. Caleb Bree let Bel go, never once thinking that after this she never could come back the same. BEL AND BARTHOLOMEW 93 Mrs. Bree had her own two children — and there might be more — that would claim all that could be done for them. She would miss Bel's telling them stories, and washing their faces, and carrying them off into the bam or the orchard, and leaving the house quiet of a Sunday or a busy baking- day. It had been * all Bel was good for ; ' and it had been more than Mrs. Bree had appreciated at the time. Bel cried when she kissed them and bade them good-by ; but she was gone ; she and her round leather trunk and her little bird in its cage that she could not leave behind, though Aunt Blin -did say that ' she wouldn't altogether answer for it with Bartholomew.' Bel herself, — ^the other little bird, — ^who had never tried her wings, or been shut up in strange places with fierce, prowling creatures, — she coidd answer for her, she thought ! It is worth telling, — ^the advent of Bel and her bird in the up-stairs room in Leicester Place, and what came of it with Bartholomew. Miss Blin believed very much in her cat with the apostolic name, though she had never tried his principles with a caged bird. She had tutored him to refrain from meat and milk unless they were set down for him in nis especial comer upon the hearth. He took his airings on the window- ledge where the sun slanted in of a morning, beside the very brown paper parcel in which was wrapped the mutton chop for dinner; he never touched the cheese upon the table, though he knew the word ' cheese' as well as if he could spell it, and would stand up tall on his hind paws to receive his morsel when he was told, even in a whisper, and without a movement, that he might come and have some. He pre- ferred his milk condensed in this way ; he got very little of it in the fluid form, and did not think very highly of it when he did. He knew what was good, Aunt Blin said. He understood conversation; especially moral lectures and admonitions ; Miss Bree had talked to him precisely as if he had a soul, for five years. He knew when she was coming back at one o'clock to dinner, or at nine in the evening, by the ringing of the bells. After she had told him so, he would be sitting at the door, watching for its opening, from the instant of their first sound until she came up-stairs. When Aunt Blin thought over all this and told it to Bel, on 96 THE OTHER GIRTS tholomew's sides, and went on with unabated faith, — un- liurried cahnness. ' We set everything by that little bird, Bartholomew ! We wouldn't have it touched for all the world I Don't — never — 50 — near it ! Do you hear ? ' Bartholomew heard. Miss Bree could not see his tail, fairly lashing now, behind her back, nor the fierce eyes, flowing like green fire. She stroked his head, and went on preaching. * The little bird sings, Bartholomew 1 You can hear it, mornings while you eat your breakfast. And you shall have CHEESE for breakfast as long as you're good and don^t — iouch — the bird/' ' O, Aimt Blin ! He will ! He means to ! Don't show it to him any more ! Let me hang it way up high, where lit can't/' * Don't you be afraid. He understands now, that we're precious of it. Don't you, Bartholomew ? I want him to get used to it.' And Aunt Blin actually set the cat down, and turned round to take up her shawl again. Bartholomew was quiet enough for a minute ; he must have his cat-pleasure of crouching and creeping ; he must wait till nobody looked. He knew very well what he was about But the tail trembled still ; the green eyes were still wild and eager. ' The kindlings are in the left-hand closet, you know,' said Aunt Blin, with a big pin in her mouth, and settling her shoulders mto her shawl. ' Youll want to get the fire going as quick as you can.' Poor Bel turned away with a fearful misgiving ; not for that very minute, exactly ; she hardly supposed Bartholomew would go straight from the sermon to sin; but for the • resistance of evil enticements hereafter, under Miss Bree's trustful system, — though he walked off now like a deacon after a benediction, — she trembled in her poor little heart, and was sorely afraid she could not ever come to love Aunt Blin's great gray pet as she supposed she ought Aunt Blin had not fairly reached the passage-way, Bel had Just emerged from the closet with her hands full of kindlings, BEL AND BARTHOLOMEW 97 and pushed the door to behind her with her foot, when — crash ! bang ! — ^what had happened ? A Boston earthquake ? The room was full of a great noise and scramble. It seemed ever so long before Bel could comprehend and turn her face towards the centre of it ; a second of time has infinitesimal divisions, all of which one feels and measures in such a crisis. Then she and Aunt Blin came together at a sharp angle of incidence in the middle of the room, the kindlings scattered about the carpet ; and there was the corollary to the exhortation. The overturned cage, — the dragged-off table-cloth, — the clumsy Bartholomew, big and gray, bewildered, yet tenacious, clinging to the wires and sprawling all over them on one side with his fearful bulk, and the tiny green and golden canary flattened out against the other side within, absolutely plane and prone with the me^e smite of terror. ' You awful wild beast ! I knew you didn't mind ! * shrieked Bel, snatching at the little cage from which Bartholomew dropped discomfited, and chirping to Cheepsie with a vehemence meant to be reassuring, but failing of its tender intent through frantic indignation. It is impossible to scold and chirp at once, however much one may want to do it ' You dreadful tiger cat ! ' she repeated. It almost seemed as if her love for Aunt BUn let loose more desperately her denunciations. There is something in human nature which turns most passionately — if it does turn — upon one's very own. * I can't bear you ! I never shall ! You're a horrid, monstrous, abominable, great, gray — ^wolf! I knew you were !' Miss Bree fairly gasped. When she got breath, she said slowly, mournfully, ' O, Bartholomew ! I thought I could have trusted you ! Was you a murderer in your heart all the time ? Go away ! I'^fe — no — con — fidence in you ! No co^on — ^fidence in you, Bartholomew Bree ! ' It is impossible to write or print the words so as to sug- gest their grieved abandonment of faith,. their depth of loving condenmation. If Bartholomew had been a human being ! But he was H 98 THE OTHER GIRLS not ; he was only a great gray cat He retreated, shame- faced enough for the moment, under the table. He knew he was scolded at ; he was found out and disappointed ; but there was no heart-shame in him \ he would do exactly the same again. As to being trusted or not^ what did he care about that ? * I don't believe you do,' said Aunt Blin, thinking it out to this same point, as she watched his face of greed, mortified, but persistent ; not a bit changed to any real humility. Why do they say ^dogged, except for a noble holding fast? It is a cat which is selfishly, stolidly obstinate. ' I don't know as I shall really like you any more,' said Aunt Blin, with a terrible mildness. ' To think you would have ate that little bird !' Aunt Blin's ideal Bartholomew was no more. She might give the creature cheese, but she could not give him * ^^«fidence.' Bel and the bird illustrated something finer, higher, sweeter, to her now. Before, there had only been Bar- tholomew ; he had had to stand for everything ; there was a good deal, to be sure, in that. But Bel was so astonished at the sudden change, — ^it was so fimny in its meek manifestation, — that she forgot her wrath, and laughed outright. * Why, Auntie I ' she cried. ' Your beautifulBartholomew, who understood, and let alone ! * Aunt Blin shook her head. ' I don't know. I thought so. But — I've no — ^^^/-fidence in him ! You'd better hang the cage up high. And I'll go out for the muffins.' Bel heard her saying it over again, as she went down the stairs. 'No. I've no— ^^«-fidence in him ! ' 99 CHAPTER VIII. TO HELP : SOMEWHERE. There was an administratrix's notice tacked up on the great elm-tree by the Bank door, in Upper Dorbury Village. All indebted to the estate of Joseph Ingraham were called upon to make payment — and aU having demands against the same to present accounts, — to Abigail S. Ingraham. The bakery was shut up. The shop and house-blinds were closed upon the street. The bright little garden at the back was gay with summer colour; roses, geraniums, balsams, candytuft ; crimson and purple, and white and scarlet flashed up everywhere. But Mrs. Ingraham had on a plain muslin cap, instead of a ribboned one such as she used to wear ; and Dot was in a black calico dress; they sat in the kitchen window together ripping up some breadths of faded cloth that they were going to send to the dye-house. Ray was in the front room, looking over papers. Mrs. Ingraham's name appeared in the notices, but Ray really did the work, all except the signing of the necessary documents. Everything was very different here, the moment Joseph Ingraham's breath was gone from his body. Everything that had stood in his name stood now in the name of an * estate.' Large or small, an estate has always to be settled. There had been»a man already applying to buy out of the remainder of the bakery lease, — house and alL He was ready to take it for eight years, including the one it had to run in tie present occupancy; he would pay them a considerable bonus for relinquishing this and the goodwilL Ray had stood at the helm and brought the vessel to port ; that was different from undertaking another voyage. She did not see that she had any right to hazard her mother's and sister's little means, and incur further risks which she had not actual capital to meet, for the ambition, or even possible H 9 loo THE OTHER GIRLS gain, of carrying on a business. She understood it per- fectly ; she Could have done it ; she could, perhaps, have worked out some of her own new ideas ; if she and Dot had been brothers, instead of sisters, it would very likely have been what they would have 'don& There was enough to pay all debts and leave them upwards of a thousand dollars apiece. But Ray sat down and thought it all over. She remembered that they were women, and she saw how that made all the difference. ' Suppose cither of us should wish to niarry ? Dot might, at any rate.' . That was the way she said it to herself. She really thought of Dot especially and first ; fot it would be her doing if her sister were bound and hampered in any way ; and even though Dot were willing, could she see clear to decide upon an undertaking that would involve the seven best years of the child's life, in which ' who knew what might happen ? ' She did not look straight in the face her own possibilities, yet she said simply in her own mind, * A woman ought to leave room for that. It might be cheating some one else, as well as herself, if she ^dn't.' And 6he saw very well that a woman could not marry and assume family ties, with a seven years* lease of a bakehouse and a seven years' business on her hands. 'Why— he might be a — anything,' was the odd little wording which she mentally exclaimied at this point of her considerations. And if he were anything, — anything of a man^ and doing anything in the Wotld as a man does, — what would they do with two businesses? The whole vexed question solved itself to her mind in this home-fashion. * It isn't natural ; there never will be much of it in the world,' she said. ' Yotmg women, with their real womanhood in them, won't ; and by the time they've lived on and found out, the chances will be over. To do business as a man does, you must choose as a man does,— for your whole life, at the beginning of it.' Ray Ingraham, with all her capacity and courage, at this turning-point where choice was given her, and duty no longer showed her one inevitable way, chose deliberatdy to be a wdman. She took up a woman's lot^ with all its uncertainty and disadvantage; the lot of working for others. ■ TO ;HELP : SOMEWHERE loi 'I can find something simply to ^o and to be paid for; that will be safe and faithful;, that will leave room,' She said something like that ^o Frank Sunderline, when he sat talking with her over some building accounts one evening. He had come in as a friend, and had helped them in many little ways ; beside having special occasion in this matter, as representing his own employer who held a, small dema»d against the estate. , . , ^ I am too youngf/ she told, him, *Dot is too young. I should feel as if I must have her with me if I kept on, and we should need to keep all the little mpney tPgether. . How can I tell what Dot — how can I tell what, either of us'— ^she changed her word with brave honesty, *. might haye a wish for, before seven years were over? ^f I were forty, years oidh. and could do it, I would; 1 would take gir)3 foiT joumeymeiiiiy ! — ^girls who wanted, work and pay;, then ,they would be Wought up to a very good busiii€;?s fqr woi^aen, if they came to want business; and they would be free, while they «tt#r#. girls, for happier tilings that might Jiappen/ 'That is good Woman's Rights doctrine;, it doesn't leave ' out the best right of alL' 'A woman can't shape out her life all beforehand^ as a mam can; she can't be siire^ you see; and npbptdy else qoukl feel . sure about her. I suppose that i^ what has kept women lOUt . of the real business world^ — th^ ordering and heading of things. But they can /help. I'm willing tp. help, somehow; and I guess the world will let me.' There was somethini^ that went straight to Franlq Sundpr^ line's deepest, unspoken apprehension of most beautiful thiQg$> in Ray Ingraham's aspect as she said, these wprds, The i3aaji , in him suddenly perceived, though yaguely, something of what . God meant when He made the woman., Power ?hpj;ie through . the beauty in her face; but power ready t;Ojlay itself aside; ready to help, not lead. Made th^ most tender, because mipst perfect outcome and' blossom of humanitjy,,ivon[ian, accepts , her conditions, as God Himself accepts his pwn, when He hides Himself away under limitations, that the $ecr^t force ; may lie ready to the wprk man thinks he does upon the earth, ; and with it In' duint, waiting nature, his own very Self bides subject; yes, and in the things of the Spirit, H* gives I02 THE OTHER GIRLS His Son in the likeness of a servant. He lays help upon him; He lays help for man upon the woman. He took her nearest to Himself when He made her to be a help meet in all things to his Adam-child. To * help ' is to do the work of the world. Ray*s face shone with the splendour of self-forgetting, when she said that she would •' help, somewhere.' What made him suddenly think of iiis own work ? What made him say, with a flash in his eyes, — *rve got a job of my own, Ray, at last. Did you know k ? ' ' I'm very glad,' said Ray, earnestly. * What is it ?' * A house at Pomantic. Rather a shoddy kind of house, — ^flashy, I mean, and ridiculously grand ; but it's work ; and somebody has to build all sorts, you know. When 1 build my house — ^well, never mind ! Holder has put this contract right into my hands to carry out. He'll step over, and look round, once in a while, but I'm to have the care of it straight through — stock, work, and all ; and I'm to have half the profits. Isn't that high of Holder ? He has his hands firil, you know, at River Point. There's no end of building there, this year, — a whole street going up, — with Mansard roofs, of course. Everything is going into this house that can go into a house ; and to see that it gets in right will be — practice, anyhow.* Sunderline chattered on like a boy ; almost like a girl ; telling Ray what he was so glad of And Ray listened, her cheek glowing ; she was so ^ad to be told. He had not said a word of this to Marion Kent that afternoon, when she had stopped him at her window, going by. He had stood there a few minutes, leaning against the white fence, and looking across the little door-yard, to answer the questions she asked him; about the Ingrahams, the questions were ; but he did not offer to come nearer. Marion was sewing on a rich silk dress, sea-green in colour ; it glistened as she shifted it with busy fingers under the light ; it contrasted exquisitely with her fair, splendid hair, and the cream and rose of her full blonde complexion. It was a ' platform dress,' she told him, laughing ; she was going with the Leverings on a reading and musical tour ; they had got a little company together, and would give en- TO HELP: SOMEWHERE 103 tertainments in the large country towns ; perhaps go to some of the fashionable springs, or up among the mountain places ; folks liked their amusements to come after them, from the cities ; they were sure of audiences where people had nothing to do. Marion was in high spirits. She felt as if she had the world before her. She would ^travel, at any rate ; whether there were anything else left of it or not, she would have had that ; that, and the sea-green dress. While she talked, her mother was ironing in the back room. The dress was owed for. She could not pay for it till she began to get her own pay. What was the use of telling a girl like that — all flushed with beauty and vanity, and gay expectation — about his having a house to build ? What would it seem to her, — his busy life all spring and summer among the chips and shavings, hammering, planing, fitting, chiseling, buying screws, and nails, and patent fastenings, tiles and pipes ; contriving and hurrying, working out with painstaking in laborious detail an agreement, that a new rich man might get into his new rich house by October 1 When she had only to make herself lovely and step out among the lights before a gay assembly, to be applauded and bouqueted; to be stared at and followed ; to live in a dream, ajid call it her profession ? When Frank Sunderline knew there was nothing real in it at all ; nothing that would stcand, or remain, only her youth, and prettiness, and forwardness, and the facility of people away from home and in by-places to be amused with second-rate amusement, as they manage to feed on second-rate fare ? It was no use to say this to her, either ; to warn her, as he had done before. She must wear out her illusions, as she would wear out her glistening silk dress. He must leave her now, with the shimmer of them all about her imagination, bewildering it, as the lovely, lustrous heap upon her lap threw a bewilderment about her own very face and figure, and made it for the moment beautiful with all enticing, out- ward complement and suggestion. He told Ray Ingraham ; and he said what a pity it was : what a mistake.' IQ4 THE OTHER GIRLS Ray did not answer for a minute ; she had a little struggle with herself; a little fight with that in her heart which made itself manifest to her in a single quick leap of its pulses. Was she glad ? Glad that Marion Kent was living out, perversely, this poor side of her — making a mistake ? Losing, perhaps, so much ? ' Marion has something better in her than that,' she made herself say, when she replied. * Perhaps it will come out again, some day.' ^ I think she has. Perhaps it wilL You have always been good and generous to her, Ray.' What did he say that for ? Why did he make it impossible for her to let it go so ? * Don't ! ' she exclaimed. ' I am not generous to her this minute ! I couldn't help, when you said it, being satisfied — that you should see. I don't know whether it is mean or true in me, that I always do want people to see the truth.' She covered it up with that last sentence. The first, left by itself, might have shown him more. It was certainly so ; that there was a little severity in' Ray Ingraham, growing out of her clear perception and her very honesty. When she could see a thing, it seemed as if everybody ought to see it ; if they did not, as if she ought to show them, that they might fairly understand. A half imderstMiding made her restless, even though the other half were less kind and comfortable. * You show the truth of yoiurself, too,' said Frank. ' And that is grand, at any rate.' * You need not praise me,' said Ray, almost coldly. * It is impossible to be quite true, I think. The nearer you try to come to it, the more you can't' — and then she stopped. ' How many changes there have been among us ! ' she began again, suddenly, at quite a different point. 'All through the village there have been things happening, in this last year. Nobody is at all as they were a year ago. And another year' — *Will tell another year's story,' said Frank Sunderline. * Don't you like to think of that sometimes ? That the story isn't done, ever ? That there is always more to tell, on and on 1 And that means more to do. We are all niaking a TO HELP: SOMEWHERE 105 piece of it. If we stayed right still, you see, — ^why, the Lord might as well shut up the book !' He was full of life, this young man, and full of the delight of living. There was something in his calling that made him rejoice in a confident strength. lie was bom to handle tools ; hammer and chisel were as parts of him. He builded ; he believed in building ; in something coming of every stroke. Real work disposes and qualifies a man to believe in a real destiny — a real Gk)d. A carpenter can see that nails are never driven for nothing. It is the sham work, perhaps, of our day, that shakes faith in purpose and unity ; a scram- bling, shifty living of men's own, that makes to their sight a chance huddle and phantasm of creation. Mrs. Ingraham came down into the room where they were, at this moment, and Dot presently followed. They began to talk of their plans. They were going, now, to live with the grandmother in Boston, in Pilgrim Street. It was a comfortable, plain old house, in a little strip of neighbourhood long since left of fashion, and not yet de- manded of business ; so Mrs. Rhynde could afford to occupy it. She had used, for many years, to let out a part of her rooms — these that the Ingrahams would take — in a tene- ment, as people used to say, making no ambitious distinc- tions ; now it might be spoken of as * a fiat,' or ' apartments.' Everything is * apartments ' that is more than a foothold. The rooms were large, but low. At the back, they were sunny and airy ; they looked through, overlapping a court- way, into Providence Square. It was a real old Boston homestead, of which so few remain. There were comer beams and wainscots, some tiled chimney-pieces, even. It made you think of the pre-Revolutionary days; of tea- drinkings, before the tea was thrown overboard. The step into the front passage was a step down from the street Ray and Dot told these things ; beguiled into reminis- cences of pleasant childish visiting days ; Ray, of long domestication in stifi later ye^s. It would be a going home, after all. Leicester Place was only a stone's throw from Pilgrim Street. From old Mr. Sparrow's attic window, you could look across to the Pilgrim Street roofs, and see women io6 THE OTHER GIRLS hanging out clothes there upon the flat tops of one or two of the houses. But what of that, in a great city ? Will the Ingrahams ever come across Aunt Blin and bright little Bel Bree? In the book that binds up this story, there is but the turn of a leaf between them. A great many of us may be as near as that to each other in the telling of the world's story, who never get the leaf turned over, or between whom the chapters are divided, with never a connecting word. The Ingrahams moved into Boston in the early summer. It was July when Bel came down from the hill-country with Aunt Blin. CHAPTER IX. INHERITANCE. Do you remember somebody else who lives in Boston? Have you heard of the old house in Greenley Street, and Uncle Titus Oldways, and Desire Ledwith, who came home with him after her mother and sisters went off to Europe, and something had touched her young life that had left for a while an ache after it ? Do you know Rachel Froke, and the little gray parlour, and the ferns, and the ivies, and the canary, — and the old, dusty library, with its tall, crowded shelves, and the square table in the midst, where Uncle Oldways sat? All is there still, except Uncle Oldways. The very year that had been so busy elsewhere, with its rushing minutes that clashed out events and changes as moving atoms clash out heat— that had brought to pass all that it has taken more than a hundred pages for me to tell, — ^that had drawn towards one centre and focus, whither, as into a great whirling maelstrom of life, so many human affairs and interests are continually drifting, the far-apart persons that were to be the persons of one little history, — this same year had lifted Uncle Titus up. Out of his old age, out of his old house, — out from among his books, where INHERITANCE 107 he thought and questioned and studied, into the youth and vigour to which, underneath the years, he had been growing ; into the knowledges that lie behind and beyond all books and Scriptures; into the house not made with hands, the Innermost, the Divine. Not away ; I do not believe that. Lifted up, in the life of the spirit, is only taken within. Outside, — just a little outside, for she loved him, and her life had grown into his and into his home, — Desire remained, in this home that he had given her. People talked about her, eagerly, curiously. They said she was a great heiress. Her mother and Mrs. Megilp had written letters to her overflowing with a mixture of sentiment and congratulation, condolence and deUght They wanted her to come abroad at once, now, and join them. What was there, any longer, to prevent ? Desire wrote back to them that she did not think they understood. There was no break, she said; there was to be no beginning again. She had come into Uncle Titus's living with him ; he had let her do that, and he had made it so that she could stay. She was not going to leave him now. She would as soon have robbed him of his money and run away, while the handling of his money had been his own. It was but mere handling that made the difference. Himself was not dependent on his breath. And it was himself that she was joined with. * How can people turn their backs on people so ? ' She broke off with that, in her old, odd, abrupt, blindly significant fashion. No : they could not understand. * Desire was just queerer than ever,* they said. ' It was such a pity, at her age. What would she be if she Uved to be as old as Uncle Titus him- self ?' Mrs. Megilp sighed, long-sufferingly. Mrs. Froke lived on in the gray parlour ; Hazel Ripwink-* ley ran in and out ; she hardly knew which was most home now, Greenley or Aspen Street She and Desire were toge- ther in everything ; and the bakery and laundry and indus- trial asylimi that Luclarion Grapp's missionary work was taking shape in ; in Chapel classes and teachers' meetings ; in a Wednesday evening Read-and-Talk, as they called it, that they had gathered some dozen girls and young women into, for which the dear old library was open weekly; in lo8 THE OTHER GIRLS walks to and fro about the city ' on errands ; ' in long plans and consultations^ now, since so much power had been laid on their young heads and hands. Uncle Oldways had made ' the strangest will that ever was/ if that were not said almost daily of men's last disposals. Out of the two sisters' families, the Ripwinkleys and the Ledwiths, he had chosen these two girls, — children almost, — whom he declared his * next of kin, in a sense that the Lord and they would know;' and to them he left, in not quite equal shares, the bulk of his large property ; the income of each portion to be severally theirs, — Desire's without re- striction, Hazel's under her mother's guardianship, until each should come to the age of twenty-five years. If either of the two should die before that age, her share should devolve upon the other; if neither should survive it, — then followed a division among persons and charities, such, as he said, with his best knowledge, and 'the Lord's help, he felt himself at the moment of devising moved to direct. At twenty-five he counselled each heir to make, promptly^ her own legal testa- .iient, searching, meanwhile, by the light given her in the doing of her duty, for whom or whatsoever should be shown her to be truly, and of the will of God — not man, her own * next of kin.' ' For needful human form,' he said, in conclusion, ^ I name Frances Ripwinkley executrix of this my will ; but the Lord Himself shall be executor, above and through all ; may He give unto you a right judgndent in all things, and keep us evermore in his holy comfort !' Some people even laughed at such a document as this, made as if the Almighty really had to do with things, and were surer than trustees and cunning law-conditions. *Two girls!' they said, * who will marry — the Lord knows whom — and do, the Lord knows what, with it all ! ' That was exactly what Titus Oldways believed. He be- lieved the Lord did know. He had shown him part; enough to go by to the end of his beat ; the rest was his. ^ Every- thing escheats to the King, at last.' And so Desire Ledwith and Hazel Ripwinkley sat in the old house together, and made their pure, young, generous plans ; so they went in and out, and did their work, blessedly; INHERITANCE 109 and Uncle Titus's arm-chair stood there, where it always had, at the library table ; and the Book of the Gospels, with its silver cross, lay in its silken cover where it always lay ; and nothing had gone but the bent old form from which the strength had risen and the real presence loosened itself; and Uncle Titus's grand, beautiful life passed over to them con- tinually; for hands on earth, he had their hands; for feet, their ieet. There was no break, as Desire had said ; it was the wonderful 'fellowship of the mystery' which God meant, in the manifold wisdom that they know in heavenly places, when He ordained the passing over. We call it death j we make it death ; a separation. We leave off there. We gather up the tools that loved ones drop, and use them to carve out, selfishly, our own pleasures ; we let their life go, as if it were no matter to keep it up upon the earth. We turn our backs, and go our ways, and leave saints' hands outstretched in- visibly in vain. It was ever so bright and cheerful in this house into which death — that was such a birth — had come* These children were brimming over with happy thankfulness that Uncle Titus had loved and trusted them so. They never solemnised their looks or lengthened their accent when they spoke of him ; he had come a great deal nearer to them in departing than he had ever known how to come, or they to approach him, before. Something young in his nature that had been hidden by gray hairs and slowness of years, sprang to join itself to their youth on which he had laid his bequest of the Lord's work. They ran lightly up and down where he had walked with measured gravity ; they chatted and laughed, for they knew he was gladder than either ; they sat in Desire's large, bright chamber at their work, or they went down to find out things in books in the library ; and here', though nothing fell with any chill upon their spirits, they handled reverently the volumes he had loved, — they used tenderly the appliances that had been his daily convenience. With an unspoken consent, they never sat in the seat that had been his. The young heiresses of his place and trust made each a place for herself at opposite ends of the large writing-table, and left his chair before his desk as if he himself had just left it, and might at any no THE OTHER GIRLS moment come in again and sit again there with them. They always kept a^ase of flowers beside the desk, at the left hand. One day, that summer, they were up-stairs, sewing. Rachel Froke was busy below ; they could hear some light movement now and then, in the stillness ; or her voice came up through the open windows as she spoke to Frendely, the dear old serving woman, helping her dust and sort over glasses and jars for the yearly preserving. I cannot tell you what an atmosphere of things and re- lations that had grown and sweetened and mellowed, there was about this old home ; what a lovely repose of stability, in the midst of the domestic ferments that are all about us in the changing households of these changing days. Frendely, who had served her maiden apprenticeship in a country family of England, said it was* like the real old places there. * Hazel,' said Desire, suddenly, — (she did her thinking deeply and slowly, but she had never got over her old suddenness in speech ; it was like the way a good old seam- stress I knew used to advise with the needle, — " Take your stitch deliberate, but pull out your thread as quick as you can,") — * Hazel ! I think I may go to Europe after all.' * Desire ! ' 'And more than than that. Hazel, you are to go with me.' * Desire Ledwith ! ' * Yes, those are my names. I haven't any more ; so your surprise can't expend itself any further in that direction. Now, listen. It's all to be done in our Wednesday evening Read-and-Talks. See?' * Very well ; begin on interjections ; theyTl last some time. What I mean is, an idea I got from Mrs. Hautayne, when I saw her last spring at the Schermans'. She says she always travelled so much on paper ; and that paper travelling is very much like paper weddings ; you can get all sorts of splendid things into it. There are books, and maps, and gazetteers, and pictures, and stereoscopes. Friends' letters and art galleries. I took it right up into INHERITANCE 1 1 1 my mind, silently, for my class, sometime. And pretty soon, I think we'll go.' * O, Desire, how nice ! ' ' That's it ! One new word, or two, every time, and re- peat. ^'Now say the five? "as Fay's Geography used to tell us.' * O Desire Ledwith, how nice ! ' * Good girl. Now, don't you think that Mrs. Geoffrey and Miss Kirkbright would lend us pictures and things ?' * How little we seem to have seen of the Geoffreys lately ! I mean, all this spring, even before they went down to Beverly,' said Hazel, flying off from the subject in hand at the mention of their names. ' I wonder why it is fixed so, Des', that the best people — those you want to get nearest to — are so busy being the best that you don't get much chance ? ' ' Perhaps the chance is laid up,' said Desire, thoughtfully.^ ' I think a good many things are. But to keep on, Hazel, about my plan. You know those two beautiful girls who came in Sunday before last, and joined Miss Kirkbright's class ? Not beautiful^ I don't mean exactly, — ^though one of them was that, too ; but real' — * Splendid ! ' filled out Hazel. ' Real ready-made sort of girls. As if they'd had chapel all their lives, somehow. Not like first-Sunday girls at all.' * One of them was a chapel girl. Miss Kirkbright told me. She grew up there till she was sixteen years old ; then she went to live in the country. Now I must have those two in, you see. I don't know but Mr. Vireo would say it was making a feast for friends and neighbours, if I pick out the ready-made. But this sort of thing — ^you must have some reliance, you know ; then there's something for the rest to come to, and grow to. I think I shall begin about it before vacation, while they're all together and alive to things. It takes so long to warm up to the same point after the break. We might have one meeting, just to organise, and make it a settled thing. O, how good it will be when Mr. Vireo comes home ! ' If I had not so many things to tell before my story can be at all complete, I should like nothing better than to linger 112 THE OTHER GIRLS here in Desire Ledwith's room, where there was so really ' a beautiful east window, and the morning had come in/ I should just like to stay in the sunshine of it, and show what the stir of it was, and what it had come to with these two ; what a brightness, day by day, they lived in. I should be glad to tell their piece of the story minutely; but I should not be able to get at it to tell. We may touch such lives, and feel the lovely pleasantness ; but to enter in, and have the whole— that may only be done in one way; by going and doing likewise. This talk of theirs gives one link ; it shows you how easily and naturally they came to have to do with the Ingrahams ; how they belonged in one sphere and drew to one centre ; how simply things happen, after all, when they have any business, to happen. Somebody speaks of the ascent of a lofty church spire, as giving such a wonderful glimpse of the unity of a great city ; showing its converging movements, its net-work of connec- tion, — its human currents swayed and turned by intelligible drifts of purpose ; all which, when one is down among them, seem but whirls of a confusing and distracting medley ; a heaping and rushing together of many things and much con- flicting action ; where the wonder is that it stays together at all, or that one part plays and fits in with any other to har- mony of service. If we could' climb high enough, and see deep enough, to read a spiritual panorama in like manner, we should look into the mystery of the intent that builds the worlds and works with * birth and death and infinite motion ' to evolve the wonders of all human and angelic history. We should only marvel, then, at what we, with our little bit of wayward free-will, hinder; not at what God gently and mightily forecasts and brings to pass. To find another link, we must go away and look in elsewhere. "3 CHAPTER X. FILLMER AND BYLLES.. It was a hot morning in the heart of summer. The girls, coming in to their work, after breakfasts of sour rolls, cheap, raw, bitter coffee and blue milk, with a greasy relish, perhaps, of sausage, bacon, fried potatoes, or whatever else was economical and untouchable, — with the world itself frying in the fervid blaze of a sun rampant for fifteen hours a day, — saw in the windows early peaches, cool salads, and fresh berries; yellow and red bananas in mellow heavy clusters; morning bouquets lying daintily on wet mosses; pale, beryl-green, transparent hothouse grapes hanging their globes of sweet refrigerant juices before toil-parched, un- satisfied, feverish lips. Let us hope that it did them good ; it is all we can^o now about it. Up in the workroom of a great dressmaking establishment were heaps of delicate cambric, Victoria lawn, piquds, mus- lins,, piles of frillings, Hamburg edgings, insertions, bands. Machines were tripping and buzzing ; cutters were clipping at the tables ; the forewoman was moving about, directing here, hurrying there, reproving now and then for some care- less tension, rough fastening, or clumsy seam. Out of it all were resulting lovely white suits ; delicate, cloud-like, flounced robes of bewitching tints ; grateful morning wrappers, — ' perfect toilets of all kinds for girls at watering-places and In elegant summer homes. Orders kept coming down from the mountains, up from the sea-beaches, in from the country seats, where gay, friendly circles were amusing away the time, and making tiiemselves beautiful before each others' eyes. For it was dreadfully hot again this year. Bel Bree did not care. It all amused her. She had not I 114 THE OTHER GIRLS got worn down yet, and she did not live in a cheap, working girls' boarding house. She had had radishes that morning with her bread and butter, and a little of last year's fruit out of a tin can for supper the night before. That was the way Miss Bree managed about peaches. I believe that was the way she thought the petition in the Litany was answered, — *TPreserve to our use the kindly fruits of the earth, that in due time we may enjoy them ; ' after the luckier people have had their fill, and begun on the new, and the cans are cheap. There are ways of managing things, even with very little money. If you pay for the managing^ you have to do without the things. Bel and her aunt, together, with their united earnings, and their nice cosy ways, were very far from being uncomfortable. Bel said she liked the pinch, — what there was of it. She liked * a little bit brought home in a paper ^nd made much of.' Bel had been just a fortnight in the city. She had gone right to work with her aunt at Fillmer & Bylles ; she was bright and quick, knew how to run a * Wilcox & Gibbs,' and had ' some perception,' the forewoman said, grimly ; with a delicate implication that some others had not. Miss Ton- ker's praises always pared off on one side what they put on upon another. It had taken Bel a fortnight to feel her ground, and to get ■exactly the ' lay of the land.' Then she went to work, un- hesitatingly, to set some small things right. This morning she had hurried herself and her aunt, come early, and put Miss Bree down, resolutely, against all her disclaimers, in a corner of the very best window in the room. To do this, she moved Matilda Meane's sewing- machine a little. When Matilda Meane came in, she looked as though she thought the world was moved. She did not exactly dare to order Miss Bree lip ; but she elbowed about, she pushed her machine this way and that ; she behaved like a hen hustled off her nest, and not quite making up her mind whether she would go back to it or not. Miss Bree's nose grew appre- hensive; it drew itself up with a little, visible, trembling gasp, — ^her small eyes glanced timidly from under the drawn, puckered lids ; it was evidently all she could do to hold her FILLMER AND BYLLES 115 ground. But Bel had put her there, and loyalty to Bel kept her passive. It is so much harder for some poor meek things €ver to take anything, than it is for ever to go without Only for love and gratefulness can they ever be made to assume their common human rights. Presently it had to come out. Bel was singing away, as she gathered her work together in an opposite quarter of the room, keeping a glance out at her right eye corner, expectantly. * Who moved this machine ? ' asked Matilda Meane, stopping short in her endeavours to make it take up the middle of the window without absolutely rolling it over Aunt Blin's toes. ' I did, a little,' answered Bel promptly. ' There was plenty of room for two ; and if there hadn't been, Aunt Blin must have a good light, and have it over her left shoulder, at that. 5he is the oldest person in the room, Miss Meane ! ' * She was spoken to yesterday about her buttonholes,' she added, in a lower tone, to Eliza Mokey, as she settled herself in her own seat next that young lady. 'And it was all because she could hardly see.' * Buttonholes or not,' answered Eliza, who preferred to be cisdled ' Elise,' * Fm glad somebod} has taken Mat Meane down at last. She needed it. I wish you could take her in hand everywhere. If you boarded at our house ' — * I shouldn't,' interrupted Bel, decisively. * Not under any •circumstances, from what you tell of it.' * That's all very well to say now ; you're in clover, com- paratively. " Chaters " and real tea, — and a three-ply carpet!' Miss Mokey had gone home with Bel and Aunt Blin, one ■evening lately, when there had been work to finish and they had made a * bee ' of it. ' See if you could help yourself if you hadn't Aunt Blin.' * Why couldn't I help myself as well as she ? She had a nice place all alone, before I came.' * She must have half starved herself to keep it, then. Stands to reason. Dollar and a quarter a day, and five dollars a week for your room. Where's your muffins, and your Oolong ? Or else, where's your shoes ? — Where's that Hamburg edging?' i2 ij6 the other girls * We don't have any Hamburg edging/ said Bel, laughing. * Nonsense. You Imow what I mean, O, here it is, under all that piqud ! For mercy's sake, won't Miss Tonker blow ? — Naw I get my nine dollars a week, and out of it I pay six for my share of that miserable sky-parlour, and my ends of the crusts and the cheese-parings. No place to myself for a minute. Why, I feel mixed up sometimes to that degree that I'd almost like to die, and begin again, to find out who I am !' ' Well, I wouldn't live so. And Aunt Blin wouldn't I'm afraid she didnH have other things quite so— corresponding — when she was by herself ; but she had the home comfort. And, truly, now, I shouldn't wonder if there was real nourish- ment in just looking round, — at a red carpet and things, — when you've got 'em all just to your own mind. You can piece out with — peace ! ' For two or three minutes, there was nothing heard after that in Bel and Elise's comer, but the regular busy click of the machines, as the tucks ran evenly through. Miss Tonker was hovering in the neighbourhood. But presently, as she moved off, and Elise had a spool to change, Bel began again. 'Why don't you get up something different? Why couldn't a dozen, or twenty, take a flat, or a whole house,, and have a housekeeper, and live nice ? I believe I could contrive.' Bel was a bom contriver. She was a bom reformer, as all poets are ; only she did not know yet that she was either. That had been the real trouble up in New Hampshire. She had her ideals, and she could not carry them out ; so she sat and dreamed of what she would do if she could. If she might in any way have moulded her home to her own more delicate instincts, it may be that her step-mother need not have had to complain that ' there was no spimk or snap to her about anything.' It was not in her to 'whew round' among tubs and whey, — to go slap-dash into soapmaking, or the coarse Monday's washing, when all nicer cares were evaded or forbidden ; when chairs were shoved back against each other into comers, table-cloths left crooked, and dragging and crumby, drawing the flies, — ^mantel ornaments FILLMER AND BYLLES 117 -of uncouth odds and ends pushed all awry and one side .<iuring a dusting, and left so, — carpets rough and untidy at the comers ; no touch of prettiness or pleasantness, nothing but clear, necessary work anywhere. She would have made home home \ then she would have worked for it. Aunt Blin was like her. She would rather sit behind her blinds in her neat, quiet room of a Sunday, too tired to go to church, but with a kind of sacred rest about her, and a possible hushed thought of a presence in a place that God had let her make that He might abide with her in it, — than to live as these girls did, — even to have been young like them; to hive put on fine, gay things, bought with the small surplus of her weekly earnings after the wretched board was paid, and parade the streets, or sit in a pew, with a Sunday-consciousness of gloves and new bonnet upon her. * O, faugh ! ' said Elise Mokey, impatiently, to BePs * I could contrive.' 'I should like to see you, with girls like Matilda Meane. You've got to get your dozen or twenty, first, and make them agree.' Miss Mokey had very likely never heard of Mrs. Glass, or of the * catching your hare,' which is the impracticable hitch at the start of most delicious things that might other- wise be done. * I think this world is a kind of single-threaded machine after all. There's always something either too tight or too loose the minute you double,' she said, changing her tension- screw as she spoke. ' No ; we've just got to make it up with cracker-frolics, the best way we can ; and that takes one more of somebody's nine dollars every time. There's some fun in it after all ; especially to see Matilda Meane come to the table. I do believe that girl would sell her soul it she could have a Parker House dinner every day. When it's a littie worse, or a little better, than usual ; when the milk ^ves out, or we have a yesterday's lobster for tea, — I wish you could just see her. She's so mad, or she's so eager. She will have claw-meat ; it is claw-meat with her, sure enough ; and if anybody else gets it first, or the dish goes round the other way and is all picked over, — she looks / Why, she looks as if she desired the prayers of the congregation, and nobody •would pray ! ' Ii8 THE OTHER GIRLS * What are you two laughing at ? ' broke in Kate Sencer- box, leaning over from her table beyond. * Bel Bree, where are your crimps ? ' In the ardour of her work, or talk, or both, BePs hair, as usual, had got pushed recklessly aside. * O, I only have a little smile in my hair early in the morning,' replies quick, cheery Bel. 'It never crimps de- cidedly, and it all gets straightened out prim enough as the day's work comes on. It's like the grass of the field, and a good many other things ; in the morning it is fresh and springeth up ; in the evening it giveth up, and is down flat.' ' I guess youll find it so,' said Elise Mokey, splenetically. *Was that what you were laughing at?' asked Kate. * Seems to me you choose rather aggravating subjects.' * Aggravations are as good as anything to laugh at, if yoti only know how,' Bel Bree said. * They're always handy, at any rate,' said Elise. *I thought "aggravate" meant making worse than it is/ said quiet little Mary Pinfall. * Just it, Molly!' answered Bel Spree, quick as a flash. *■ Take a plague, make it out seven times as bad as it is, so that it's perfectly ridiculous and impossible, and then laugh at it. Next time you put your finger on it, as the Irishman said of the flea, it isn't there.' 'That's hommerpathy,' said Miss Proddle. 'Hommer- pathy cures by aggravating.' Miss Proddle was tiresome ; she always said things that had been said before, or that needed no saying. Miss Proddle was another of those old girls who, like Miss , Bree among the young ones, have outlived and lost their Christian names, with their vivacity. Never mind ; it is the Christian name, and the Lord knows them by it, as He did Martha and Mary. * Reductio ad absurdum,^ put in Grace Toppings, who had Deen at a High School, and studied geometry. * Grace Toppings ! ' called out Kate Sencerbox, shortly, * you've stitched that flounce together with a twist in it ! ' Miss Tonker heard, and came round again. ' Gyurls ! ' she said, with elegantly severe authority, ' I wilt not have this talking over the work. Miss Toppings, this FILLMER AND BYLLES 119 whole skirt is an unmitigated muddle. Head-tucks half an inch too near the bottom ! No room for your flounce. If you can't keep to your measures, you'd better not undertake piece-work. Take that last welt out, and put it in over the top. And make no more blunders, if you please, unless you want to be put to plain yard-stitching.' * Eight inches and a half is some room for a flounce, I guess, if it ain't nine inches,' muttered the mathematical Grace, as she began the slow ripping of the lock-stitched tucking, that would take half an hour out of the value of her day. * That's a comfortf, ain't it ? ' whispered mischievous, sharp, good-natured Kate. * Look here ; I'll help, if you won't talk any more Latin, or Hottentot.' It was of no use to tell those girls not to talk over their work. The more work they had in them, the more talk ; it was a test, like a steam-gauge. Only the poor, pale, worn- out ones, like Emma HoUen, who coughed and breathed short, and could not spend strength even in listening, amidst the conflicting whirr of the feeds and wheels, — and the old, sobered-down, slow ones, like Miss Bree and Miss Proddle, button-holing and gather-sewing for dear life, with their spectacles over their noses, and great bald places showing on the tops of their bent heads, — kept time with silent thoughts to the beat of their treadles and the clip of their needles against the thimble-ends. Elise Mokey stretched up her back slowly, and drew her shoulders painfully out of their steady cramp. * There ! I went round without stopping ! I put a sign on it, and I've got my wish ! I'd rather sweep a room, though, than do it again.' ' You might sweep a room, instead,' said Emma Hollen, in her low, faint tone, moved to speak by some echo in that inward rhythm of her thinking. * I partly wish / had, before now.' * O, you goose ! Be a kitchen-woUoper ! ' ' Maybe I sha'n't be anything very long. I should like to feel as if I could stir round.' ' I wouldn care if anybody could see what it came to or I20 THE OTHER GIRLS what there was left of it at the year's end/ said Elise Mokey. * Pd sweep a room fast enough if it was my own/ sa}d Kate Sencerbox. 'But you won't calch me sweeping up other folks' dust.' * I wonder what other folks' dust really is, when you've sifted it, and how you'd pick out your own/ said Bel. * I'd have my ovm place, at any rate/ responded Kate, * and the dust that got into it would go for mine, I suppose.' Bel Bree tucked away. Tucked away thoughts also, as she worked. Not one of those girls who had been talking, had anything like a home. What was there for them at the year's end, after the wearing round and round of daily toil, but the diminishing dream of a happier living that might never come true } The fading away out of their health and prettiness into * old things like Miss Proddle and Aunt Blin,' — to take their tnm then, in being si^ubbed and shoved aside ? Bel liked her own life here, so far ; it was pleasanter than that which she had left; but she began to see how hundreds of other girls were going on in it \wthout reward or hope; unfitting themselves, many of them utterly, by the very mode of their careless, rootless existence, — all of them, more or less, by the narrow specialty of their monotonous drudgery, — ^for the bright, capable, adaptive many-sidedness of a happy woman's living in the love and use and beauty of home. Some of her thoughts prompted the fashion in which she recurred to the subject during the hour's dinner-time. They were grouped together — the same half dozen — ^in a little ante-room, with a very dusty window looking down into an alley-way, or across it rather, since unless they really leaned out from their fifth story, the line of vision could not strike the base of the opposite buildings ; a room used for the manifold purposes of clothes-hanging, hand-washing, brush and broom stowing, and luncheon-eating. * Girls! What would you do most for in this world ? What would you have for your choice, if you could get it ? * 'Stories to read, and theatre tickets every night/ said Grace Toppings. ' Something decent to eat, as often as I was hungry/ said FILLMER AND BYLLES 121 Matilda Meane^ speaking thick through a big mouthful ot cream-cake. * * To be married to Lord Mortimer, and go and live in an Abbey,' said Mary Pinfall, who sat on a box with a cracker in one hand, and the third volume of her old novel in the other. The girls shouted. *'That means you'd like a real good husband, — a Tom, or a Dick, or a Harry,' said Kate Sencerbox. ' Lord Mortimers don't grow in this country. We must take the kind that do. And so we will, every one of us, when we can get 'em. Only I hope mine will keep a store of his own, and have a house up in Chester Park! ' ^ If I can ever see the time that I can have dresses made for me, instead of working my head and feet off making them for other people, I don't care where^my house is ! ' said Elise Mokey. ' Or your husband either, I suppose,' said Kate, sharply. * Wouldn't I just like to walk in here some day, and order •old Tonker round ?' said Elise, disregarding. * I only hope she'll hold out till I can ! Won't I have a black silk suit as thick as a board, with fifteen yards in the kilting ? And a •violet-gray, with a yard of train and Yak-fiounces ! ' ' That isn't my sort,' said Kate Sencerbox, emphatically. ^Ifs played out, for me. ' People talk about our being in the way of temptation, always seeing what we can't have. It isn't that would ever tempt me ; I'm sick of it. I know all the breadth-seams, and the gores, and the gathers, and the travelling round and round with the hems and trimmings and bindings and flouncings. If I could get out of it, and never hear of it again, and be in a place, of my own, with my time to myself I Wouldn't I like to get up in the morning and choose what I would do ?— when it wasn't Fast Day, nor Fourth of July, nor Washington's Birthday, nor any day in particular ? I think, on the whole, I'd choose not to get up." A chance to be lazy ; that's my vote, after all, Bel Bree ! ' ' O, dear ! ' cried Bel, despairingly. * Why don't some of you wish for nice, cute little things ? ' ' Tell us what,' said Kate. ' I think we have wished for ^aU sorts, amongst us.' 122 THE OTHER GIRLS * O, a real little home — to take care of/ said BeL ' Not fine, nor fussy ; but real sweet and pleasant. Sunny windows and flowers, and a pretty carpet, and white curtains, and one of those chromos of little round, yellow chickens. A best china tea-set, and a real trig littlfe kitchen ; pies to make for Sundays and Thanksgivings ; just enough work to do in th^ mornings, and time in the afternoons to sit and sew, and— somebody to read to you out loud in the evenings ! I think I'd do anything — that wasn't wicked — to come to live just like that ! ' *The)re isn't anybody that does live so nowadays,' said Kate. * There's nothing between horrid little stivey places,, and regular scrub and squall and slop all the week round, and silk and show and ordering other folks about. You've got to be top or bottom ; and if it's all the same to you, I mean to be top if I can ; even if — Kate was a great deal better than her pretences, after all. She did not finish the bad sentence. * 111 tell you what I do wonder at,' said Bel Bree. ' So many great, beautiful homes in this city, and so few people to live in them. All the rest crowded up, and crowded out^ When I go round through Hero Street, and Pilgrim Street, and past all the little crammy courts and places, out into the big avenues where all the houses stand back from each other with such a grand politeness, I wantto say. Move up a little^ can't you? There's such small room for people in there, behind ! ' * Say it, why don't you ? I'll tell you who'd listen. Wash- ington, sitting on his big bronze horse, pawing in the air at Commonwealth Avenue ! ' * Well — Washington would listen, if he wasn't bronze. And its grand for everybody to look at him there. I shouldn't really want the houses to move up, I suppose. It's good to- have grandness somewhere, or else nobody would have any place to stretch in. But there must be some sort of moving up that could be, to make things evener, if we only knew ! ' Poor little Bel Bree, just dropped down out of New Hamp- shire ! What a problem the great city was already to her 1 Miss Tonker put her sub-aristocratic face in at the door. It is a curious kind of reflected majesty that these important CRISTOFERO 123 functionaries get^ who take at first hand the magnificent orders, and sustain temporary relations of silk-and-velvet intimacy with Spreadsplendid Park. The hour was up. Mary Pinfall slid her romance into the pocket of her waterproof; Matilda Meane swallowed her last mouthful of the four cream-cakes which she had valor- ously demolished without assistance, and hastily washed her hands at the faucet ; Kate and Elise and Grace brushed by her with a sniff of generous contempt. In two minutes, the wheels and feeds were buzzing and clicking again. What did they say, and emphasize, and repeat, in the ears that bent over them ? Mechanical time- beats say something, always. They force in and in upon the soul its own pulses of thought, or memory, or purpose ; of imagination or desire. They weld and consolidate our moods, our elements. Twenty miles of, musing to the rhythmic throbbings of a railroad train, who does not know how it can shape and deepen and confirm whatever one has started with in mind or heart ? CHAPTER XI. CRISTOFERO. A September morning on the deck of a steamer^ bound into New York, two days from her port A fair wind; waves gleaming as they tossed landward, with the white crests and the grand swell that told of some mid- Atlantic storm, which had given them their impulse days since, and would send them breaking upon the American capes and beaches, in splendid tumult of foam, and roar, and plunge ; ' white horses,' wearing rainbows in their manes. The blue heaven full of sunshine ; the air full of sea- tingle ; a morning to feel the throb and spring of the vessel under one's feet, as an answer to the throb and spring of one's own life and eagerness ; the leap of strength in the veins, and the homeward haste in the heart. Two gentlemen, who had talked much together in the nine 124 THE OTHER GIRLS - days of their ship-companionship, stood together at the taffrail. One was the Reverend Hilary Vireo, minister of Mavis Place Chapel, Boston, — coming back to his work in glorious renewal from his eight weeks' holiday in Europe. The other was Christopher Kirkbright, younger partner of the house of Ferguson, Ramsay, and Kirkbright, tea and silk merchants, Hong Kong. Christopher Kirkbright had gone out to China from Glasgow, at the age of twenty-one, pledged to a ten years' stay. For five years past, he had had a share in the Tjusiness for himself ; for the two last, he had represented also the interest of Grahame Kirkbright, his uncle, third partner ; had inherited, besides, half of his estate ; the other half had come to our friend at home, his sister. Miss Euphrasia. ' I had no right to stay out there any longer, making my tools ; multiplying them, without definite purpose. It was time to put them to their use ; and I have come home to find it. A man may take till thirty-one to get ready, mayn't he, Mr. Vireo ? ' *The man wHo took up the work of the world's salvation, began to be about thirty years of age when he came forth to public ministry,' returned Mr. Viero. * I never thought of that before. I wonder I never did. It has come home to me, in many other parts of that Life, how full it is of scarcely recognised analogy to prevailing human ■experience. That "driving into the Wilderness!" What ati inevitable interval it is between the realising of a special power and the finding out of its special purpose ! I am in the Wilderness,— or was, — ^Vireo ; but I 'knew my way lay through it ,1 have been pausing— thinking — striving to "know. The temptations may not have been wanting, alto- gether, either. There are so many things one can do easily ; •considering one's self, largely, in the plan. My whole life has waited, in some chief respects, till the end of these ten pledged years. What was I to do with it ? Where was I to look for, and find most speedily, all that a man begins to fed the desire to establish for himself at thirty years old ? Home, society, sphere ; I can tell you it is a strange feeling to take one's fortune in one's hand and come forth from such a CRISTOFERO 125 business exile, and choose where one will make the first link, — decide the first condition, which may draw after all the rest. Happily, I had my sister to come home to ; and I had the remembrance of the little story my mother told me — about my name. I think she looked forward for the boy who- could know so little then of the destiny partly laid out for him already.' * About your name?' reminded Mr. Vireo. He always liked to hear the whole of a thing ; especially a thing that touched and influenced spiritually. *Yes. The story of Saint Cristofero. The strongman^ Offero, who would serve the strongest ; who served a great king, till he learned that the king feared Satan ; who then sought Satan and served him, till he found that Satan feared the Cross ; who sought for Jesus, then, that he might serve Him, and found a hermit who bade him fast and pray. But he would not fast, since from his food came his strength to serve with ; nor pray, because it seemed to him idle ; but he went forth to help those who were in danger of being swept away, as they struggled to cross the deep, wide River. He bore them through upon his shoulders, — the weak, the little, the weary. At last he bore a little child who entreated him ; and the child grew heavy, and heavier, till, when they reached the other side, Offero said, — " I feel as if I had borne the whole world upon my shoulders ! " And he was answered, — ** Thou may'st say that ; for thou hast borne Him who made ■ the world." And then he knew that it was the Lord; and he was called no more " Offero," but " Cristofero." My mother told me that when I was a little child ; and the story has grown in me. The Christ has yet to be borne on men's shoulders,' Hilary Vireo stood and listened with gleaming eyes. Of course, he knew the old saint-legend ; of course, Christopher Kirkbright supposed it ; but these were men who understood without the saying, that the verities are for ever old and for ever new. A mother's wise and tender tale, — a child's life growing into a man's, and sanctifying itself with a purpose, — these were the informing that filled afresh every sentence of the story, and made its repetition a most fair and sweet origination. 126 THE OTHER GIRLS 'And so/ — ' And so, I must earn my name/ said Christopher Kirk- bright, simply. * Lift them up, and take them across,' said Hilary Vireo, as if thinking it over to himself. The old story had quickened him. A grand perception came to him for his friend, who had begged him to think for and advise him. ' Lift" them up and take them across ! ' he repeated, looking into Mr. Kirk- bright's face, and speaking the words to him with warm energy. * They are waiting — so many of them ! They are sinking down — so many ! They want to be lifted through. They want — and they want terribly — a place of safety on the other side. Go down into the river of temptation, and hard- ship, and sin, and help them out of it, Christopher. Take them up out of their cruel conditions ; make a place for some of them to begin over again in ; for some of them to rest in, once in a while, and take courage. Why shouldn't there be cities of refuge, now, Kirkbright? Men are mapping out towns for their own gain, all over the land, wherever a water power or a railroad gives the chance for one to grow ; why not build a Hope for the hopeless ? Nowhere on earth could that be done as it could in our own land ! ' . . * A City of Refuge ! ' Kirkbright repeated the words gravely, earnestly ; like those of some message of an angel of the Lord, that sounded with self-attested authority in his ears. After a pause, in which his thought followed out the word of suggestion into a swift dream of possible fulfilment, he said to his companion, — 'I believe there was nothing in that old Jewish economy, Vireo, that was not given as a "pattern of things" that should be. That wfeole Old Testament is a type and prophecy of the kingdom coming. Only it was but the first Adam. It was given right into the very conditions that illustrated it^ need. It would have meant nothing, given into a society of angels. Yet because men were not angels, but very mortal and sinful men, we of to-day fling contempt upon the Myth of the Salvation of God ! It will stand, for all that, — that history of God's intimacy with men. It was lived, not told as a vision, that it might stand ! It was lived, to show how CRISTOFERO 127 near, in spite of sin, God came, and stayed. The second coming shall be without sin unto salvation.' * Tm not sure, Kirkbright, but you ought to be a minister.' 'Not to stand in a pulpit. God helping me, I mean to be A minister. Wouldn't a preacher be satisfied to hane studied a week upon a sermon, if he knew that on Sunday, preaching \\y he had sent it, live, into one living soul ? Fifty-two souls a year, to reach and save, — would not that be enough ? Well, then, every day a man might be giving the Lord's word out somewhere, in some fashion, I think. He needn't wait for the Sundays. Everybody has a congregation in the course of the week. I don't doubt the week-day service is often you preachers' best.' * I know it is,' Hilary Vireo replied. * Come down into the cabin with me,' said Mr. Kirkbright. * I want to look up that old pattern. It will tell me some- thing.' Down in the cabin they seated themselves together where they had had many a talk before, at a comer table near Mr. Kirkbright's state-room door. Out of the state-room he had brought his Bible. He had got hold of one word in that old ordination, — ^unawares.' * " He that doeth it unawares^^ ' he repeated, holding the Bible with his finger between the half-shut leaves, at that thirty-fifth chapter of Numbers. ' How that reminds of, and connects with, the Atoning Prayer, — "Forgive them, for they know not what they do ! " " Sins, negligences, igno- rances ; " how they shade and change into each other ! If all the mistakes could be forgiven and set right, how much evil, virulent and unmixed, would there be left in the world, do you suppose ? ' * Not more than there was before the mistakes began,' replied Vireo. ' Like the Arabian genie, the monster would be drawn down from its horrible expansion to a point again, —the point of a possibility ; the serpent suggestion of evil choice. When God has done his work of forgiving, there is where it will be, I think ; and the Son of the woman shall set his heel upon its head.' * I wish' I could see what lies behind this,' said Mr. Kirk- 128 THE OTHER GIRLS bright. ' " He shall abide in it unto the death of the high- priest/' and after that, " the slayer shall return into the l^nd of his possession." That might almost seem to point to the old sacrificial idea ; the atonement by death. I cannot rest in that. I wish I could see its whole meaning, — ^for meaning it must have, and a meaning of life^ ^A temporary ministry; a limited exile; the one the measure of the other,' said Hilary Vireo, slowly thinking it out, and taking the book from the hand of his friend, to look over the words themselves, as he did so. 'The glory is in the promise : "he shall return unto the land of his possession." His life shall be given back to him, — all that it was meant to be. It shall be kept open for him, till the time of his banishment is over. Meanwhile, over even this period is a holy providing, an anointed com- mission of grace.' ' But hear this,' he continued, turning to the Epistle to the Hebrews, *andt)ut the suggestions alongside. All but God's final and eternal best is transitional. " They truly were many priests, because they were not suffered to continue by reason of death. But this man, because He continueth ever, hath an unchangeable priesthood. Wherefore He is able also to save them to the uttermost, that come to God by Him." Did it ever occur to you to think about that saving to the uttermost ? Not a scrap of blessed possibility forfeited, lost ? All gathered up, restored, put into our hands again, from the redeeming hands of Christ? 'Backward and forward, through all that was irretrievable to us ; sought, and traced, and found, and brought back with rejoicing ; the whole house swept, until not one silver piece is missing. That is the return into the Jand of our possession. That'is God's salva- tion and his gospel ! That is what shall come to pass. Not yet ; not while we are only under the lesser ministry ; but when that priesthood over the time of our waiting ends, and we have believed unto the full appearing of the Lord ! ' The speaker's face flushed and glowed ; Hilary Vireo, always glad and strong in look and bearing, was grandly joy- ful when the power of the gospel he had to preach came upon him ; the gospel of a full, perfect, and unstinted hope. 'Is that what you tell your simple people?' asked LETTERS AND LINKS 129 Christopher Kirkbright^ fixing deeply eager eyes upon him. ' Yes ; just that In simplest words, changed and repeated often. It is the whole burden of my message. What other message is there, to men's soul's ? " Repent, and receive the remission of your sins!" Build yoxu: city of refuge, Mr. Kirkbright, and show them a beginning of that fulfilment.' Whist and euchre tables not far off were breaking up, just before lunch, with laughter and raised voices. Ladies were coming down from the deck. In the stir, Mr. Viero rose and went away. Christopher Kirkbright carried his Bible back into his state-room, and shut the door CHAPTER XII. LETTERS AND LINKS. That same September morning. Miss Euphrasia, sitting in her pretty comer room at Mrs. Georgeson's, — just retiuned to her city hfe from the rest and sweetness of a country summer, — ^had letters brought to her door. The first was in a thin, strong, blue envelope, with London and Liverpool postmarks, and * per Steamer Calabria,' written up in the comer, business-wise, with the date, and a dash -underneath. Thi^ she opened first, for the English post- marks, associated with that handwriting, gave her a sudden thrill of bewildered siuprise : — *My dear Sister, — ^Within a very few days after this will reach you, I hope myself to land in America, and to see if, after all these years, you and I can do something about a home together. We learn one good of long separations, by what we get of them in this world. We can't help beginning again, if not actually where we left off, at least with the thought we left off at, live and fresh in our hearts. The thought, I mean, as regards each other ; we have both got some thoughts uppermost by this time, doubtless, that we had K 130 THE OTHER GIRLS not lived to then. At any rate, I have, who had ten years ago only the notions and dreams of twenty-one. I come straight to you with them, just as I went from you, dear elder sister, with your love and blessing upon me, into the great> working world. *Send a line to meet me in New York at Frazer and Doubleda/s, and let me know your exact whereabouts. I found Sherrett here, and had a run to Manchester with him to see Amy. That's the sort of thing I can't believe when I do see it, — Mary's baby married and housekeeping ! I'm glad you are my elder, Effie ; I shall not see much difference in you. Thirty-one and forty-three will only have come nearer together. And you are sure to be what only such fresh-souled women as you can be at forty-three.' With this little touch of loving compliment the letter ended. Miss Euphrasia got up and walked over to her toilet-glass. ■ Do you think, with all her outgoing goodness, she had not enough in her for this, of that sweet woman-feeling that desires a true beauty-blossoming for each good season, of life as it comes ? A pure, gentle showing, in face and voice and movement, of all that is lovely for a woman to show, and that she tcils one of God's own words by showing, if only it be true, and not a putting on of falseness ? If Miss Euphrasia had not cared what she would seem like in the eyes as well as to the heart of this brother coming home, there would have been something wanting to her of genuine womanhood. Yet she had gone daily about her Lord's business, thinking of that first ; not stopping to watch the graying or thinning of hairs, or the gathering of life-lines about eyes and month, or studying how to replace or smooth or disguise anything. She let her life write itself ; she only made all fair, according to the sense of true grace that was in her ; fair as she could, with that which remained. She had neither neglected, nor feverishly contrived and worried ; and so at forty-three she was just what Christopher, with his Scotch second-sight, beheld her ; what she beheld herself now, as she went to look at her face in the glass, and to guess what he would think of it. LETTERS AND LINKS 131 She saw a picture like this : — Soft, large eyes, with no world-harass in them ; little curves imprinted at the corners that may be as beautiful in later age as lip-dimples are in girlhood ; a fair, broad forehead, that had never learned to frown ; lines about mouth and chin, in sweet, honest harmony with the record of the eyes ; no strain, no distortion of consciousness grown into haggard womness ; a fine, open, contented play of feature had wrought over all like a charm of sunshine, to soften and brighten continually. Her hair had been golden-brown ; there was plenty of it still; it had kept so much of the gold that it was now hke a tender mist through which the light flashes and smiles. Of all colour-changes, this is the rarest. Miss Euphrasia smiled at her own look. ^ It is the home- face, I guess ; Christie will know it' ' Smiling, she showed white edges of perfect teeth. ^ What a silly old thing I am !' she said, softly ; and she blushed up and looked prettier yet. *Why, I will not be such a fool I' she exclaimed, then, really mdignant ; and sat down to read her second letter, which she had half foi^otten : — 'Brickfield Farms (near Tillington), Maine. 'Dear Miss Euphrasia, — I have not written to you since we left Conway, because there seemed so little really to trouble you with ; but your kind letter coming the other day made me feel as if I must have a talk with you, and perhaps tell you something which I did not fully tell you before. We left our address with Mr. Dill, although except you, I hardly know of anybody from whom a letter would be likely to come. Isn't it strange, how easily one may slip aside and drop out of everything ? We heard of thi^ place from some people who had been to Sebago Lake and Pleasant Mountain, and up from there across the country to Gorham, and so round to Conway through the Glen. 'Mother was not well at Conway; indeed, dear Miss Euphrasia, she is more ill, perhaps, than I dare to think. She is very weak ; I dread another move, and the winter is so near ! May be the pleasant October weather will build her up ; at any rate, we must stay here until she is much K2 132 THE OTHER GIRLS better. We have found such good, kind, plain people ! I will tell you presently how nice it is for us, and the plans I have been able to make for the present. It has been a very expensive summer ; we have moved about so much ; and in all the places where we have been before, the board has been so high. At Lebanon and Sharon it was dreadful ; I really had to worry mother to get away ; and then Stowe was not much better, and at Jefferson the air was too bracing. At Crawford's it was lovely, but the bill was fearful ! So we drifted down, till we finished August in Conway, and heard of this. I wish we had known of it at the beginning ; but then I suppose it would not have suited mother for all summer. , ' I had a great worry at Sharon, Miss Euphrasia, and it has grown worse since. I can't help being afraid mother has been dreadfully cheated. We got acquainted with some people there; a Mr. and Mrs. Farron Saftleigh, rich Westerners, who made a good deal of show of everjrthing ; money, and talk, and conjugal devotion, and friendship. Mrs. Saftleigh came a great deal to mother's room, and gave her all the little chat of the place, — I'm afraid I don't amuse mother myself so much as I ought, but some things do seem so tiresome to tell over, when you've seen more than enough of them yourself, — and she used to take her out to drive nearly every day. 'Well, it seemed that Mr. Saftleigh had gone out West only six years ago, and had made all his money since, in land and railroad business. Mrs. Saftleigh said tiat "whatever Farron touched was sure to double." She meant money ; but I thought of our perplexities when she said it, and he certainly has managed to double them. He went to New York two or three times while we were at the Springs ; he was transacting railway business ; getting stock taken up in the new piece of road laid out from Latterend to Donnowhair ; and he was at the head of a company that had bought up all the land along the route. " Sure to sell at enormous profits any time after the railroad was opened." Poor mother got so feverish about it ! She didn't see why our little money shouldn't be doubled as well as other people's. And then she cried so about being left a widow, with nobody out in the world to get a share of anything for her ; and Mrs. Saftleigh used to tell her that LETTERS AND LINKS 133 such work was just what friends were made for, and it was so providential that she had met her here just now; and she was always calling her " sweet Mrs. Argenter." ' Nobody could help it ; mother worried herself sick, when I begged her to wait till we could come home and consult some friend we knew. " The chance would be lost for ever,'* she said ; " and who could be kinder than the Saftleighs, or could know half so much ? Mr. Farron Saftleigh risked his own money in it." And at last, she wrote home and had her Dorbury mortgage sold, and paid eight thousand dollars of it to Mr. Saftleigh, for shares in the railroad, and land in Donnowhair. And, dear Miss Euphrasia, that is all weVe got now, except just a, few hundred dollars on deposit in the Continental, and the other four thousand of the mortgage, that mother put into Manufacturers' Insurance stock, to pacify me. If the land doest^t sell out there in six months, as Mr. Saftleigh says it will, I don't know where any more income for us is to come from. ' lam saving all I can here, for the winter must cost. You would laugh if you knew how I am saving ! I am helping Mrs. Jeffords do her work, and she doesn't charge me any board, and so I lay up the money without letting mother know it. I don't feel as if that were quite right,— or com- fortable, at least ; but after all, why shouldn't she be cheated a little bit the other way, if it is possible ? That is why I hope we shall be here all through October. * We are having lovely weather now ; not a sign of frost. Although this place is so far north, it is sheltered by great hills, and seems to lie under the lee, both ways, of high mountain ranges, so that the cold does not really set in very early. It is a curious place. I wish I had left room to tell you more about it. There is a great level basin, around which slope the uplands, rising farther and farther on every side except the south, until you get among the real mountain , regions. On these slopes are the farms ; the Jeffords', and the Applebees', and the Patchons', and the Stilphins'. Aren't they quaint, comfortable old country names ? I think they only have such names among farmers. The name of the place, — or rather neighbourhood, for I don't know where place actually is — there are three places, and they are all 134 THE OTHER GIRLS four or five miles off— Mill Village, and Pemunk, and San- don ; the name of the neighbourhood, — Brickfield Farms, comes from there having been brickmaking done here at one time ; but it was given up. The man who owned it got in debt, and failed, I believe ; and nobody has taken hold of it again, because 'it is so far from lines of transportation ; but there are some cottages about the foot of Cone Hill, where the labourers used to live ; and a big, queer, old red brick house, that looks as if it were walking up stairs, — ^built on flat, natural steps of the rock, and so climbing up, room be- hind room, with steps inside to correspond I have liked so much to go through it, and imagine stories about it, though all the story there is, is that of Mr, Flavins Josephus Browne, the man of the brick enterprise, who built it in this odd way, and probably imagined a story for himself that he never lived out in it, because his money and his business came to an end. How strange it is that work doesn't always make moftey, and that it takes so much combination to make any- thing worth while ! I wonder that even men know just what to do. And as for women, — why, when they take to elbowing men out, what will it all come to ? * I have written on, until I have written off some of my heavy feelings that I began with. If I could only talk to you, my dear Miss Euphrasia, I think they would all go. But I will not trouble you any longer now ; I am quite ashamed of the great packet this will make when it is folded up. But you told me to let you know all about myself, and I can't help minding such an injunction as that ! * Yours gratefully and affectionately always, 'Sylvie Argenter.' Miss Kirkbright had not read this straight through with- out a pause. Two or three times she had let her hands drop to her lap with the letter in <them, and sat thinking. When she canie to what Sylvie said about her ' laughing to know how she had been saving,' Miss Euphrasia stopped, not to laugh, but to wipe tears from her eyes. ' The poor, dear, brave little soul ! ' she said to herself. 'And that blessed Mrs. Jeffords, — to let her think she is LETTERS AND UNKS 135 earning her board witli ironing sheets^ perhaps^ and washing dishes! Km!' That last unspellable sound was a half choke and half •chuckle, that Miss Euphrasia siuprised herself in making out of the sudden, mixed impulse to sob, and laugh, and to catch somebody in her arms and kiss that wasn't there. ' If I were an angel, I suppose I could wait,' she went on saying to herself after that ' But even for them, it must be liard work sometimes. And so, — how the great Reasons "Why flash upon one out of one's own little experience ! — of that wonderful, blessed Day, when all shall be made right, the angels in heaven know not, neither the Son, but the Father only ! The Lord cannot even trust the pure human that is in Himself to dwell, separately, upon that End which is to be, but may not be yet ! ' I do not suppose anything whatever could come into Miss Euphrasia's life, 6r touch her with its circumstance, that she -did not straightway read in it the wider truth beyond the letter. She was a Swedenborgian, not after SwedeiJborg, but by the hving gift itself. Her insight was no separate thing, taken up and used now and then, of a purpose. It was as different from that as eyes are from spectacles. She •could not help her little sermons. They preached them- :selves to her and in her, continually. So, if we go along with her, we must take her with her interpretations. Some friend said of her once, that she was a life with marginal notes ; •and the notes were the larger part of it. But Miss Euphrasia found a postscript, presently, to Sylvie's letter, written hurriedly on the other side of the last leaf; as if she had made haste, before she should lose courage and change her mind about saying it : — *Do you think it would be possible to find any sort of place in Boston where I could do something to help pay, this winter, — and will you try for me ? I could sew, or do little things about a house, or read or write for somebody. I could help in a nursery, or teach, some hours in a day, — ^hours when mother likes to be quiet ; and she would not know.' This was essential. ' Mother must not know.' The finding of this postscript drove out of Miss Euphra- 136 THE OTHER GIRLS sia's mind another thought that had suddenly come into it as she turned the letter over in her fingers. It was some minutes before she went back to it ; minutes in which she was quite absorbed with simple suggestions and peradven- tures in Sylvie's behalf. 4 But — * Brickfield Farms? Sandon? Josephus Browne,' When had she heard those names before ? What hopeless piece of property was it she had heard her brother-in-law speak of long ago, — somewhere down East, — ^where there were old kilns and clay-pits? Something that had come into or passed through his hands for a debt ? * There is a great tangling of links here. What are they shaken into my fingers for, I wonder ? What is there here to be tied, or to be unraveled ? ' For she believed firmly, always, that things did not happen in a jumble, however jumbled they might seem. Though she could scarcely keep two thoughts together of the many crowded ones that had come to her, one upon another, this strange morning, she was sure the Lord knew all about it^ and that He had not sent them upon her in any real confu- sion. She knew that there was no precipitance — ^no incon- sequence — ^with Him. ^ They are threads picked out for some work that He will do,' she said, as she tucked her brother's letter into a low, broad basket beside the white and rose and violet wools vath which she was at odd minutes crocheting a dainty foot- spread for an invalid friend, and the other in her pocket. ' Now I will tie my bonnet on, and go, as I had meant, to see Desire. That, also, is a piece of this same morning.' Miss Kirkbright, likewise, watched and learned a story that told and repeated itself as it went along, of a House that was building bit by bit, and of a life that lay about it Only hers was the house the Lord builds ; and the stories of it, and all the sentences of the story, were the thine^ He daily put to- gether. 137 CHAPTER XIII. RACHEL FROKE'S TROUBLE. Desire was out. She had gone down to Neighbour Street, to see Luclarion Grapp. Luclarion had a Home there now ; a place where girls and women came and went, and always found a rest and a welcome, to stay a night, or a week, or as long as they needed, provided only, that they entered into the work and spirit of the house while they did stay. Luclarion still sold her good, cheap white loaves and brown, her muffins and her crumpets ; and she had what she called her * big baking room,' were a dozen women could work at the troughs and the kneaders and the ovens ; and in this bakery they learned an honest trade that would stand them in stead for self-support, whether to furnish a commo- dity for sale, or in homes where daily bread must be put to- geliier as well as prayed for. * You can do something now that all the world wants done ; that's as good as a gold mine, and ever so much better,' said Luclarion Grapp. Then she had a laundry. From letting her lodgers wash and iron for themselves, to put their scanty wardrobes into the best condition and repair, she went on to showing them nice work and taking it in for them to do ; xmtil now there were some dozen families who sent her weekly washing, three to five dollars' worth each; and for ten montiis in the year a hundred and eighty dollars were her average receipts. Down at ' The Neighbours,' — as from the name of the street and the spirit and growth of the thing it had come to be called, — they had * Evenings ; ' when friends of the place came in and made it pleasant ; brought books and pictures, flowers and fruit, and made a little treat of it for mind and heart and body. It was some plan for one of these that had taken Desire and Hazel to Miss Grapp's to-day. Miss Euphrasia's first feeling was disappointment. It 138 THE OTHER GIRLS seemed as if her morning were going a wee wrong after all. But her second thought— that it was surely all in the day's work, and had happened so by no mistake — took her in, with -a cheery and really expectant face, to Rachel Froke's gray parlour, to * sit her down a five minutes, and rest.' She con- fidently looked for her business then to be declared to her, since the business she thought she had come upon was set aside. * I have had a great mind to come to thee,' were the first words Rachel said, as her visitor seated herself in the low •chair, twin to her own, which she kept for friends. Rachel Froke liked her own ; but she never felt any special comfort comfortably her own, until she could hold it thus duplicated. * I have wanted for a little while past to talk to some one, and Hapsie Craydocke would not do. Everything she knows rshines so quickly out of those small kind eyes of hers. Hapsie would have looked at me in an unspeakable way, and told it all out too soon. I have a secret, Euphrasia, and it troubleth me ; yet not very much for myself; and I know it need not trouble me for anything. I have a reason that may make me leave this place, — for a time at least ; and I am sorry for Desire, for she will miss me. Frendely can do all that I do, and she hath the same wish for everything at heart ; but then who would help Frendely ? She could not get on alone ; for thee knows the house is large, and Desire is always very busy, with work that should not be hindered. Can thee think of any way ? I cannot bear that any uncer- tain, trustless person should come in here. There hath never been a common servant in this house. Doesn't thee think the Lord hath some one ready since He makes my place -empty ? And how shall we go rightly to find out ? ' ^Tell me first, Rachel, of your own matter. Is it any trouble, — any grief or pain ?' Rachel had quite forgot. The real trouble of it was this perplexity that she had told. The rest of it — ^that she knew was all right. She would not call it trouble — that which she simply had to wait and bear ; but that in which she had to do, and knew not just how to * go rightly about,' — it was that tshe felt as the disquiet. She smiled, and laid her hand upon her breast. * The doctor calls it trouble — trouble here. But it may be RACHEL FROKE'S TROUBLE 139 helped ; and there is a man in Philadelphia who treats such ailments with great skill. My cousin-in-law, Lydia Froke, will receive me at her house for this winter, if I will come and try what he can do. Thee sees : I suppose I oug^ht to go.' 'And Desire knows nothing?' * How could I tell the child, until I saw my way ? Now, can thee think ?' Rachel Froke repeated her simple question with an earnest- ness as if nothing were between them at this moment but the one thing to care for and provide. She waited for no word of personal pity or sympathy to come first. She had grown quite used to this fact that she had faced for herself, and scarcely remembered that it must be a pain to Miss Kirk- bright for her sake to hear it. It was hard even for Miss Kirkbright to feel it at once as a fact, looking in the fair, placid, smiUng face that spoke of neither complaint nor pain nor fear; though a thrill had gone through her at the first word and gesture which conveyed the terrible perception, and had made her pale and grave. * Must it be a servant to do mere servant's work ; or could some nice young person, under Frendely's direction, relieve her of the actual care that you have taken, and keep things in the kitchen as they, are?' * That is precisely the best thing, if we could be sure,' said Rachel. 'Then I think perhaps I came herewith an errand straight to you, though I had no knowledge of it in coming,' said Miss Kirkbright ' That looks like the Lord's leading,' said Rachel Froke. * There is always some sign to believe by.' Miss Euphrasia took out Sylvie's letter, as the best way of telling the story, and put it into Rachel Froke's hand She did not feel it any breach of confidence to do so. Breach of confidence is letting strange air in upon a tender matter. The self-same atmosphere, the self-same temperature, — ^these do not harm or change anything. It is only widening gra- ciously that which the confidence came for, to let it touch a heart tuned to the celestial key, ready with the same response of understanding. There are friends one can trust with one's self so ; sure that only by true and inward channels the word. 140 THE OTHER GIRLS the thought, shall pass. Gossip — ^betrayal — sends from hand to hand, from mouth to mouth ; tosses about our sacredness^ or the misinterpreted sign of it, on the careless surface. From heart to heart it may be given without disloyalty. That is the way God Himself works round for us. ' It is very clear to me,' said Rachel Froke, folding up the sheets of the letter, and putting them back into their envelope. ' ShaU Desire read this ?' * I think so. It would not be a real thing, xmless she imderstood.' So Desire had the letter to read that day when she came home ; and then Rachel Froke told her how it was that she must go away for a while ; and Desire went round to Miss Euphrasia's room in the twilight, and gave her back her letter, and talked it all over with her ; and they two next day explained the most of it to Hazel. It was not needful that she should know the very whole about Rachel or the Argen- ters; only enough was said to make plain the real com- panionship that was coming, and the mutual help that it might be ; enough of the story to make Hazel cry out joyfully, * Why, Desire ! Miss Kirkbright I She's another ! She ' belongs !' And then, without such drawback of sadness as the other two had had to feel, she caught them each by a hand, and danced them up and down a little dance before the fire upon the hearth-rug — singing, — * Four of us know the Muffin-man, Five of us know the Muffin-man, All of us know the Muffin-man, That lives in Drury Lane.' CHAPTER XIV. MAVIS PLACE CHAPEL. It was on the comer of Merle Street and Pavis Place. The Reverend Hilary Vireo, as I have told you, was the minister. It might have been called, if anybody had thought of it> * The Chapel of the New Song.' For it was the very gospel MAVIS PLACE CHAPEL. 141 of hope and gladness that Hilary Vireo preached there, and had preached and livedfor twenty years, making lives to sing that would have moaned. ' Haven't you a song in your heart, somewhere ? ' was his word once, to a man of hard life, who came to him in a trouble, and telling him of it, passed to a spiritual confi- dence, such as Vireo drew out of people without the asking. At the end of his story, the man had said that ' he supposed it was as good as he ought to expect ; he hadn't any business to look for better, and he must just bear it, for this life. He hoped there was something afterwards for them that could get to it, but he didn't know.' 'Aren't you ^/<ii/ of things, sometimes?' said Mr. Vireo. * Of a pleasant day, even, — or a strong, fresh feeling in the morning ? Don't you touch the edge of the great gladness that is in this world, now and then, in spite of your own little single worries ? Well, thafs what God means ; and the worry is the interruption. He never means that. There's a great song for ever singing, and we're all parts and notes of it, if we will just let Him put us in tune. What we call trouble is only his key, that draws our heart-strings truer, and brings them up sweet and even to the heavenly pitch. Don't mind the strain ; believe in the twte^ every time his finger touches and sounds it. If you are glad for one minute in the day, that is His minute ; the minute He means, and works for.' The man was a tuner of pianofortes. He went away with that lesson in his heart, to comeback to him repeatedly in his own work, day by day. He had been believing in the twists and stretches ; he began from that moment to believe in the music touches, far apart though they might come. He lived from a different centre ; the growth began to be according to the life. * It's queer,' he said once, long afterwards, reminding Mr. Vireo of what he had spoken in the moment it was given through him, and then forgotten. * A man can put himself a'most where he pleases. Into a hurt finger or a toothache^ till it is all one great pain with him ; or outside of that, into something he cares for, or can do with his well hand, till he gets rid of it and forgets it. There's generally more com- fort than ache, I do suppose, if we didn't live right in the 142 THE OTHER GIRLS middle of the ache. But you see, that's the great secret to find out. If ever we do get it, — complete' — ' Ah, that's the resurrection and the life,' said Mr. Vireo. Among the crowd that waited about the open chapel doors, and through the porches, and upon the stair-ways, one clear, sunny, October morning, on which the congregation would not gather quietly to its pews, stood this man, and many another man, and woman, and little child, to whom a word from Hilary Vireo was a word right out of heaven. They would all have a first sight of him to-day, — ^his first Sunday among them after the whole summer's absence in Europe. He might easily not get into his pulpit at all, but give his gift in crumbs, all the way along from the street curb-stones to the aisles in the church above, — they waylaid him so to snatch at it' from hand, face, voice, as he should come in. ' It would not be altogether unlike Hilary Vireo, if seeing things this way, he stopped right there amongst them, to deal out heart-cheer and sympathy right and left, face to face, and hand to hand, — the Gospel appointed for that day. ' What a crowd there'll be in heaven about some people ! * said a tall, good-looking man to Hilary Vireo, in an under- tone, as he came up the sidewalk with liim into the edge of these waiting groups. * May be. ThereTl be some scattering, I fancy, that we don't look for. We shall find all our centres there,' returned Mr. Vireo, hastily, as his people closed about him and the hand-shaking began. Christopher Kirkbright made his way to the stairs, as the passage on one side became cleared by the drifting of the parish over to the western door, by which the minister was entering. A little way up he found his sister, sitting with a young woman in the deep window ledge at the turn, whence they could look quietly down and watch the scene. Over- head, the heavy bell swung out slow, intermitted peals, that thrilled down through all the timbers of the building, and forth upon the crisp autumn air. ' My brothet — Miss Ledwith,' said Miss Euphrasia, intro- ducing them. Desire Ledwith looked up. The inteiisity that was in her gray eyes turned full into Christopher Kirkbright's own. It MAVIS PLACE CHAPEL. 143- was like the sudden shifting of a lens through which sun-ray s< were pouring. She had been so absorbed with watching and thinking, that her face had grown keen and earnest without her knowing, as it had been always wont to do ; only it was different from the old way in this, — that while the other had been eager, asking, unsatisfied, this was simply deep, intent ; a searching outward, that was answered and fed simultaneously from within and behind; it was the transmitted light by which the face of Moses shone, standing between the Lord and the people. She was not beautiful now^ any more than she had been as a very young girl, when we first knew her ; in feature^ . that is, and with mere outward grace ; but her earnestness had so shaped for itself, with its continual, tmthwarted flow,. a natural and harmonious outlet in brow and eyes ; in ev6ry curve by which the face conforms itself to that which genuinely animates it, that hers was now a countenance truly radiant of Ufe, hope, purpose. The small, thin, clear- cut nose,— -the lip comers dropped with untutored simplicity into a rest and decision that were better than sparkle and smile, — ^the coolness, the strength, that lay in the very tint and tone of her complexion, — these were all details of cha- racter that had asserted itself. It had changed utterly one thing ; the old knitting and narrowing of the forehead were gone ; instead, the eyes had widened their spaces with a real- calm that had grown in her, and their outer curves fell in lines of largeness and content towards the contour of the cheeks, making an artistic harmony with them. It was not a face, so much as a living soul, that turned itself towards Miss Euphrasia's brother, as Miss Kirkbright spoke his name and Desire's. For some reason, he found himself walking into the church beside them afterwards, thinking oddly of the etymology oF that word, ^ introduced.' ' Brought within ; behind the barriers; made really known. Effie gave me a glimpse of that girl, — ^her self, I don't think I was ever so really introduced before.' ^ He did not know at all who Miss Ledwith was ; she might have been one of the chapel protdgdes ; from Hanover or Neighbour Street, or where not ; they all looked nice, in their 144 THE OTHER GIRLS Sunday dress ; those who were helped to dress were made to look as nice as anybody. Desire Ledwith had on a dark maroon-coloured serge, made very simply ; bordered, I believe, with just a little roll bind- ing of velvet around the upper skirt. Any shop-girl might have worn that ; any shop-girl would, perhaps, have been scarcely satisfied to wear the plain black hat, with just one curly tip of ostrich feather tucked in where the velvet band was folded together around it Desire sat with her class; it was her family, she said; her church-family, at any rate ; she had chosen her scholars from those who had no parents to come with, and sit by ; they were all glad of their home-place weekly, at her side. Miss Kirkbright and her brother went into the minister's pew. Miss Kirkbright did not usually come to the service ; the school, in which she taught, met in the afternoon ; but this was Mr. Vireo's first Sunday, and his friend, her brother Christopher, had just come home with him across the Atlantic. There was singing, in which nearly every voice joined ; there was praying, in which one voice spoke as to a Presence felt close beside ; and all the people felt at least that he felt it, and that therefore it must be there. They believed in it through him, as we all believe in it through Christ, who is in the bosom of the Father. That they might some time come where he stood now, and know as he knew, many of them were simply, carefully, daily, striving to ^ do the WiU.* He spoke to them of * joumeyings ; ' of how God was everywhere in the whole earth ; of how Abraham had the Lord with him, as he travelled up through a land he knew not, as he dwelt in Padan Aram, as he crossed the desert and came down through the hill-country into Canaan. Of how the Lord met Jacob at Bethel, when he was on his way through strange places, to go and serve his uncle Laban ; how he went with Joseph into Egypt, and afterwards led out the Children of Israel through forty years of wandering, showing them signs, and comforting them all the way ; how * He leadeth me ' is still the believer's song, still the heart- meaning of every human life. * Whether we go or stay, as to place, we all move on ; MAVIS PLACE CHAPEL. 145 from our Mondays to our Saturdays ; from one experience to another ; and before us and beside us, passes always and abides near that presence of the Lord, Do you know what *^the Lord" means ? It is, the bread-giver; the feeder; the provider of every little thing. That is the name of God when He comes close to himianity. In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth; but the Lord spoke unto Adam ; the Lord appeared unto Abraham ; the LordvfSLS the God of Israel * God is our Lord ; our daily leader ; our bread-giver, from meal to meal, from mouthful to mouthful The Angel of his Presence saves us continually. And in these latter days, the ** Lord " is " Christ ; " the human love of Him come down into our souls, to take away our sins, — to give us bread from heaven to eat ; to fulfil in the inward kingdom every type and sign of the old leading ; through need and toil, through strange places, through tedious waitings, through the long wilderness, and over the river into the Land that is beautiful and very far off.' The four walked away from the church together; they stopped on the comer of Borden Street, Here Desire and Mr. Viero would leave them, — their way lying down the hill. * I liked your doctrine of the Lord,' said Miss Euphrasia to the minister. * That is true New Church interpretation, as I receive it.' ' How can anyone help seeing it ? It shines so through the whole,' said Desire. * Leader and Giver ; it is the one revelation of Scripture, from beginning to end,' said Mr. Viero. " Come forth into the land that I shall show thee." "Follow Me, and I will give unto you everlasting life/' The same call in the Old Testament and in the New.' ' " One Lord, one faith, one baptism," ' repeated Miss Euphrasia. * Leading — by the hand\ giving — morsel by morsel^ said Mr. Kirkbright, emphasizing the near and dear detail. * That makes me think,' said Miss Euphrasia, suddenly. * Desire,' she went on, without explaining why, *■ we are going up to Brickfield Farms next week, Christopher and I. Why shouldn't you go too, — and bring her home, you know ? ' L 146 THE OTHER GIRLS As true as she lived, Miss Euphr^ia hadn't a thought — whatever you may think— ^of this and that, or anything, when she said it. Except the simple fact, that it was beautiful October weather, and that she should like it, and that Sylvie and Desire would get acquainted. 'It will do you good. You'd better,' said Mr. Viero,. kindly. Christopher Kirkbright s^d nothing, of course. There was nothing for him to say. He did not think very much. He only had a passing feeling that it would be pleasant to> see this grave-faced girl again, and to imderstand her, perhaps, a little. CHAPTER XV. BONNY BOWLS. The great show house at Pomantic was almost finished. The architect's and builder's cares were over. '^ There was a stained glass window to go in upon the high second landing of the splendid carved oak staircase, through which gold and rose and purple light should pour down upon the panels of the soft-tinted walls and the rich inlaying of the floors. There was a little polishing of walnut work and oiling of dark pine in kitchen and laundry, and the fastening on of a few silver knobs and faucets here and there, up-stairs, remaining^ to be done; then it would be ready for the upholsterer. Mr. Newrich had builded better than he thought ; thanks to the delicate taste and the genius of his architect, and the careful skill of his contractor. He was proud of his elegant mansion, and fancied that it expressed himself, and the glory that his life had grown to. Frank Sunderline knew that it expressed ^i>»-self ; for he had put himself— -his hope, his ambition, his sense of right and fitness — into every stroke and line. Now that it was don^ it was more his than the man's who paid the bills,— < out of his waistcoat pocket,' as he exultingly said to his* BONNY BOWLS. 147 wife. The designer and the builder had paid for it out of brain and heart and wiU^ and were the real men who had got a new creation and possession of their own, though they should turn their backs upon their finished labour, and never go within the walls again. It was a kind of a Sunday feeling with which Frank Sunder- line was glad, though it was the middle of the week. The sense of accomplishment is the Sunday feeling. It is the very feeling in which God Himself rested ; and out of his own joy bade all his sons rest Ukewise in their turn, every time that they should end a six days' toil. Frank Simderline had been in Boston all the afternoon, making up accounts and papers with his employers. He came roimd to Pilgrim Street to tea. He had got into a way of coming in to teU the Ingrahams the story of his work as it went on, at the same time that he continued his friendly relation with their own affairs, as always ready to do any little turn for them in which a man could be of service. This Sunday rest of his, — though a busier day had not gone over his head since the week began, — ^must be shared and crowned by them. There is no subtler test of an unspoken — perhaps an un- examined — relation of a man with his women friends, than this instinctive turning with his Sabbath content and rest to the companionship he feels himself most moved to when it is in his heart All custom, however homely, grows out of some reality, more than out of any more convenience ; this is why the Simday coming of the country lover means so much more than his common comings, and sets an established seal upon them all. Walking down Roulstone Street, the lowering afternoon sun full in his face across the open squares, Frank Sunder- line thought how pleasant it would be to have Ray Ingraham to go out to Pomantic such an afternoon as this, and see what he had done ; just now, while it was still his work, warm from his hand, and before it was shut away from her and him by the Newrich carpets, and curtains, and china, and servants going in and fastening the doors upon them. He would make a treat of it, — a holiday,— if she would go ; L2 148 THE OTHER GIRLS he would come and take her with a horse and buggy. He would not ask her to go with him in the open cars and be stared at. He had never thought of asking her to go to ride, or of showing her any set ^attention' before. Frank Sunderline was not one of the young fellows who begin, and begin in a hurry, at that end. He walked faster, as it came into his head at that moment ; something of the same perception that would come to her, — if she cared for this asking of his, — came to him with the sudden suggestion that it was the next, the natural thing to do ; that their friendship had grown so far as that The story comes to a man with some such beautiful, scarce-antici- pated steps of revelation as it does to a woman, when he takes his life in the true, whole, patient order, and does not go about to make some pretty sham of hving before he has done any real living at all. Yes ; he would ask her to ride out to Pomantic with him to-morrow ; and he thought she would go. He liked her looks, to-night ; he looked at her with this plan in his thoughts, and it lighted her up ; he was conscious of his own notice of her, and of what it had grown to in him, insensibly, knowing her so well and long. He analysed, or tried to analyse, his rest and pleasure in her ; the reason why all she did and wore and said had such a sweet and winning fitness to him. What was it that made her look so different from other girls, and yet so nice ? ' I like the way you dress, Ray ; you and Dot ; ' he said to her, when tea was over and taken away, and she was re- placing the cloth and setting the sewing-lainp down upon the table. ^You don't snarl yourselves up. I can't bear a tangle of things.' Ray coloured. *You mean skirts, I suppose,' she said, laughing. *We can't afford two apiece, at a time. So we have taken to aprons.' It was a very simple expedient, and yet it came near enough to custom to avoid a strait and insufficient look. They wore plain black cashmere dresses, plaited in at the waist, and belted to their pretty figures ; over these, round. BONNY BOWLS 149 full aprons, tied behind with broad, hemmed bows. They were of cross-barred muslin, for every day, — cheap and pretty and fresh ; black silk ones replaced them upon serious occasions. This was their house wear; in the street they contented themselves with their plain basquines ; and I think if anybody missed the bunches and festoons, it was only as Frank Sunderline said, with an unexplained impression of the absence of a * snarl.' 'There's one thing certain,' put in Mrs. Ingraham. 'Women can't be dolls and live women too. I don't ever want anything on thatll hender me from goin' right into whatever there is 'to be gone into. It's cloe's tliat makes all the diffikelty nowadays. Young women can't do housework because of their cloe's ; 'tisn't because they ain't as strong as their grandmothers; their grandmothers didn't try to wear a load and move one too. Folks that live a little nicer than common, and keep girls, don't have more than five hours to their day ; the rest of the time tjjey^e dressed up ; and that means tied up. They can't see to their girls ; they grow help- lesser all the time, and the help grows sozzlier; and so it comes to sauciness, and upstrupperousness, and changes ; and there's an up-stairs and a down-stairs to every house, and no home anywhere. That's how it is, and how it must be, till women take down some of their furbelows and live real, and keep house, and take old-fashioned comfort in it. Why, the help has to get into their humpty-dumpties by three or four o'clock, and see their company. If there's sickness or anything, that they can't, they're up a tree and off. I've known of folks breakin' up and goin' to board, because they were afraid of sickness ; they knew their girls would clear right out if there was gruel to make and waitin' up and down to do. There ain't much left to depend on but hotels and hospitals. Home is too big a worry. And I do believe, my soul, its cloe's that's at the bottom of it. It's been growin' wuss and wuss ever since tight waists and holler biasses came in, and that's five and twenty years ago.' Mrs. Ingraham grew more Yankee in her dialect, — as the Scotch grow more Scotch, — with warming up to the subject. Sunderline laughed. ' Well, I must go,' he said ; ' though you do look so bright ISO TME OTHER GIRLS and cosy here. Half past seven's the last train, and there's a little job at home I promised mother I'd do to-night. I've been so busy lately that I haven't had any hammer and nails of my own. Ray ! ' He had come round behind her chair, where she had seated herself at her sewing. * It's pleasant out of town these fall days ; and I want you to see my house before I give it over. If I come for you to-morrow, will you ride out with me to Pomantic ? ' Ray felt half a dozen things at that i^ioment between his question and her reply. She felt her mother's eyes just lifted at her, without another movement, over the silver rims of her spectacles ; she felt Dot's utter stillness ; she felt her own heart spring with a single quick beat, and her cheeks grow warm, and a moisture at her fingers' ends as they held work and needle determinedly, and she set two or three stitches with instinctive resolution of not stopping. She felt, inwardly, the certainty that this would count for much in Mrs. Ingra- ham's plain, old-fashioned way of judging things ; she was afraid of a misjudgment for Frank Sunderline, if he did not, perhaps, mean anything particular by it ; she would have refused him ten times over, and let the refusal rest with her, sooner than have him blamed ; for what business had she, after all, — ' Well, Ray ?' She felt his hand upon the back of her chair, close to her shoulder ; she felt that he leaned down a little. She heard something in that * Well, Ray,' that she could not turn aside, though in an hour afterwards she would be taking herself to task that she had let it seem like ' anything.' * I was thinking,' she said, quietly. * Yes, I think I could go. Thank you, Frank.' Frank Sunderline was not sure, as he walked up Roulston Street afterwards, whether Ray cared much. She made it seem all matter of course, in a minute, with that calm, deliberate answer of hers. And she sat so still, and let him go out of the room with hardly another word or look. She never stopped sewing, either. Well, — he 4id not see those ten stitches ! He might not BONNY BOWLS. 151 fcave been the wiser if he had. They were not carpenter- work. But Ray knew better than to pick them out, while her mother and Dot were by. That next day was made for them. Days are made for separate people, though they shine or storm over so many. Or the people are drifted into the right days ; what is the difference 1 I must stop for the thought here, that has to do with this question of rain and shine, — with need, and asking, and giving. Prayers and special providences ! Are these thrust out of the scheme, because there is a scheme, and a steadfastness of administration in God's laws ? * No use to pray for rain, or the calming of the storm, or a blessing on the medicine ? ' When it was all set going, was not \}ci& prayer provided for ? It was answered a million of years beforehand, in the heart of God, who put it into your heart and nature to pray. Long before the want or the sin, the beseeching for help or for forgiveness was anticipated ; provision was made for the undoing or the counteracting of the evil, — the healing of the wrong, — just as it should be longed for in the needing and repenting soul. The more law you have, the more all things ■come under its foresight. So, under the dear Law, — which is Love, and cares for the sparrow, — came the fair October day, with its unflecked fir- mament, its golden, conquering wannth, its richness of scent and colour ; and they two went forth in it. They went early, after dinner; so that the brightness might last them home again ; and because the Newriches, in their afternoon drive, might be coming out from the city, perhaps, a little later, to look at their waistcoat-pocket play- thing. Mrs. Ingraham turned away from the basement window with a long breath, as they drove off. * Well, I suppose thafs settled,' she said, with the mothers- sadness, in the midst of the not wishing it by any means to be otherwise, inflecting her voice. ' I don't believe Ray thinks so,' said Dot. In some of the hundred little indirect ways that girls find 152 THE OTHER GIRLS the use of, Ray had managed to really impose this impression upon the sturdy mind of Dot, without discussion. If Dot had had the least bit of experience of her own, as yet, she would not have been imposed upon. But Mrs. Ingraham had great reliance on Dorothy's common sense, and she left no lee- way for uninitiation. ^ Do you really mean to say, child,' she asked, turning: round sharply, " that Ray don't suppose, — or don't want, — or don't intend— ? She's a goose if she don't, then; and they're both geese ; and I shouldn't have any patience with 'em ! And that's my mind about it ! ' It is not such a very beautiful drive straight out to Poman- tic over the Roxeter road. There are more attractive ones in many directions. But no drive out of Boston is destitute of beauty ; and even the long turnpike stretches — they are turnpike stretches still, though the Pike is turned into an Avenue, and built all along with blocks of little houses,^ exactly alike, in those places where used to be the flat, un- occupied intervals between the scattered suburban residences — have their breaks of hill and orchard and garden, and their glimpses, across the marshes, of the sea. Ray enjoyed eveiy bit of it, — even the rows of new tene- ments with their wooden door-steps, and their disproportion- ate Mansard roofs that make them all look like the picture in ' Mother Goose,' of the boy under a big hat that might be slid down over him and just cover him up. The rhyme itself came into Ray's head, and she said it to* her companion. • Little lad, little lad, where were you bom? Far off in Lancashire, under a thorn. Where they sup buttermilk from a ram's horn ; And a pumpkin scooped, with a yellow rim, Is the bonny bowl they breakfast in.' * Those houses make me think of that,' she said ; * and the picture over it— do you remember ? ' Everybody remembers *■ Mother Goose.' You can't quote or remind amiss from her. ' To be sure,' Frank answered, laughing. ' And the his- tories and the lives there carry out the idea. They all came from Lancashire, or somewhere across the big sea, and they^ BONNY BO WLS. 155 were all bom under the thorn, pretty much, — of poverty and pinches. But they sup their buttermilk, and the bowl is bonny, if it is only a pumpkin rind. Isn't that rhyme just the perfection of the glorifying of common things by imagination?' ^ It always seems to me that living might be pretty in such, places. iUl just alike, and snug together. I should think Mrs. Fitzpatrick and Mrs. Mahoney would have beautiful little ambitions and rivalries about their tidy parlours and kitchens, setting up housekeeping side by side, as they do. I should think they might have much nice neighbourliness,, back and forth. It looks full of all possible pleasantness ; like the cottage quarters of the army families, down at Fort Warren, that you see so white and pretty among the trees, as you go by in the steamboat.' *Only they don't make it out,' said Frank Sunderline,. * after all. The prettiest part of it is going by in the steam- boat. Here, I mean. The "Mother Goose" idea is very suggestive ; but if you went through that block, from be- ginning to end, I wonder how many " bonny bowls " you would really find, that you'd be willing to breakfast out of?' *I wonder how many bonny bowls there'll be, one of these days, in the cook's closet of the grand house we're going to ?' said Ray. * That's it,' said Sunderline. * It's pretty to build, and it's pretty to look at ; but I should like to hear what your mother would say to the ** conveniences." One convenience wants another to take care of it, till there's such a compound interest of them that it takes a regiment just to man the pumps and pipes, and open and shut the cupboards. Living doesn't really need so much machinery. But every household seems to want a little universe of its own, nowadays.' ^ I suppose they make it wrong side out,' said Ray. ' I mean all outside.' Further on, along the bay shores, and across the long bridge, and reaching over crests of hills that gave beautiful pictures of land and waterscape, the way was pleasanter and pleasanter. Other and dififerent homesteads were set along the route, suggesting endless imaginations of the different character and living of the dwellers. More than once,, 154 THE OTHER GIRLS either Ray or Frank was on the point of saying^ as they passed some modest, pretty structure, with its field and garden-piece, its piazza, porch, or balcony, and its sunny windows, — ' There \ that is a nice place and way to live ! ' But a young man and woman are shy of sharing such imaginations, before the sharing is quite understood and openly promised. So, many times a silence fell upon their casual talk, when the same thing was in the thought of each. For miles before they came to it, the sightly Newrich edifice gave itself, in different aspects, to the view. Mr. New- rich, himself, never saw anything else in his drives out, of sky, or hill, or water, after the first glimpse of *my house,' and the way it ^ showed up ' in the approach. Men were busy wheeling away rubbish, as they drove in between the great stone posts that marked the entrance, where the the elegant, light-wrought, gilded iron were not yet hung. Other labourers were rolling the lawn and terraces, newly sown with English grass seed that was to come up in the spring, and begin to weave its green velvet carpet Piles of bricks and boards were gathered at the back of the house and about the stables. The plate-glass windows glittered in the sun. The tiled- roofs, with their towers and slopes, looked like those in pic- tures of palace buildings. It was a group, — ^a pile ; under these roofs a family of five — Americans, republicans, with no law of primogeniture to conserve the estate beyond a single lifetime — were to live like a little royal household. And the father had made all his money in fifteen years in Opal Street. This country of ours, and the ways of it, are certainly pretty nearly the queerest under the sun, when one looks it all through and tibinks it all over. Frank Sunderline pointed out the lovely work of the pillars in the porched veranda ; every pillar a triple column, of the slenderest grace, capitaled with separate devices of leaf and flower. Then they went into the wide, high hall, and through the lower rooms, floored and ceiled and walled most richly ; and up over the stately staircase, copied from some grand old English architectiu-e ; along the galleries into the wings. BONNY BOWLS 155 where were the sleeping and dressing-rooms ; up-stairs, again, into other sleeping-rooms, — places for the many servants that there must be, — ^press-rooms, closets, trunk-rooms, — space for stowing all the ample providings for use and change from season to season. Every frame and wainscot and panel a study of colour and exact workmanship and perfect finish. It was a ' show house ; ' that was just what it was. * And I can't imagine the least bit of home-iness in the whole of it,' said Ray, coming down from the high cupola whence they had looked far out to sea, and over inland, upon blue hills and distant woods. They stopped half way, — on the wide second landing where they had seen, as they went up, that the great window space was op^n ; the boards that had temporarily covered it having been removed, and the costly panes and sashes that were to fill it resting against the wall at one side. * That is the greatest piece of nonsense in the whole house,' Sunderline had said. 'A crack in that, would be the spoiling of a thousand dollars.' ' How very silly,' said Ray, quietly. ' It is only fit for a church or a chapel.' ' It shuts out the stables,' said SunderUne. * Take care of that open frame,' he had ^dded, cautioning her. Now, coming down, he stopped right here, and stood still with his back to the opening, looking across the front hall at some imperfection he fancied he detected in the joining of a carved cornice. Ray stood on the staircase, a Uttle way up, facing the gorgeous window, and studying its glow of colour. *It won't do. The meeting of the pattern isn't perfect. Those grape-bunches come too near together, and there's a leaf-tip taken off at the corner. What a bungle ! Come and look, Ray.' Kay turned her face towards him as he spoke, and saw what thrilled her through with sudden horror. Saw him, utterly forgetful^ of where he stood, against the dangerous vacancy, his heel upon the very edge, beyond which would be death ! A single movement an inch further, and he would be off his balance. Behind him was a fall of thirty feet, down to 156 THE OTHER GIRLS those piles of brick and timber. And he would make the movement unless he were instantly snatched away. His head was thrown back, — his shoulders leaned backward, in the attitude of one who is endeavouring to judge of an effect a little distance off. Her face turned white, and her limbs quivered under her. One gasping breath — and then — she turned, made two steps upward, and flung herself suddenly, as by mischance, pros- trate along the broad, slowly-sloping stairs. Half a dozen thoughts, in flashing succession, shaped them- selves with and into the action. She wondered, afterwards, recollecting them in a distinct order, how there had been time, and how she had thought so fast * I must not scream. I must not move towards him. I must make him come this way.' In the two steps up — ' He might not follow; he would not understand. He must : I must make him come ! ' And then she flung herself down, as if she had fallen. Once down, her strength went from her as she lay; she turned really faint and helpless. It was all over. He was beside her. * What is the matter, Ray ? Are you ill ? Are you hurt ? ' he said quickly, stooping down to lift her up. She sat up, then, on the stair. She could not stand. A man's step came rapidly through the lower hall, ringing upon the solid floor, and sounding through the unfurnished house. *Sunderline! Thank heaven, sir, you're safe! Do you know how near you were to backing out of that confounded window ? I sa,w you from the outside. In the name of good- ness, have that place boarded up again ! It shouldn't be left for five minutes.' * Was that it?' asked Frank, still bending over Ray, while Mr. Newrich said all this as he hurried up the stairs. * I didn't fall, I tumbled down on purpose ! It was the only thing I could think of,' said Ray, nervously smiling ; justify- ing herself, instinctively, from the betrayal of a feeling that makes girls faint away in novels. * I felt weak afterwards. Anybody would.' * That's a fact,' said Mr. Newrich, stopping at the landing. BONNY BOWLS 157 and glancing out through the aperture. ' I shall never think of it, without shivering. You were as good as gone : a hair's breadth more would have done it. God bless my soul I If my place had had such a christening as that ! ' The whiteness came over Ray Ingraham's face again. She was just rising to her feet, with her hand upon the rail. ' Sit still,' said Frank. * Let me go and bring you some water.' ' She'll feel better to be by herself a minute or two, I dare say,' said Mr. Newrich, following Frank as he went down. He had the tact to think of this, but not to go without saying it. ' A quick-witted young woman,' he remarked, as they passed out of lier hearing. 'And sensible enough to keep her wits ahead of her feelings. If she had come at you, as half the women in the world would have done, you'd be a dead man this minute. Your sister, Sunderline ? ' * No, sir ; only a friend.' *• Ah ! onlier than a sister, may be ? Well ! ' Sunderline replied nothing, beyond a look. ' I beg your pardon. It's none of my business.' ' It's none of my business, so far as I know,' said Frank. * If it were, there would be no pardon to beg.' 'You're a fine fellow; and she's a fine girL I suppose I may say that. I tell you what; if you had come to grief, at the very end of this job you've done so well for me, I believe I should have put the place under the hammer. I couldn't have begun with such a piece of Friday luck as that ! ' There were long pauses between the talk, as Ray and Frank drove back together into the city. ' Ray 1 ' Frank said at last, suddenly, just as they came opposite to the row of little brown big-hatted houses, where they had talked about the bonny bowls, — ' My life is either worth more or less to me, after this. You are the only woman in the world I could like to owe it to. Will you take what I owe? Will you be the onliest woman in the world to me?' Oddly enough, that word of Mr. Newrich's, that had half affronted him, came up to his lips involuntarily and unex- pectedly, now. Words are apt to come up so — in a sort of 158 THE OTHER GIRLS spite of us — that have made dn impression, even when it has been that of simple misuse. Ray did not answer. She felt it quite impossible to speak. Frank waited — three minutes perhaps. Then he said, * Tell me, Ray. If it is to be no, let me know it' *If it had been no, I could have said it sooner,' Ray answered, softly. ' May I come back?' he asked, when he helped her down at the door in Pilgrim Street, and held her hand fast for a minute. * O yes ; come back and see mother,' Ray replied, her fece all beautiful with smile and colour. Mother knew all the story, that minute, as well as when it was told her afterwards. She saw her child's face, and that holding of the hand, from her upper window, where a half blind had fallen to. Mothers do not miss the home-comings from such drives as that ' There's one thing, Frank,' — said Ray. She was standing with him, three hours afterwards, at the low step of the entrance, he above her on the sidewalk, looking down upon her upturned face. The happy tea and family evening were over ; that first family evening, when one comes acknowledged in, who has been almost one of the femily before ; and they were saying the first beautiful good-by, which has the beginning of all joining and belonging in it. 'There is one thing, Frank. I'm under contract for the present ; for quite a while. I'm going into the bread business, after alL I've promised Miss Grapp to take her bakery, and manage it for her, for a year or so.' 'Who — is — Miss Grapp?' exclaimed Frank, pausing between the words in his astonishment Ray laughed. * Haven't I told you ? I thought everybody knew. If s too long a story for tiie door-step. When you come again' — 'ThatOl be to-morrow.' < 111 teU you all about it' * Youll have to manage the bakery and me too, somehow, before-— a " year or so ! " How long do you suppose I expect to wait?' BONNY BOWLS 159 ' Dear me ! how long have you waited V returned Ray, demurely. She only meant the three hours since they had been engaged ; but it is a funny fact about the nature and prero- gative of a man, that he may take years in which to come to the point of asking— years in which perhaps a woman's life is waiting, with a wear and an uncertainty in it ; but the point oi having must be moved up then, to suit his sudden impatience of full purpose. A woman shrinks from this hurry ; she wants a Uttle of the blessed time of sure anticipation, after she knows that they belong to one another ; a time to dream and plan beautiful things together in ; to let herself think, safely and rightly, all the thoughts she has had to keep down until now. It is the difference of attitude in the asking and answering relations ; a man's thoughts have been free enough all along ; he has dreamt his dream out, and stands claiming the fulfilment. Dot had her hair all down that night, and her night-gown on, and was sitting on the bed, with her feet curled up, while Ray stood in skirts and dressing-sack, before the glass, her braids half unfastened, stock-still, looking in at herself, or through her own image, with a most intent oblivion of what she pretended to be there for. * Well, Ray ! Have you forgotten the way to the other side of your head, or are you enchanted for a hundred years ? I shall want the glass to-morrow morning.' Ray roused up from her abstraction. ' I was thinking,' she said. ' Yes'm. I suppose you'll be always thinking now. You had just outgrown that trick, a little. It was the affliction of my childhood ; and now it's- got to begin again. "Don't talk Dot; I'm thinking." Good-by.' There was half a whimper in Dorothy's last word, ^Dot ! You silly litde thing I' And Rachel came over to the bedside, and put her arms round Dorothy, all cnmipled as she was into a little round white ball. ^ I was thinking about Marion Kent' l6o THE OTHER GIBLS CHAPTER XVI. RECOMPENSE. That night, Marion Kent was fifty miles off, in the great, inixed-up, manufacturing town of Loweburg. She had three platform dresses now, — the earnings of ^ome half-dozen ' evenings.' The sea-green silk woidd not •do for ever, in place after place ; they would call her the mermaid. She must have a quiet, elegant black one, and one the colour of her hair, like that she had seen the pretty actress, Alice Craike, so bewitching in. She could deepen it with chestnut trimmings, all toning up together to one rich, bright harmony. Her hair was ' blond cendri^ — not the red-golden of Alice Craike's ; but the same subtle rule of art was available ; * cafd-au-laW was her shade ; and the darker velvet just deepened and emphasized the effect She was putting this dress on to-night, with some brown and golden leaves in the high, massed braids of her hair. She certainly knew how to make a picture of herself; she was just made to make a picture of. The hotel waitress who had brought up her tea on a tray liad gone down with the report that Miss Kent was * stunning ; ' and two or three housemaids and a number of little boys were vibrating and loitering about the hall and doorway below, watching for her to come down to her carriage. It was just as good, so far as these things went, as if she had been Mrs. Kemble, or Christine Nilsson, or anybody. And Marion, poor child, had really got no farther than ^ these things,' yet. She reached, for herself, to just what she had been able to aj^reciate in others. She had taken in the housemaid and small-boy view of famousness, and she was having her shallow little day of living it. She had not found out, yet, how short a time that would last. •* Verily,' it was said for us all long ago, ' ye shall have each your reward,' such as ye look and labour for. RECOMPENSE i6r One great boy was waiting for her, ex officio^ and without disguise, — the President of the Lyceum Club, before which she was to read to-night. He sat serenely in the reception-room, ready to hand her to her carriage, and accompany her to the hall. The little boys observed him with exasperation. The housemaids dropped their lower jaws with wonder, when she swept down the staircase ; her cafi-au-lait silk rolling and glittering behind her, as if the breakfast for all Loweburg were pouring down the Phoenix Hotel stairs. The President of the People's Lyceum Club heard the rustle of elegance, and met her at the stair-foot with bowing head ^d bended arm. That was a beautiful, triumphant moment, in ,which she crossed the space between the staircase and the door, and went down over the sidewalk to the hack. What would you have ? There could not have been more of it, in her mind, though all Loweburg were standing by. She was Miss Kent, going out to give her Reading. What more could Fanny Kemble do ? Around the hall doors, when they arrived, other great boys were gathered She was passed in quickly, to the left, through some passages and committee rooms, to the other end of the building, whence she would enter, in full glory, upon the platform. She came in gracefully ; a little breezy she could not help being ; it was the one naovement of the imiverse to her at that moment, her ten steps across the platform, — her little half bow, half droop, before the applauding audience,— the taking up of the bouquet laid upon her table, — her smile, with a scarcely visible inclination again, — and the sitting down among those waves of amber that rose up shining in the gas-light, about her, as she subsided among her silken draperies. She was imitative ; she had learned the little outsides of her art well ; but you see the art was not high. It was the same with her reading. She \yaA had drill enough to make her elocution passable ; her voice was clear and sweet ; she had a natural knack, as we have seen, for speaking to the galleries. When there was a sensational, M i62 THE OTHER GIRLS dramatic point to make^ she could make it, after her external fashion, strongly. The deep magnetism — ^the electric thrill of soul-reality — these she had nothing to do with. Yet she read some things that thrilled of themselves ; the very words of which, uttered almost anyhow, were fit to bring men to their feet and women to tears, with sublimity and pathos. Somebody had helped her choose effectively, and things very cunningly adaptive to herself. The last selection for the first part of her reading to-night was Mrs. Browning's * Court Lady.' 'Wear your fawn-coloured silk when you read this/ Virginia Levering had counselled. Her self-consciousness made the first lines telling. ' Her hair was tawny with gold, — ^her eyes with purple were dark ; Her cheeks pale opal burned with a red and restless spark.' Her head, bright with its golden-dusty waves and braids, leaned forward under the light as she uttered the words ; her great, gray-blue eyes, deepening wtih excitement to black, lifted themselves and looked the crowd in the face ; the colour mounted like a crimson spark ; she glowed aU over. Yes, over ; not up, nor through ; but some things catch from the outside. A flush and rustle ran over the faces, and the benches ; she felt that every eye was upon her, lit up with an admiring eagerness, that answered to her eagerness to be admired. O, this was living ! There was a pulse and a rush in tbis ! Marion Kent wa^ living, with all her nature that had yet waked up, at that bewildering and superficial moment. But she has got to live deeper. The Lord, who gave her life, will not let her off so. It will come. It is coming. We know not the day nor the hour; though we go on as if we knew all things and were sure. At this very instant, there is close upon you, Marion Kent, one of those lightning shafts that run continually quivering to and fro about the earth, with their net- work of fire, in this storm of life under which we of to-day are bom. All the air is tremulous with quick, converging nerves ; concentrating events, bringing each soul, as it were, into a possible focus continually, under the forces that are foiging to bear down . RECOMPENSE 163 upon it. There are no delays, — no respites of ignorance. Right into the midst of our most careless or most selfish doing, comes the smnmons that arrests us in the Name of the King. ' She rose to her feet with a spring. That was a Piedmontese I And this is the Court of the King ! ' She was upon her feet, as if the impulse of the words had lifted her ; she had learned by rote and practice when and how to do it ; she had been poised for the action through the reading of all those last stanzas. She did it well. One hand rested by the finger-tips upon the open volume before her ; her glistening robes fell back as she gained her full height, — she swayed forwards towards the assembly that leaned itself towards her ; the left hand threw itself back with a noble gesture of generous declaring ; the fingers curving from the open palm, as it might have been towards the pallet of the dead soldier at her side. She was utterly motionless for an instant ; then, as the applause broke dpwn the silence, she turned, and grandly passed out along the stage, and disappeared. Within the door of the ante-room stood a messenger from the hotel. He had a telegraph envelope in his hand ; he put it into hers. She tore it open, — not thinking, scarcely noticing ; the excitement of the instant just past moved her nerves, — ^no apprehension of what this might be. Then the lightning reached her ; struck her through and through. ' Your ma's dying ; come back ; no money.' Those last words were a mistake : the whole despatch, in its absurd homeliness and its pitiless directness, was the work of old Mrs. Knoxwell, the blacksmith's wife, used to hammers and nails, and believing in good, forceful, honest ways of doing things ; feeling also a righteous and neigh- bourly indignation against this child, negligent of her worn and lonely mother; ' skitin' about, the country, makin' believe big and famous. She would let her know the truth, right out plain ; it would be good for her.' What she had meant to write at the end was 'Pneumonia;' M 3 i64 THE OTHER GIRLS but spelling it ' Numoney/ it had got transmitted as we have seen. It struck Marion through and through ; but she did not ffeel it at first. It met the tide of her triumph and elation full in her throbbing veins ; and the two keen currents turned to a mere stillness for a moment. Then she dropped down where she was, all into the golden mass and shine of her bright raiment, with her hands before her eyes, the paper crumpled in the clinch of one of them. The President of the People's Lyceum Club made a little speech, and dismissed the audience. * Miss Kent had re- ceived by telegraph most painful inteUigence from her family ; was utterly unable to appear again.' The audience behaved as an American People's Club knows so well how to behave ; dispersed quietly, without a grumble, or a recollection of the half value of the tickets lost. Miss Kent's carriage drove rapidly from a side door. In two hours she was on board the night train down from Vermont. That was on Friday night On Sunday morning Frank Sunderhne came in on the service train, and went up to Pilgrim Street. * Mrs. Kent is dead,' he told Ray. ' Marion is in awful trouble. Can't you come out to her ? ' Ray was just leaving the house to go to church. Instead, she went with Frank to the horse-railroad station, catching the eleven o'clock car. She had been expecting him in the afternoon, to take her to drink tea with his mother, who was not able to come in to see her. In an hour she went in at Mrs. Kent's white gate, — Frank leaving her there. They both felt, without saying, that it would not be kind to appear together. Marion had that news, though, as she had had the other ; from her Job's com- forter, Mrs. Knoxwell, who was persistently * sitting with her.' * There's Frank Sunderline and Ray Ingraham at the gate. She's coming in. They're engaged. It's just out.' 'What do I care?' cried Marion, fiercely, turning upon, her, and astounding Mrs. Knoxwell by the sudden burst of angry words ; for she had not spoken for more than an hour^ in which the blacksmith's wife had administered occasional RECOMPENSE 165 appropriate sentences of stinging condolence and well-meant retrospection. * I wish you would go home ! ' Every monosyllable was uttered with a desperate, wrath- ful deliberateness and flinging away of all pretence and politeness. 'Well — 'f I never P gasped Mrs, Knoxwell, with a sound in her voice as if she had received a blow in the pit of her stomach. * Jest as you please, Marion — ^'f I ain't no more use ! ' And the aggrieved matron, who had, as she said afterwards in recounting it, *done everything^ left the scene of her labours and her animadversions, with a face perfectly emptied of all expression by her inabiUty to * realise what she did feel.' Ray Ingranam came in, went straight up to Marion, and took her into her arms without a word. And Marion put her head down on Ray's shoulder, and cried her very heart out. 'You needn't try to comfort me. I can't be comforted like anybody else. It's the day of judgment come down into my life. I've sold my birthright : I've nobody belonging to me any more. I wanted the world — to be free in it ; and I'm turned out into it now ; and home's gone — and mother ! * I never thought of her dying. I expected one of these days to do for her, and not let her work any more. I meant to, Ray — I did, truly ! But she's dead — and I let her die ! ' With sentences like these, Marion broke out now and again, putting a^ide all Ray's consolations ; going back con- tinually to her self-upbraidings, after every pause in which Ray had let her rest or cry quietly ; after every word with which she tried to prevail against her despair and soothe her with some hope or promise. * They are none of them for me ! * she cried. ' It would have been better if I had never been bom. Ray ! ' she said suddenly, in a strained, hollow voice, grasping Rachel's arm and looldng with wild, swollen eyes into hers,— * I was just as bad by little Sue. I was only fourteen then, but it was the same evil, unsuitable vanity and selfishness. I was busy, while she was sick, making a white muslin burnouse to wear at a fair. I had teased mother for it. It was a silly thing i66 THE OTHER GIRLS for a girl like me to wear ; it had a blue ribbon run in the hem of the hood, and a bow and long blue ends behind. Poor little Sue was just down with the fever. Mother had to go out, and left me to tend her. She wanted some water — O ! ^ Marion broke down, and sobbed, with her head bowed ta her knees as she sat. Ray sat perfectly still. She longed to beg her not to think about it, not to say any more ; but she knew she would f^et better if she did. * I told her I'd go presently ; and she waited— the patient little thing ! And I was making my blue bow, and fixing it . on, and fussing with the running, and I forgot ! And she- couldn't bear to bother me, and didn't say a word, but waited till she dropped to sleep without it ; and her lips were so red and dry. It was a whole hour that I let her lie so. She- never knew anything after that. * She waked up all in a rave of light-headedness ! * I thought I should never get over it, Ray. And I never did, way down in my heart ; but I got back into the same- wretched nonsense, and now — here's mother/ * It's no use to tell me. I've done it. I've lost my right. It'll never be given back to me.' ' Marion — I wish you could have Mr. Vireo to talk to you ;. or Luclarion Grapp. Won't you come home with me, and let them come to see you } They know about these things,, dear.' ' Would you take me home ? ' asked Marion, slowly, look- ing her in the face. ' Yes, indeed. Will you come ? ' ' O, do take me and hide me away, and let me cry ! ' She dropped herself, as it were passively, into Rachel In- graham's hands. She could not stay among the neighbours,, she said. She could not stay in that house alone, one day. Ray stayed with her until after the funeral. Marion would not go to the church. She had let them decide everything just as they pleased, thinking only that she could not think about any of it. Mrs. Kent had been a faithful, humble church-member for forty years, and the- minister and her fellow-members wanted her to be brought there. There was no room in the little half-house, where she- RECOMPENSE 167 had lived, for neighbours and friends to gather, and for the services properly to take place. So it was decided. But when the time came, and it was too late to change, Marion said, — * She belonged to them, and they have done by her. They can all go, but I can't. To sit up in the front pew as a mourner, and be looked at, and prayed for, as if I had been a real child, and had only lost my mother ! You know I can't, Ray. I will stay here and bear my punish- ment. May be if I bear it all now — do you believe it might make any difference ? ' Ray stayed with her through the whole. While aU was still in the church, not ten rods off, a carriage came up for them to the little white gate. With the silken blinds down, and the windows open behind them, it was driven to the cemetery, and in beneath the sheltering trees, to a stopping place just upon a little side turn, near the newly opened grave. No one, of those who alighted from the ve- hicles of the short procession, knew exactly when or how it - had come. The words of the prayer beside the grave, — most tenderly framed by the good old minister, for the ear he knew they would reach — came in soft and clear upon the pleasant air. ' And we know. Lord, as we lay these friends away, one after another, that we give them into Thy hands, — into Thy heart ; that we give into Thy heart, also, all our love and our sorrow, and our penitence for whatever more we might have been or done towards them ; that through Thee, our thought of them can reach them for ever. We pray Thee to forgive us, as we know we do forgive each other ; to keep alive and true in us the love by which we hold each other ; and finally to bring us face to face in Thy glory, which is Thy loving presence among us all. We ask Thee to do this, by the pity and grace that are in Thy Christ, our Saviour.' After that, they were driven straight in, over the long Avenue, to the city, and to the quiet house in Pilgrim Street. Ray herself, only, led Marion to the little room up-stairs which had been made ready for her ; Ray brought her up some tea, and made her drink it ; she saw her in bed for the night, and sat by her till she fell asleep. l68 THE OTHER GIRLS CHAPTER XVII. ERRANDS OF HOPE. • It is a very small world, after all,' Mr. Dickens, who touched the springs of the whole world's life, and moved all its hearts with tears and laughter, said so ; and we find it out, each in our own story, or in any story that we know of or try to tell. How things come round and join each other again, — how this that we do, brings us face to face with that which we have done, and with its work and consequence ; how people find each other after years and years, and find that they have not been very far apart after all; how the old combinations return, and almost repeat themselves, when we had thought that they were done with. * As the doves fly to their windows,' where the crumbs are waiting for them, we find ourselves borne by we know not what instinct of events, — yet we do know ; for it is just the purpose of God, as all instinct is, — towards these conjunctions and recurrences. We can see at the end of weeks, or months, or years, how in some Hand the lines must all have been gathered, and made to lead and draw to the coincidence. We call it fate, sometimes ; stopping short, either blindly in- apprehensive of the larger and surer blessedness, or too shyly reverent of what we believe to say it easily out. Yet when we read it in a written story, we call it the contrivance of the writer, — the trick of the trade. Dearly beloved, the writer only catches, in such poor fashion as he may, the trick of the Finger, whose scripture is upon the stars. Marion Kent is received into the Ingraham home. Hilary Vireo and Luclarion Grapp preach the gospel to her. * Christ died.' The minister uttered his evangel of mercy in those two eternal words. * Yes, — Christ,' murmured the girl, who had never ques- tioned about such things before, and to whose lips the holy name had been strange, unsuitable, impossible ; but whose ERRANDS OF HOPE 169 soul, smitten with its sin and need, broke through the wretched outward hinderance now, and had to cry up after the only Hope. * But he could not forgive my letting them die. I have been reading the New Testament, Mr. Vireo, " Whosoever shall offend one of these little ones, it were better for him that a millstone " ' — She could not finish the quotation. 'Yes, — ^^ offend f turn aside out of the right — away from Him ; mislead. Hurt their j^«/j, Marion.' Marion gave a grasping look into his face. Her eyes seized the comfort, — snatched it with a starving madness out of his. * Do you think it means that? ' she said. * I do. I know the word ^ offend " means simply to *' turn away." We may sin against each other's outward good, •grievously ; we may lay up lives full of regrets to bear ; we may hurt, we may Idll ; and then we must repent according to our sin ; but we may repent, and they and He will pity. It is the soul-killers — the corrupters — Christ so terribly condemns.' ' But listen to me, Marion,' he began again. ' God let his Christ die — suffer— for the whole world. Christ lets them "whom he counts worthy, die — suffer — for their world. The Lamb is for ever slain ; th« sacrifice of the holy is for ever making. It is so that they come to walk in white with Him ; because they have washed their robes in his blood — have partaken of his sacrifice. Do you not think they are glad now, with his joy, to have given themselves for you ; if it brings you back ? " If I be lifted up, I will draw all men unto me." He who knew how to lay hold of the one great heart of humanity by a divine act, knows how to give his own work to those who can draw the single cords, and save with love the single souls. They must suffer, that they may also reign with Him. It is his gift to them and to you. Will you take your part of it, and make theirs perfect ? " Let not your lieart be troubled ; ye believe in God, believe also in me. Ye believe in me, believe also in these." ' ' But I want to come where they are. I want to love and do for them ; do something for tJiem in heaven^ Mr. Vireo I70 THE OTHER GIRLS that I did not do here ! Can I ever have my chances given back again ? ' ' You have them now. Go and do something for " the least of these." That is how we work for our Christs who have been lifted up. Do their errands ; enter into the sacrifice with them ; be a link yourself in the divine chain, and feel the joy and the life of it. The moment you give yourself^ you shall feel that. You shall know that you are joined to them. You need not wait to go to heaven. You can be in heaven.' He left her with that to think of ; left her with a new peace in her eyes. She looked round that hour for something to do. She went up into old Mrs. Rhynde's room. She knew Ray and Dot were busy. She found the old lady's knitting work all in a snarl ; stitches dropped and twisted. Some coals had rolled out upon the hearth, and the sun had got round so as to strike across her where she sat. The grandmother was waiting patiently, closing her eyes, and resting them, letting the warm sun lie upon her folded hands like a friend's touch. One of the girls would be up soon. Marion came in softly, brushed up the hearth, laid the sticks and embers together, made the fire-place bright. She changed the blinds ; lowered one, raised another ; kept the sunshine in the room, but shielded away the dazzle that shot between face and fingers. She left the shade with careful note, just where it let the warm beam in upon those quiet hands. Some instinct told her not to come between them and that heavenly enfolding. She took the knitting work and straightened it; raveled down, and picked up, and with nimble stitches restored the lost rows. Mrs. Rhynde looked up at her and smiled. Then she offered to read. She had not read a word aloud from a printed page since that night in Loweburg. The old lady wanted a hynm. Marion read ' He leadeth me.' The book opened of itself to that place. She rpad it as one whose soul went searching into the words to find what was in them, and bring it forth. Of Marion Kent, sitting ERRANDS OF HOPE 17.1 in the chair with the book in her hand, she thought — she remembered — ^nothing. Her spirit went from out of her, into spiritual places. So she followed the words with her voice, as one really reading; interpreting as she went. All her elocution had taught her nothing like this before. It had not touched the secret of the instant receiving and giving again ; it had only been the trick of saying out, which is no giving^ at all. * Thank you, dear,' said the soft toothless voice. ' That's very pretty reading.' Dot came in, and she went away. She had done a little * errand for her mother.' A very little one; she did not deserve, yet, that more should be given her to do; but her heart went up saying tenderly, remorsefully, — ' For your sake.' And back into her heart came the fulfilment of the promise,. — * He that doeth it in the name of a disciple, shall receive a disciple's reward.' These comforts, these reprievals, came to her ; then again,, she went down into the blackness of the old memories, the old self-accusations. After she had found her way to Luclarion Grapp's, she used sometimes, when these things seized her, to tie on her bonnet, pull down her thick veil, and crying and whispering behind it as she went, — ' Mother 1 Susie ! do you know how I love you now ? how sorry I am ?' would hurry down, through the busy streets, to the Neighbours. * Give me something to do,' she would say, when she got there. And Luclarion would give her something to do ; would keep her to tea, or to dinner ; and in the quietness, when they were left by themselves, would say words that were given her to say in her own character and fashion. It is so blessed that the word is given and repeated in so many characters and fashions ! That each one receives it and passes it on, * in that language into which he was bom.' * I wish you could hear Luclarion Grapp's way of talking,* Ray Ingraham had said to her just after she had brought her home. 'The kind of comfort she finds for the most wicked and miserable, — people who have done such shocking things as you never dreamed of.' 172 THE OTHER GIRLS ' I want to hear somebody talk to the very wickedest. If there's any chance for me, there's where I must find it I can't listen with the pretty-good people, any longer. It doesn't belong to me, or do me any good.' * Come and hear the gospel then.* And so Ray had taken her down to Neighbour Street, to Luclarion Grapp. * But the sin stays. You can't wipe the fact out ; and you've got to take the consequences,' said Marion Kent to the strong, simple woman to whom she came as to a second- seer, to have her spiritual destinies revealed to her. * Yes,' said Luclarion, gravely, but very sweetly, * you have. But the consequences wear out. Everything wears out but the Lord's love. And these old worn-out consequences — why, He can turn them into blessings ; and He means to, as they go along, and fade, and change ; until, by and by, we may be safer and stronger, and fuller of" everlasting life, than if we hadn't had them. I was vaccinated a while ago this summer ; everybody was down here ; and I had a pretty sick time. It took — ferocious ! Well, I got over it, and then I thought about it. I'd got something out of my system for ever, that might have come upon me, to destruction, all of a sudden ; but now never will ! It appears to me almost as if we were sent into this world, like a kind of hospital, to be vaccinated against the awful evil — in our souls ; to suffer a little for it ; to take it the easiest way we can take it, and so be safe. I don't know — and if you hadn't repented, I wouldn't put it into your head ; but it's been put into my head, after I've repented, and I guess it's mainly true. See here!' And she took down a big leather-boimd Bible, and opened it to the fortieth chapter of Isaiah. 'Comfort ye, comfort ye, my people, saith the Lord. Speak ye comfortably to Jerusalem, and say unto her that her warfare is accomplished, that her iniquity is pardoned ; for she hath received of the Lord's hand double for all her sins.' * The Old Testament is full of the New ; men's wicked- ness, — ^it took wicked men to show the way of the Lord in the earth,^and God's forgiveness, and his leading it all round right, in spite of them all ! Only He didn't turn ERRANDS OF HOPE 173 the right side out all at once ; it wasn't safe to let them see both sides then. But He trusts us now ; He gave his whole heart in Jesus Christ ; He tells us, without any keeping back, what He means our very sins shall do for us, and He leaves it to us, after that, to take hold and help Him ! ' * If it weren't for them ! If I hadn't let them suffer and die!* * Do you think He takes all this care of you, — lets them die for you even, — ^and don't take as much for them ? Do you think they ain't glad and happy now ? Do you think you could have hurt them, if you had tried — ^and you didn't try, you only let them alone a little, for- getting ? It says, " If any man sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous ; and He is the propitiation." If we have somebody to take part with us against our sins, how much more against our mistakes, — our forgettings ! and they are the propitiation, too ; their angels — the Christ of them — do always behold the face of the Father. Their interceding is a part of the Lord's inter- ceding.' * If I could once more be let to do something for them — their very selves ! ' * You can. You can pray. " Lord, give them some beau- tiful heavenly joy this day that thou knowest of, for my asking ; because I cannot any more do for them on the earth." And then you can turn round to their errands again.' Marion stood up on her feet. ' I will say that prayer for them every day 1 I shall be- lieve in it, because you told me. If I had thought of it myself, I should not have dared. But He wouldn't send such a message by you if He didn't mean it ; would He ? ' She believed in the God of Luclarion Grapp, as the children of Israel believed in the God of Abraham. ' He never sends any message that He doesn't mean. He means the comfort, just as much as He does the blaming.' Another day, a while after, Marion came down to Neigh- bour Street with something very much on her mind to say, and to ask about They had all wailed for her own plans to suggest themselves, or rather for her work to be given her 176 THE OTHER GIRLS She read secret, loving meanings now, in things that had their meanings only for her. She believed in spirit-communi- cation, — for she knew it came ; but in its own beautiful, soul- to-soul ways ; not by any outward spells. She went for the water ; she found a piece of ice and put in it. She came and raised the little head tenderly, — the child was hurt in the back, and could not be lifted up, — and held the goblet to the gentle lips ; lips patient, like Sue's ! * O, you move me so nice ! You give me the drink so handy ! ' The beauty was in Marion's face still, warm with an inward joy ; the child's eyes followed her as she rose from bending over her. * Real pretty,' she said again, softly, liking to look at her. And ' read' was beginning to be the word, at last, for Marion Kent. The glory of that poem she had read, thinking only of her own petty triumph, came suddenly over her thought by some association, — she could not trace out how. Its grand meaning was a meaning, all at once, for her. With a changed phrasing, like a heavenly inspiration, the last line sprang up in her mind, as if somebody stood by and spoke it : — ' These are the lambs of the sacrifice : this is the court of the King ! * CHAPTER XVIII. BRICKFIELD FARMS. It was a rainy, desolate day. It had rained the day before yesterday, and yesterday, and half cleared up last night ; then this morning it had suUenly and tiresome] y begun again. All the forenoon it grew worse ; in the afternoon, heavy, pelting, streaming showers came down, filling the Kiln Hollow with mist, and hiding the tops of the hills about it with low, rolling, ever-gathering and resolving clouds. BRICKFIELD FARMS 177 It seemed as if all the autumn joy were over ; as if the pleasant days were done with till another year. After this, the cold would set in. Mrs. Jeffords had a bright fire built in Mrs. Argenter^s room ; another in the family sitting-room. It looked cosy ; but it reminded the sojourners that they had not simply to draw themselves into winter-quarters, and be comfortable ; their winter-quarters were yet to seek. Sylvie had been cracking a plateful of butternuts ; picking out meats, I mean, from the cracked nuts, to make a plate - ful ; and that, if you know butternuts, you know is no small task. She brought them to her mother, with some grated maple sugar sprinkled among and over them. 'This is what you hked so much at the Shakers', in Lebanon,' she said. 'See if it isn't as nice as theirs. I think it is fresher. Here is a tiny httle pickle-fork, to eat with.' Mrs. Argenter took the offered dainty. * You are a dear child,' she said. * Come and eat some too.' * O, I ate as I went along. Now, I'll read to you.' And she took up ' Blindpits,' which her mother had laid down. *If it only wouldn't storm so,' said Mrs. Argenter. *Mrs. Jeffords says there will be a freshet. The roads will be all torn up. We shall never be able to get home.' * O yes, we shall,' said Sylvie, cheerily ; putting down the wonder that arose obtrusively in her own mind as to where the home would be that they should go to. * Did Mrs. Jeffords tell you about last year's freshet.^ And the apples ? ' *She said they had an awful flood. The brooks turned into rivers, and die rivers swallowed up everything.' ' O, she didn't get to the funny part, then ?' said Sylvie. * She didn't tell you about the apples ? ' * No. I think she keeps the funny parts for you, Sylvie.' ' May be she does. She isn't sure that you feel up to them always. But I guess she means them to come round, when she tells them to me. You see they had just been gathering their apples, in that great lower orchard, — five acres of trees, and such a splendid crop \ There they were, all piled up, — can't you imagine ? A perfect picture ! Red heaps, and N 178 THE OTHER GIRLS yellow heaps; and greenings, and purple pearmains, and streaked seek-no-fiirthers. Like great piles of autumn leaves ! Well, the flood came, and rose up over the flats, into the lower end of the orchard. They went down over night, and moved all the piles further up. The next day they had to move them again. And the next morning after that, when they woke up, the whole orchard was imder water, and every apple gone. Mr. Jeffords said he got down just in time to see the last one swim round the comer. And when the flood had fallen, — there, half a mile below, spread out over the meadow, were three hundred barrels of apple sauce ! ' Mrs. Argenter laughed a feeble little expected laugh ; her heart was not free to be amused with an apple-story. No wonder Mrs. Jeffords kept the funny parts for Sylvie. Mrs. Argenter quenched her before she could possibly get to them. But was Sylvie's heart free for- amusement .^ What was the difference ? The years between them ? Mrs. Jeffords was a far older woman than Mrs. Argenter, and had had her cares and troubles ; yet she and Sylvie laughed like two girls to- gether over their work and their stories. That was it, — ^the work ! Sylvie was doing cdl she could. The cheerfulness of doing followed irresistibly after, into the loops and intervals of time, and kept out the fear and the repining. * There was nothing that chippered you up so, as being real driving busy,' Mrs. Jeffords said. Mrs. Argenter sat in her low easy-chair, watched away the time, and worried about the time to come. It left no leisure for a laugh. Perhaps the hardest thing that Sylvie did through the day was the setting to work to ' chipper ' her mother up. It was lifting up a weight that continually dropped back again. * Do they think this rain will ever be over ? ' asked Mrs. Argenter, turning her face towards the dripping panes again. * Why, yes, mother ; rains always have been over, some- time. They never knew one that wasn't, and they go by experience.' There was nothing more to be said upon the rain topic, after that simple piece of logic. ^If there doesn't come Badgett up the hill in all the pour!' BRICKFIELD FARMS 179 Badgett drove the daily stage from Tillington up through Pemunk and Sandon. He came roimd by Brickfields when there was anybody to bring. Badgett drove up over the turf door-yard, close to the porch. He jumped off, unbuttoned the dripping canvas door, and flung it up. Mrs. Jeffords was in the entry on the instant ; surprised, puzzled, but all ready to be hospitable, to she didn't know whom. Relations from Indiana, as likely as not That is the way people arrive in the country ; and a whole house full to stay over night does not startle the hostess as an unex- pected guest to dinner may a city one. But the persons who alighted from the clumsy stage- waggon were Mr. Christopher Kirkbright, Miss Euphrasia, and Desire Ledwith. 'Didn't you get our letter?' said Miss Euphrasia, as Sylvie, from her mother's door- way, saw who she was, and sprang forward. *Why, no, we didn't get no letter,' said Mrs. Jeffords. ' Father hasn't been to the office for two days, it's stormed so continual But you're just as welcome, exactly. Step right in here.' And she flung open the door of her best parlour, where the new boughten carpet was, for the damp feet and the dripping waterproof. * No, indeed ; not there ; we couldn't have the conscience.' *'Tain't very comfortable either, after all,' said Mrs. Jeffords, changing her own mind in a bustle. * Ifs been kinder shut up. Come right out to the sittin'-room-fire, finally.' Mr. Kirkbright and Miss Ledwith followed her; Miss Euphrasia went right into Mrs. Argenter's room, after she had taken off her waterproof in the hall. As she came in at the door, a great flash of sunshine streamed from under the western clouds, in at the parlour window, followed her across the hall and enveloped her in light as she entered. ' Why, the storm's over ! ' cried Sylvie, joyfully. * You come in on a sunbeam, like the Angel GabrieL But you always do. How came you to come ?' ' I came to answer your letter. You know I don't like to 1^3 i8o THE OTHER GIRLS write very well. And IVe brought my brother, and a dear friend of mine whom I want you to know. It did not rain in Boston when we started, but it came on again before noon, and all the afternoon it has been a splendid down-pour. Something really worth while to be out in, you know ; not a little exasperating drizzle. That's the kind of rain one can't bear, and catches cold in. How the showers swept round the hills, and the cascades thundered and flashed as we came by ! What a lovely region you have discovered ! ' * It's so beautiful that you're here ! We'll go down to the cascades to-morrow. Won't you just come and introduce me to the others, and then come back to mother ? ' The others were in the family-room, which was also dining- room. In the kitchen beyond, Mrs. Jeffords' stove was roaring up for zui early tea, and she was whipping griddle- <:akes together. *My brother, Mr. Kirkbright — Miss Argenter. Miss Desire Ledwith — Sylvie.' The two girls shook hands, and looked in each others' faces. * How clear, and strong, and trusty !' Sylvie thought * You dear little spirit ! ' thought Desire, seeing the delicate face, and the brave sweetness through it. This was the second real introduction Miss Euphrasia had made within ten days. It was a great deal, of that sort, to happen in such space of time. * If it hadn't been for the storm, we might have hurried down £md missed you. Mother was begining to dread the; coming on of the cold,' said Sylvie. * But the rain came and settled it, for just now. That rested me. A real good " can't help " is such a comfort.' * The Father's No. Shutting us in with its grand, gentle forbiddance. Many a rain-storm is that. I always feel so safe when I am shut up by really impossible weather.' After the tea, they were still in time for the whole sunset, wonderful after the storm. Desire had gone from the table to the half-glazed door which opened from the room into a broad porch, looking out directly across the hollow, along a valley-line of side-hills, to the distant blue peaks. BRICKFIELD FARMS i8i * O, come ! ' she cried back to the others, as she hastened out upon the platform. * It is marvellous ! ' Heavy lines of clouds lay banked together in the west, black with the renmant and recoil of tempest ; between these, through rifts and breaks, poured down the sunlight across bright spaces into the bosoms of the hills, lighting them up with revelations. The sloping outlines shone golden green with lingering summer colour, and discovered each separate wave and swell of upland. The searching shafts fell upon every tree and bush and spire, moving slowly over them and illuminating point after point, making each suddenly seem dis- tinct and near. What had been a mere margin of distant woods, stood eliminated and relieved in bough and stem and leafage, with a singular pre-Raphaelitic individuality. It was the standing-out of all things in the last radiance ; called up, one by one under the flash of judgment— beautiful, clear, terrible. Then the clouds themselves, as the sun dropped down, drank in the splendour. They turned to rose and crimson ; they floated, and spread, and broke, and drifted up the valley, against the hills on right and left. Rags and shreds of them, trailing gorgeous with colour, clung where the ridges caught them, and streamed like fragments of heavenly banners. The sky repeated the October woods, — the woods the sky, — in vivid numberless hues. The sunset rolled up and around the watchers as they gazed. They were in it ; it lay at their very feet, and beside them at either hand. Below, the sheet of water in the * Clay- Pits,' gleamed like burnished gold. Here and there, from among the tree-tops, came up the smoke of little cascades, reaching for baptism into the pervading glory. It was chilly, and they had to go in; but they kept coming back to window and door,- looking out through the clo^d sashes, and calling, ' Now ! now ! O, was there ever anything like that?' At last it turned into a heavenly vision of still, far, shining waters ; the earth and the pools upon it darkened, and the sky gathered up into itself the glory, and disclosed its own wider and diviner beauty. A great rampart of gray, blue, violet clouds lay jagged, i82 THE OTHER GIRLS grand, like rocks along a shore. Up over them rushed light, crimson surf, foaming, tossing. Beyond, a rosy sea. In it, little golden boats floated. The flamy light flung itself up into the calm zenith ; there it met the still heaven-colour, and the sky was tender with saffron-toughed blue. So the tempest of trouble met the tempest of love in the end of the day, and the world rolled on into the night under the glory and peace of their rushing and melting together. After all that, they came back by a step and a word, — these mortal observers, — to practical consultation such as mortals must have, and especially if they be upon their travels ; to questions about bestowal, and the homely, kindly, funny little details of Mrs. Jeffords' hospitality. * Where should she put them? Why, she was always ready. To be sure, the front upper room had had the carpets taken up since the summer company went, and the beds were down ; but, la, there was room enough ! ' 'There's the east down-stairs bed-room, and the little west-room over the sittin'-room, and there's my room ! I ain't never put out ! ' ' But you are — out of your room ; and you ought not to be.' ^ Don't care /' said Mrs. Jeffords, triumphantly. 'There's the kitchen bed-room, that I keep apurpose to camp down in. It's all right Don't you worry.' *You never care. That's the reason I do worry,' said Sylvie. ' I've learnt not to care,' said Mrs. Jeffords. ' 'Tain't no use. You must take things as they are. They will be so, and you can't help it If they fall right side up, well and good ; if they're wrong side up, let 'em lay ! And they ain't wrong side up yet, I can tell you. You just go and sit down and enjoy yourselves.' Mrs. Argenter was brighter this evening than she had been for a long while. 'It was nice to be among people again,' she said, when the evening was over. * So it is,' said Sylvie. * But somehow I didn't feel the difference the other way. I think I always am among people. At least it never seems to me as if they were very far off". Next door mayn't be exactly alongside, but it is next door for all that, and it is in the world. And the world wakes up BRICKFIELD FARMS 183 all together every morning, — that is, as fast as the morning gets round.' With her * mayn't he's ' and her * is'es,' Sylvie was uncon- sciously making a habit of the trick of Susan Nipper, but with a kindlier touch to her antitheses than pertained to those of that acerb damsel Mrs. Argenter wanted tangible presences. She had not reached so far as her child into that inner living where all fed each other, knowing that 'these same tribulations' — and joys also — are accomplished among the brotherhood that is in all the earth ; knowing, too, — ah! that is the bless- edness when we come to it, — ^that we may walk, already, in the heavenly places with all them that are alive unto each other in the Lord. The next morning after deep rains in a hill-country is a morning of wonders ; if you can go out among them, and know where to find them. Down the ravines, from the far back, greater heights, rush and plunge the streams whitened with ecstasy, turned to sweet wild harmonies as they go. It is a day of glory for the water-drops that are bom to make a part of it Sylvie knew the way down through the glen, from fall to fall, half a mile apart She and Bob Jeffords had come down to them, time and again ; after nearly every little summer shower; for with all the heat, the night rains had been plentiful and frequent, and the water-courses had been kept full. The brick-fields, that looked so near from the jEarms, were really more than two miles away ; and it was a constant descent, from brow to brow, over the range of uplands be- tween the Jeffords' place and the Basin. ' The First Cataracts are in here,' said Sylvie, gleefully, leading the way in by a bar-place upon a very wet path, the wetness of which nobody minded, all having come defended with rubbers and waterproofs, and tucked up their petticoats boot-high. Great bosks of ferns grew beside, and here and there a bush burning with autunm colour. Everything shone and dripped ; the very stones glittered. They climbed up rocky slopes, on which the short gray moss grew cushiony. They followed the line of maples and elders and evergreens that sentineled and hid away the i84 THE OTHER GIRLS shouting stream, spreading their skirts and intertwining their arms to shelter it, like the privacy of some royal child at play, and to keep back from the pilgrims the beautiful sur- prise. Upon a rough table-ledge, they came to it at last ; the place where they could lean in between the trees, and overlook and underlook the shining tumult, — the shifting, yet enduring, apparition of delight. It came in two leaps, down a winding channel, through which it seemed to turn and spring, like some light, graceful, impetuous living creatures. You felt it reach the first rock- landing ; you were conscious of the impetus which forced it on to take the second spring which brought it down beneath yoiu: feet. And it kept coming — coming ! It was an eternal moment ; a swift, vanishing, yet never over-and-done move* ment of grace and splendour. That is the magic of a waterfall Something exquisite by very suggestion of evanes- cence, caugfit in transitu, and held for the eye and mind to dwell on. They were never tired of looking. The chance would not come, — that ought to be a pause, — ^for them to turn and go away. ' But there are more,' Sylvie said at length, admonishing thenL ' And the Second Cataract is grander than this.' ' You number them going down,' said Mr. Kirkbright. 'Yes. People always number things as they come to them, don't they? Our first is somebody's else last, I suppose, always.' ' What a little spirit that is ! ' said Christopher Kirkbright to Miss Euphrasia, dropping back to help his sister down a rocky plimge. * A little spirit waked up by touch of misfortune,' said Miss Euphrasia. ' She would have gone through life blindfolded by purple and fine linen, if things had been left as they were with her.' Desire and Sylvie walked on together. ' Leave them alone,' said Miss Kirkbright to her brother. And she stopped, and began to gather handfuls of the late ferns. Now she had the chance given her, Desire said it straight out, as she said everything. BRICKFIELD FARMS 185 ' I came up here after you, Miss Argenter. Did you know it?' * No. After me ? How ? ' asked Sylvie. ' To see if you and your mother would come and make your home with us this winter, — ^pretty much as you do with Mrs. Jeffords. I can say «j, because Hazel Ripwinkley, my cousin, is with me nearly all the time ; but for the rest of it, I am all the family there really is, now that Rachel Froke has gone away ; unless you came to call my dear old Frendely "family,'* as I do; seeing that, next to Rachel, she is root and spring of it. You could help me ; you could help her ; and I think you would like my work. I should be glad of you; and your mother could have Rachel Froke's gray parlour. It is a one-sided proposition, because, you see, I know all about you already, from Miss Euphrasia. You will have to take me at hazard, and find out by trying.' * Do you think the old proverb isn't as true of good words as of mischief, — that a dog who will fetch a bone will carry a bone ?' said Sylvie, laughing with the same impulse by which clear drops stood suddenly in her eyes, and a quick rosiness came into her face. ' Do you suppose Miss Euphrasia hasn't told me of you ? ' * I never thought I was one of the people to be told about,' said Desire, simply. ' Do you think you could come ? Miss Euphrasia believed it would be what you wanted. There is plenty of room, and plenty of work. I want you to know that I mean to keep you honestly busy, because then you will imderstand that things come out honestly even.' * Even ! Dear Miss Ledwith ! * 'Then you'll try it?' ' I don't know how to thank Miss Euphrasia or you.' * There are no thanks in the bargain,' said Desire, smiling. ' I want you ; if you want me, it is a Q. E. D. If we do dispute about anything, we'll leave it out to Miss Euphrasia. She knows how to make everything right. She shall be our broker. It is a good thing to have one, in some kinds of trade.' They had come around the curve in the road now, that brought them alongside the shady gorge at the foot of Cone HilL Here was the little group of brick-makers' houses; i86 THE OTHER GIRLS empty, weather-beaten, their door-yards overgrown with brakes and mulleins. Beyond, up the ledge, to which a rough drive-way, long disused, led off, was the quaint, rambling edifice that with its feet of stone and brick went * walking up ' the mountain. * You must go in and see it,' Sylvie said. ' But first, — this is the way to the cascade.' Another bar-place let them in again to another narrow, wild, bush-grown path around the edge of the cliff, the lower spur of the great hill ; and down over shelving rocks, a long, gradual descent, to the foot of the fall. The water foamed and rippled to their feet, as they walked along its varying edge-line on the smooth, sloping stone that stretched back against the perpendicular rampart of the cliff. The fall itself was hidden in the turn around which, above, they had followed the tangled pathway. At the farthest projection of the platform they were now treading, they came upon it ; beneath it, rather ; they looked back and up at its showery silver sheet, falling in sweet, con- tinual thunder into the dark, hollow, rock-encircled pool, thence to tumble away headlong, from point to point, lower and lower yet, by a thousand little breaks and plunges, till it came out into a broad meadow stretch miles and miles away. ' What a hurry it is in, to get down where it is wanted,' said Desire. She had seated herself beside the curling edge of the swift stream, where it seemed to trace and keep by its own will its boundary upon the nearly level rock, and was gazing up where the white radiance poured itself as if direct from out the blue above. Mr. Kirkbright stood behind her. * Most things come to us at last so quietly,' he said. * It is good to feel and see what a rush it starts with, — out of that heart of heaven.' Desire had not said that ; but it was just what she had been feeling. Eager to get to us ; coming in a hurry. Was that God's impulse towards us ? ' Making haste to help and satisfy the world.' Mr. Kirk- bright said again. ' A river of clear water of life, coming down out of the throne,' said Miss Euphrasia. * What a sign it is ! ' BRICKFIELD FARMS 187 Mr. Kirkbright walked along the margin of the ledge, farther and farther down. He tried with his stick some stones that lay across the current at a narrow point where beneath the opposite cliff it bent and turned away, losing itself from their sight as they stood here. Then he sprang across ; crept, stooping, along the narrow foothold under the pro- jecting rock, until he could follow with his eye the course of the rapid water, falling continually to its lower level as it sped on and on, all its volume gathered in one deep, rocky, unchangeable bed. * What a waiting power ! ' he exclaimed, springing safely back, and coming up toward them. < What a stream for mills ! And it turns nothing but the farmers' grists, till it gets to Tillington.' Desire was a very little disappointed at this utilitarianism. She had been so glad and satisfied with the reading of its type ; the type of its far-back impulse. * If there had been mills here, we should not have seen that,' she said ; forgetting to explain what. But Christopher Kirkbright knew. ' What was it that we did see ? ' he asked, coming beside her. *The gracious hurry/ she answered, with a half-vexed surprise in her eyes. 'And what is the next thing to seeing that? Isn't it to partake ? To be in a gracious hurry, also, if we can ?' A smile came up now in Desire's face, and effaced gently the vexation and the surprise. ' Do you know what a legible face you have ? ' asked Mr. Kirkbright, seating himself near her on a step of rock. Desire was a little disturbed again by this movement. The others had begun to walk on, up the ledge, toward the old brick house ; gathering as they went ferns that had escaped the frost, others that had delicately whitened in it, and gorgeous maple-leaves, swept from topmost, inaccessible branches, — ^where the most glorious colour always hangs, — by last night's rain and wind. It was so foolish of her to have sat there until he came and did this. Now sh6 could not get right up and go away. This feeling, coming simultaneously with his question about 1 88 THE OTHER GIRLS her legible face, was doubly uncomfortable. But she had to answer. She did it briefly. * Yes. It is a great bother. I don't like coarse print.' *Nor I. But my eyes are good; and the fine print is clear. I should like very much to tell you of something that I have to do, Miss Ledwith. I should like your thoughts upon it. For, you see, I have hardly yet got acquainted with my ground. From what my sister tells me, I think your work leads naturally up to mine. I should like to find out whether it is quite ready for the join.' *I haven't much work,' said Desire. *Luclarion Grapp has ; and Miss Kirkbright, and Mr. Vireo. I only help, — with some money that belongs to it.' *And I have more money that belongs to it,' said Mr. Kirkbright. It was a curious way for a rich man and a rich woman to talk to each other about their money. But I do not believe it ought to be curious. * Don't you often conae across people who cannot be helped much just where they are ? Don't you feel, sometimes, Uiat there ought to be a place to send them to, away, out of their old tracks, where they could begins ag^in ; or even hide a while, in shame and repentance, before- they dare to Jjegin again ? ' ' I know Luclarion does,' said Desire, earnestly. She would have it, still, that there was no work in her own name for him to ask aborut. * I must see this Luclarion of yours,' said Mr. Kirkbright. ' Meanwhile, since I have got you to talk to, pray tell me all you can, whoever found it out Isn't there a need for a City of Refuge ? And suppose a place like this, away from the towns, where God's beautifiil water is coming down in a hurry, with a cry of power in every leap, — where there is a great lake-basin full of material for work, just stored away against men's need for their earning and their buildijig, — suppose this place taken and used for the giving of a new chance of life to those who have failed and gone wrong, or have perhaps hardly ever had any right chances. Do you think we could manage it so as to keep it a place of refuge and new beginning, and not let it spoil itself?' BRICKFIELD FARMS 189 *With the right people at each end, why not?' said Desire. * But O, Mr. Kirkbright ! how can I tell you ? It is such a great idea ; and I don't know anything.' These words, that she happened to say, brought back to her — by one of those little lightning threads that hold things together, and flash and thrill our recollections through us — the rainy morning when she went round in the storm to her Aunt Ripwinkley's, because she could not sit in the bay- window at hom.e, and wonder ' whether it was all finished,' or whether anybody had got to contrive anything more, 'before they could sit behind plate-glass and let it rain.' She remembered it all by those same words that she had spoken then to Rachel Froke, — * Behold, we know not any- thing — Tennyson and I ! ' Nonsense stays by us, often, in stickier fashion than sense does. That is the good of nonsense, perhaps : it sticks, and draws the sense along after it. * I think one thing is certain,' said Mr. Kirkbright. * Hu- man creatures are made for " moving on." I believe the Swedenborgians are right in this, — that the places above, or below, are filled from the human race, or races ; and that the Lord Himself couldn't do much with beings made as He has made us, without places to move us into. New beginnings, — evenings and mornings ; the very planet cannot go on its way without making them for itself. Life bound down to poor conditions, — and all conditions are poor in the sense of being limited while the life is resistlessly expanding, — festers, fevers, breaks out in violence and disease. I believe we want new places more than anything. I came up here on purpose to see if I could not begin one.' * How happened you to come just here ? ' questioned De- sire. * What could you know of this beforehand ? ' ' My sister had Miss Argenter's letter ; and at once she remembered the name of the place and its story. That is the way things come together, you know. My brother-in- law, Mr. Sherrett, owns, or did own, this whole property.. A " dead stick " he thought it. Well, Aaron's rod was another dead stick. But he laid it up before the Lord, and it blos- somed.' Desire sat silent, looking at the white water in its gracious I90 THE OTHER GIRLS hurry. Pouring itself away, unused, — ^unheeded ; yet waiting there, pouring always. The tireless impulse of the divine help; vehement, eager, with a human eagerness; yet so patient, till men's hands should reach out and lay hold of it ! She dreamed out a whole dream of life that might grow up beside this help ; of work that might be done there. She forgot that she was lingering, and keeping Mr. Kirkbright lingering, behind the others. ' You would have to live here yourself, I should think,* she said at length, speaking out of her vision of the things that might be, and so— would have to be. She had got drawn in to the contemplation of the scheme, and had begim to weigh and arrange, involuntarily, its details ; forgetting that she ' knew not anything.' Mr. Kirkbright smiled. * Yes, I see where you are/ he said. * I had arrived at precisely the same point myself. But the " right people at the other end ?" Who should they be ? Who shall send me my villagers, — my workers ? Who shall discriminate for me, and keep things true and unconfused at the source ? ' ' Your sister, Mr. Vireo, Luclarion Grapp,' Desire repeated, promptly. *And yourself?' * Yes ; I and Hazel, all we can. We help them. And now there will be Miss Argenter. As Hazel said, — " We all of us know the Muffin-man." How queer that that ridiculous play should come to mean so much with us! Luclarion Grapp is actually a muffin- woman, you know ?' ' I'm afraid I don't know the Muffin-/«a» literally, except what I can guess of him by your application,' said Mr. Kirk- bright, laughing. * I've no doubt I ought to, and that it would do me good.' ' You will have to come to Greenley Street, and find him out Hazel and Miss Craydocke manage all the introductions, as having a kind of proprietorship : " and quite proper, I'm sure" — Why, where are Miss Kirkbright and Miss Argenter.?' Coming back to light common speech, she came back also to the present circumstance; reminded also, perhaps, by her ' quite proper ' quotation. ' If I may come to Greenley Street, I may learn a good deal BRICKFIELD FARMS 191 beside the Muffin-man/ said Mr. Kirkbright, giving her his hand to help her up a steep, slippery place. Desire foolishly blushed. She knew it, and knew that her hat did not defend her in the least She could not take it back now ; she had invited him. But what would he think of her blushing about it ? ' You can learn what we all learn. I am only a scholar,' she said, shortly. And then she stood accused before her own truthfulness of having covered up her blush by a dis- claimer that had nothing to do with it. She was conscious that she had coloured like any silly girl, at she hardly knew what. She was provoked with herself, for letting the shadow of such things touch her. She hurried on, up the rough bank, before Mr. Kirkbright. When she reached the top, she turned roimd and faced him; this time with a determinedly cool cheek. * I don't know why I said that I did not suppose you thought you could learn anything of me,' she said. ' I was confused to think I had asked you in that off-hand way to my house. I have not been very long used to being the head of a house.* She smiled one of those bits of smiles of hers ; a mere relaxation of the lips that showed the white tips of her front teeth, and just indicated the peculiar, pretty curve with whidfe the others were set behind them ; feeling re-assured and re- instated in her own self-respect by her explanation. Then, without letting him answer, she turned swiftly round again, and, sprang up the rugged stairway of the shelving rock. s. But she had not uninvited him, after alL They found Miss Kirkbright and Sylvie waiting for them at the red house. It was a quaint structure, with a kind of old, foreign look about it It made you think either of an ancient family mansion in some provincial French town, or of a convent for nuns. It was of dark red brick, — the quality of which Mr. Kirk- bright remarked with satisfaction, — with high walls at the gable ends carried above the slope of the roof. These were met and overclasped at the comers by wide, massive eaves. A high, narrow door, with a fan-light, occupied the middle of the end before which the party stood. Windows above. 192 THE OTHER GIRLS with little balconies, were Jtiung with old red woollen damask, fading out in stripes ; perishing, doubtless, with moth and decay ; in one was suspended a rusty bird-cage which had once been gilt. What an honest neighbourhood this was, in which these things had remained for years, and not even the panes of the windows had been broken by little boys ! But then the villages full of little boys were miles away, and the single families at the nearer farms were well-ordered Puritan folk, fathered and mothered in careful, old-fashioned sort There was some indefinite awe, also, of the lonely place, and of the rich, far-off owner who might come any day to look after his rights, and make a reckoning with them. Up, from platform to platform of the terraced rock, as Sylvie had said, climbed the successive sections of the dwelling. The front was two and a half stories high ; the last outlying projection was a single square apartment with its own low roof; towards the back, within, you went up flight after flight of short stairs from room to room, from passage to passage. Once or twice, the few broad steps between two apartments ran the whole width of the same. ' What a place for plays ! ' ' Or for a little children's school, ranged in rows, one above another.' * The man who built it must have dreamt it first ! * These were the exclamations that they made to each other as they passed through, exploring. There was a great number of bedrooms, divided off here and there ; the upper front was one row of them, with a gallery running across the house, in whose windows toward the south hung the old red woollen draperies and the bird- cage. Below, at the back, the last room opened by a door upon a high, flat table of the rock, aroimd whose overhanging edge a light railing had been run. Standing here, they looked up and down the beautiful gorge, into the heart of the hill and the depth of its secret shaded places on the one hand, and on the other into the rush and whirl of the rapidly descending and broken torrent to where it flung itself off the sudden brink, and changed into white mist and an ever- lasting song. BRICKFIELD FARMS 193 'This last room ought to be a chapel/ said Mr. Kirk- bright. ' Out here could be open-air service in the beautiful weather, to the sound of that continual organ.' * You have thought of it, too/ exclaimed Desire. * Of what ? ' asked Mr. Kirkbright, turning towards her. ' Of what you might make this place.' ' What would you make of it ? ' They were a little apart, by themselves, again. It kept happening so. Miss Kirkbright and Sylvie had a great deal to say to each other. * I would make it a moral sanatorium. I would take people in here, and nurse them up by beautiful living, till they were ready to begin the world again ; and then I woiild have the little new world, of work and business, waiting just outside. I would have rooms for them here, that they should feel the own-ness of ; flowers to tend ; ferneries in the windows ; they could make them from these beautiful woods, and send them away to the cities ; that would be a business at the very first ! I would have all the lovely, natural ways of living to win them back by, — to teach them pure things ; yes, — and I would have the chapel to teach them the real gospel in ! That bird-cage in the gallery window made me think of it all, I believe,' she ended, bringing herself back out of her enthusiasm with a recollection. * I knew you could tell me how/ said Mr. Kirkbright, quietly. * How Hazel would rejoice in this place ! It is a place to set anyone drearhing, I think ; because, perhaps, as Miss Kirkbright said, the man was in a dream when he planned it' * I mean to try if one dream cannot be lived,' said Chris- topher Kirkbright. * At any rate, let us have the vision out, while we are about it ! What do you think of brickmaking for the hard, rough working men, with families, with those cottages and more like them to live in ; and paper-making, in mills down there, for others ; for the women and children, especially. Paper for hangings, say; then, some time or other, the printing works, and the designing ? Might it not all grow ? And then wouldn't we have a ladder all the way up, for them to climb by, — out of the clay and common toil to art and beauty ? ' O 194 THE OTHER GIRLS ' You can dream delightfully, Mr. Kirkbright.' ' I will see if I cannot begin to turn it into fact, and make it pay,' he answered. * Pay itself, and keep itself going. I do not need to look for my fortune from it. The fortune is to be put into it. But I have no right to lose, — to throw away, — the fortune. It must come by degrees, like all things. You know some people say that God dreamed the heavens and the earth in those six wonderful days, and then took his million of years for the everlasting making, with the Sabbath of his divine satisfaction between the two. If I cannot do the whole, there may be others, — and if there are, we shall find them, — who would help to build the city.' . * I know who,' said Desire, instantly. 'Dakie Thayne, and Ruth ! It is just what they want.' ' Will " Dakie Thayne" build a railroad, — seven miles, — across to Tillington, — for our transportation ? We'll say he wilL I have no question it is Dakie Thayne, or somebody, who is waiting, and that the right people are all linked together, ready to draw each other in,' said Mr. Kirkbright, giving rein to the very lightness of gladness in the joy of the thought he was pursuing. * We don't know how we stand leashed and looped, all over the world, imtil the Lord begins to take us in hand, and brings us together towards his grand intents. We shall want another Hilary Vireo to preach that gospel here ; and I don't doubt he is somewhere, though it would hardly seem possible.' *Why don't we preach it ourselves?* said Desire, with inimitable unwittingness. She was so utterly and wholly in the vision, that she left her present self standing there on the rock with Christopher Kirkbright, and never even thought of a reason why to blush before him. * I don't know why we shouldn't In fact, we could not help it. It would be all gospel, wouldn't it? I know, at least, what I should mean the whole thing to preach.' Saying this, he fell silent all at once. * There is a great deal of wrong gospel preached in the world. If we could only stop that, and begin again, — I think ! ' said Desire. ' Between the old, hopeless terrors and the modem smoothing away and letting go, the real living BRICKFIELD FARMS 195 help seems to have failed men. They don't know where it is, or whether they need it, even.' *Yes, that is it,' said Christopher Kirkbright, letting his silence be broken through with the whole tide of his earnest, life-long, pondered thought ' Men have put aside the old idea of the avenging and punishing God, until they think they have no longer any need of Christ God is Love, they tell us ; not recognising that the Christ is that very Love of God. He will not cast us into hell, they say ; there is no pit of burning torment But they know there is something that follows after sin ; they know that God is not weak, but abides by his own truth. Therefore, when they have made out God to be Love, and blotted away the old, literal hell, they turn back and declare pitilessly, — "There is Law, Law punishes ; and Law is inexorable. God Himself does not suspend or contradict his Law. You have sinned ; you must take the consequences." Are you better off in the clutch of that Law, than you were in the old hell? Isn't there the same need as ever crying up from hearts of suffering men for a Saviour ? Of a side of God to be shown to them, — the forgiving side, the restoring right hand ? The power to grasp and curb his own law ? You must have Jesus again ! You must have the Christ of God to help you against the Law of God that you have put in the place of the hell you will not believe in. Without a counteracting force, law will run on for ever. The impetus that sin started will bear on downward, through the eternities ! That is what threatens the sinner ; and you have sinned. Beyond and above and through the necessities that He seems to have made, Go4 reveals Himself supreme in love, in the Face of Jesus Christ He comes in the very midst of the clouds, with power and great glory ! "I hsiv^ provided a way," He says, " from the foundations, — ^for you to repent and for Me to take you back. It was a part of my plan to forgive. You have seen but half the revolution of my wheel of Law. Fling yourself upon it ; believe ; you shaU be broken ; but you shall not be ground into powder. You shall find yoursdf lifted up into the eternal peace and safety ; you shall feel yourself folded in the arms of my tender compassion. The bones that J, have broken shall rejoice. Your life shall be set right for o a 196 THE OTHER GIRLS you, notwithstanding the Law ; yea, by the Law. I have pro- vided. Only believe/' ' This is the word, — the Christ, — on God's part. This is repentance and saving faith, on our part. It is the Gospel. And it came by mouth, and the interpreting and confirming acts, of Jesus. The power of the acts was little matter ; the expression of the acts was everything. He proclaimed forgiveness, — He healed disease ; He reversed evil and turned it back. He changed death into life, — ^taking away the sting — the implantation of it, which is sin. For ever- more the might of the Redemption stands above the might of the Law that was transgressed.' ' You have dedicated your chapel, Mr. Kirkbright.' Desire Ledwith said it, with that emotion which makes the voice sound restrained and deep ; and as she said it, she turned to go back into the house. CHAPTER XIX. BLOSSOMING FERNS. The minister's covered carryall was borrowed from two miles off, to take Mrs. Argenter down to Tillington. All she knew about the winter plan was that Miss Led- with was a friend of Miss Kirkbright's, had a large, old- fashioned house, and scarcely any household, and would be glad to have herself and Sylvie take rooms with her for several months. She had a vague idea that Miss Ledwith might be somewhat restricted in her means, and that to receive lodgers in a friendly way would be an 'object' to her. She talked, indeed, with a gentle complaisance to Miss Kirkbright, about its not being exactly what they had in- tended, — they had thought of rooms at Hotel Pelham or Boylston, so central and so near the Libraries ; but after all, what she needed most was quiet and no stairs ; and she had a horr<5r of elevators, and a dread of fire ; so that this was really better, perhaps ; and Miss Ledwith was a very sweet person. BLOSSOMING FERNS 197 Miss Euphrasia smiled ; * sweet/ especially in the silvery- tone in which Mrs. Argenter uttered it, was the last mono- syllabic epithet she would have selected as applying to grave, earnest, downright Desire. At East Keaton, the train stopped for five minutes. Sylvie had begged Mr. Kirkbright beforehand to get her mother's foot- warmer filled with hot water at the station, and he had just returned with it. She was busily arranging it under Mrs. Argenter's feet again, and wrapping the rug about her, kneeling beside her chair to do so, when some one entered the drawing-room car in which the party was, and came up behind her. She thought she was in the way of some stranger, and hastily arose. ' I beg your pardon,' she said, instinctively, and turned as she spoke. *What for?* asked Rodney Sherrett, holding out both hands, and grasping hers before she was well aware. There were morning stars in her eyes, and a beautiful sunrise crimsoned her cheek. These two had not seen each other all summer. Aunt Euphrasia looked from one face to the other. * Not to say anything for two years ! ' she thought, recalling inwardly her brother's wise injunction. *It sa^s itself, though ; and it was made to! * * How do you do, Mrs. Argenter ? I hope you are feeling better for your country summer ? Aunt Effie I You're not surprised to see me? Did you think I would let you go down without ? ' No ; Aunt Effie, when she had written him that regular little Sunday afternoon note from Brickfield, telling him that they were all to come down on Tuesday, had thought no such thing. And she was at this moment, with wise fore- thought, packed in behind all the others, in the most inac- cessible corner of the car. ' You're not going down to the city ? * ' But he was. Rodney's eyes sparkled as he told her. ' Your own doctrine exemplified. Things always happen, you say. One of the mills is stopped for just this very day of all others, — repairing machinery. I'm off work, for the 198 THE OTHER GIRLS first time in four months. There has been no low water all summer. Regular header, straight through. Don't you see I'm perfectly emaciated with the confinement ? Pve breathed in wool-stuffing till I feel like a pincushion.' * An emaciated wool-stuffed pincushion! Yes, I think you do look a little like it!' Aunt Euphrasia talked nonsense just as he did, because she was so pleased she could not help it. They paired, naturally. Miss Kirkbright and Mrs. Ar- genter, facing each other in the comer, were eating tongue sandwiches out of the same basket ; and Sylvie had poured out for her mother the sugared claret and water with which her little travelling flask had been filled. Mr. Kirkbright had monopolised Desire, sitting upon the opposite side of the car, with another long talk, about brick and tile making, and the compatibility of a paper manufactory and a House of Refuge. ' I will not have it called that, though. It shall not be stamped with any stereotyped name. It shall not even be a Home, — except my home \ and 111 just take them in : I and Euphrasia.' There was nothing for Rodney to do, but to sit down be- side Sylvie, with three hours before him, which he had earned by ifour months among the wheels and craiiks and wool-fluff. Of all these four months there has been no chance to tell you anything before as concerning him. He had been at Arlesbury; learning to be a manufacturer ; beginning at the beginning with the belts and rollers, spindles, shuttles, and harnesses ; finding out the secrets of satinets and doeskins and kerseys ; drivings as he had wanted to do ; taking hold of something and making it go. ' It isn't exactly like trotting tandem,' he told Sylvie ; * but there's a something living in it, too ; a creature to bit and manage ; that's what I like about.it. But I hate the oil, and the noise, and the dust. Why, this is pindrop silence to it! I hope it won't make me deaf, — and dumb ! Father will feel bad if it does,' he said, with an , indescribably pathetic demureness. BLOSSOMING FERNS 199 'Was it your father's plan?' asked Sylvie, laughing merrily. ' Well,-^yes 1 At least I told him to take me and set me to work ; or I should pretty soon be good for nothing ; and so he looked round in a great fright and hurry, as you may imagine, and put me into the first thing he could think of, and that was this. I'm to stay at it for two years, before I — Ask him for anything else. I think I shall have a good right then, don't you ? I'm thinking all the time about my Three Wishes. I suppose I may wish three times when I begin 1 They always do.' What could he tjdk but nonsense ? Earnestness had been forbidden him ; he had to cover it up with the absurdity of a boy. But what a blessing that it made no manner of difference ! That in all things of light and speech, the gracious law is that the flash should go so much farther, as well as faster than the sound f Something between them unspoken told the story that words, though they be waited for, never tell half so \Yell. She knew that she had to do with his being in earnest. She knew that she had to do with his being at play, this moment, laughing and joking the time away beside her on this rail- way trip. He had come to join Aunt Euphrasia? Yes, indeed, and there sat Aunt Euphrasia in her comer, reading the 'Vicar's Daughter,' and between times talking a little with Mrs. Argenter. Not ten sentences did aunt and nephew exchange, all the way from East Keaton down to Cambridge^ When Mrs. Argenter grew tired as the day wore on, and a sofa was vacated, Rodney helped Sylvie to move the shawls and the footwarmer, and the rug, and improvise cushions, and make her mother comfortable ; then, as Mrs. Argenter feel asleep, they sat near her and chatted on. And Aunt Euphrasia read her book, and considered her- self escorted and attended to, which is just such a convenience as a judicious and amiably disposed female relative appre- ciates the opportunity for making of herself. Down somewhere in Middlesex, boys began to come into the cars with great bunches of trailing ferns to seU ; exquisite things that people have just begun to find out and clamour 200 THE OTHER GIRLS for, and that so a boy-supply has vigorously arisen to meet. * O, how lovely ! * cried Sylvie, at one stopping-place, where an urchin stood with his arms full; the glossy d^icate leaves wreathed round and round in long loops, and the feathery blossoms dropping like mist-tips from among them. * And weVe too exclusive here for him to be let in.' Of course the window would not open ; drawing-room car windows never do. Rodney rushed to the door ; held up a dollar greenback. * Boy ! Here ! toss up your load ! ' The long train gave its first spasm and creak at starting ; up came the tangle of beauty; down fluttered the bit of paper to the platform ; and Rodney came in with the rare garlands and tassels drooping all about him. Everybody was delighted; Aunt Euphrasia dropped her book, and made her way out of her comer ; Desire and Mr. Kirkbright handled and exclaimed; Mrs. Argenter opened her eyes, and held out her fingers towards them with a smile. * Such a quantity — for everybody ! ' said Sylvie, as he put them into her lap, and she began to shake out the bunches. * How kind you were, Mr. Sherrett! We've longed so to find some of these, haven't we, Amata? Has anybody got a news- paper, or two.? We'd better keep them all together till we get home.' And she coiled the sprays carefully round and round into a heap. No matter if they should be all given away to the very last leaf; she could thank innocently 'for everybody'; but she knew very well what the last leaf, falling to her to keep, would stand for. In years and years to come, Sylvie will never see climbing ferns again, without a feeling as of all the delicate beauty and significance of the world gathered together in a heap and laid into her lap. She had seen the dollar that Rodney paid for them flutter down beside the window as the car moved on, and the boy spring forward to catch it. Rodney Sherrett earned his dollars now. It was one of his very, very own that he spent for her that day. A girl feels a strange thrill when she sees, ' WANTED 20I fof the first time, a fragment of the life she cares for given, representatively, thus for her. It is useless to analyse and explain. Sylvie did not stop to do it, neither did Rodney ; but that ride, that little giving and taking, were full of parable and heart-telegraphy between them. That October afternoon was a long, beautiful dream; a dream that must come true, some time. Yet Rodney said to his aunt, as he bade her good-bye that evening, at her own door (he had to go back to the station to take the night train up), — ^ Why shouldn't we have this piece of our lives as well as the rest. Auntie? Why should two years be cribbed off? There won't be any too much of it, and there won't be any of it just like this.' Aunt Euphrasia only stooped down from the doorstep, and kissed him on his cheek, saying nothing. But to herself she said, after he had gone — ' I don't see why, either. They would be so happy, waiting it out together. And there never is any time like this time. How is anybody sure of the rest of it ? ' Aunt Euphrasia knew. She had not been sure of the rest of hers. CHAPTER XX. ' WANTED. The half of course and half critical way in which Mrs. Argenter took possession of the gray parlour, would have been funny, if it had not been painful, to Sylvie, feeling almost wrong and wickedly deceitful in betraying her mother, through ignorance of the real arrangements, into a false and unsuitable attitude ; and to Desire, for Sylvie's sake. She thought it would do nicely if the windows weren't too low, and if the little stove-grate could be replaced by an open wood fire. Couldn't she have a Franklin, or couldn't the fire- place be unbricked ? * I don't think you'll mind, with cannel coal,' said Sylvie. * That is so cheerful ; and there won't be any smoke, for Miss Ledwith says the draught is excellent* 202 THE OTHER GIRLS ' But it stands out, and takes up room ; and people never keep the carpet clean behind it ! ' said Mrs. Argenter. * 111 take care of that/ said Sylvie. ' It is my business. We couldn't have these rooms, you see, except just as I have agreed for them ; and you know I like making things nice myself in the morning.' Desire had delicately withdrawn by this time ; and pre- sently coming back with a cup of tea upon a little tray, which refreshment she was sure Mrs. Argenter would need at once after her journey, she found the lady sitting quite serenely in the low cushioned chair before the obnoxious grate, in which Sylvie had kindled the lump of cannel that lay all ready for the match, in a folded newspaper, with three little pitch-pine sticks. There was something so dainty and compact about it, and the bright blaze answered so speedily to the communicating touch, the black layers falling away from each other in rich, bituminous flaldness, and letting the fire-tongues through, that she looked on in the happy complacence with which idle or disabled persons always enjoy something that does itself, yet can be followed in the doing with a certain passive sense of participancy. In the same manner she watched Sylvie putting away wraps, unlocking trunks, laying forth dressing-gowns and night-clothes, and setting out toilet cases upon table and stand. For the gray parlour contained now, for Mrs. Argenter's use, a pretty, low, curtained French bed, and the other appli- ances of a sleeping-room. A bedroom adjoining, which had been Mrs. Froke's, was to be Sylvie's ; and this had a further communication directly with the kitchen, which would be just the thing for Sylvie's quiet flittings to and fro in the fulfil- ment of her gladly undertaken duties. All Mrs. Argenter knew about it was that she should be able to have her hot water promptly in the mornings, without being intruded upon. Sylvie had insisted upon Desire's receiving the seven dollars a week which she was still able to pay for her mother's board. Nobody had told her of Miss Ledwith's very large wealth, and it would have made no difference if she had known it, except the exciting in her of a quick question why they had ' WANTED' 203 been taken in at all, and whether she were not indeed being in her turn benevolently practised upon, as she with much compunction practised upon her mother. * I know very well that I could not earn, beyond my own board, more than the difference between that and the ten dollars she would have to pay anywhere else,' she said, sim- ply. And Miss Kirkbright as simply told Desire, privately, to let it be so. ' If you don't need the pay, she needs the payment,' she said. Desire quietly put it all aside, as she received it. * Some- time or other I shall be able to tell her all about it, and make her take it back,' she said. * When she has come to under- stand, she will know that it is no more mine than hers ; and if I do not keep it I can see very well it will all go after the rest, for Vhatever whims she can possibly gratify her mother m.' There began to be happy times for Sylvie now, in Frendely's kitchen, in Desire's library ; all over the house, wherever there was any little care to take, any service to render. Mrs. Argenter did not miss her; she read a great deal, and slept a great deal, and Sylvie was rarely gone long at a time. She was always ready at twilight to play back- gammon, or a game of what she called * skin-deep chess,' for her mother was not able to bear the exertion or excitement of chess in real, deep earnest. Sylvie brought her sewing, also, — ^work for Neighbour Street it was, mostly, — into the gray parlour, and * sewed for two,' on the principle of the fire- watching, that something busy might be going on in the room, and Mrs. Argenter might have the content of seeing it. On the Wednesday evenings recurred the delightful * Read- and-Talk,' when the Ingrahams came, and Bel Bree, and a dozen or so more of the * other girls '; when on the big table treasures of picture, map, stereoscope, and story were brought forth ; when they traversed far countries, studied in art- galleries and frescoed churches, traced back old historic associations ; did not hurry or rush, but stayed in place after place, at point after point, looking it all thoroughly up, enjoy- ing it like people who could take the world in the leisure of years. And as they did not have the actual miles to go over, the standing about to do, and the fatigues to sleep 204 THE OTHER GIRLS between, they could *work in the ground fast/ like Hamlet, or any other spirit. Their hours stood for months ; and their two months had given them already winters and sum- mers of enchantment Hazel Ripwinkley, and very often Ada Geoffrey, was here at the travelling parties. Ada had all her mother's resources of books, engravings, models, specimens, at her command ; she would come with a carriage-full. Sometimes the library was Rome for an evening, with its Sistine Raphaels, its curious relics and ornaments, its Coliseum and St Peter's in alabaster, its views of tombs, and baths, and temples. Some- times it was Venice ; again it was transformed into a dream of Switzerland; and again, there were the pyramids, the obelisks, the sphinxes, the giant walls and gateways of Eg3rpt, vdth a Nile boat, and lotus flowers, and papyrus seeds, in reality or fac-simile, — even a mummied finger and a scara- bceus ring. They were not restricted, even, to a regular route, when their subject took them out of it. They could have a glimpse of Memphis, or Babylon, or Alexandria, or Athens, by way of following out an allusion or synchronism. Hazel and Ada almost came to the conclusion that this was the perfection of travelling, and the supersedure of all literal and laborious sight-seeing ; and Sylvie Argenter ven- tured the Nipperism that * tea and coffee and spices might or might not be a little different right off the bush, but if ship- loads were coming in to you all the time, you might combine things with as much comfort on the whole, perhaps, as you would have in sailing round for every separate pinch to Ceylon, and Java, and Canton.' The leaf had got turned between Leicester Place and Pilgrim Street I suppose you knew it would as well as I. Bel Bree had met Dorothy first in silk-and-button errands for her Aunt Blin's ' finishings,' at the thread-store where Dot tended. (Such machine-sewing as they could obtain Ray had done at home, since they came into the city ; and Dot had taken this place at Brade & Matchett's.) Then they came across each other in their waitings at the Public Libraryi and so found out their near neighbourhood. At last, growing intimate, Dorothy had introduced Bel to the ' WANTED ' 205 Chapel Bible class, and thence brought her into Desire's especial little club at her own house. After the travel-talk was over, — and they began with it early, so that all may reach home at a safe hour in the even- ing, — very often some one or two would linger a few moments for some little talk of confidence or advice with Desire. These girls brought their, plans to her ; their disappoint- ments, their difficulties, their suggestions ; not one would make a change, or take any new action, without telling her. They knew she cared for them. It was the begin- ning of all religion that she taught them in this faith, this friendliness. Every soul wants some one to come to ; it is easy to pass from the experience of human sympathy to the thought of the Divine ; without it the Divine has never been revealed. One bright night in this October, Dot Ingraham waited, letting her sister walk on with Frank Sunderline, who had called for them, and asking Bel Bree to stop a minute and go with her. 'Well take the car, presently,' she said to Ray. ' We shall be at home almost as soon as you will.' * It is about the shop work,' she said to Desire, who stepped back into the library with her. * I do not think I can do it much longer. I am pretty strong for some things, but this terrible standing / I could walk all day ; but cramped up behind those counters, and then reaching up and down the boxes and things, — I feel sometimes when I get through at night, as if my bones had all been racked. I haven't told them at home, for fear they would worry about me ; they think now IVe lost flesh, and I suppose I have ; and I don't have much appetite ; it seems dragged out of me. And then, — I can't say it before the others, for they're in shops, some of 'em, and places may be different; but it's such a window and counter parade, besides; and they do look out for it. People stare in at the store as they go by ; Margaret Shoey has the glove counter at that end, and she knows Mr. Matchett keeps her there on pur- pose to attract ; she sets herself up and takes airs upon it ; and Sarah Cilley does everything she sees her do, and comes in for the second-hand attention. Mr. Matchett asked me the other day if I couldn't wear a panier, and do up my hair 2o6 THE OTHER GIRLS a little more stylish ! I can't stay there ; it isn't fit for girls ! ' Dot's cheeks flamed, and there were tears in her eyes. Desire Ledwith stood with a thoughtful, troubled expression in her own. * There ought to be other ways,' she said. ' There ought to be more sheltered work for girls^' 'There is,' said little Bel Bree from the doorway, 'in houses. If I hadn't Aunt Blin, I'd go right into a family as seamstress or anything. I don't believe in out-doors and shops. I've; only lived in the city a little while, but I've seen it. And just think of the streets and streets of nice houses, where people live, and girls have to live with 'em, to do real woman's home work ! And if s all given up to iforeign ser- vants, and our girls go adrift, and live anyhow. 'Tain't right ! ' 'There is a good deal that isn't right about it,' said Desire, gravely ; knowing better than Bel the difficulties in the way of new domestic ideas. 'And a part of it is that the houses aren't built, or the ways of living planned, for " our girls," exactly. Our girls aren't happy in imderground kitchens and sky bedrooms.' ' I don't know. They might as well be underground as in some of those close, crowded shops. And their bedrooms can't be much to compare, certain. I'm afraid they like the crowds best. If they wanted to, and would work in, and try, they might contrive. Things fix themselves accordingly, after a while. Somebody's got to begin. I can't help thinking about it' Desire smiled. ' Your thinking may be a first sign of good times, little Bel,' she said. 'Think on. That is the way everything begins ; with a restlessness in someone or two heads about it Perhaps that is just what you have come down from New Hampshire for.' ' I don't know,' said Bel again. She began a good many of her reflective, suggestive little speeches with that hesitating feeler into the fog of social perplexity she essayed. ' They're just as bad up there, now. They all get away to the towns, and the trades, and the stores. They won't go int;o the houses ; and they might have such good places ! ' 'WANTED' 207 * You came yourself, you see ? ' *Yes. I wasn't contented. And things were particular with me. And I had Aunt Blin. I don't want to go back, either. But I can see how it is.' * Things are particular with each one, in some sort or another. That is what settles it, I suppose, and ought to. The only thing Js to be sure that it is a right particular that does it; that we don't let in any wrong particular, anywhere. For you, Dorothy, I don't believe shop-life is the thing. You have found it out. Why not change at once ? There is the machine at home, and Ray is going to be busy in Neighbour Street Won't her work naturally come to you?' * There isn't much of it, and it is so uncertain. The shops take up all the bulk of work nowadays ; everything is whole- sale ; and I don't want to go into the rooms, if I call help it. I don't like days' work, either. The fact is, I want a quiet place, and the same thing. I like my own machine. I would go with it into a family, if I could have my own room, and be nice, and not have to eat with careless, common ser- vants in. a dirty kitchen. Mother would spare me, — to a real good situation ; and I would come home Sundays.' 'I see. What you want is somewhere, of course. Wouldn't you advertise?' ' Would j^^«/' * Yes, I think I would. Say exactly what you want, wages and all. And put it into some family Sunday papei*, — ^the *' Christian Register," for instance. Those things get read over and over ; and the same paper lies about a week. In the dailies, one thing crowds out another ; a new list every night and morning. See here ; I'll write onfi now. Perhaps it wouldn't be too late for this week. Would you go out of town?' ^ WoiUdfCt I ? I think sometimes that's just what ails me ; wanting to see soft roads and green grass, and door- yards, and sun between the houses ! But I couldn't go far, of course.' Desire's pencil was flying over the paper. ' '' Wanted ; a permanent situation in a pleasant family, as seamstress, by a young girl used to all kinds of sewing, who will bring her own machine. Would like a room to 2o8 THE OTHER GIRLS herself, and to have her meals orderly and comfortable, whether with the family or otherwise. Wages " — What ? ' ' By the day, I could get a dollar and a quarter, at least ; but for a real good home-place, I'd go for four dollars a week.' ( u Wages, 1^4.00 per week. A little way out of town pre- ferred." There ! There are such places, and why shouldn't one come to you ? Take that down to the " Register" office to-morrow morning, and have it put in twice, unless stopped.' * Thank you. It's all easy enough, Miss Ledwith. Why didn't I work it out myself?' * It isn't quite worked out yet But things always look clearer, somehow, through two pairs of eyes. Good-night. Let me know what you hear about it' ' She'll surprise some family with such a seamstress as they read about,' said Bel Bree, on the door-step. * I should like to astonish people, sometime, with a heavenly kind of general house-work.' 'That was a good idea of yours about the Sunday paper,* said Sylvie, as she and Hazel and Desire went back into the library to put away the books. * But what when the com- mon sort pick up the dodge, and the weeklies get full of " Wanted " ? Nothing holds out fresh, very long.' ' There ought to be,' said Desire, ' some filtered process for these things; some way of sifting and certifying. A bureau of mutual understanding between the " real folks " — employers and employed. I believe it might be. There ought to be for this, and for many things, a fellowship or- ganised, between women of different outward degree. And something will happen, sooner or later, to bring it about A money crisis, perhaps, to throw these girls out of shop-em- ployment, and to make heads of households look into ways of managing. A mutual need, — or the seeing of it. The need is now ; these girls — half of them — want homes, more than anything ; and the homes are suffering for the help of just such girls.' * Why don't you edit a paper. Desire ? The " Fellowship Register," or the "Domestic Intelligencer," or something! And keep lists of all the nice, real housekeepers, and the nice, real, willing girls ? ' ' WANTED ' 209 *That isn't a bad notion, Hazie. Your notions never are. Maybe that is wha^ is waiting for you. Just cover up that ''raised Switzerland," will you, and bring it over here ? And roll up the " Course of the Rhine," and set it in the comer. There ; now we may put out the gas. Sylvie, has your mother had her fresh camomile tea ?' The three girls bade each other good-night at the stairs ; just where Desire had stood once, and put her arms about Uncle Titus's neck for the first time. She often thought of it now, when they went up after the pleasant evenings, and came down in the bright moi:nings to their cheery break- fasts. She liked to stop on just that step. Nobody knew all it meant to her, when she did. There are places in every dwelling that keep such secrets for one heart and memory alone. Yes, indeed. Sylvie was happy now. All her pretty pictures, and little brackets, and her mother's stands and vases in the grey parlour, were hung with the lovely, wreathing, fairy stems of star-leaved, blossomy fern; and the sweet, dry scent was a perpetual subtle message. That day in the train from East Keaton was a day to pervade the winter, as this woodland breath pervaded the old city house. Sylvie could wait with that, sure that, sometime, more was coming. She could wait better than Rodney. Because, — she knew she was waiting, and satisfied to wait How did Rodney know that ? It was what he kept asking his Aunt Euphrasia in his frequent, boyish, yet most manly, letters. And she kept answering, ' You need not fear. I think I understand Sylvie. I can see. If there were anything in the way, I would tell you.' But at last she had to say, — not ' I think I understand Sylvie,' — but * I understand girls, Rodney. I am a woman, remember. I have been a girl, and I have waited. I have waited all my life. The right girls can.' And Rodney said, tossing up the letter with a shout, and catching it with a loving grasp between his hands again, — * Good for you, you dear, brave, blessed ace of hearts in a world where hearts are trumps I If you ain't one of the right old girls, then they don't make 'em, and never did ! ' P 2IO THE OTHER GIRLS CHAPTER XXL VOICES AND VISIONS. Madame Bylles herself walked into the great work-room of Mesdames Fillmer & Bylles, one Saturday morning. Madame Bylles was a lady of great girth and presence. If Miss Tonker were sub-aristocratic, Madame Bylles was ahnost super-aristocratic, so cumulative had been the effect upon her style and manner of constant professional contact with the ^lite. Carriages had rolled up to her, until she had got the roll of them into her very voice. Airs and graces had swept in and out of her private audience-room, that had not been able to take all of themselves away again. As the very dust grows golden and precious where certain work- manship is carried on, the touch and step and speech of those who had come ordering, consulting, coaxing, be- seeching, to her apartments, had filled them with infini- tesimal particles of a sublime efflorescence, by which the air itself in which they floated became — not the air of shop or business or down-town street — ^but the air of drawing-room, and bon-ton, and Beacon Hill or the New Land. And Madame Bylles breathed it all the time; she dwelt in the courtly contagion. When she came in among her work-people, it was an advent of awe. It was as if all the elegance that had ever been made up there came floating and spreading and shining in, on one portly and magnificent person. But when Madame Bylles came in, in one of her majestic hurries ! Then it was as if the globe itself had orders to move on a little faster, and make out the year in two hundred and eighty days or so, and she was appointed to see it done. She was in one of these grand and grave accelerations this morning. Miss Pashaw's marriage was fixed for a fort- night earlier than had been intended, business calling Mr. Soldane abroad. There were dresses to be hurried ; work VOICES AND VISIONS 211 for over-hours was to be given out. Miss Tonker was to use every exertion; temporary hands, if reliable, might be employed. All must be ready by Thursday next ; Madame Bylles had given her word for it. The manner in which she loftily transmitted this grand intelligence, warm from the high-bom lips that had favoured her with the confidence, — the air of intending it for Miss Tonker's secondarily distinguished ear alone, whilst the car- riage-roll in her accents bore it to the farthest corner in the room, where the meekest little woman sat basting — ^these things are indescribable. But they are in human nature : you can call them up and scrutinise them for yourself. Madame Bylles receded like a tidal wave, having heaved up, and changed, and overwhelmed all things. A great buzz succeeded her departure; Miss Tonkers followed her out upon the landing. ' 111 speak for that cashmere peignoir that is just cut out. ni make it nights, and earn me an ostrich band for my hat,' said Elise Mokey. One spoke for one thing ; one another ; they were claimed beforehand, in this fashion, by a kind of workwomen's code ; as publishers advertise foreign books in press, and keep the first right by courtesy. Miss Proddle stopped her machine at last, and caught the news in her slow fashion hind side before. ' We might some of us have overwork, I should think ; shouldn't you ? ' she asked, blandly, of Miss Bree. Aunt Blin smiled. * They've been squabbling over it these five minutes,' she replied. Aunt Blin was sure of some particular finishing, that none could do like her precise old self. Kate Sencerbox jumped up impatiently, reaching over for some fringe. ' I shall have to give it up,' she whispered emphatically into Bel Bree's ear. ' It's no. use your asking me to go to Chapel any more. I ain't sanctified a grain. I did begin to think there was a kind of work of grace begun in me, — but I cafi^t stand Miss Proddle 1 What are people made to strike ten for, always, when it's eleven ?' ' I think we are all striking twelve^ said Bel Bree. ' One's pa 212 THE OTHER GIRLS too fast, and another's too slow, but the sun goes round exactly the same.' Miss Tonker came back, and the talk hushed. * Clock struck one, and down they run, hickory, dickpry, dock,' said Miss Proddle, deliberately, so that her voice brought up the subsiding rear of sound and was heard alone. * What under the sun ? ' exclaimed Miss Tonker, with a gaze of mingled amazement, mystification, and contempt, at the poor old maiden making such unwonted noise. ' Yes'm,' said Kate Sencerbox. * It is " under the sun," that we're talking about ; the way things turn round, and clocks strike ; some too fast, and some too slow ; and — ^whether there's anything new under the sun. I think there is. Miss Proddle made a bright speech, that's alL' Miss Tonker, utterly bewildered, took refuge in solemn and supercilious disregard ; as if she saw the joke, and con- sidered it quite beneath remark. 'You will please resimoie your work, and remember the rules,' she said, and sailed down upon the cutters' table. There was a certain silk evening dress, of singular and in- describably lovely tint, — a tea-rose pink ; just the colour of the blush and creaminess that mingle themselves into such delicious anonymousness in the exquisite flower. It was all puffed and fluted till it looked as if it had really blossomed with uncounted curving petals, that showed in their tender convolutions each possible deepening and brightening of its wonderful hue. It looked fragrant. It conveyed a subtle sense of flavour. It fed and provoked every perceptive sense. It was not a dress to be hurried with ; every quill and gather of its trimming must be * set just so ; ' and there was still one flounce to be made, and these others were only basted, as also the corsage. After the hours were up that afternoon, Miss Tonker called Aunt Blin aside. She uncovered the large white box in which it lay, unfinished. 'You have a nice room, Miss Bree. Can you take this home and finish it,— by Wednesday? In overhours, I mean ; I shall want you here daytimes, as usual. It has been tried on \ all but for the hanging of the skirt ; you can VOICES AND VISIONS 213 take the measures from the white one. That I shall finish myself.' Aunt Blin's voice trembled with humble ecstasy as she answered. She thanked Miss Tonker in a tone timid with an apprehension of some possible unacceptableness, which should disturb or change the favouring grace. ' Certainly, ma'am. Ill spread a sheet on the floor, and put a white cloth on the table. Thank you, ma'am. Yes ; I have a nice room, and nothing gets meddled with. ItTl be quite safe there* I'm sure I'm no less than happy to be allowed. You're very kind, ma'am.' Miss Tonker said nothing at all to the meekly nervous outpouring. She did not snub her, however ; that was some- thing. Miss Bree and her niece, between them, carried home the large box. On the way, a dream ran through the head of Bel. She could not help it To have this beautiful dress in the house, — perhaps to have to stand up and be tried to, for the fall of its delicate, rosy trail ; with the white cloth on the floor, and the bright light all through the room, — why it would be almost like a minute of a ball ; and what if the door should be open, and somebody should happen to go by, upstairs ? If she could be so, and be seen so, just one minute, in that blush-coloured silk ! She should like to look like that, just once, t o s omebody ! Ah, little Bel ! behind all her cosy, practical living— all her busy work and contentedness — all her bright notions of what might be possible, for the better, in things that concerned her class, — she had her little, vague, bewildering flashes of vision, in which she saw impossible things ; things that might happen in a book, things that must be so beautiful if they ever did really happen ! A step went up and down the stairs and along the passage by her aunf s room, day by day, that she had learned to notice every time it came. A face had glanced in upon her now and then, when the door stood open for coolness in the warm September weather, when they had been obliged to have a flie to make the tea, or to heat an iron to press out seams in work that they were doing. One or two days of 214 THE OTHER GIRLS each week, they had taken work home. On those days, they did, perhaps, their own little washing or ironing, besides ; sewing between whiles, and taking turns, and continuing at their needles far on into the night. Once Mr. Hewland had come in, to help Aunt Blin with a blind that was swinging by a single hinge, and which she was trying, against a boisterous wind, to reset with the other. After that, he had always spoken to them when he met them. He had opened and shut the street-door for them, standing back, courteously, with his hat in his hand, to let them pass. Aunt Blin, — dear old simple, kindly-hearted Aunt BHn, who believed cats and birds, — her cat and bird, at least, — might be thrown trustfully into each other's company, if only she impressed it sufficiently upon the quadruped's mind from the beginning, that the bird was *very, very precious/ — thought Mr. Hewland was * such a nice young man.' And so he was. A nice, genial, well-meaning, well-bred gentleman ; above anything ignoble, or consciously culpable, or commpn. His danger lay in his higher tendencies. He had artistic tastes ; he was a lover of all grace and natural sweetness ; no line of beauty could escape him. More than that, he drew towards all that was most genuine ; he cared nothing for the elegant artificialities among which his social position placed him. He had been singularly attracted by this little New Hampshire girl, fresh and pretty as a wild rose, and full of bright, quaint ways and speech, of which he caught glimpses and fragments in their near neighbourhood. Now and then, from her open window up to his, had come her gay, sweet laugh ; or her raised, gleeful tone, as she said some funny, quick, shrewd thing in her original fashion to her aunt Through the month of August, while work was slack, and the Hewland family was away travelling, and other lodgers' rooms were vacated, the Brees had been more at home, and Morris Hewland had been more in his rooms above, than had been usual at most times. The music mistress had taken a vacation, and gone into the country; only old Mr. Sparrow, lame with one weak ankle, hopped up and down ; and the spare, odd-faced landlady glided about the passages with her prim profile always in the same pose, reminding one of a badly-made rag-doll, of which the nose, chin, and chest are VOICES AND VISIONS 215 in one invincible flat line, interrupted feebly by an unsuc- cessful hint of drawing in at the throat. Mr. Hewland liked June for his travels; and July and August, when everybody was out of the way, for his quiet summer work. The Hewlands called him odd, and let him go ; he stayed at home sometimes, and he happened in and out ; they knew where to find him, and there was ' no harm in Morris but his artistic peculiarities.' He had secured in these out-of-the-way lodgings in Leicester Place, one of the best north lights that could be had in the city ; he would not take a room among a lot of others in a Studio Building. So he worked up his studies, painted his pictures, let nobody come near him except as he chose to bring them, and when he wanted anything of the world, went out into the world and got it. Now, something had come in here close to him, which brought him a certain sense of such a world as he could not go out into at will, to get what he wanted. A world of sim- plicities, of blessed contents, of unworn, joyous impulses, of little new, unceasing spontaneities ; a world that he looked into, as we used to do at Sattler's Cosmoramas, through the merest peepholes, and comprehended by the merest hints ; but which lie presence of this girl under the roof with himself as surely revealed to him as the wind-flower reveals the spring. On her part, Bel Bree got a glimpse, she knew not how, of a world above and beyond her own ; a world of beauty, of power, of reach and elevation, in which people like Morris Hewland dwelt. His step, his voice, his words now and then to the friend or two whom he had the habit of bringing in with him, — the mere knowledge that he * made pictures,* such pictures as she looked at in the windows and in art- dealers' rooms, where any shop-girl, as freely as the most elegant connoisseur, can go in and delight her eyes, and inform her perceptions, — ^these, without the face even, which had turned its magnetism straight upon her's only once or twice, and whose revelation was that of a life related to things wide and full and manifold, — gave her the stimulating sense of a something to which she had not come, but to which she felt a strange belonging. 2i6 THE OTHER GIRLS Beside,— alongside — in each mind, was the undeveloped mystery; the spell under which a man receives such intui- tions through a woman's presence, — a woman through a man's. Yet these two individuals were not, therefore, going to be necessary to each other, in the plan of God. Other things might show that they were not meant, in rightness, for each other ; they represented mutually, something that each life missed; but the something was in no special companion- ship; it was a great deal wider and higher than that. They might have to learn that it was so, nevertheless, by some briefly painful process of experience. If in this process they should fall into mistake and wrong, — ah, there would come the experience beyond the experience, the depth they were not meant to sound, yet which, if they let their game of life run that way, they could not get back from but through the uttermost They must play it out ; the move could not be taken back,— yet awhile. The possible better combinations are in God's knowledge; how He may ever reset the pieces, and give his good chances again, remains the hidden hope, resting upon the Christ that is in the heart of Him. One morning Morris Hewland had come up the stairs with a handful of tuberoses ; he was living at home, then, through the pleasant September, at his father's country place, whence the household would soon remove to the city for the winter. Miss Bree's door was open. She was just replacing her door-mat, which she had been shaking out of the entry window. She had an old green veil tied down over her head to keep the dust off; nobody could suspect any harm of a wish or a willingness to have a word with her; Morris Hew- land could not have suspected it of himself, if he had indeed got so far as to investigate his passing impulses. There was something pitiful in the contrast, perhaps, of the pure, fresh, exquisite blossoms, and the breath of sweet air he and they brought with them in their swift transit from the places where it blessed all things to the places where so much languished in the need of it, not knowing, even, the privation. The old, trodden, half-cleansed door-mat in her hands,— the just- created beauty in his. He stopped, and divided his handful. ' Here, Miss Bree, — you would like a piece of the country, I imagine, this morning ! I couldn't have come in without it. VOICES AND VISIONS 217 The voice rang blithe and bright into the room where Bel sat, basting machine work ; the eyes went after the voice. The light from the east window was full upon the shining hair, the young, unworn outlines, the fresh, pure colour of the skin. Few city beauties could bear such morning light as that Nothing but the morning in the face can meet it. Morris Hewland lifted his hat, and bowed towards the young girl, silently. Then he passed on, up to his room. Bel heard his step, back and forth, overhead. The tuberoses were put into a clear, plain tumbler. Bel would not have them in the broken vase ; she would not have them in a blue vase, at all. She laid a white napkin over the red of the tablecloth, and set them on it. The perfume rose from them, and spread all through the room. ' I am so glad we have work at home to-day,' said Bel. There had been nothing but little things like these ; but into Bel's head, as she and Aunt Blin carried home the tea- blush silk, and laid it by with care in its white box upon the sofa-end, came that little wish, with a spring and a heart- beat, — * If she might have it on for a minute, and if in that minute he might happen to come by ! ' She did not think she was planning for it ; but when on the Tuesday evening the step went down the stairs at eight o'clock, while they sat busily working, each at a sleeve, by the drop-light over the white-covered table, a little involun- tary calculation ran through her thoughts. * He always comes back by eleven. We shall have two hours' work — or more, — on this, if we don't hurry ; and it's miserable to hurry ! ' They stitched on, comfortably enough ; yet the sleeves were finished sooner than she expected. Before nine o'clock. Aunt Blin was sewing them in. Then Bel wanted a drink of water ; then they could not both get at the waist together ; there was no need. * 111 do it,' said Bel, out of her conscience, with a jump of fright as she said it, lest Aunt Blin should take her at her word, and begin gauging and plaiting the skirt. * No, you rest. I shall want you by and by, for a figure.' * May I have it all on ? ' says Bel eagerly. ' Do, Auntie ! I should just like to be in such a dress once — a^minute ! ' 2i8 THE OTHER GIRLS * I don't see any reason why not. You couldn't do any hurt to it, if 'twas made for a queen,' responded Aunt Blin. * I'll do up my hair on the top of my head,' said Bel. And forthwith, at the far end of the room, away from the delicate robe and its scattered material, she got out her combs and brushes, and let down her gleaming brown hair. It took different shades, from umber to almost golden, this ' funny hair ' of hers, as she called it. She thought it was because she had faded it, playing out in the sun when she was a child ; but it was more like having got the shine into it It did not curl, or wave ; but it grew in lovely arches, with roots even set, around her temples and in the curves of her neck ; and now, as she combed it up in a long, beautiful mass, over her grasping hand, raising it with each sweep higher towards the crown of her pretty head, all this vigorous, beautiful growth showed itself, and marked with its shadowy outline the dainty shapings. One twist at the top for the comb to go in, and then she parted it in two, and coiled it like a golden-bronze cable ; and laid it round and round till the foremost turn rested like a wreath midway about her head. She pulled three fresh geranium leaves and a pink- white umbel of blossom from the plant in the window, and tucked the cluster among the soft front locks against the coil above the temple. Then she took off the loose wrapping-sack she had thrown over her shoulders, washed her fingers at the basin, and came back to her seat under the lamp. Aunt Blin looked up at her and smiled. It was like having it all herself, — this youth and beauty, — to have it belonging to her, and showing its charming ways and phases, in little Bel. Why shouldn't the child, with her fair, sweet freshness, and the deep-green, velvety leaves making her look already like a rose against which they leaned themselves, have on this delicate rose dress ? If things stayed, or came, where they belonged, to whom should it more fittingly fall to wear it than to her ? Bel watched the clock and Aunt Blin's fingers. It was ten when the plaits and gathers were laid, and the skirt basted to its band for the trying. Bel was dilatory one minute, and in a hurry the next. VOICES AND VISIONS 219 * It would be done too soon ; but he might come in early ; and, O dear, they hadn't thought, — there was that puffing to put round the corsage, bertha-wise, with the blonde edging. It was all ready ; give it to her.' 'Now!' The wonderful, glistening, aurora-like robe goes over the head; sh* stands in the midst, with the tender glowing colour sweeping out from her upon the white sheet pinned down above the carpet. Was that anybody coming? Aunt Blin left her for an instant to put up the window-top that had been open to cool the lighted and heated room. Bel might catch cold, standing like this. * O, it is so warm, Auntie ! We can't have everything shut up ! ' And with this swift excuse instantly suggesting itself and making justification to her deceitful little heart that lay in wait for it, Bel sprang to the opposite comer- where the doorway opened full towards her, diagonally commanding the room. She set it hastily just a hand's length ajar. * There is no wind in the entry, and nobody will come,' she said. When she was only excitedly afraid there wouldn't! I cannot justify little Bel. I do not try to. 'Now, see ! isn't it beautiful ? ' ' It sags- just a crumb, here at the left,' said Aunt Blin, poking and stooping under Bel's elbow. ' No ; it is only a baste give way. You shouldn't have sprung so, child.' The bare neck and the dimpled arms showed from among the cream-pink tints like the high white lights upon the rose. Bel had not looked in the glass yet : Aunt Blin was busy, and she really had not thought of it ; she was happy just in being in that beautiful raiment — in the heart of its colour and shine ; feeling its softly rustling length float away from her, and reach out radiantly behind. What is there about that sweeping and trailing that all women like, and that becomes them so ? That even the little child pins a shawl about her waist and walks to and fro, looking over her shoulder, to get a sensation of.? The door did shut, below. A step did come up the stairs, with a few light springs. 220 THE OTHER GIRLS Suddenly Bel was ashamed ! She did not want it, now that it had come ! She had set a dreadful trap for herself ! * O, Aimt Blin, let me go ! Put something over me ! ' she whispered. But Aimt Blin was down on the floor, far behind her, drawing out and arranging the slope of the train^ measur- ing from hem to band with her professional eye. The footstep suddenly checked ; then, as if with as swift bethinking, it went by. But through that door ajar, in that bright light that revealed the room, Morris Hewland had been smitten with the vision ; had seen little Bel Bree in all the possible flush of fair array, and marvellous blossom of consummate, adorned loveliness. Somehow, it broke down the safeguard he had had. In what was Bel Bree different, really, from women who wore such robes as that, with whom he had danced and chatted in drawing-rooms ? Only in being a thousand times fresher and prettier. After that, he began to make reasons for speaking to them. He brought Aunt Blin a lot of illustrated papers ; he lent them a stereoscope, with Alpine and Italian views; he brought down a picture of his own, one day, to show them ; before October was out, he had spent an evening in Aunt Blin's room, reading aloud to them * Mir^io. Among the strange metaphysical doublings which human nature discovers in itself, there is such a fact, not seldom experienced, as the dreaming of a dream. It is one thing to dream utterly, so that one believes one is awake ; it is another to sleep in one's dream, and in a vision give way to vision. It is done in sleep, it is also done in life. This was what Bel Bree— and it is with her side of the experience that I have business — was in danger now of doing. It is done in life, as to many forms of living — as to religion, as to art. People are religious, not infrequently because they are in love with the idea of being so, not because they are simply and directly devoted to God. They are aesthetic, because, ' The Beautiful ' is so beautiful, to see and to talk of, and they choose to affect artistic having and doing ; but they have not come even into that sheepfold by the door, by VOICES AND VISIONS 221 the honesty inevitable pathway that their nature took because it must^ — by the entrance that it found through a force of celestial urging and guidance that was behind them all the while, though they but half knew it or imderstood. Women fall in love that way, so often ! It is a lovely thing to be loved ; there is new living, which seems to them rare and grand, into which it offers to lift them up. They fall into a dream about a dream ; they do not lay them down to sleep and give the Lord their souls to keep, tiU He shall touch their trustful rest with a divine fire, and waken them into his apocalypse. It was this atmosphere in which Morris Hewland lived, and which he brought about him to transfuse the heavier air of her lowly living, that bewildered BeL And she knew that she was bewildered. She knew that it was the poetic side of her nature that was stirred, excited ; not the real deep, woman's heart of her that found, suddenly, its satisfying. If women will look, they can see this. She knew — she had found out — that she was a fair picture in the artist's eyes ; that the perception keen to discover and test and analyse all harmonies of form and tint, — ^holding a hallowed, mysterious kinship in this power to the Power that had made and spoken by them, — turned its search upon her, and found her lovely in the study. It was as if a daisy bearing the pure message and meaning of the heavenly could thrill vdth the consciousness of its transmission ; could feel the exaltation of fulfilling to a human soul, grand in its far up mystery and waiting upon God, — one of his dear ideas. There was something holy in the spirit with which she thus realised her possession of maidenly beauty ; her gift of mental charm and fitness even ; it was the countersign by which she entered into this realm of which Morris Hewland had the freedom ; it belonged to her also, — she to it ; she had received her first recognition. It was a look back into Paradise for this Eve's daughter, bom to labour, but with a reminiscence in her nature out of which she had built all her sweetest notions of being, doing, abiding ; from which came the home-picture, so simple in its outlines, but so rich and gentle in all its significance, that she had drawn to herself as 'her wish'; the thing she would give most, and do most, to have come true. 222 THE OTHER GIRLS But all this was not necessarily love, even in its beginning, — though she might come for a while to fancy it so, — for this one man. It was a thing between her own life and the Maker of it ; an unfolding of herself towards, that which waited for her in Him, and which she should surely come to, whatever she might grasp at mistakenly and miss upon the way. Morris Hewland — young, honest-hearted, but full of a young man's fire and impulse, of an artist's susceptibility to outward beauty, of the ready delight of educated taste in fresh, natural, responsive cleverness — was treading danger- ous ground. He, too, knew that he was bewildered ; and that if he opened his eyes he should see no way out of it. Therefore he shut his eyes and drifted on. Aunt Blin, with her simplicity, — her incapacity of believing, though there might be wrong and mischief in the world, that anybody she knew could ever do it, sat there between them, the most bewildered, the most inwardly and utterly befooled of the three. CHAPTER XXII. BOX FIFTY-TWO. In the midst of it all, she went and caught a horrible cold. Aunt Blin, I mean. It was all by wearing her india-rubbers a week too long, a week after she had found the heels were split ; and in that week there came a heavy rain-storm. She had to stay at home now. Bel went to the rooms and brought back button-holes for her to make. She could not do much ; she was feverish and languid, and her eyes suffered. But she liked to see something in the basket ; she was always going to be 'well enough to-morrow.' When the work had to be returned, Bel hurried, and did the button- holes of an evening. Mr. Hewland brought grapes, and oranges, and flowers to Miss Bree. Bel fetched home little presents of her own to her aunt, making a pet of her : ice-cream in a paper cone. BOX FIFTY-TWO 223 horehound candy, once, a tumbler of black currant jelly. But that last was very dear. If Aunt Blin had eaten much of other things, they could not have afforded it, for there were only half earnings now. To-morrow kept coming, but Miss Bree kept on not getting any better. ' She didn't see the reason,' she said ; * she never had a cold hang on so. She believed she'd better go out and shake it off. If she could have rode down-town she would, but somehow she didn't seem to have the strength to walk.' The reason she ' couldn't have rode,' was because all the horses were sick. It was the singular epidemic of 1872. There were no cars, no teams ; the queer sight was presented in a great city, of the driveways as clear as the sidewalks ; of nobody needed to guard the crossings or unsnarl the * blocks ; ' of stillness like Sunday, day after day : of men harnessed into waggons, — eight human beings drawing, slowly and heavily, what any poor old prickle-ribs of a horse, that had life left in him at all, would have trotted cheerfully off with. A lady's trunk was a cartload ; and a lady's trunk passing through the streets was a curiosity; you could scarcely get one carried for love or money. Aunt Blin was a good deal excited ; she always was by everything that befell ' her Boston.' She w6uld sit by the window in her blanket shawl, and peer down the Place to see the ma^-carts and express waggons creep slowly by, along Tremont Street, to and from the railways. She was proud for the men who turned to and did quadruped work with a will in the emergency, and so took hold of its sublimity ; she was proud of the poor horses, standing in suffering but royal seclusion in their stables, with hostlers sitting up nights for them, and the world and all its business ' seeing how it could get along without them ; ' she was proud of all this crowd of business that had, by hook or by crook (literally, now), to be done. She wanted the evening paper the minute it came. She and the music mistress took the * Transcript ' between them, and had the first reading weeks about. This was her week ; she held herself lucky. The epizootic was like the war : we should have to subside 224 THE OTHER GIRLS into common items that would not seem like news at all when that was over. We all know, now, what the news was after the epizootic. Meanwhile Aunt Blin believed, * on her conscience,' she had got the epidemic herself. Bel had worked hard at the rooms this week, and late at home in the evenings. Some of the girls lived out at the Highlands, and some in South Boston; there were days when they could not get in from these districts; for such as were on the spot there was double press and hurry. And it was right in the midst of fall and winter work. Bel earned twelve dollars in six days, and got her pay. On Saturday night she brought home four Chater's crum- pets, and a pint of oysters. She stewed the oysters in a porringer out of which everything came nicer than out of any other utensil. While they were stewing, she made a bit of butter up into a 'pat,' and stamped it with the star in the middle of the pressed glass saltcellar ; she set the table near the fire, and laid it out in a specially dainty way ; then she toasted the muffins, and it was 'past seven o'clock before all was done. Aunt Blin sat by, and watched and smelled. She was in no hurry ; two senses at a time were enough to have filled. She had finished the paper, — it was getting to be an old and much rehashed story, now, — and had sent it down to Miss Smalley. It would be hers first, now, for a week. Very well, the excitement was over. That was all she knew about it. In the privacy and security of her own room, and with muffins and oysters for tea. Aunt Blin took out her upper teeth, that she might eat comfortably. Poor Aunt Blin ! she showed her age and her thinness so. She had fallen away a good deal since she had been sick. But she was getting better. On Monday morning, she thought she would cer- tainly be able to go out All she had to do now was to be careful of her cough ; and Bel had just bought her a new pair of rubbers. Bartholomew had done his watching and smelling, like- wise ; he had made all he could be expected to of that limited enjoyment Now he walked round the table with an air of BOX FIFTY-TWO 225 consciousness that supper was served. He sat by his mis- tress's chair, lifted one paw with well-bred expressiveness, stretching out the digits of it as a dainty lady extends her lesser fingers when she lifts her cup, or breaks a bit of bread. It was a delicate suggestion of exquisite appreciation, and of most excellent manners. Once he began a whine, but recol- lected himself and suppressed it, as the dainty lady might a yawn. Aunt Blin gave him two oysters, and three spoonfuls of broth in his own saucer, before she helped herself. After all, she ate in her turn very little more. It was hardly worth while to have made a business of being comfortable. * I don't think they have such good oysters as they used to,' she remarked, stepping over her s'es in a very carpeted and stocking-footed way. * Perhaps I didn't put enough seasoning ' — Bel began, but was interrupted in the middle of her reply. The big bell two squares off clanged a heavy stroke, caught up on the echo by others that sounded smaller, farther and farther away, making their irregular, yet familiar phrase and cadence on the air. It was the fire alarm. ' H — zh ! Hark ! ' Aunt Blin changed the muffled but eager monosyllable to a sharper one ; and being reminded, felt in her lap, under her napkin, for her * omamients,' as Bel called them. But she counted the strokes before she put them in, nodding her head, and holding up her finger to Bel and Bartholomew for silence. Everything stopped where it was with Miss Bree when the fire alarm sounded. One — two — three — four — five. * In the city,' said Aunt Blin, with a certain weird, un- conscious satisfaction ; and whipped the porcelains into their places before the second tolling should begin. They were like Pleasant Riderhood's back hair : she was all twisted up^ now, and ready. One — two. *That ain't fur off. Down Bedford Street way. Give me the fire-book, and my glasses.' Q 226 THE OTHER GIRLS She turned the folds of the card with one hand, and ad- justed her spectacles with the other. * Bedford and Lincoln. Why, that's close by where Miss Proddle boards !* 'That's the box. Auntie. You always forj^et the fire isn't in the box.' * Well, it will be if they don't get along with their steamers. I ain't heard one go by yet.' * They haven't any horses, you know.' * Hark ! there's one now ! O, do hush ! There's the bell again!' Bel was picking up the tea-things for washing. She set down the little pile which she had gathered, went to the window, and drew up the blind. * My gracious ! And there's the fire ! ' . It shone up, red, into the sky, from over the tall roofs. Ten strokes from the deep, deliberate bells. * There comes Miss Smalley, todillating up to see,' said Bel, excitedly. * And the people are just rushing along Tremont Street !' * Can you see ? ' asked Miss Smalley, bustling in like the last little belated hen at feeding-time, with a look on all sides at once to discover where the com might be. * Is^t it big, O ? ' And she stood up, tiptoe, by the window, as if that would make any comparative difference between her height and that of Hotel Devereux, across the square ; or as if she could reach up farther with her eyes after the great flashes that streamed into the heavens. Again the smiting clang, — repeated, solemn, exact. No flurry m those measured sounds, although their continuance tolled out a city's doom. Twice twelve. ' There goes Mr. Sparrow/ said the music mistress* as the watchmaker's light, unequal hop came over the stairs. ' I suppose he can see from his window pretty near where it is.' A slight, dull colour came up into the angles of the little lady's face, as she alluded to the upper lodger's room, for there was a tacit impression in the house — and she knew it — that if Miss Smalley and Mr. Sparrow had been thrown BOX FIFTY-TWO 227 together earlier in life, it would have been very suitable; and that even now it might not be altogether too late. Another step went springing down. Bel knew that, but she said nothing.^ * Don't you think we might go out to the end of the street, and see?' suggested Miss Smalley. Bel had on hat and waterproof in a moment. * Don't you stir, Auntie, to catch cold, now ! We'll be back directly.' Miss Smalley was already in her room below, snatching up hood and shawl. Down the Place they went, 'and on, out into the broad street Everybody was running one way, — northward. They followed, hurrying towards the great light, glowing and flash- ing before them. From every westward avenue came more men, speeding in ever thickening lines verging to one centre. Like streams into a river channel, they poured around the comers into Essex Street, at last, filling it from wall to wall, — a human torrent. * This is as far as we can go,' Miss Smalley said, stopping in one of the doorways of Boylston Market. A man in a blouse stood there, ordering the driver of a cart. * Where is the fire, sir?* asked Miss Smalley, with a lady- like air of not being used to speak to men in the street, but of this being an emergency. * Comer of Kingston and Summer; great granite ware- house, five stories high,' said the man in the blouse, civilly, and proceeding to finish his order, which was his own busines at the moment, though Boston was buming. The two women turned round and went back. The heavy bells were striking three times twelve. A boy rushed past them at the comer by the great florist's shop. He was going the other way from the fire, and was impatient to do his errand and get back. He had a basket of roses to carry; ordered for some one to whom it would come, — ^the last conmiission of that sort done that night, perhaps,— as out of the very smoke and terror of the hour; a singular lovely message of peace; of the blessed thoughts that live between human hearts, though a world were in Qa 228 THE OTHER GIRLS ashes. All through the wild night, those exquisite' buds would be silently unfolding their gracious petals. How strange the bloomed- out roses would look to-morrow ! All the house in Leicester Place was astir, and recklessly mixed up, when Miss Smalleyand Bel Bree came back. The landlady and her servant were up in Mr. Sparrow's room, calling to Miss Bree below. The whole place was full of red fierce light. Aunt Blin, faithful to Bel's parting order, stood in the spirit of an unrelieved sentinel, though the whole army had broken camp, keeping herself steadfastly safe, in her own doorway. To be sure^ there was a draught there, but it was not her fault. ' I must go up and see it,' she said eagerly, when Bel ap- peared. Bel drew her into the room, put her first into a gray hospital dressing-gown, then into a waterproof, and after all covered her up with a striped blue and white bed comforter. She knew she would keep dodging in and out, and she might as well go where she would stay quiet. And so these three women went up-stairs, where they had never been before. The door of Mr. Hewland's room was open. A pair of slippers lay in the middle of the floor ; a newspaper had fluttered into a light heap, like a broken roof, beside them; a dressing-gown was thrown over the back of a chair. Bel came last, and shut that door softly as she passed, not letting her eyes intrude beyond the first involuntary glimpse. She was maidenly shy of the place she had never seen, — where she had heard the footsteps go in and out, over her head. The five women crowded about and into Mr. Sparrow's little dormer window. Miss Smalley lingered to notice the little black teapot on the grate-bar, where a low fire was sinking lower, — the faded cloth on the table, and the empty cup upon it, — the pipe laid down hastily, with ashes falling' out of it. She thought how lonesome Mr. Sparrow was living, — doing for himself. All the square open space down through which the blue heavens looked between those great towering buildings, was filled with brightness as with a flood. The air was lurid BOX FIFTY'TWO 229 crimson. Every stone and chip and fragment lay revealed in the strange, transfiguring light. Away across the stable- roofs, they could read far-off signs painted in black letters upon brick walls. Church spires stood up, bathed in a wild glory, pointing as out of some day of doom, into the ever- lasting rest The stars showed like points of clear, green, unearthly radiance, against that contrast of fierce red. It surged up and up, as if it would over-boil the very stars themsQlves. It swayed to right, — to left; growing in an awful bulk and intensity, without changing much its place, to their eyes, where they stood. On the tops of the high Apartment Hotel, and all the flat-roofed houses in Hero and Pilgrim streets, were men and women gazing. Their faces, which could not have been discerned in the daylight, shone distinct in this preternatural illumination. Their voices sounded now and then, against the yet distant hum and crackle of the conflagration, upon the otherwise still air. The rush had, for a while, gone by. The streets in this quarter were empty. Grand and terrible as the sight was to them in Leicester Place, they could know or imagine little of what the fire was really doing. ' It backs against the wind,' they heard one man say upon the stable-roof. They could not resist opening the window, just a little, now and then, to listen ; though Bel would instantly pull Aunt Blin away, and then they would put it down. Poor Aunt Blin's nose grew very cold, though she did not know it Her nose was little and sensitive. It is not the big noses that feel the cold the most Aunt Bhn took cold through her face and her feet ; and these the dressing-gown, and the waterproof, and the comforter, did not protect. *It must have spread among those crowded houses in Kingston and South streets,' Aunt Bhn said; and as she spoke, her poor old * ornaments ' chattered. * Aunt Blin, you shall come down and take something hot, and go to bed!' exclaimed Bel, peremptorily. *We can't stay here all night. Mr. Sparrow will be back, — and every- body. I think the fire is going down. It's pretty still now. We've seen it all. Come ! ' 230 • THE OTHER GIRLS They had never a thought, any of them, of more than a block or so burning. Of course the firemen would put it out They always did. ' See ! see I ' cried the landlady. * O my sakes and sor- rows ! ' A huge, volcanic column of glittering sparks — of great flaming fragments — shot up and soared broad and terrible into the deep sky. A long, magnificent, shinmiering, scin- tillant train — fire spangled with fire — swept southward like the tail of a comet, that had at last swooped down and wrapped the earth. * The roofs have fallen in,' said innocent old Miss Smalley. * That will be the last. Now they will stop it,' said BeL * Come, Auntie ! ' And after midnight, for an hour or more, the house, with the five women in it, hushed. Aunt Blin took some hot Jamaica ginger, and Bel filled a jug with boiling water, wrapped it in fiannel, and tucked it into the bed at her feet. Then she gave her a spoonful of her cough-mixture, took off her own clothes, and lay down. Still the great fire roared and put out the stars.- Still the room was red with the light of it. Aunt Blin fell asleep. Bel lay and listened, and wondered. She would not move to get up and look again, lest she should rouse her aunt. Suddenly she heard the boom of a great explosion. She started up. Miss Smalley's voice sounded at the door. * It's awful ! ' she whispered, through the keyhole, in a ghostly way. ' I thought you ought to know. The cinders are flying everywhere. I heard an engine come up from the railroad. People are running along the streets, and teams are going, and everything, — the other way ! They're blowing up houses ! There, don't you hear that ? ' It was another sullen, heavy roar. Bel sprang out of bed; hurried into her garments; opened the door to Miss Smalley. They went and stood together in the entry- window. *A11 Kingman's carriages are out, sick horses and all; they've trundled wheelbarrow loads of things dpwn *o the stable. There's a heap of furniture dumped down in the BOX FIFTY-TWO 231 middle of the place. Women are going up Tremont Street with bundles and little children. Where do you s'pose it's got to ? ' * See there ! ' said Bel, pointing across the square to the dark, public building. High up, in, one of the windows, a gas-light glinmiered. Two men were visible in the otherwise deserted place. They were putting up a step-ladder. ' Do you suppose they are there nights, — other nights ? ' Bel asked Miss Smalley. * No. They're after books and things. They're going to pack up.' ' The fire catCt be coming here ! ' Bel opened the window carefully, as she spoke. A man was standing in the livery-stable door. A hack came rapidly down, and the driver called out something as he jumped off. * Where ? ' they heard the hostler ask. * Most up to Temple Place.' ' Do they mean the fure ? They can't ! ' They did ; but they were, as we know, somewhat mis- taken. Yet that great, surf-Uke flame, rushing up and on^ was rioting at the very head of Summer Street, and plunging down Washington. Trinity Church was already a blazing wreck. 'Has it come up Summer Street, or how?' asked Bel, helplessly, of helpless Miss Smalley. ' Do you suppose Filhner & Bylles is burnt ? ' ' I must ask somebody ! ' These women, with no man belonging to them to come and give them news, — ^restrained by force of habit from what would have been at another time strange to do, and not knowing even yet the utter exceptionality of this time, — while down among the hissing engines and before the face of the conflagration stood girls in dehcate dress under evening wraps, come from gay visits with brothers and friends, and drawn irresistibly by the grand, awful magnetism of the spectacle, — while up on die aristocratic avenues, along Arlington Street, whose windows flashed like jewels in the far-shining, flames, where the wonderful bronze Washington sat majestic and still against that sky of stormy fire as he sits 232 THE OTHER GIRLS in every change and beautiful surprise of whatever sky of cloud or colour may stretch about him, — on Commonwealth Avenue, where splendid mansions stood with doors wide open, and drays unloading merchandise saved from the falling warehouses into their freely offered shelter, — ladies were walking to and fro, as if in their own halls and parlours, watching, and questioning whomsoever came, and saying to each other hushed and solemn or excited words, — ^when the whole city was but one great home upon which had fallen a mighty agony and wonder that drove its hearts to each other as the hearts of a household, — these two, Bel Bree and httle Miss Smalley, knew scarcely anything that was definite, and had been waiting and wondering all night, thinking it would be improper to talk into the street ! A young lad came up the court at last ; he lived next door ; he was an errand-boy in some great store on Franklin Street. His mother spoke to him from her window. * Bennie ! how is it ? ' * Mother ! All Boston is gone up ! Summer Street, High Street, Federal Street, Pearl Street, Franklin Street, Milk Street, Devonshire Street, — everything, clear through to the New Post Office. IVe been on the Conmion all night, guarding goods. There's another fellow there now, and IVe come home to get warm. Fm almost frozen.' His mother was at the door as he finished speaking, and took him in ; and they heard no more. The bo/s words were heavy with heavy meaning. He said them without any boy-excitement ; they carried their own excitement in the heart of them. In those eight hours he had lived like a man ; in an experience that until of late few men have known. They did not know how long they stood there after that, with scarcely a word to each other, — only now and then some utterance of sudden recollection of this and that which must have vanished away within that stricken territory, — taking in, slowly, the reality, the tremendousness of what had happened, — ^was happening. It was five o'clock when Mr. Hewland came in, and up the stairs, and found them there. Aunt Blin had not awaked. There was a trace of morphine in her cough-drops, and Bel BOX FIFTY-TWO 233 knew now, since she had slept so long, that she would doubt- less sleep late into the morning. That was well It would be time enough to tell her by and by. There would be all day, — all winter, — to tell it in. Mr. Hewland told them, hastily, the main history of the fire. * Is Trinity Church?' — asked poor Miss Smalley, trem- blingly. She had not said anything about it to Bel Bree ; she could not think of that great stone tower as having let the fire in, — as not having stood, cool and strong, against any flame. And Trinity Church was her tower. She had sat in one seat in its free gallery for fourteen years. If that were gone, she would hardly know where to go, to get near to heaven. Only nine days ago, — ^All Saints' Day, — she had sat there listening to beautiful words that laid hold upon the faith of all believers, back through the church, back before Church to the prophets and patriarchs, and told how God was her God because He had been theirs. The old faith, — ^and the Old Church ! < Was Trinity ? ' — She could not say, — * burned.' But Mr. Hewland answered in one word, — * Gone.' That word answered so many questions on which life and love hung, that fearful night ! Mr, Hewland was wet and cold. He went up to his room and changed his clothing. When the daylight, pale and scared, was creeping in, he came down again. * Would you not like to go down and see ? ' he said to Bel. *CanI?' * Yes. There is no danger. The streets are comparatively clear. I will go with you.' Bel asked Miss Smalley. * Will you come ? Auntie will be sure to sleep, I think.' Miss Smalley had scarcely heart either to go or stay. Of the two, it was easier to go. To do — to see — something. Mr. Sparrow came in. He met them at the door, and turned directly back with them. He, too, was a free-seat worshipper at Old Trinity. He and the music-mistress — they were both of English birth, hence of the same national faith — had been used to go from 234 THE OTHER GIRLS the same dwdling, separately, to the same house of worship, and sit in opposite galleries. But their hearts had gone up together in the holy old words that their lips breathed in the murmur of the congregation. These links between them, of country and religion, which jthey had never spoken o^ were the real links. As they went forth this Sunday morning, in company for the first time, towards the church in which they should never kneel again, they felt another, — the link that Eve and Adam felt when the sword of flame swept Paradise. Plain old souls ! — Plain old bodies, I mean, hopping and ' todillating '^ — as Bel expressed the little spinster's gait — along together ; their souls walked in a sweet and gracious reality before the sight of God. Bel and Mr. Hewland were beside each other. They had never walked together before, of course ; but they hardly thought of the unusualness. The time broke down distinc- tions ; nothing looked strange, when everything was so. They went along by the Common fence. In the street, a continuous line of waggons passed them, moving southward. Gentlemen sat on cart-fronts beside the teamsters, ac- companying their fragments of property to places of bestowal. Inside the inclosure, in the malls, along under the trees, upon the grass, away back to the pond, were heaps of merchandise. Boxes, bales, hastily collected and unpacked goods of all kinds, from carpets to cotton-spools, were thrown in piles, which men and boys were guarding, the police passing to and fro among them all. People were wrapped against the keen November cold, in whatsoever they could lay their hands on. A group of men pacing back and forth before a pyramid of cases, had thrown great soft white blankets about their shoulders, whose bright striped borders hung fantastic- ally about them, and whose comers fell and dragged upon the muddy ground. Down by- Park Street comer, and at Winter Street, black columns of coal smoke went up from the steamers ; the hose, like monstrous serpents, twisted and trailed along the pavements; water stood in pools and flowed in runnels, everywhere. They went down Winter Street, stepping over the hose- EVENING AND MORNING: SECOND DAY 23$ coils, and across the leaking streams ; they came to the crossing of Washington, where yesterday throngs of women passed, shopping from stately store to store. Beyond, were smoke and ruin ; swaying walls, heaps of fallen masonry, chevaux-de-frises of bristling gas and water- pipes, broken and protruding. A little way down, to the left, sheets of flame, golden in the gray daylight,, were pouring from the face of the beautiful ' Transcript ' building. They stood, fearful and watchful, under the broken granite walls opposite Trinity Church. Windows and doors were gone from the grand old edifice ; inside, the fire was shining ; devouring, at its dreadful ease, the sacred architecture and furnishings that it had swept down to the ground. * See ! There he is ! ' whispered Miss Smalley to Mr. Sparrow, as she gazed with imconscious tears falling fast down her pale old cheeks. It was the Rector of Trinity, who thought to have stood this morning in the holy place to speak to his people. Down the middle of the street he came, and went up to the cum- bered threshold and the open arch, within which a terrible angel was speaking in his stead. * Do you think he remembers now, what he said about the God of Daniel, as he looks into the blazing fiery furnace ? ' ^ I dare say he doesn't ever remember what he said ; but he remembers always what is/ answered the watchmaker. CHAPTER XXIII, EVENING AND MORNING : THE SECOND DAY. The strange, sad Sunday wore along. The teams rolled on, incessantly, through the streets ; the blaze and smoke went up from the sixty acres of destruction; friends gathered together and talked of the one thing, that, talk as they might, would not be put into any words. Men whose wealth had turned to ashes in a night went to and fro in the same coats they had worn yesterday, and hardly knew 236 THE OTHER GIRLS yet whether they themselves were the same or not It seemed^ so strangely, as if the clock might be set back somehow, and yesterday be again; it was so little way off! Women who had received, perhaps, their last wages for the winter on Saturday night, sat in their rooms and wondered what would be on Monday. Aunt Blin was excited; strong with excitement She went downstairs to see Miss Smalley, who was too tired to sit up. Out of the fire, Bel Bree and Paulina Smalley had each brought something that remained by them secretly all this day. When they had stopped there under those smoked and shattered walls, and Morris Hewland had drawn BeFs hand within his arm to keep her from any movement into danger, he had gently laid his own fingers, in care and caution, upon hers. A feeling had come to them both with the act, and for a moment, as if the world, with all its great, built-up barriers of stone, had broken down around them, and lay at their feet in fragments, among which they two stood free together. . The music-mistress and the watchmaker, looking in upon their place of prayer, seeing it empty and eaten out by the yet lingering tongues of fire, had exchanged those words about the things that are. For a minute, through the emptiness, they reached into the eternal deep ; for a minute their simple souls felt themselves, over the threshold of earthly ruin, in the spaces where there is no need of a temple any more; they forgot their work and far-spent lives,^-each other's old and Jyear-marked faces ; they were as two spirits, met without hindrance or incongruity, looking into each other's spiritual eyes. Poor old Miss Smalley, when she came home and took off her hood before her little glass, and saw how pale she was with her night's watching and excitement, and how the thin gray hairs had straggled over her forehead, came back with a pang into the flesh, and was afraid she had been ridiculous ; but lying tired upon her bed, in the long after hours of the day, she forgot once more what manner of EVENING AND MORNING: SECOND DAY 2^ outside woman she was, and remembered only, with a per- vading peace, how the watchmaker had spoken. Night came. The pillar of smoke that had gone up all day, turned again into a pillar of fire, and stood in the eastern heavens. The time of safety, when there had been no flaming terror, was already so far off, that people, fearing this night to surrender themselves to sleep, wondered that in any nights they had ever dared, — wondered that there had ever been anything but fear and burning, in this great, crowded city. The guards paced the streets ; the roll of waggons quieted. The stricken town was like a fever patient, seized yesterday with a sudden, devouring rage of agony, — to-day calmed, put under care, a rule established, watchers set. Miss Smalley went from window to window as the dark- ness — and the apparition of flame — came on. Rested by the day's surrender to exhaustion, she was alert and appre- hensive and excited now. ' It will be sure to burst out again,' she said ; ' it always doesi' * Don't say so to Aunt Blin,' whispered Bel. * Look at her cheeks, and her eyes. She is sick-abed this minute, and she will keep up ! ' At nine o'clock, the very last thing, she spoke with the music-mistress again, at the door. Miss Smalley kept coming up into the passage to look out at that end window. ' I don't mean to get up if it does bum,' Bel said, reso- lutely. ' It won't come here. We ought to sleep. That's our business. Therell be enough to do, may be, afterwards.' But for all that^ in the dead of the night, she was roused again. A sound of bells ; a long alarm of which she lost the count ; a great explosion. Then that horrible cataract of flame and sparks overhanging the stars as it did before, and paling them out It seemed as if it had always been so ; as if there had never been a still, dark heaven under which to lie down tranquilly and sleep. 240 THE OTHER GIRLS ' 111 tell you what/ said good, inopportune Miss Smalley ; 'she's going to be dreadful sick, I'm afraid. Itll be head and lungs both. That's what my sister had.' * DofCt tell me what ! ' cried Bel, irritatedly. But the doctor told her what, when he came. Not in words ; doctors .don't do that. But she read it in his grave carefulness ; she detected it in the orders which he gave. People brought up in the country, — where neighbours take care of each other, and where every symptom is talked over, and the history of every fatal disorder turns into a tradition, — learn about sickness and the meanings of it ; on its ghastly and ominous side, at any rate. Mr. Hewland came back and brought two candles, which he had with difficulty procured from a hotel. He brought word, also, that the fire was under control ; that they need feel no more alarm. And so this second night of peril and disaster passed painfully and slowly by. But on the Monday, the day in which Boston was like a city given over into the hands of a host, — when its streets were like slow-moving human glaciers, down the midst of which in a narrow channel the heavier flow of burdened teams passed scarcely faster forward than the hindered side streams, — Aunt Blin lay in the grasp and scorch of a fire that feeds on life; wasting under that which uplifts and frenzies, only to prostrate and destroy. * I shall not dwell upon it. It had to be told ; the fire also had to be told; for it happened, and could not be ignored. It happened, intermingling with all these very things of which I write ; precipitating, changing, determining much. Before the end of that first week, in which the stun and shock were reacting in prompt, cheerful, benevolent organis- ing and providing,— in which, through wonderful, dreamlike ruins, like the ruins of the far-off past, people were wandering, amazed, seeing a sudden torch laid right upon the heart and centre of a living metropolis and turning it to a shadow and decay, — in which human interests and experiences came to mingle that had never consciously approached each other before, — in which the little household of independent exist- ences in Leicester Place was fused into an almost family TEMPTATION 241 relation all at once, after years of mere juxtaposition, — before the end of that week, Aunt BUn died. It was as though the fiery thrust that had transpierced the heart of *her Boston,' had smitten the centre of her own vitality in the self-same hour. All her clpthes hung in the closet ; the very bend of her arm was in the sleeve of the well-worn alpaca dress ; the work-basket, with a cloth jacket-front upon it, in which was a half-made button-hole, left just at the stitch where all her labour ended, was on the round table ; Cheeps was singing in the window ; Bartholomew was winking on the hearth- rug ; and little Bel, among these belongings that she knew not what to do with any more, was all alone. CHAPTER XXIV. TEMPTATION. The Relief Committee was organising in Park Street Vestry. Women with help in their hands and sympathy in their hearts, came there to meet women who wanted both ; came, many of them, straight from the first knowledge of the loss of ahnost all their own money, with word and act of fellow- ship ready for those upon whose very life the blow fell yet closer and harder. Over the separating lines of class and occupation a divine impulse reached, at least for the moment, both ways. ' BofEn's Bower' was all alert with aggressive, independent movement. Here, they did not believe in the divine impulse of the hour. They would stay on their own side of the line. They wotdd help themselves and each other. They wotdd stand by their own class, and cry * hands off!' to the rich women. What was to be done, for lasting understanding and true relation^ between these conflicting, yet mutually dependent elements ? 242 THE OTHER GIRLS In their own separate places sat solitary girls and women who sought neither yet Bel Bree was one. The little room which had been home while Aunt Blin lived there with her, was suddenly become only a dreary, lonely lodging-room. Cheeps and Bartholomew were there, chirping and purring ; the sun was shining in ; the things were all hers, for Aunt Blin had written one broad, straggling, unsteady line upon a sheet of paper the last day she lived, when the fever and confusion had ebbed away out of her brain as life ebbed slowly back, beaten from its outworks by disease, towards her heart, and she lay feebly, but clearly, conscious. ' I give all I leave in the world to my niece Belinda Bree.' ' Kellup ' came down and buried his sister, and ' looked into things ; ' concluded that ' Bel was pretty comfortable, and with good folks, — Mrs. Pimminy and Miss Smalley ; 'sposed she calculated to keep on, now ; she could come back if she wanted to, though.' Bel did not want to. She would stay here a little while, at any rate, and think. So Kellup went back intp New Hampshire. There was a little money laid up since Miss Bree and Bel had been together ; Bel could get along, she thought, till work began again. But it was no longer living ; it would not be living then ; it would be only work and solitude. She was like. a great many others of them now ; g^rls without tie or belonging, — ^holding on where they could. Elise Mokey had said to her, — * See if you could help yourself if you hadn't Aunt Blin ! ' and now she began to look forward against that great, dark * If.' Everything had come together. If work had kept on, there would have been these little savings to fall back upon when earnings did not quite meet outlay. But now she should use them up before work came. And what did it signify, anyhow ? All the comfort — all the meaning of it — was gone. They were all kind to her ; Miss Smalley sat with her, evenings, till Bel wished she would have the wiser kindness to go away and let her be miserable, just a little while^ TEMPTATION 243 Morris Hewland knocked at the door one afternoon when the music-mistress was out, giving her lessons. Bel did not ask him in to sit down ; she stood just within the doorway, and talked with him. He made some friendly enquiries that led to conversation ; he drew her to say something of her plans. He had not come on purpose ; he hardly knew what he had come for. He had only^ knocked to say a word of kindness ; to look in the poor, pretty little face that he felt such a tenderness for. 'I can't bear to give things up, — because they were pleasant,' Bel said. ' But I suppose I shall have to go away. It isn't home ; there isn't anybody to make home with any more. I know what I had thought of, a while ago ; I believe I know what there is that I might do ; I am just waiting until the thoughts come back, and begin to look as they did. Nothing looks as it did yet.' 'Nothing?' asked Morris Hewland, his eyes questioning of hers. ' Yes, — ^friends. But the friends are all outside, after all.' Hewland stood silent. How beautiful it might be to make home for such a littlr heart as this ! To surround her with comfort and pretti- ness, such as she loved and knew how to contrive out of so little ! To say, — * Let us belong together. Make home with meP Satan, as an angel of light, entered into him. He knew he could not say this to her as he ought to say it; as he would say it to a girl of his own class whom father and mother would welcome. There was no girl of his own class he had ever cared to say it to. This was the first woman he had found, with whom the home thought joined itself. And this could not rightly be. If he took her, he would no longer have the things to give her. They would be cast out together. And all he could do was to make pictures, of which he had never sold one, or thought to sell one, in all his life. He would be just as poor as she was ; and he felt that he did not know how to be poor. Besides, he wanted to be rich for her. He wanted to give her, — now, right off, — everything. R2 244 THE OTHER GIRLS Why shouldn't he give ? Why shouldn't she take ? He had plenty of money; he was his father's only son. He n\eant right ; so he said to himself ; and what had the world to do with it? * I wish I could take care of you, Bel ! Would you let me J Wotdd you go with me ? ' The words seemed to have said themselves. The devil, whom he had let have his heart for a minute, had got his lips and spoken through them before he knew. ' Where,' asked Bel. ' Home ? ' ' Yes, — ^home,' said the young man, hesitating. * Where your mother lives ? ' Bel Bree's simplicity went nigh to being a stronger battery of defence than any bristling of alarmed knowledge. * No,' said Morris Hewland. ^ Not there. It would not do for you, or her either. But I could give you a little home. I could take care of you all your life ; all my life. And I would. I will never make a home for anybody else. I will be true to you, if you will trust me, — always. So help me God!' He meant it ; there was no dark, deliberate sin in his heart, any more than in hers ; he was tempted on the tenderest, truest side of his nature, as he was tempting her. He did not see why he should not choose the woman he would live with all his Ufe, though he knew he could not choose her in the face of all the world ; though he could not be married to her in the Church of the Holy Commandments, with bridesmaids and ushers, and music and flowers, and point lace and white satin, and fifty private carriages waiting at the door, and half a ton of gold and silver plate and verd antique piled up for hem in his father's house. His father was a hard, proud, unflinching man, who loved and indulged his son, aifter his fashion and possibility ; but who would never love or indulge him again if he-offended in such a thing as this. His mother was a woman who simply could not imderstand that a girl like Bel Bree was a creature made by God at all, as her daughters were, and her son's wife sh be. * Do you care enough for me ? ' Bel stood utterly still. She never had been asked any TEMPTATION 245 such questions before, but she felt in some way, that this was not all ; ought not to be all ; that there was more he was to say, before she could answer him. He came towards her. He put his hands on hers. He looked eagerly into her eys. He did not hesitate now ; the man's nature was roused in him. He must make her speak, — say that she cared. ^ Dof^t you care ? Bel — you do ! You are my little wife ; and the world has not anything to do with it! ' She broke away from him ; she shrunk back. ' Don't do that,' he said, imploringly. ' I'm not bad, Bel. The world is bad. Let us be as good and loving as we can be in it. Don't think me bad.' There was not any thing bad in his eyes ; in his young, loving, handsome face. Bel was not sure enough, — strong enough, — tft denounce the evil that was using the love ; to say to that which was tempting him, and her by him, as Peter's passionate remonstrance tempted the Christ, — * Thou art Satan. Get thee behind me.' Yet she shrunk, bewildered. * I don't know ; I can't understand. Let me go now, Mr. Hewland.' She turned away from him, into the chamber, and reached her hand to the door as she turned, putting her fingers on its edge to close it after him. She stood with her back to him ; hstening, not looking, for him to go. He retreated, then, linger ingly, across the threshold, his eyes upon her still. She shut the door slowly, walking back- ward as she pushed it to. She had left^ if not driven the devil behind her. Yet she did not know what she had done. She was still bewildered. I believe the worst she thought of what had happened was that he wanted to marry her secretly, and hide her away. * Aunt Blin ! ' she cried, when she felt herself all alone. *Aunt Blin !— She ^a«'/ have gone so very far away, quite yet!' She went over to the closet, with her arms stretched out. She went in, where Aunt Blin's clothes were hanging. She grasped the old, worn dress, that was almost warm with 246 THE OTHER GIRLS the wearing. She hid her face against the sleeve, curved with the shape of the arm that had bent to its tasks in it. * Tell me, Aunt Blin ! You can see clear where you are. Is there any good — any right in it ? Ought I to tell him that I care?' She cried, and she waited ; but she got no answer there. She came away, and sat down. She was left all to herself in the hard, dreary world, with this doubt, this temptation, to deal with. It was her wilder- ness ; and she did not remember, yet, the Son of God who had been there before her. ' Why do they go off so far away in that new life, out of which they might help us ? ' She did not know how close the angels were. She listened outside for them, when they were whispering already at her heart. We need to go in ; not to reach painfully up, and away, — after that world in which we also, though blindly, dwell. On the table lay Aunt Blinds great Bible ; beside it her glasses. Something that Miss Euphrasia had told them one day at the chapel came suddenly into her mind. * The angels are always near us when we are reading the Word, because they read, ajways, the living Word in heaven/ Was that the way? Might she enter so, and find them ? She moved slowly to the table. It was growing dark. She struck a match and lit the gas, turning it low. She laid back the leaves of the large volume, to the latter portion. She opened it in Matthew, — to the nineteenth chapter. When she had read that, she knew what she was to do. She heard nothing more from Morris Hewland that night. In the morning, early, she had her room bright and ready for the day. The light was calm and clear about her. The shadows were all gone. She opened her door, and sat down, waiting before the fire. TEMPTATION 247 Did she think of that night when she had had on the rose- coloured silk, and had set the door ajar ? Something in her had made her ashamed of that. She was not ashamed — she had no misgiving — of this that she was going to do now. She was all alone ; she had no other place to wait in ; she had no one to tell her anything. She was going to do a plain right thing, whether it was just what anybody else would do, or not. She never even asked herself that question. She heard Mr. Sparrow, with his hop and step, come down over the stairsi He always can^e down first of alL Then for another half hour, she sat still. At the end of that time, Morris Hewland's door unlatched and closed again. Her heart beat quick. She stood up, with her face towards the open door. At the foot of that upper flight she heard him pause. She could not see him till he passed ; and he might pass without turning. Unless he turned, she would be out of his sight ; for the door swung inward from the far comer. No matter. He went by with a slow step. He could not help seeing the open door. But he did not stop or turn, until he reached the stairhead of the second flight ; then he had to face this way again. And as he passed around the railing, he looked up ; for Bel was standing where she had stood last night. She had put herself in his way ;